In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

outside. The moment I walk out the door, tears

back from outside. Seeing the tears on my face, he says in surprise. "What happened? Did

shake my head and

I don't even understand why this kind

to my room in

yet when I go to bed. If it weren't for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room in the middle of the night, I would really doubt that Frances is

is coughing, is he not

worried, but I can’t speak to

and her face is a lot rounder than before. But

least one

to settle down abroad?" I send her

I'll be back in two months. I have gained weight because I am not used to the climate and everything

do with ‘not used to the climate’? I

because you’re pregnant. The baby would be healthy

days of not having period for

suddenly sounds alarming

the 20th, and my period is usually on time, around the 15th. At most it is early or late

for several times, and I am not on the