Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what I'm experiencing is not even

and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and I is

on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make

that vow should mark

female prefer heating time as those

but mine is getting crazy and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I

against of and not willing to give everyone

know if Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure he

my arm pulling me back "you're mad"

his hand away "no its not" I reply with

we are still pushing for my luna ceremony.

is it?" he ask and I ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the

again and I told him that I was alright only if he agrees to acknowledge our bond

didn't want to but I told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be his Luna and

asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this is what I want to be

I couldn't wait anymore to be mark as his. I was

breath. I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to hear me as his thoughts

behind in which he jump a little before

and he turn

the one to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my

parted our ways and I went back to

the forehead about

that she still has my mom's

hair. She then fix my makeup

says not even bothering to limit her words

before pulling away and Gia went up

all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether