In My Desperate Time

NICU is open twice a week. I am not sure when I will have to go back to prison.

In prison, it would be very difficult to see my daughter.

And I don't want her to know that her mother is a criminal who has been put in jail for trying to shoot her father.

How could she face such a life in the future?

I reach out, eager to touch her face. But she must stay in the incubator.

I can only feel her little face through the glass.

When the visiting hours are over, I reluctantly leave.

After returning to the ward, I stare at Mindy who is sitting opposite and flirting with David for a while and finally make up my mind to make a request.

"Mindy, please be the mother of my child."

It is much harder than I have imagined to say that personally.

"I am the godmother of this kid. She's my daughter too, isn't she?" Mindy was puzzled.

It seems that she still doesn't understand what I mean.

in prison. She's so young. She shouldn't live such a miserable life. If you can raise her up, she will have a bright future. At that time, I'll stay

are you talking about? This is your child. Of course, you must take care of her yourself! Don't talk to me

down Mindy's

I can't bear the pain of losing you anymore. I've been in fear once. I can't take

her words make me feel like

"I'm almost recovered. I guess I'll have to be back in prison in

have to pay

with my

need to go back

turns around and

annoyed. He smiles indulgently at her and says, "Your highness, your

stands up and walks towards

to go back. You're on

for parole after serving at least

treatment. If I say your case is

David says casually.

it, I

need to

keep company with my child all

too early to