In My Desperate Time

Why does she ask me to take off my clothes?

What does she want to do?

I huddle on the bed and shake my head at her.

"Seriously?"

The woman sneers and lifts me from the bed with one hand, throwing me to the ground.

"I am the boss here!"

As she speaks, she gives the other women a look, and then they reach out to strip off my clothes.

I try to stop them, but without success. Therefore, I am stripped naked and I keep crying on the ground.

It's shameful and I almost want to die.

I know it is a common practice that the newcomer will be bullied in male prisons, but I've never expected that it is the same in female prisons.

"Such a long scar on your belly. You must have given birth to a child. I didn't even have a boyfriend before I am here. Why? It's unfair!"

As the woman speaks, she grabs my hair and pulls my head back.

Tears leaking from the corners of my eyes, I look up and see their crazy faces.

and lie on

I would have

they've done, they return my clothes and the bed to me early in the

anymore, but it

always thumbtacks and

worse, there are many objects like stones, hair, fingernails, and dead insects

when I'm taking a shower, and they even shoot at me with

I will cry and fight with them, but I gradually become

my bowl as usual before I

a glance, I

is poisonous, so I

have to pour it out, but in a

far? To be honest, I think she

talking

fun of me though

head and decide

woman says, "I have no choice. Someone paid for this. All we need is to make her life here miserable.

Someone?

Is it Frances?

feel sad

him, I am extremely miserable.