In My Desperate Time

I can't get a pregnancy test in prison. So I'm not sure.

I don't know whom I can talk to about that.

And I have no idea what to do if I'm really pregnant.

I am at lost, but instinctively, I want to protect my unborn child.

Fortunately, Mindy will come to visit me today. I can use her advice.

Through the glass, I see Mindy looking at me with anxiety.

I force a smile at her, then sit down, and pick up the phone.

Mindy sobs while talking, tears rolling in her eyes.

"Jane, you seem to have lost so much weight. And you look haggard. Did you get bullied inside?"

Got bullied?

I sure did.

and humiliations

something to

whisper, "Mindy,

Mindy's expression suddenly changes.

so shocked that she almost

pregnant now?

opinion. But when I hear she says it so decisively, suddenly, I feel even more reluctant to give

"Why?"

I murmur.

should get custody? Frances or you? Actually, you don't like either of the options, do you? What's more, it hasn't

have a point

very stubborn. I'm not good

to lose this

times. I know how it hurts to lose my child. I don't want to

are you sure you're pregnant? You can't get

know how it feels when I'm pregnant. Besides, my

I'll help you come out for

doctors in the prison. They won't allow me