Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

hated that my hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I

visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and

she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond

vow should mark each other in order

be mating which most female prefer heating time as those were the times

time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo we both need to mate in front of

am totally against of and not willing to

pretty sure he

felt hands on my arm pulling me back "you're mad"

this about your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away

my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because

what is it?" he ask and I ended up shouting at him nothing.

told him that I was alright only if he agrees to acknowledge

if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it

grandma is also here and I swear there is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really

to be mark as his. I was nervous too

countless deep breath. I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to hear me

behind in which he jump a little before

scent and he turn back at

the one to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you

before we parted our ways and I went back to my room to

I kiss him on the forehead about to take

my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and

putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at me with tears in their

mother fucking bastard to have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her words

pulling away and Gia went up and

living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted later it's going to be still the