In My Desperate Time

This fact shocks me too much.

Refusing to give up until all hope is gone, I test it again with the other pregnancy test stick.

There are still two lines!

I'm pregnant!

The news was like a thunderbolt out of a clear sky.

Why is God pulling a trick on me when I learn that there is no future with Frances?

I have never experienced something like this before, and I really don’t know what to do.

I put the two pregnancy test sticks in the bag carefully. Then I send a text message to Mindy as I leave the bathroom.

"I'm pregnant, Mindy."

Just then, I count down in my heart.

As expected, when I count to one, Mindy calls me on the phone.

Noyes? You

twitches as I say

at the moment, so

you crazy?! Why weren’t you on the pills? Don't you know you should use protection? Smart women know that they should use protection. Otherwise,

protection, but Frances threw away all the pills. And he never wears condoms. I was so busy that I forgot to take

comes

meaningless to talk about it now. The question

even if you don't do it yourself. You really believe that he would let you give birth to his child? He is going to have a baby with

me like knife but also make

allow my child to be born. I might as well kill my baby by myself, rather than

is the

to

to Mindy while feeling

heart to think of this child I

deep affection for this baby even though I just find out his

with? By yourself?"

a choice?" I answer

don’t have any friends, and it is impossible to go with my mother. So, I have to

It is best to have someone accompany you. Never mind, I'm flying back tonight. I need

very moved