Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what I'm

her and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and

more she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make

should mark each other in order to seal

mating which most female prefer heating time as those were the

by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo we both need to mate in

to give everyone a

it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone

arm pulling me

about your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not" I reply with

we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine

I ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's

and I told him that I was alright only if

to but I told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be his Luna

this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this is what I want to

is settled and I couldn't wait anymore to be mark as his. I

office and find him standing there by the window. I call

him from behind in which he jump a little

sorry" I sniff in his scent and he turn back at me taking my

the one to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked

parted our ways and I went back to my room to find Gia and grandma

and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when

me out with my dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and fall two inches

left hair. She then fix my

have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her words

me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up and carry

That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted later