In My Desperate Time

Why does she ask me to take off my clothes?

What does she want to do?

I huddle on the bed and shake my head at her.

"Seriously?"

The woman sneers and lifts me from the bed with one hand, throwing me to the ground.

"I am the boss here!"

As she speaks, she gives the other women a look, and then they reach out to strip off my clothes.

I try to stop them, but without success. Therefore, I am stripped naked and I keep crying on the ground.

It's shameful and I almost want to die.

I know it is a common practice that the newcomer will be bullied in male prisons, but I've never expected that it is the same in female prisons.

"Such a long scar on your belly. You must have given birth to a child. I didn't even have a boyfriend before I am here. Why? It's unfair!"

As the woman speaks, she grabs my hair and pulls my head back.

Tears leaking from the corners of my eyes, I look up and see their crazy faces.

my clothes and lie on my

naked all night, I thought I would have a fever, but unexpectedly, I

return my clothes and the

me anymore, but it is

are always thumbtacks and needles

like stones, hair, fingernails, and dead insects

shower, and they even shoot at

the beginning, I will cry and fight with them,

in my bowl as usual before I take my

I see a

is poisonous, so I won't take the

have to pour it out, but in a corner, I

going too far? To be honest, I

they talking

that they bully and make fun of me

shake my head and decide to

is to make her life here miserable. As long as we keep her alive, it'll

Someone?

Is it Frances?

feel sad anymore, so I have never

him, I