In My Desperate Time

This fact shocks me too much.

Refusing to give up until all hope is gone, I test it again with the other pregnancy test stick.

There are still two lines!

I'm pregnant!

The news was like a thunderbolt out of a clear sky.

Why is God pulling a trick on me when I learn that there is no future with Frances?

I have never experienced something like this before, and I really don’t know what to do.

I put the two pregnancy test sticks in the bag carefully. Then I send a text message to Mindy as I leave the bathroom.

"I'm pregnant, Mindy."

Just then, I count down in my heart.

As expected, when I count to one, Mindy calls me on the phone.

Jane Noyes? You are really

my mouth twitches as I say without emotion, "Whose

moment, so I don’t have to cover up when I

on the pills? Don't you know you should use protection? Smart women know that they should use protection. Otherwise, your

And he never wears condoms. I was so busy

here comes the

to talk about it now. The question is,

the hospital and force you, even if you don't do it yourself. You really believe that

like knife but also make me

is right. Frances probably would not keep this child. And Whitney would definitely not allow my child to be born. I might as well kill my baby by myself, rather than worrying about something unexpected might happen to

is

go to the hospital for the

Mindy while feeling

heart to think of this child

have a deep affection for this baby even though I just find out his

you going with? By yourself?"

have a choice?" I answer

friends, and it is impossible to go with my mother. So, I have to do

mind! What if something happens during the abortion? It is best to have

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