In My Desperate Time

Chapter 253: Despair

When I woke up, I found myself on my bed.

Steven is sitting next to me. His countenance is severe.

I regain my consciousness and know very well what happened before I fainted. In my sleep, even my breathing was hurting me. Now I feel that I have nothing left to live for.

“The baby was buried,” Steven said slowly after staring at me for a while.

The word stabbed at my heart so hard.

“You’d better get more rest. You were almost bleeding to death. If I hadn't come in time, you would…”

came in time! If I had been accompanied by you it wouldn’t have happened!” I yelled at him. “You are supposed to be with me when I do the check-up every month, but where are you? And how’d Frances know

that Steven is the last one to blame for, but I can’t control myself. I think selfishly and stubbornly that maybe it will make me feel better to blame someone. Steven, however, doesn’t have

in confinement after giving birth. Protect your voice and be

Where?” I cried. I

dropping from her eyes. Then she wiped away her tears

after few days. Before that, he told Mom

and cried all the time during the month of confinement. Even I managed to take a few mouthfuls, I spit it out at last. After this period finished, I lost ten pounds, and I was even heavier before

the woman in the mirror. She is skinny, her cheeks sunken, eyes

live with a heart full of holes at the age of twenty-five. I seem ready to be put into the coffin.

it matters.” Mom passes me

head and said softly, “where’s the baby? I

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