Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

my hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what I'm experiencing is not

go into heat when

their bond they have to make vow in front

making that vow should mark each

heating time as those were the times the males become

make it by that time. She did even mention

totally against of and not willing to give everyone a free ticket

I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see me naked but me

on my arm pulling me back "you're

luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not" I

and that is another thing we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its what

nothing. Yep that's exactly

and I told him

him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be his Luna and

is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that

I was nervous too but I knew him and I aren't talking because of

deep breath. I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I

and hug him from behind in which he jump a

and he turn back at me taking my

in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I

and I went back to

in his crib clapping his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my

her and Gia helps me out with my dress, which surprises me that she still has my

down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at me

lucky mother fucking bastard to have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her words

before pulling away and Gia went up and carry Wes in

pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether