Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but

when I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between

acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack.

making that vow should mark each other in order to

step would be mating which most female prefer heating time

can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo we

not willing to give

know if Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see

on my arm pulling

I push his hand away "no its

another thing we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely

nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our

came Matteo ask me again and I told him that I was alright only if

I told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be his

and I swear there is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this is what I want

and I couldn't wait anymore to be mark as his. I

office and find him standing there by

up and hug him from behind in which he jump a little

sniff in his scent and he turn back at me

smile a bit "do

and I went back

his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to

out with my dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and fall

my hair down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at me with tears in their

have you" Gia says not

is in tears and they both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up and carry

there in the pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted later it's going