Lie To Me Alpha

Matteo's Pov

If you ever wish tomorrow will be better better, then don't get your hopes up. As not everything goes in our hope and wishful thinking.

Four days past and Addasah has woke up but she was still in her own world.

She refused to hear, or to let me touch her or anybody else near her but she just wants to be all by herself and even with Wes she is starting to pull away from him.

I spent more times with Wes than she ever did. Addasah was in denial and withdrawn.

We indeed have held a funeral for Addasah's father today even though it's sad that we could not retrieve his body but we still do it with our traditional tribute.

It breaks my heart everytime I see her drown in her misery. It is hard for her to lose both of her parents and all I can do is to be there for her.

I am trying my best to make sure that she won't walk alone even though I am guilty of my own lies but I am afraid, really afraid to tell her all about it.

I don't know how she will take everything and I don't want her to suffer anymore because I know now it's not the right time. So after the funeral nana Gloria has told Addasah her father's wishes and I know it pretty well as Wesley is a hybrid like his father.

She has agreed to let her grandma have him but I know Addasah this must be really hard for her too.

We went back to the pack house and nana Gloria is still ignoring me but only pretend to smile at me when Addasah is around.

We talk a day after I informed her of Lyndon's death but that was strictly it. She did not let me in her home or even welcome me in her open arms like she used to before. I know that she knows the truth and that is the very reason she is despising me now.

When Addasah was out of sight I move to nana Gloria but she nodded her head no to me and stood up to move away.

"Nana" I try to go near her

nana" she corrected me "I only

all of my pack members were

and Wesley, nobody else" I wanted to cry seeing the

I beg her but

beside you or even pretend to love her but mark

the house with Wesley

I mean I can take care of

the mean time when danger is alleviate then you can

there with her eyes still on her brother. It seems like she doesn't want to hand him over to her grandma but in the end she finally nod her head yes handing him over to Gloria earning a tear

to awake and nana Gloria swiftly rocks the baby in her arm before heading to the car outside

inside the car. I could still see her struggling to

hand around her

know if anything happens to him," she bits her bottom lip

a deep breath waving a goodbye

she took steps by steps "please grandma call me" she started to tear up as she follows

my step and held her arm back into mine

to him" she taps on

with her cause I knew she needed me to be there when she turns back. She chase after it as

there. She buried her head in my chest fisting my

taking care of him" I murmured through her hair. Then kisses her on the head "they are both in good hands Aaron

her tightly and for a moment I felt her body weight on me and I pull her away from my chest to find that she

on the bed. I call Dr. Omalley to come and check her and he did came

watching her asleep. My thoughts wondering how would I be able to tell her everything on my own. I wanted to tell her but I know

wakes up I watch her as she look around the dark room then she pull her legs up to her chest laying my head on it. I move to my bed and seated