In My Desperate Time

I want to call him, but I don’t know what I can say to him concerning our relationship. I need time to collect my thoughts.

He sees me too, surprised for two seconds, and then walks towards me.

“Jane, haven’t seen you for a long time.”

He smiles at me but looks very tired.

Actually it’s not a long time, because we saw each other just a few days ago.

“Are you looking for a job here?” I ask him.

Startled for a moment, he immediately shakes his head, “No. I’m recruiting for the school. The school needs new teachers, so I’m asked to post job information here.”

His pretense makes me feel sad.

Maybe he doesn’t want me to worry him or feel guilty so he lies to me. But I already know the truth.

“Your mother has told me that you lost your job.” saying in an upset voice, I look at him with guilt, “I’m sorry. If it’s not for me, you won’t be reduced to such a situation by Frances.”

head for denying, “I didn’t lose my job. Actually I quit on my own and intend to find a new job. Originally, I didn’t want

He quit his job?

a lie. So maybe I misunderstood Frances? He didn’t do anything to Noah, but it

this moment, I feel

somehow I feel there is someone spying on me, but when I look

it my delusion? Is it because pregnant

at Noah, “But you are doing well in your job as a teacher, why

enough money and power, I must be able to take you

really move

never thought he is still thinking about how to give me a

especially now when I’m in pregnancy. Perhaps besides Mindy, Noah is the other only one

I can’t bear such

simple as

worry Jane. I’ve already made up my mind. What you need to do is just waiting for me.” he interrupts

a heavy heart and is surprised to find that Frances is at

face is as