In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

I rush outside. The moment

Louis just comes back from outside. Seeing the tears on my face, he says in surprise. "What happened?

shake my head and go back

understand why this kind of situation can

to my room in the past

get up every day. He isn’t back yet when I go to bed. If it weren't for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room in the middle of

is he

a little worried, but I can’t speak to

bit obvious, and her face is a lot rounder than before. But the happiness

one of us

settle down abroad?"

in two months. I have gained weight because I am not used to the climate

weight’ have to do with ‘not used to the climate’? I can't help

you are gaining weight is because you’re pregnant. The baby would be healthy only when you get

days of not having period

sounds

the 20th, and my period is usually on time, around the 15th. At most it is early or

for several times, and I am not on the pills.