In My Desperate Time

This fact shocks me too much.

Refusing to give up until all hope is gone, I test it again with the other pregnancy test stick.

There are still two lines!

I'm pregnant!

The news was like a thunderbolt out of a clear sky.

Why is God pulling a trick on me when I learn that there is no future with Frances?

I have never experienced something like this before, and I really don’t know what to do.

I put the two pregnancy test sticks in the bag carefully. Then I send a text message to Mindy as I leave the bathroom.

"I'm pregnant, Mindy."

Just then, I count down in my heart.

As expected, when I count to one, Mindy calls me on the phone.

kidding me, Jane Noyes? You

say without emotion, "Whose else can

one in the office at the moment, so I don’t have to cover up when I

crazy?! Why weren’t you on the pills? Don't you know you should use protection? Smart women know that they should

away all the pills. And he never wears condoms. I was so busy that I forgot to take after-pill.

here comes the

meaningless to talk about it now. The question is, what should

you, even if you don't do it yourself. You really believe that he would let you give birth to his child? He is going to have

like knife but also make

not keep this child. And Whitney would definitely not allow my child to be born. I might as well kill my baby by myself, rather than worrying

is cruel, it is the best result for the

will go to the

whisper to Mindy while feeling

heart to think of

kinship I miss since childhood makes me have a deep affection for this baby even though I just find out

going with? By

I answer

to go with my mother. So, I

is best to have someone accompany

am very moved by