In My Desperate Time

I feel a little awkward, how does old Mister Louis know about this.

But I still listen to what he asked me and take out the things from my bag, and hand it over to him.

“Mister Louis, how do you know about this?” I ask, feeling a little ashamed.

Old Mister Louis smirks while looking at me and says, “I didn’t know. But I heard him on talking on the phone, asking someone to take the registration book to meet at the courthouse. At first I thought he already found another seductress after getting divorced just recently. But now that I see you back here, I know that it must be you.”

Seductress?

In my head I am still thinking about this word Mister Louis mentioned, not sure if it should make me laugh or cry.

“You two belong together, but you should have smiled at least. This is not good. This will be there forever, you really should have prepared better. Should you retake the picture?” Old Mister Louis asks me.

Forever?

I laugh, but don’t answer his question.

How can I ever be with Frances forever.

though I don’t really know what he wants to do, as soon

him, have

wedding pictures, I guess it’s fine as it

certificate, and put it

Frances comes down the stairs, and asks me, “What should we eat

He cooks?

my head, I suddenly remember the horrible dishes he once made. I press my lips together, and force a smile on my lips, “I don’t think you should cook. I don’t really

as if he hasn’t heard me talk,

later, he comes out

and sour potato shreds, vinegar fish, sauerkraut

soup, which gives

it all sour dishes, did you have too

the dishes I made when I was pregnant. That time Whitney was still

as I did before, it not only

I was pregnant at that time when I liked to eat all this.

remind me

the one who heartlessly killed my

suddenly