In My Desperate Time

I want to call him, but I don’t know what I can say to him concerning our relationship. I need time to collect my thoughts.

He sees me too, surprised for two seconds, and then walks towards me.

“Jane, haven’t seen you for a long time.”

He smiles at me but looks very tired.

Actually it’s not a long time, because we saw each other just a few days ago.

“Are you looking for a job here?” I ask him.

Startled for a moment, he immediately shakes his head, “No. I’m recruiting for the school. The school needs new teachers, so I’m asked to post job information here.”

His pretense makes me feel sad.

Maybe he doesn’t want me to worry him or feel guilty so he lies to me. But I already know the truth.

“Your mother has told me that you lost your job.” saying in an upset voice, I look at him with guilt, “I’m sorry. If it’s not for me, you won’t be reduced to such a situation by Frances.”

job?” Noah looks at me in surprise and shakes his head for denying, “I didn’t lose my job. Actually I quit on my own and intend to find

He quit his job?

lie. So maybe I misunderstood Frances? He didn’t do anything to Noah, but it is my presumption that made me blamed him

moment, I feel

I feel there is someone spying on

it because pregnant women are more likely to

in my mind and manage a smile at Noah, “But you

me to give you a bright future. Jane, if I have enough money and power, I must be

words really

thinking about how

in pregnancy. Perhaps besides Mindy, Noah is the other only

can’t bear such a full

it’s not as simple as you

made up my mind. What you need to do is just waiting for me.” he

back home with a heavy heart and is

face is as cold as