In My Desperate Time

“Who’s that?” I can guess but not sure about my answer.

Lawrence says, “It’s too much to say it here. We should go somewhere causal and talk about details.”

In his view, some bars should be casual enough for us to have a longer talk.

Finally, he takes me one quieter bar different from those I have been to before.

There is a woman singing on the middle of the stage; the audience keeps listening quietly.

Lawrence watched the singer. I followed his eyes to look at her to find she is really similar to Whitney Jordan. The two women almost look the same.

I have to tell him, “She looks like Whitney.”

Lawrence laughs, “I know.” And then he looks at the singer tenderly one more time.

Immediately from his eyes, I realize he gets a lot of problems or concerns in his mind.

“You know Whitney

answers with a smile, “Of course. Actually, she

are not so many wealthy families in the city; most of persons with the same family name should be

“She is your sibling?”

is the last person whom I would like to meet in the world. Just now Lawrence told me he is Whitney’s elder brother; he knows Frances as Whitney’s husband and Frances has an affair with me. However, Whitney has never got to know something about Frances and me from Lawrence. It is obviously unusual. So,

“She is not my sibling; I am adopted by her parents. Whitney is someone with great

words confuse me more.

along very well. But it might not be the truth. Is that the reason he did not tell her anything about Frances

“What would you like to

the woman singer just finishes a song to walk to us.

her who turns

still feel something unusual

to Frances as much as you can. Try to keep him

by what he

should not talk with me about it. Whitney will hate him badly for his

“Why did