In My Desperate Time

I want to call him, but I don’t know what I can say to him concerning our relationship. I need time to collect my thoughts.

He sees me too, surprised for two seconds, and then walks towards me.

“Jane, haven’t seen you for a long time.”

He smiles at me but looks very tired.

Actually it’s not a long time, because we saw each other just a few days ago.

“Are you looking for a job here?” I ask him.

Startled for a moment, he immediately shakes his head, “No. I’m recruiting for the school. The school needs new teachers, so I’m asked to post job information here.”

His pretense makes me feel sad.

Maybe he doesn’t want me to worry him or feel guilty so he lies to me. But I already know the truth.

“Your mother has told me that you lost your job.” saying in an upset voice, I look at him with guilt, “I’m sorry. If it’s not for me, you won’t be reduced to such a situation by Frances.”

intend to find a new job. Originally, I didn’t want to let

He quit his job?

misunderstood Frances? He didn’t do anything to Noah, but it

feel great

there is someone spying on me, but when I look around,

my delusion? Is it because pregnant women are more likely to

in my mind and manage a smile at Noah, “But

if I have enough money and power, I must be

really move

thought he is still thinking about how

not touched, especially now when I’m in pregnancy. Perhaps besides Mindy,

I can’t bear such a full

as you think. Even

made up my mind. What you need to do is just waiting for me.” he

heavy heart and

expression on his face is as cold as