Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

hated that my hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that

I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when

bond they have to make vow in front of

should mark each other in order

would be mating which most female prefer heating time as those were the times the males become

I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo we both need to mate in front of

totally against of and not willing to

pretty sure he won't let anyone else see me naked

on my arm pulling

about your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no

we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It

him nothing. Yep that's exactly how

day of my luna ceremony came Matteo ask me again and I told him that I was alright only if he agrees to acknowledge our bond

didn't want to but I told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his

if this is what I really want. I have

I couldn't wait anymore to be mark as his. I was nervous too

I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his

from behind in which

he turn back

he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I smile replying to him with

our ways and I went back to my room to find

his crib clapping his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook her head no and usher me in the

dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly

flower to my left hair. She then fix my

to have you" Gia says

and they both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went

by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale