In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

rush outside. The moment

tears on my face, he says in surprise.

my head and go back to my

don't even understand why this

he never comes to my room in the past

day. He isn’t back yet when I go to bed. If it weren't for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room in the middle of

is he not feeling

worried, but I can’t speak

of her traveling abroad. Her belly looks a bit obvious, and her face is a lot rounder than before. But the

one of us is

planning to settle down abroad?" I

because I am

have to do with ‘not used to the climate’? I can't help

you are gaining weight is because you’re pregnant. The

to the days of not

sounds alarming to

my period is usually on time, around the 15th. At most

using condom for several times, and I am not on