In My Desperate Time

Why does she ask me to take off my clothes?

What does she want to do?

I huddle on the bed and shake my head at her.

"Seriously?"

The woman sneers and lifts me from the bed with one hand, throwing me to the ground.

"I am the boss here!"

As she speaks, she gives the other women a look, and then they reach out to strip off my clothes.

I try to stop them, but without success. Therefore, I am stripped naked and I keep crying on the ground.

It's shameful and I almost want to die.

I know it is a common practice that the newcomer will be bullied in male prisons, but I've never expected that it is the same in female prisons.

"Such a long scar on your belly. You must have given birth to a child. I didn't even have a boyfriend before I am here. Why? It's unfair!"

As the woman speaks, she grabs my hair and pulls my head back.

Tears leaking from the corners of my eyes, I look up and see their crazy faces.

clothes and lie

would have a fever, but

done, they return my clothes and the bed to me

think they won't bully me anymore, but it is just the

are always thumbtacks and needles on my

worse, there are many objects like stones,

shower, and they even

I will cry and fight with them, but I gradually

in my bowl as usual before I take

glance, I see a

is poisonous, so I won't take

but in a corner, I hear some

we going too far? To be honest, I think she is

talking about

and make fun of me though they feel sorry

head and

Someone paid for this. All we need is to make her life here

Someone?

Is it Frances?

thought I am numb enough to not feel sad anymore, so I

when I think of him,