In My Desperate Time

I feel a little awkward, how does old Mister Louis know about this.

But I still listen to what he asked me and take out the things from my bag, and hand it over to him.

“Mister Louis, how do you know about this?” I ask, feeling a little ashamed.

Old Mister Louis smirks while looking at me and says, “I didn’t know. But I heard him on talking on the phone, asking someone to take the registration book to meet at the courthouse. At first I thought he already found another seductress after getting divorced just recently. But now that I see you back here, I know that it must be you.”

Seductress?

In my head I am still thinking about this word Mister Louis mentioned, not sure if it should make me laugh or cry.

“You two belong together, but you should have smiled at least. This is not good. This will be there forever, you really should have prepared better. Should you retake the picture?” Old Mister Louis asks me.

Forever?

I laugh, but don’t answer his question.

How can I ever be with Frances forever.

what he wants to do, as soon as I have achieved

him, have never

pictures, I guess it’s

certificate, and put it

comes down the stairs, and asks me, “What should

He cooks?

my lips together, and

if he hasn’t heard me talk,

half an hour later, he comes

and sour pork loin, hot and sour potato shreds, vinegar fish, sauerkraut vermicelli

are three dishes and a soup, which gives

sour dishes, did you have too much vinegar?” Old Mister Louis

that these were the dishes I made when I

the same as I did before, it not

time when I liked to eat all this.

remind me of the

was the one who heartlessly killed my

hate suddenly starts