In My Desperate Time

I feel a little awkward, how does old Mister Louis know about this.

But I still listen to what he asked me and take out the things from my bag, and hand it over to him.

“Mister Louis, how do you know about this?” I ask, feeling a little ashamed.

Old Mister Louis smirks while looking at me and says, “I didn’t know. But I heard him on talking on the phone, asking someone to take the registration book to meet at the courthouse. At first I thought he already found another seductress after getting divorced just recently. But now that I see you back here, I know that it must be you.”

Seductress?

In my head I am still thinking about this word Mister Louis mentioned, not sure if it should make me laugh or cry.

“You two belong together, but you should have smiled at least. This is not good. This will be there forever, you really should have prepared better. Should you retake the picture?” Old Mister Louis asks me.

Forever?

I laugh, but don’t answer his question.

How can I ever be with Frances forever.

as soon as I have achieved my own

and him, have

guess it’s fine

say calmly, take back the marriage certificate, and

“What

He cooks?

head, I suddenly remember the horrible dishes he once made. I press my lips together, and force a smile on my lips, “I don’t think you should cook. I don’t really

though acts as if he hasn’t heard me talk, and keeps walking towards

an hour later, he

pork loin, hot and sour potato shreds, vinegar fish,

and a soup, which gives

all sour dishes, did you have

I made

as I did before, it not

that time when I liked to

to remind me of the thing

who heartlessly killed my child, and now he is

hate suddenly