In My Desperate Time

NICU is open twice a week. I am not sure when I will have to go back to prison.

In prison, it would be very difficult to see my daughter.

And I don't want her to know that her mother is a criminal who has been put in jail for trying to shoot her father.

How could she face such a life in the future?

I reach out, eager to touch her face. But she must stay in the incubator.

I can only feel her little face through the glass.

When the visiting hours are over, I reluctantly leave.

After returning to the ward, I stare at Mindy who is sitting opposite and flirting with David for a while and finally make up my mind to make a request.

"Mindy, please be the mother of my child."

It is much harder than I have imagined to say that personally.

"I am the godmother of this kid. She's my daughter too, isn't she?" Mindy was puzzled.

It seems that she still doesn't understand what I mean.

be her parents. Don't let her know that her mother is in prison. She's so young. She shouldn't live such a miserable life. If you can raise her up, she will have a bright

This is your child. Of course, you must take care of her yourself! Don't talk to me

roll down Mindy's

and whispers, "Jane, I can't bear the pain of losing you anymore. I've been

some reason, her words make me feel

and say to her in a deep voice, "I'm almost recovered. I guess I'll have to be back in prison in

have to pay

if I am reluctant to part with my daughter, I have

to go back

and

her and says, "Your highness, your

and

to go back. You're on

after serving

say

David says casually.

matter how he makes it, I know it's not

to go back

I can keep company with my child

it's too early