In My Desperate Time

I can't get a pregnancy test in prison. So I'm not sure.

I don't know whom I can talk to about that.

And I have no idea what to do if I'm really pregnant.

I am at lost, but instinctively, I want to protect my unborn child.

Fortunately, Mindy will come to visit me today. I can use her advice.

Through the glass, I see Mindy looking at me with anxiety.

I force a smile at her, then sit down, and pick up the phone.

Mindy sobs while talking, tears rolling in her eyes.

"Jane, you seem to have lost so much weight. And you look haggard. Did you get bullied inside?"

Got bullied?

I sure did.

those pains and humiliations

have something

"Mindy, I might be

Mindy's expression suddenly changes.

is so shocked that she almost

now? You can't keep this

says it so decisively, suddenly, I feel even more reluctant to give

"Why?"

I murmur.

Who do you think should get custody? Frances or you? Actually, you don't like either of the options, do you? What's more, it hasn't been

have a point

I'm not good at taking others'

to

almost lost Earl for several times. I know how it hurts to lose my child. I don't want to feel

can't get a pregnancy test in prison.

it feels when I'm pregnant. Besides, my period has been delayed by ten days." I reply in

at all. I'll help you come out

are doctors in the prison. They