In My Desperate Time

Why does she ask me to take off my clothes?

What does she want to do?

I huddle on the bed and shake my head at her.

"Seriously?"

The woman sneers and lifts me from the bed with one hand, throwing me to the ground.

"I am the boss here!"

As she speaks, she gives the other women a look, and then they reach out to strip off my clothes.

I try to stop them, but without success. Therefore, I am stripped naked and I keep crying on the ground.

It's shameful and I almost want to die.

I know it is a common practice that the newcomer will be bullied in male prisons, but I've never expected that it is the same in female prisons.

"Such a long scar on your belly. You must have given birth to a child. I didn't even have a boyfriend before I am here. Why? It's unfair!"

As the woman speaks, she grabs my hair and pulls my head back.

Tears leaking from the corners of my eyes, I look up and see their crazy faces.

my clothes and lie

sitting naked all night, I thought I would have a fever, but unexpectedly,

will find what they've done, they return my clothes and the bed to

bully me anymore, but it is

are always thumbtacks and

many objects like stones, hair, fingernails,

clothes when I'm taking a shower, and they even shoot at me with water cannons while

and fight with them,

check if there is something in my bowl as usual before I

a glance, I see

I won't take

it out, but in a corner, I hear some

going too far? To be honest, I think she

they talking about

and make fun of me though they feel sorry for

and decide to

woman says, "I have no choice. Someone paid for this. All we need is to make her life here miserable. As long

Someone?

Is it Frances?

I am numb enough to not feel sad anymore, so I have never missed Frances these

I think of him, I am extremely miserable. How