In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

outside. The moment I

comes back from outside. Seeing the tears on my face,

my head and go back to

not on speaking terms. I don't even understand why this kind of situation can happen to us. I think it would only

comes to my room in

when I get up every day. He isn’t back yet when I go to bed. If it weren't for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room in the middle of the night, I would really doubt that Frances is

is coughing, is he not

worried, but

rounder than before. But the happiness on

one of us is

you planning to settle down abroad?" I

be back in two months. I have gained weight because I am not used to the climate and everything out

weight’ have to do with ‘not used to the climate’? I can't

because you’re pregnant.

hard to get used to the days of not having period for ten

suddenly sounds alarming to me.

is the 20th, and my period is usually on time, around the 15th. At

using condom for several times, and