Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf

grandma says yesterday when I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and I is being sealed officially.

bond

after making that vow should mark each other in order to

prefer heating time as those were the times the males become

it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo we both need to mate in front of

am totally against of and not willing to give everyone a free ticket

even know if Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see me naked

felt hands on my arm pulling

about your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not" I reply with

thing we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It

I ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly

Matteo ask me again and I told

didn't want to but I told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I

asking me if this is what I really want. I

mark as his. I was nervous too but I knew

breath. I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but

from behind in which he jump a little before his body

and he turn back at me taking my

in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want

again before we parted our ways and I went back to my room to find Gia

hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook her head no and usher me in the

has my mom's dress.

fix my hair letting my hair down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix

a lucky mother fucking bastard to have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her words around

and they both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up

pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted later it's