In My Desperate Time

I don't know why I have the guts to say such things to Frances.

But I am so angry that I can’t help myself.

The man I love may really be a heartless monster.

He doesn’t sympathize with others or care about other people's feelings. He may never fall in love with me.

My heart hurts so bad that it feels more painful than being stabbed.

"So what? Like you said, I can manipulate people’s fate at will."

Just then, he glances up and down at me.

He means that he is manipulating me.

It hurts me like hell even though what he says is true.

I look at Frances angrily and roar, "You will be dying pointless, Frances!"

moment I walk out

outside. Seeing the tears on my face, he says in surprise. "What happened? Did that brat bully you

head and

on speaking terms. I don't even understand why this kind of situation can happen to us. I think it would only exist

comes to my room in the past

get up every day. He isn’t back yet when I go to bed. If it weren't for the coughing and the sound of water in the next room in the middle of the night, I would really

is

worried, but I

lot rounder than before. But the happiness on her face can't be hidden. It

least one of

you planning to settle down abroad?" I send her a

I have gained weight because

does ‘gaining weight’ have to do with ‘not used to the climate’? I can't help but

reason you are gaining weight is because you’re pregnant. The baby would be healthy

used to the days of not having

word ‘period’ suddenly sounds alarming to

period is usually on time, around the 15th. At most it is early or late for

is not using condom for several times, and I am not on the pills. What