In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

I rush outside. The moment

Seeing the tears on my face, he says in surprise. "What happened? Did that

my head and go back to my

the next few days, Frances and I are not on speaking terms. I don't even understand why this kind of situation can happen to us.

to my room in the

it weren't for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room

coughing, is he not feeling

worried, but I can’t

a bit obvious, and her face is a lot rounder than before. But the happiness on her face can't be hidden. It seems like she’s doing

least one of us

planning to settle down

months. I have gained weight because I

weight’ have to do with ‘not used to the climate’? I can't help but want

are gaining weight is because you’re pregnant. The baby would be

get used to the days of not having

‘period’ suddenly sounds

my period is usually on time, around the 15th. At most it is

for several times, and I am not on the pills.