In My Desperate Time

Why does she ask me to take off my clothes?

What does she want to do?

I huddle on the bed and shake my head at her.

"Seriously?"

The woman sneers and lifts me from the bed with one hand, throwing me to the ground.

"I am the boss here!"

As she speaks, she gives the other women a look, and then they reach out to strip off my clothes.

I try to stop them, but without success. Therefore, I am stripped naked and I keep crying on the ground.

It's shameful and I almost want to die.

I know it is a common practice that the newcomer will be bullied in male prisons, but I've never expected that it is the same in female prisons.

"Such a long scar on your belly. You must have given birth to a child. I didn't even have a boyfriend before I am here. Why? It's unfair!"

As the woman speaks, she grabs my hair and pulls my head back.

Tears leaking from the corners of my eyes, I look up and see their crazy faces.

clothes and

thought I would have a fever, but unexpectedly,

will find what they've done, they return my clothes and the bed to me early in the

me anymore, but it

and needles on

many objects like stones, hair, fingernails, and dead insects in

taking a shower, and they even shoot at me with water

I will cry and fight with them, but

my bowl

a glance, I see

I won't take

but in a corner, I hear some women

be honest, I think

talking

and make fun of me though they feel sorry for

my head and

says, "I have no choice. Someone paid for this. All we need is to make her

Someone?

Is it Frances?

not feel sad anymore, so

when I think of him, I am extremely miserable. How