Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

that my hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that

I will only go into heat

that when both mates acknowledge their bond they

should mark each other

female prefer heating time as those

but mine is getting crazy and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo

I am totally against of and not willing to give

up for it as I am pretty sure he won't

on my arm pulling me back

ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not" I

we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its

up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our week went, me

luna ceremony came Matteo ask me again and I told him that I was alright only

told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be

grandma is also here and I swear there is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have

his. I was nervous too but I knew him and I aren't

I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he

in which

he

he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I smile replying to

before we parted our ways and I went back to

hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him

my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and fall two inches above

down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She

a lucky mother fucking bastard to have you" Gia says not even

both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up and

by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted later it's going to