In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

I rush outside. The moment

Louis just comes back from outside. Seeing the tears on my face, he says in surprise. "What happened? Did that brat

shake my head and

terms. I don't even understand why this kind

my

gone when I get up every day. He isn’t back yet when I go to bed. If it weren't for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room in the middle of the night, I would really doubt that

is he not

a little worried, but I can’t speak

her traveling abroad. Her belly looks a bit obvious, and her face is a lot rounder

at least one

settle down abroad?" I

months. I have gained weight because

with ‘not used to the climate’?

pregnant. The baby would be healthy only when you

hard to get used to the days of not

word ‘period’ suddenly sounds

is the 20th, and my period is usually on time, around the 15th. At most it is early

times, and I am not on the pills. What