In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis has told me before, both of us are just bedmate. I wouldn’t expect to be more than his bedmate..

Even at this moment, even when I start to have feelings for him, it makes me feel suffering.

“Oh? Tell me why you feel like you can’t help me at all?” Lawrence Jordan raises his eyebrow and says in laughter.

“Do you think Frances would like me? Asides from Whitney Jordan’s mental illness, she’s gorgeous, she comes from a rich family, which part of her isn’t better than me? If he doesn’t like this type of woman, I don’t think he would like me of all other women, I won’t even bother to think about it at all.”

From this point, I know myself better than anyone else.

Someone like me will never get into Frances’s eye, let alone to get into his heart.

Someday if he comes to look for me, perhaps he’s just bored of pretty women and he just wants to try any simple woman. When he doesn’t feel me interesting anymore, he would dump me as a stranger.

Although this truth makes me suffer a lot, it also keeps me awake at the same time for not making any unforgivable action due to my emotion impulses.

the try, how would you know if you never try?” Lawrence

very stubborn. I don’t want to argue with him. Although he and Whitney are not biological siblings, they have living together for a long time, it is inevitable that they

snatch Frances away from Whitney, so that you could get Whitney?” I reply while trying to figure out what

it as an exchange, I

the whole idea seems tempting.

between Frances and

nor shake my

you allow me to help you, it would be better. Frances thinks that he can hide it from her, but he’s not aware that once a woman falls in love with a man, she would have a sharper mind. In a way that, she would find out right away if he

a point. Even if I couldn’t reach his requirement, it's okay to agree

I do have someone who

I promise

say to Lawrence, “But, how are you going to settle with the private