In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

outside. The moment I

just comes back from outside. Seeing the tears on my face, he says in surprise. "What happened?

head and go back

the next few days, Frances and I are not on speaking terms. I don't even understand why

comes to my

weren't for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room in the middle

is he not feeling

but I

lot rounder than before. But the happiness on her face can't be hidden. It seems like she’s doing really well with

at least one of us is

to settle down abroad?" I send

months. I have gained weight because I am not used to the climate and everything out here.

have to do with ‘not used to the climate’? I can't help but want

gaining weight is because you’re pregnant. The baby would be healthy only when you get

get used to the days of not having period for

‘period’ suddenly sounds alarming to me.

on time, around the

several times, and I am not on the