In My Desperate Time

What could make Frances Louis look so serious in the world?

As an expressionless person in any situation, how come he is so serious now?

“What happened?”

I ask him with my voice trembling. Although I don’t know why I feel so nervous.

“Come here and sit.”

He beckons to me to come over.

I walk over according to his commands and sit down beside him.

I usually behave myself in front of Frances Louis, except when he did something crazy.

Like before.

“You've met Whitney Jordan. What do you think?” He asks me suddenly.

I realize that he would talk about something concerning Whitney Jordan.

Does he want to end our relationship? I'd love that.

My joy is beyond expression.

“I think she is nice. She's prettier than me, nobler than me, classier than me. Your union is made by heaven! Why you stay with me? You’d better live your life with such a good wife.” I ask a question that has haunted me for so long.

what I said

he go back to his family. I

can't beat

No, I got one.

breasts are a little bigger

 to leave me, right?.” Frances Louis suddenly

are so deep that my heart, which wants to say ‘yeas’, is

change the subject, “I am ready. Don’t

is a

understatement by Frances Louis comes as a bolt from the

It takes me a while

but I believe what he said. That's the only way

wish I am

get married. She is a lady of a famous family, and they wouldn’t violate the law deliberately. There is one possibility that she got ill after the marriage. You can’t abandon your wife who shared hardships with you

to Frances Louis

feel good when I

admit that I have a very special feeling for Frances Louis. But I've been repressing myself, afraid to admit it. Until today, I

I can do is

being a mistress, and I

really think so?” Asks Frances

lips, “But why is she mentally

all because of

Because of Frances Louis?

I don’t understand.