In My Desperate Time

I feel a little awkward, how does old Mister Louis know about this.

But I still listen to what he asked me and take out the things from my bag, and hand it over to him.

“Mister Louis, how do you know about this?” I ask, feeling a little ashamed.

Old Mister Louis smirks while looking at me and says, “I didn’t know. But I heard him on talking on the phone, asking someone to take the registration book to meet at the courthouse. At first I thought he already found another seductress after getting divorced just recently. But now that I see you back here, I know that it must be you.”

Seductress?

In my head I am still thinking about this word Mister Louis mentioned, not sure if it should make me laugh or cry.

“You two belong together, but you should have smiled at least. This is not good. This will be there forever, you really should have prepared better. Should you retake the picture?” Old Mister Louis asks me.

Forever?

I laugh, but don’t answer his question.

How can I ever be with Frances forever.

he wants to do, as soon as I have achieved my own goal, I will

have never

wedding pictures, I guess

marriage certificate,

asks me, “What should we eat for dinner? I will go and

He cooks?

head, I suddenly remember the horrible dishes he once made. I press my lips together, and force a smile on my lips, “I don’t think you should cook. I don’t

hasn’t heard me talk, and keeps

hour later, he comes

loin, hot and sour potato shreds, vinegar fish, sauerkraut vermicelli

and a soup, which

is it all sour dishes, did you have too much

remember that these were the dishes I made when I was pregnant. That time Whitney was still there,

has cooked all these dishes exactly the same as I did before, it not only

I was pregnant at that time when I liked to eat all this. Now, I don’t

remind me of

one who heartlessly killed my child, and now he is rubbing it

hate suddenly starts