In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

outside. The moment I walk out

on my face, he says in surprise. "What happened? Did that brat bully

and go back

few days, Frances and I are not on speaking terms. I don't even understand why this kind of situation can happen to us. I

he never comes to my room

for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room in the middle of the night, I would really doubt that Frances

is coughing, is

a little worried, but I can’t speak to him

her face is a lot rounder than before. But the happiness on her face can't be hidden. It seems like

least one of us

settle down abroad?" I send her

in two months. I have gained weight because I am not used

does ‘gaining weight’ have to do with ‘not used to the climate’? I can't help but want

you’re pregnant. The baby

days of not having period for

suddenly sounds alarming to me.

period is usually on time, around the 15th. At most it is early or late for a day.

times, and I am not on the