In My Desperate Time

I want to call him, but I don’t know what I can say to him concerning our relationship. I need time to collect my thoughts.

He sees me too, surprised for two seconds, and then walks towards me.

“Jane, haven’t seen you for a long time.”

He smiles at me but looks very tired.

Actually it’s not a long time, because we saw each other just a few days ago.

“Are you looking for a job here?” I ask him.

Startled for a moment, he immediately shakes his head, “No. I’m recruiting for the school. The school needs new teachers, so I’m asked to post job information here.”

His pretense makes me feel sad.

Maybe he doesn’t want me to worry him or feel guilty so he lies to me. But I already know the truth.

“Your mother has told me that you lost your job.” saying in an upset voice, I look at him with guilt, “I’m sorry. If it’s not for me, you won’t be reduced to such a situation by Frances.”

for denying, “I didn’t lose my job. Actually I quit on my own and intend to find a new job. Originally, I didn’t want to let you know it

He quit his job?

misunderstood Frances? He didn’t do anything to Noah, but it is my presumption that made me blamed

I feel great pain in

someone spying on me,

it my delusion? Is it because pregnant women are more likely to be

mind and manage a smile at Noah, “But you are doing well

have enough money and power, I must be able to take you

words really

still thinking about

say that I’m not touched, especially now when I’m in pregnancy. Perhaps besides Mindy, Noah is the other only

can’t bear such a full

as you think. Even

I’ve already made up my mind. What you need to do is just waiting for me.” he interrupts me. Then he smiles at me brightly

heavy heart and is surprised to find that Frances

on his face is as cold