In My Desperate Time

It hurts.

With my hand red and swollen, I gasp in pain.

The plane clearly didn't shake just now, so...

The stewardess panics and keeps apologizing to me, "Sorry, I'm so sorry. I didn't do it on purpose. It was because of the lady behind me who accidentally touched my hand that I slipped."

Hilda touches the stewardess?

Was that really an accident?

"It doesn't matter." I force a smile and say to the stewardess through the pain.

It's obviously not her fault. If I blame her, it'll definitely get her in trouble.

The stewardess looks at me gratefully and apologizes to me again before continuing to serve other passengers.

I turn to look at Hilda, who looks quite uninterested.

I can pretend to be ignorant of her identity, but that doesn't mean I can endure her harm to me at will again and again.

Now, without Frances around me, I have to learn how to protect myself.

too far," I

Don't go too far? I don't know what you're

looks at me as if

at Frances and says softly, "Darling, I didn't touch the stewardess,

she calls me, I feel a great

Frances and me that day, my

he says coldly, "I know. You

Someone unimportant?

Indeed.

with lust that day, without having

clearly

of my hand is burning, but my heart

I hate myself.

hate that

can't forget him no matter what

only loves Hilda no matter how

feel like I'm about to be a whiny and tragic

says softly, "You also heard it. Frances didn't see me touch that stewardess. Even if you don't want us to be with each other, you'd

together, but I'll never do such a ridiculous thing. You know

true face and have

know now is not