In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis has told me before, both of us are just bedmate. I wouldn’t expect to be more than his bedmate..

Even at this moment, even when I start to have feelings for him, it makes me feel suffering.

“Oh? Tell me why you feel like you can’t help me at all?” Lawrence Jordan raises his eyebrow and says in laughter.

“Do you think Frances would like me? Asides from Whitney Jordan’s mental illness, she’s gorgeous, she comes from a rich family, which part of her isn’t better than me? If he doesn’t like this type of woman, I don’t think he would like me of all other women, I won’t even bother to think about it at all.”

From this point, I know myself better than anyone else.

Someone like me will never get into Frances’s eye, let alone to get into his heart.

Someday if he comes to look for me, perhaps he’s just bored of pretty women and he just wants to try any simple woman. When he doesn’t feel me interesting anymore, he would dump me as a stranger.

Although this truth makes me suffer a lot, it also keeps me awake at the same time for not making any unforgivable action due to my emotion impulses.

it’s worth the try, how would you know if

and Whitney are not biological siblings,

Whitney, so that you could get Whitney?” I reply while trying to

“Consider it as an exchange, I will cover up the matter between you

whole idea seems

if he doesn’t say anything, the relationship between Frances

nod nor shake my head.

it from her, but he’s not aware that once a woman falls in love with a man, she would have a sharper mind. In

have a point. Even if I couldn’t reach

least, I do have someone who

I promise you.”

Lawrence, “But, how are you going to settle with