In My Desperate Time

Frances is back tonight.

I am cooking when he comes.

On these days without him at home, I have cooked a lot by myself.

Seeing what I am doing, Frances does not say anything to sit by the table.

He has a look at my phone when I am bringing some dish to the table.

I have not closed the webpage of the news on my phone; he smiled slightly to say, “You read my news.”

I don’t reply him, just rolling my eyes at him.

Everyone knows Frances is somebody who is always trending in the social media. I cannot ignore him in these news.

Then I tell him, “Since I read the big news of today, you are there.”

Frances keeps laughing, “Do you feel bad with it?”

He looks so happy to make fun of me.

his news before knowing Elin Smith is his younger sister. Now I believe what was reported in

nothing about them, I pretend to be ignorant of

any woman in the world; that’s none of my business. I have my own duty to

him a slight smile, I start to eat

seems to be annoyed and goes upstairs.

you finish the meal?”

appetite today.” he answers unhappily.

irritated too easily.

the dinner. As soon as passing by the bedside table, I am surprised to see the new

on my ovulation, yet I forgot to buy and

early morning of the next day, I rush to the pharmacy and get one after pill

I find someone might be following me behind for another

am sensitive enough to feel disturbed

I am sure someone is

to check it. But from some glass door nearby, I see the familiar black

wait anymore and call a taxi to

I find the car still parking not far

do to me for following me one day?