In My Desperate Time

I can't get a pregnancy test in prison. So I'm not sure.

I don't know whom I can talk to about that.

And I have no idea what to do if I'm really pregnant.

I am at lost, but instinctively, I want to protect my unborn child.

Fortunately, Mindy will come to visit me today. I can use her advice.

Through the glass, I see Mindy looking at me with anxiety.

I force a smile at her, then sit down, and pick up the phone.

Mindy sobs while talking, tears rolling in her eyes.

"Jane, you seem to have lost so much weight. And you look haggard. Did you get bullied inside?"

Got bullied?

I sure did.

those pains and humiliations make me

I have something to tell

"Mindy,

Mindy's expression suddenly changes.

she almost can't hold

you pregnant now? You

I hear she says it so decisively, suddenly, I feel even more reluctant to give

"Why?"

I murmur.

should get custody? Frances or you? Actually, you don't like either of the options, do you? What's more, it hasn't been long since Earl was born, and you delivered her by c-section. You shouldn't give birth to another child for two years, otherwise, you might die

does have

I can be very stubborn. I'm not good at

want to lose this

Earl for several times. I know how it hurts to lose my child. I don't want to feel that

way, are you sure you're pregnant? You can't get a pregnancy test in

I've got pregnant once. I know how it feels when I'm pregnant. Besides, my period has been delayed

at all. I'll help you come out

in the prison. They