In My Desperate Time

NICU is open twice a week. I am not sure when I will have to go back to prison.

In prison, it would be very difficult to see my daughter.

And I don't want her to know that her mother is a criminal who has been put in jail for trying to shoot her father.

How could she face such a life in the future?

I reach out, eager to touch her face. But she must stay in the incubator.

I can only feel her little face through the glass.

When the visiting hours are over, I reluctantly leave.

After returning to the ward, I stare at Mindy who is sitting opposite and flirting with David for a while and finally make up my mind to make a request.

"Mindy, please be the mother of my child."

It is much harder than I have imagined to say that personally.

"I am the godmother of this kid. She's my daughter too, isn't she?" Mindy was puzzled.

It seems that she still doesn't understand what I mean.

know that her mother is in prison. She's so young. She shouldn't live such a

about? This is your child. Of course, you must take care of her yourself! Don't

down Mindy's

over, holds my hand tightly, and whispers, "Jane, I can't bear the pain of losing you anymore. I've been in

reason, her words make me

a deep voice, "I'm almost recovered. I guess I'll have to

have to pay the

if I am reluctant to part with my daughter, I have no other

said you still need to go back to prison? David, haven't

turns around and glares at

annoyed. He smiles indulgently at her and says, "Your highness, your wish is my

and walks

go back.

eligible for parole after serving at least half of my

say your

David says casually.

matter how he makes it, I know it's

don't need to go

I can keep company with

it's too early to