In My Desperate Time

This fact shocks me too much.

Refusing to give up until all hope is gone, I test it again with the other pregnancy test stick.

There are still two lines!

I'm pregnant!

The news was like a thunderbolt out of a clear sky.

Why is God pulling a trick on me when I learn that there is no future with Frances?

I have never experienced something like this before, and I really don’t know what to do.

I put the two pregnancy test sticks in the bag carefully. Then I send a text message to Mindy as I leave the bathroom.

"I'm pregnant, Mindy."

Just then, I count down in my heart.

As expected, when I count to one, Mindy calls me on the phone.

kidding me, Jane Noyes? You are really pregnant? With whose

mouth twitches as I say without emotion, "Whose else

moment, so I don’t

you crazy?! Why weren’t you on the pills? Don't you know you should use protection? Smart women know that they should use protection.

pills. And he never wears condoms. I was so busy that I forgot

comes

now. The question is,

abortion. Frances will drag you to the hospital and force you, even if you don't do it yourself. You really believe that he would

me like knife but also make me

allow my child to be born. I might as well kill my baby

it is cruel, it is the best result

will go to the hospital for the

whisper to Mindy

heart to think of this

makes me have a deep affection

going with? By yourself?" Mindy

I have a choice?" I answer with a wry

and it is impossible to go with my mother. So, I

out of your mind! What if something happens during the abortion? It is best to have someone accompany you. Never mind, I'm flying back tonight. I need to

moved by Mindy’s