In My Desperate Time

I feel a little awkward, how does old Mister Louis know about this.

But I still listen to what he asked me and take out the things from my bag, and hand it over to him.

“Mister Louis, how do you know about this?” I ask, feeling a little ashamed.

Old Mister Louis smirks while looking at me and says, “I didn’t know. But I heard him on talking on the phone, asking someone to take the registration book to meet at the courthouse. At first I thought he already found another seductress after getting divorced just recently. But now that I see you back here, I know that it must be you.”

Seductress?

In my head I am still thinking about this word Mister Louis mentioned, not sure if it should make me laugh or cry.

“You two belong together, but you should have smiled at least. This is not good. This will be there forever, you really should have prepared better. Should you retake the picture?” Old Mister Louis asks me.

Forever?

I laugh, but don’t answer his question.

How can I ever be with Frances forever.

really know what he wants to do, as

him, have never

retakes wedding pictures, I guess it’s fine

calmly, take back the marriage certificate, and put it

me, “What should we eat for dinner? I will go and

He cooks?

lips together, and force a smile on my lips, “I don’t think you should cook. I don’t really wanna

heard me talk, and keeps walking towards

later, he

hot and sour potato shreds, vinegar fish,

dishes and a soup, which gives me a very familiar

did you have too much vinegar?” Old Mister

dishes I made when I was pregnant. That time Whitney was still there,

same as I did before, it not

was pregnant at that time when I

me of the

the one who heartlessly killed my child, and now he is rubbing it

suddenly starts