In My Desperate Time

I want to call him, but I don’t know what I can say to him concerning our relationship. I need time to collect my thoughts.

He sees me too, surprised for two seconds, and then walks towards me.

“Jane, haven’t seen you for a long time.”

He smiles at me but looks very tired.

Actually it’s not a long time, because we saw each other just a few days ago.

“Are you looking for a job here?” I ask him.

Startled for a moment, he immediately shakes his head, “No. I’m recruiting for the school. The school needs new teachers, so I’m asked to post job information here.”

His pretense makes me feel sad.

Maybe he doesn’t want me to worry him or feel guilty so he lies to me. But I already know the truth.

“Your mother has told me that you lost your job.” saying in an upset voice, I look at him with guilt, “I’m sorry. If it’s not for me, you won’t be reduced to such a situation by Frances.”

on my own and intend to find a new job. Originally, I didn’t

He quit his job?

So maybe I misunderstood Frances? He didn’t do anything to Noah, but it is my presumption that made me blamed

moment, I feel great pain in

don’t know why, somehow I feel there is someone spying on me, but when I look

it because pregnant women

manage a smile at Noah, “But you are doing well in your

if I have enough money and power, I must be able to take you away from Frances. So, you

words really move

have never thought he is still thinking about how to

that I’m not touched, especially now when I’m in pregnancy. Perhaps besides Mindy, Noah is the other only one that treats me with

bear such a full

not as simple as you

my mind. What you need to do is just waiting for me.” he interrupts me. Then he smiles at me

home with a heavy heart and

expression on his face is as cold as