In My Desperate Time

How come so many women in blue dress are here!

What’s worse, some of them are wearing exactly the same clothes as I am.

How embarrassing!

Standing there, I hesitate, wondering if I can step forward and pretend that it’s alright.

Suddenly, a sneer of Hilda came from behind.

“I was wondering how familiar your dress looks. It turns out that it’s just ordinary. If you came to me in advance, I would definitely grab a decent piece of clothing from my wardrobe to you.”

I turn around and saw Hilda alone.

Frances must be greeting the guests.

Hilda has her nature exposed only when Frances is away.

The nature of jealousy.

Surely, her unfriendliness comes from my past relationship with Frances.

The only reason why I was invited can be nothing but her plot to show off.

It can be imagined that she must be gloating over disgracing me on the nail.

belittling me, I’ll

know I can’t always avoid this embarrassment. But, I think it’s still

be seen from Hilda’s face.

think

you, who was swept out like rubbish, out at the

glance at me, she walked towards

no one else here, I can only grab some food and hide myself at

meal, all the lights

saying something in English, to whom I don’t listen quite

words about how much the couple love each other and some

no affection

in

see how Frances acts like an affectionate love of Hilda when he

poke through the ice cream in the cup, thinking if only it

what the emcee says next makes

witness

Kiss?

have no intention of seeing

other display

purpose of

said he has never done any physically intimate thing