In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

I rush outside. The moment I walk out the

comes back from outside. Seeing the tears on my face, he says in surprise. "What happened?

my head and

terms. I don't even understand why this kind of situation can happen to us. I

never comes to my room

isn’t back yet when I go to bed. If it weren't for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room in the middle of

coughing, is

but I can’t speak to

a bit obvious, and her face is a lot rounder than before. But the happiness on her face can't be hidden.

one of us

planning to settle down

in two months. I have gained weight because I am not used

‘not used

you are gaining weight is because you’re pregnant. The baby would be healthy only when you get

to get used to the days of not

sounds alarming to me.

time, around the 15th. At most it

condom for several times, and I am not