In My Desperate Time

How come so many women in blue dress are here!

What’s worse, some of them are wearing exactly the same clothes as I am.

How embarrassing!

Standing there, I hesitate, wondering if I can step forward and pretend that it’s alright.

Suddenly, a sneer of Hilda came from behind.

“I was wondering how familiar your dress looks. It turns out that it’s just ordinary. If you came to me in advance, I would definitely grab a decent piece of clothing from my wardrobe to you.”

I turn around and saw Hilda alone.

Frances must be greeting the guests.

Hilda has her nature exposed only when Frances is away.

The nature of jealousy.

Surely, her unfriendliness comes from my past relationship with Frances.

The only reason why I was invited can be nothing but her plot to show off.

It can be imagined that she must be gloating over disgracing me on the nail.

she enjoys herself belittling me, I’ll meet

So, I know I can’t always avoid this embarrassment. But, I think it’s still better than to kill one’s own

seen from

doesn’t even think about how contemptible

better than you, who was

glance at me, she walked towards the

one else here, I can only grab some food and hide

all the lights dim

emcee appears, saying something in English, to whom I don’t

how much the

no affection between

comment in

hurts me to see how Frances acts like an affectionate love of

ice cream in the cup, thinking if only it were Hilda’s

emcee says next makes me freeze

witness the couple

Kiss?

have no intention of

display of

purpose of inviting me

never done any physically