Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what I'm experiencing is not even close to

grandma says yesterday when I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and I is being

that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It is like the ones human made yet

that vow should mark

last step would be mating which most female prefer heating time as those were the times

She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo we both need to

not willing to give everyone a free

am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see me naked but me no

hands on my arm pulling me back "you're mad"

I push his hand away "no its not" I

thing we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because

I ended up shouting at him nothing.

told

see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be his Luna and he would

she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have

mark as his. I was nervous too but

breath. I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to hear me as his

hug him from behind in which he jump a little before his

I sniff in his scent and he turn back at me

in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my

our ways and I went back to my room to find Gia and grandma

in his crib clapping his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about

she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long

hair down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at me

you" Gia says

hug me tightly before pulling

stood there in the pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted