Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

hated that my hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that

that I will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo

went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they

should mark each other in order

most female prefer heating time

by that time. She did even mention that

willing to give everyone a free ticket

as I am pretty sure he

felt hands on my arm pulling me back "you're

push his hand away "no

we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its

shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our week went, me avoiding

Matteo ask me again and I told him that I was alright only if he agrees

to be his Luna. So it goes my

swear there is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to

anymore to be mark as his. I was nervous too but I knew him and I aren't

I took countless deep breath. I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to hear me as his

behind in which he jump a little before his

and he turn back at me taking my face in

smile a bit

we parted our ways and I went

in his crib clapping his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms

she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline

hair letting my hair down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at me with tears in their

fucking bastard to have you" Gia says

tears and they both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up and carry

I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like