In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

I rush outside. The moment I walk out the door,

on my face, he says in surprise. "What happened? Did that brat

and go

not on speaking terms. I don't even understand why this kind of situation can happen to

comes to my

up every day. He isn’t back yet when I go to bed. If it weren't for the

is coughing, is

little worried, but

lot rounder than before. But the happiness

one

planning to settle down abroad?" I send her a

two months. I have gained weight because I am not used

to do with ‘not used to

is because you’re pregnant. The baby would be healthy only when you

the days of not having period

word ‘period’ suddenly sounds alarming to

is usually on time, around the 15th. At most it is early or

times, and I am not