In My Desperate Time

NICU is open twice a week. I am not sure when I will have to go back to prison.

In prison, it would be very difficult to see my daughter.

And I don't want her to know that her mother is a criminal who has been put in jail for trying to shoot her father.

How could she face such a life in the future?

I reach out, eager to touch her face. But she must stay in the incubator.

I can only feel her little face through the glass.

When the visiting hours are over, I reluctantly leave.

After returning to the ward, I stare at Mindy who is sitting opposite and flirting with David for a while and finally make up my mind to make a request.

"Mindy, please be the mother of my child."

It is much harder than I have imagined to say that personally.

"I am the godmother of this kid. She's my daughter too, isn't she?" Mindy was puzzled.

It seems that she still doesn't understand what I mean.

I'm saying is, you and David should be her parents. Don't let her know that her mother is in prison. She's so young.

talking about? This is your child. Of course, you must take care of her yourself! Don't talk to me as if you were saying the last words. I can't

roll down

I can't bear the pain of losing you anymore.

her words

"I'm almost recovered. I

to pay the

to part with

back to prison? David,

turns around and glares

is not annoyed. He smiles indulgently at her and says, "Your

and walks

go back.

eligible for parole after serving at least half of my sentence?"

say your case is special,

David says casually.

how he makes it, I know it's not

to

that mean I can keep company

too early to