Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that

says yesterday when I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and I is being sealed officially.

and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It is like the ones human made

should mark each

prefer heating time as those were the times

mine is getting crazy and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo we both need

to give everyone a

Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see me naked but me no

felt hands on my arm pulling me back

your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not" I

luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine

him nothing. Yep that's exactly

Matteo ask me again and I told him that

see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes

something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is

I couldn't wait anymore to be mark as his. I was

went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I

up and hug him from behind in which he jump a little before his body

he turn back

look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this,

ways and I went back to my room to

is crawling in his crib clapping his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook her head no and usher me in

still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves

my hair down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then

a lucky mother fucking bastard to have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her words around

both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went

there in the pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted later it's going to be still the