In My Desperate Time

I feel a little awkward, how does old Mister Louis know about this.

But I still listen to what he asked me and take out the things from my bag, and hand it over to him.

“Mister Louis, how do you know about this?” I ask, feeling a little ashamed.

Old Mister Louis smirks while looking at me and says, “I didn’t know. But I heard him on talking on the phone, asking someone to take the registration book to meet at the courthouse. At first I thought he already found another seductress after getting divorced just recently. But now that I see you back here, I know that it must be you.”

Seductress?

In my head I am still thinking about this word Mister Louis mentioned, not sure if it should make me laugh or cry.

“You two belong together, but you should have smiled at least. This is not good. This will be there forever, you really should have prepared better. Should you retake the picture?” Old Mister Louis asks me.

Forever?

I laugh, but don’t answer his question.

How can I ever be with Frances forever.

don’t really know what he wants to do, as soon as I have achieved

him, have never

I guess

say calmly, take back the marriage certificate, and

and asks me, “What should we eat for dinner? I

He cooks?

I press my lips together, and force a smile

if he hasn’t heard me talk,

he

hot and sour

three dishes and a soup, which gives me a very

sour dishes, did you have too much vinegar?” Old

made when I was

as I did before, it not only looks good,

time when I liked to eat all this. Now, I

trying to remind me

heartlessly killed my child, and

suddenly starts