In My Desperate Time

I want to call him, but I don’t know what I can say to him concerning our relationship. I need time to collect my thoughts.

He sees me too, surprised for two seconds, and then walks towards me.

“Jane, haven’t seen you for a long time.”

He smiles at me but looks very tired.

Actually it’s not a long time, because we saw each other just a few days ago.

“Are you looking for a job here?” I ask him.

Startled for a moment, he immediately shakes his head, “No. I’m recruiting for the school. The school needs new teachers, so I’m asked to post job information here.”

His pretense makes me feel sad.

Maybe he doesn’t want me to worry him or feel guilty so he lies to me. But I already know the truth.

“Your mother has told me that you lost your job.” saying in an upset voice, I look at him with guilt, “I’m sorry. If it’s not for me, you won’t be reduced to such a situation by Frances.”

job?” Noah looks at me in surprise and shakes his head for denying, “I didn’t lose my job. Actually I quit on my own and intend to find a new job. Originally, I didn’t want to let you know it before I really become somebody, but I didn’t

He quit his job?

do anything to Noah, but it is my presumption that made me blamed him

moment, I feel great pain

don’t know why, somehow I feel there is someone spying on me, but when I look around, I don’t find

it my delusion? Is it because pregnant women are more likely to be

smile at Noah, “But you are doing well

you a bright future. Jane, if I have enough money and power, I must be able to take you

words really

thinking about

I’m in pregnancy. Perhaps besides Mindy,

I can’t bear such

it’s not as simple as you

is just waiting

with a heavy heart and is

face