In My Desperate Time

"Don't show your face in here anymore. You will cause trouble for Earl."

His words hurt me badly.

Now, is it too much to ask to see my child?

"Frances, don't go too far. Can't I just take a look at him? I've lost Penelope. Please let me see Earl."

Looking at the indifferent man with tears in my eyes, I humbly plead.

His face darkens and he says flatly to me, "It's your business that you lost the child. Earl is living here with me now. If you want to see him, you can apply to the court."

Does application work?

Can I see Earl just by that?

Hilda hates me so much. How could she allow me to see Earl?

Rather than naively believing in the power of law, I would rather sneak over to see him myself.

I know that Frances has no feelings for me, but he doesn't need to be so heartless.

"Frances, can you show some mercy?"

and ask with tears trickling

lands on my hand.

notice that my overly intimate grip might tick him off, so

appear totally servile to get his promise that I'm allowed

Earl back. I just

continue sneaking here every day, then I'll

Frances finishes speaking coldly,

at the tightly shut door, I'm overwhelmed by feelings of

about Penelope at all, right? Probably, he just asked me about Penelope casually

that he

so stupid and

my hopes

the door. When I arrive at the restaurant where

for so long? I kept calling but couldn't get

at the manager and said indifferently, "I quit. You can hire

that, I walk past him without saying

in the mood to

the past, I worked hard to earn money for Penelope. And now, even if I rake

my side.