In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

that, I rush outside. The moment I walk out

back from outside. Seeing the tears on my face, he says in surprise.

head and go back to my

not on speaking terms. I don't even understand why this kind of situation can

my

go to bed. If it weren't for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room in the middle

is coughing, is he

little worried, but I can’t

face is a lot rounder than before. But the happiness on her

one of us

down abroad?" I send her

I'll be back in two months. I have gained weight because I am not used

do with ‘not used to

pregnant. The baby would be healthy only when you

to the days of

suddenly sounds alarming to me.

on time, around the 15th. At most it is early

times, and I am not on the pills. What