In My Desperate Time

Frances is back tonight.

I am cooking when he comes.

On these days without him at home, I have cooked a lot by myself.

Seeing what I am doing, Frances does not say anything to sit by the table.

He has a look at my phone when I am bringing some dish to the table.

I have not closed the webpage of the news on my phone; he smiled slightly to say, “You read my news.”

I don’t reply him, just rolling my eyes at him.

Everyone knows Frances is somebody who is always trending in the social media. I cannot ignore him in these news.

Then I tell him, “Since I read the big news of today, you are there.”

Frances keeps laughing, “Do you feel bad with it?”

He looks so happy to make fun of me.

with his news before knowing Elin Smith is his younger sister. Now I believe what was reported

about them, I

woman in the world; that’s none of my business. I have my own duty to fulfill.”

smile, I start to eat something slowly.

seems to be annoyed

you finish the meal?”

today.” he

irritated too easily.

upstairs after finishing the dinner. As soon as passing by the bedside table, I am surprised to see the new box

use condoms on my ovulation, yet I forgot to

night. In the early morning of the next day, I rush to the pharmacy and get one after pill to take. I know in

of the pharmacy, I find someone might be following me behind for another

to feel disturbed for being watched

sure

check it. But from some glass door nearby, I

taxi to take me to the office.

find the car still parking

do to me for following me one day?