In My Desperate Time

I feel a little awkward, how does old Mister Louis know about this.

But I still listen to what he asked me and take out the things from my bag, and hand it over to him.

“Mister Louis, how do you know about this?” I ask, feeling a little ashamed.

Old Mister Louis smirks while looking at me and says, “I didn’t know. But I heard him on talking on the phone, asking someone to take the registration book to meet at the courthouse. At first I thought he already found another seductress after getting divorced just recently. But now that I see you back here, I know that it must be you.”

Seductress?

In my head I am still thinking about this word Mister Louis mentioned, not sure if it should make me laugh or cry.

“You two belong together, but you should have smiled at least. This is not good. This will be there forever, you really should have prepared better. Should you retake the picture?” Old Mister Louis asks me.

Forever?

I laugh, but don’t answer his question.

How can I ever be with Frances forever.

do, as soon as I have

have never talked

wedding pictures, I guess it’s fine as

certificate, and put it back

comes down the stairs, and asks me, “What should we eat for dinner?

He cooks?

suddenly remember the horrible dishes he once made. I press my lips together, and

heard me talk, and keeps walking

later, he comes

and sour pork loin, hot and sour potato shreds, vinegar fish, sauerkraut

dishes and a soup, which gives me a very familiar

you have too much vinegar?”

these were the dishes I made when I was pregnant. That time Whitney

has cooked all these dishes exactly the same as I did before, it not only looks

I was pregnant at that time when I liked to eat

Frances trying to remind me of the thing about my

was the one who heartlessly killed my child, and now he is rubbing

hate suddenly