Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf

only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and

fact when I ask her for more she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have

after making that vow should mark each other in

mating which most female prefer heating time

mine is getting crazy and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo we both need

willing to give everyone

know if Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see me naked but me

arm pulling me

about your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not"

still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine

shouting at him nothing. Yep

me again and I told

for me to be his Luna. So it goes my

been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this

wait anymore to be mark as his. I was

went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call

and hug him from behind in

and he turn back at me taking my face

to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I smile replying to him with

I went back to

in his crib clapping his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead

which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my

to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look

you" Gia says not

tears and they both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up and carry Wes

the pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't