In My Desperate Time

I feel a little awkward, how does old Mister Louis know about this.

But I still listen to what he asked me and take out the things from my bag, and hand it over to him.

“Mister Louis, how do you know about this?” I ask, feeling a little ashamed.

Old Mister Louis smirks while looking at me and says, “I didn’t know. But I heard him on talking on the phone, asking someone to take the registration book to meet at the courthouse. At first I thought he already found another seductress after getting divorced just recently. But now that I see you back here, I know that it must be you.”

Seductress?

In my head I am still thinking about this word Mister Louis mentioned, not sure if it should make me laugh or cry.

“You two belong together, but you should have smiled at least. This is not good. This will be there forever, you really should have prepared better. Should you retake the picture?” Old Mister Louis asks me.

Forever?

I laugh, but don’t answer his question.

How can I ever be with Frances forever.

as soon as I have achieved my

him, have

guess it’s fine

marriage certificate, and put it back in

and asks me, “What should we eat

He cooks?

once made. I press my lips together, and force a smile on my lips, “I don’t

as if he hasn’t heard me

he

sour pork loin, hot and sour

a soup, which

all sour dishes, did you have too much vinegar?” Old Mister

says that, I suddenly remember that these were the dishes I made when I was pregnant. That time Whitney was still

same as I did before, it not only looks

that time when I liked to eat all this. Now, I

me of the thing

one who heartlessly killed my child, and now he is rubbing it

suddenly starts