In My Desperate Time

Why does she ask me to take off my clothes?

What does she want to do?

I huddle on the bed and shake my head at her.

"Seriously?"

The woman sneers and lifts me from the bed with one hand, throwing me to the ground.

"I am the boss here!"

As she speaks, she gives the other women a look, and then they reach out to strip off my clothes.

I try to stop them, but without success. Therefore, I am stripped naked and I keep crying on the ground.

It's shameful and I almost want to die.

I know it is a common practice that the newcomer will be bullied in male prisons, but I've never expected that it is the same in female prisons.

"Such a long scar on your belly. You must have given birth to a child. I didn't even have a boyfriend before I am here. Why? It's unfair!"

As the woman speaks, she grabs my hair and pulls my head back.

Tears leaking from the corners of my eyes, I look up and see their crazy faces.

my clothes and lie on

I thought I would have a fever, but unexpectedly, I

guards will find what they've done, they return my clothes and the bed to me early

anymore, but it is

and needles on my

like stones, hair, fingernails, and

away my clothes when I'm taking a shower, and they even shoot

will cry and fight

I check if there is something in my bowl as usual before

glance, I see a

is poisonous, so I

pour it out, but in

going too far? To be honest, I

talking about

they bully and make fun

shake my head and decide to

is to make her life here

Someone?

Is it Frances?

enough to not feel sad anymore, so I have

I think of him,