In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

moment I

back from outside. Seeing the tears on my face, he says in surprise.

my head and go back

the next few days, Frances and I are not on speaking terms. I don't even understand why this kind of situation can happen to us.

he never comes to my room in

go to bed. If it weren't for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room in the middle

is he not feeling

worried, but I can’t speak

traveling abroad. Her belly looks a bit obvious, and her face is a lot rounder than before. But the happiness on

at least one

to settle down abroad?" I send her

have gained weight because I am not

do with ‘not used

reason you are gaining weight is because you’re pregnant. The baby would be healthy only when you get enough

to the days of not having period for

suddenly sounds alarming to me.

the 15th. At most it is early or

not using condom for several times, and I am not on