In My Desperate Time

I want to call him, but I don’t know what I can say to him concerning our relationship. I need time to collect my thoughts.

He sees me too, surprised for two seconds, and then walks towards me.

“Jane, haven’t seen you for a long time.”

He smiles at me but looks very tired.

Actually it’s not a long time, because we saw each other just a few days ago.

“Are you looking for a job here?” I ask him.

Startled for a moment, he immediately shakes his head, “No. I’m recruiting for the school. The school needs new teachers, so I’m asked to post job information here.”

His pretense makes me feel sad.

Maybe he doesn’t want me to worry him or feel guilty so he lies to me. But I already know the truth.

“Your mother has told me that you lost your job.” saying in an upset voice, I look at him with guilt, “I’m sorry. If it’s not for me, you won’t be reduced to such a situation by Frances.”

“I didn’t lose my job. Actually I quit on my own and intend to find a new job. Originally, I didn’t want to let you know it before I really become somebody,

He quit his job?

like telling a lie. So maybe I misunderstood Frances? He didn’t do anything to Noah, but it is my presumption that made

feel great pain in

know why, somehow I feel there is someone spying on me, but when I look around, I don’t find

pregnant women are more

thoughts in my mind and manage a smile at Noah, “But you are doing well in your job as a teacher, why did

if I have enough money and power, I must

really move

never thought he is still thinking about how

would be a lie to say that I’m not touched, especially now when I’m in pregnancy. Perhaps

bear such a full

not as simple as you

is just waiting for me.” he interrupts me. Then

heart and is surprised to find that Frances is at

his face is as cold