In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis has told me before, both of us are just bedmate. I wouldn’t expect to be more than his bedmate..

Even at this moment, even when I start to have feelings for him, it makes me feel suffering.

“Oh? Tell me why you feel like you can’t help me at all?” Lawrence Jordan raises his eyebrow and says in laughter.

“Do you think Frances would like me? Asides from Whitney Jordan’s mental illness, she’s gorgeous, she comes from a rich family, which part of her isn’t better than me? If he doesn’t like this type of woman, I don’t think he would like me of all other women, I won’t even bother to think about it at all.”

From this point, I know myself better than anyone else.

Someone like me will never get into Frances’s eye, let alone to get into his heart.

Someday if he comes to look for me, perhaps he’s just bored of pretty women and he just wants to try any simple woman. When he doesn’t feel me interesting anymore, he would dump me as a stranger.

Although this truth makes me suffer a lot, it also keeps me awake at the same time for not making any unforgivable action due to my emotion impulses.

how would you know if you never try?” Lawrence

very stubborn. I don’t want to argue with him. Although he and Whitney are not biological siblings, they have living together for a

to snatch Frances away from Whitney, so that you could get Whitney?” I reply while trying to figure out what

exchange, I will cover up the matter between you

whole idea seems tempting.

anything, the relationship between

neither nod nor shake my head.

that he can hide it from her, but he’s not aware that once a woman falls in love with a man, she would have a sharper mind. In a way that, she would find

couldn’t reach

least, I do have someone

I promise

and say to Lawrence, “But, how are you going to settle