In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

I rush outside. The moment

on my

shake my head and

the next few days, Frances and I are not on speaking terms. I don't even understand why this kind of situation can happen to us. I think it would only exist

he never comes to my room in the past few

bed. If it weren't for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room in the middle of the night, I would really doubt that Frances is

coughing, is

but I

is a lot rounder than before. But

at least one of us is

to settle down abroad?" I send

because

weight’ have to do with ‘not used to the climate’? I can't help but

are gaining weight is because you’re pregnant. The baby would be healthy only when you get

hard to get used to the days of not having

word ‘period’ suddenly sounds

the 20th, and my period is usually on time, around the 15th. At most it is early or

not using condom for several times, and I