In My Desperate Time

This fact shocks me too much.

Refusing to give up until all hope is gone, I test it again with the other pregnancy test stick.

There are still two lines!

I'm pregnant!

The news was like a thunderbolt out of a clear sky.

Why is God pulling a trick on me when I learn that there is no future with Frances?

I have never experienced something like this before, and I really don’t know what to do.

I put the two pregnancy test sticks in the bag carefully. Then I send a text message to Mindy as I leave the bathroom.

"I'm pregnant, Mindy."

Just then, I count down in my heart.

As expected, when I count to one, Mindy calls me on the phone.

you kidding me, Jane Noyes? You are really pregnant?

corners of my mouth twitches as I say without emotion, "Whose else can it be besides

no one in the office at the moment, so I don’t have to cover

you on the pills? Don't you know you should use protection? Smart women know that they should use protection. Otherwise, your boyfriend will be angry." Mindy is sneering at me

the pills. And he never wears condoms. I was so busy that I forgot to

here comes the

talk about it now. The question is,

drag you to the hospital and force you, even if you don't do it yourself. You really believe that he would let you give birth to his child? He is

hurt me like knife but also make me more

my child to be born. I might as well kill my baby by myself, rather than worrying about something unexpected might

is cruel, it is the best result for

go to the

Mindy while feeling

breaks my heart to think of this

have a deep affection for this baby

with?

a choice?" I

is impossible to go

during the abortion? It is best to have someone accompany

am very moved