In My Desperate Time

NICU is open twice a week. I am not sure when I will have to go back to prison.

In prison, it would be very difficult to see my daughter.

And I don't want her to know that her mother is a criminal who has been put in jail for trying to shoot her father.

How could she face such a life in the future?

I reach out, eager to touch her face. But she must stay in the incubator.

I can only feel her little face through the glass.

When the visiting hours are over, I reluctantly leave.

After returning to the ward, I stare at Mindy who is sitting opposite and flirting with David for a while and finally make up my mind to make a request.

"Mindy, please be the mother of my child."

It is much harder than I have imagined to say that personally.

"I am the godmother of this kid. She's my daughter too, isn't she?" Mindy was puzzled.

It seems that she still doesn't understand what I mean.

know that her mother is in prison. She's so young. She shouldn't live

care of her yourself!

roll down Mindy's

over, holds my hand tightly, and whispers, "Jane, I can't bear the pain of losing you anymore. I've been in fear once. I can't

some reason, her words make me feel

to her in a deep voice, "I'm almost recovered. I

to

I am reluctant to part with my daughter,

still need to go back to prison? David, haven't you

turns around and glares

is not annoyed. He smiles indulgently at her and says, "Your highness, your wish is my

up and walks

have to go back. You're on

parole after serving at least half

case, special treatment. If I say your

David says casually.

he makes it, I

to go back to

company

it's too early