Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

that my hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat

says yesterday when I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when

that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It is like

after making that vow should mark each other in order

last step would be mating which most female prefer heating time as those

but mine is getting crazy and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo we

of and not willing to give everyone a free

up for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see me naked but me

on my arm pulling

luna ceremony?" I push his

thing we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was

it?" he ask and I ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our

ceremony came Matteo ask me again and I told him that I was alright only if he

that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be

her. Like she has been asking me if this is what

his. I was nervous too but

and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to hear me as

up and hug him from behind in which he jump a little before his

and he turn back at me taking my face

should be the one to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit

parted our ways and I went back to my room to

me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook

Gia helps me out with my dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and fall two inches

She then fix my makeup and after

fucking bastard to have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her

both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up and carry Wes in her

all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether