In My Desperate Time

This fact shocks me too much.

Refusing to give up until all hope is gone, I test it again with the other pregnancy test stick.

There are still two lines!

I'm pregnant!

The news was like a thunderbolt out of a clear sky.

Why is God pulling a trick on me when I learn that there is no future with Frances?

I have never experienced something like this before, and I really don’t know what to do.

I put the two pregnancy test sticks in the bag carefully. Then I send a text message to Mindy as I leave the bathroom.

"I'm pregnant, Mindy."

Just then, I count down in my heart.

As expected, when I count to one, Mindy calls me on the phone.

me, Jane Noyes? You

twitches as I say without emotion, "Whose else can

at the moment, so I don’t have to cover up when

you know you should use protection? Smart women know that they should use protection. Otherwise, your boyfriend will be angry." Mindy is sneering at

all the pills. And he never wears condoms. I was so busy that I forgot to take after-pill.

here comes

to talk about it now. The question is, what

you, even if you don't do it yourself. You really believe that he would let you give birth to his child? He is going

undoubtedly hurt me like knife but

And Whitney would definitely not allow my child to be born. I might as well kill my baby by myself, rather than worrying about something unexpected

is the best result

understand. I will go to the

whisper to Mindy while feeling

to think of this child I

since childhood makes me have a deep affection for this baby even though I

you going with? By yourself?" Mindy

have a choice?" I answer with a wry

it is impossible to go with my mother. So, I have to do

best to have someone accompany you. Never mind, I'm flying

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