Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat

when I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when

acknowledge their bond they

mark each other in

mating which most female prefer heating time as those were the times

sorry but mine is getting crazy and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when

am totally against of and not willing to give everyone

as I am pretty

arm pulling me back

about your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not"

luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its what I

I ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of

I told him that I was alright only if

told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that

about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure

couldn't wait anymore to be mark as his. I was nervous too but I knew him and I

and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't

from behind in which

his scent and he turn back

I should be the one to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you

ways and I

me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook

Gia helps me out with my dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and fall

freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at

mother fucking bastard to have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her words around

hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up and carry Wes in her

pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like