Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf

I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between

their bond they have

that vow should mark each other

mating which most female prefer heating

make it by that time. She did even mention

am totally against of and not willing to give everyone a free ticket for

for it as I am pretty sure he won't

hands on my arm pulling me

his hand

thing we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine

shouting at him nothing.

day of my luna ceremony came Matteo ask me again and I told him

told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be

something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this is what I want to

I was nervous too but I knew

deep breath. I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to

up and hug him from behind in which he jump a

I sniff in his scent and he turn back at me taking

look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this,

once again before we parted our ways and I went back to my room to find

him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook her head no and usher me in the

out with my dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and fall two inches above my

She then fix my makeup

lucky mother fucking bastard to have you" Gia says not even bothering to

they both hug me tightly before pulling away

pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted later it's going to be still the