In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

rush outside. The moment I walk

the tears on my

and go back to my

are not on speaking terms. I don't even understand why this kind of

never comes to my room in the past few

If it weren't for the coughing and the sound of water

coughing, is he not

little worried, but I can’t speak to him

her face is a lot rounder than before. But

one of us is

planning to settle down

back in two months. I have gained weight because I am not used to the climate and everything out here.

‘not used to the climate’? I can't help but

reason you are gaining weight is because you’re pregnant. The

get used to the days of not

word ‘period’ suddenly sounds alarming to me.

period is usually on time, around the 15th. At most it is early or

times, and I am not on the pills. What