In My Desperate Time

At some point, he added a dresser in his room, which is filled with cosmetics.

And, those are all the brands that I usually use.

The closet is filled with the newest collections, dresses, pants, suits, anything to think of. I don’t know if Frances picked these, but they are all my style.

From the moment I told him I wanted to marry him, only one hour has passed, he didn’t have the time to prepare all this.

Unless, he already knew that I am coming back. I suddenly understand what he means when he says, I am never going to get away from him.

I don’t know why Frances is doing all this, I don’t understand what he is thinking, I have never been able to guess, and now I don’t want to try anymore.

“Thank you.”

I show him my simple appreciation, and say to him while looking at this room, “But you have stored everything in your own room, later I will have to move it all to my own, that’s a lot of struggle.”

“Your room? We are married, why wouldn’t we stay in the same room?” Frances looks at me with raised brows. His lips are showing a slight smile.

I suddenly feel anxious.

realize that the decision I made under

hate. I am afraid I won’t be able to control my feelings, my

I can’t.

you give me some more time?” I say this in a very light voice, with the sound of begging

Frances won’t agree to my request. When I used to be his mistress, he has always only done what he liked, why

with me after already being married, Frances wasn’t

someone to move your things to your own room.” He says, and then he goes into the office room, and closes the door behind

feel as if I am in

He agrees?

like something he will do at

very fortunate. I don’t have to live with Frances in the same room, this takes a lot of pressure off

few moments later, someone comes to help me

year since I entered

I left it. Not a single dust corn is to be seen,

put away all my things, I close the door and lie down on the

open it to the page with our

am married to Frances

think about before, is now reality, but I have no way to be happy