In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

moment I walk out the door,

just comes back from outside. Seeing the tears on my face, he says

my head and

on speaking terms. I don't even understand why

he never comes to my room in the past

up every day. He isn’t back yet when I go to bed. If it weren't for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room in the

coughing, is he not feeling

a little worried, but

face is a lot rounder than before. But the happiness on her face can't

one of

to settle down abroad?"

gained weight because I am not used to the climate and

have to do with ‘not used to the climate’? I can't help

weight is because you’re pregnant. The baby would

the days

suddenly sounds alarming to me.

the 20th, and my period is usually on time, around the 15th. At most

times, and I am not on the pills. What