Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

hated that my hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into

and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and I is being sealed

ask her for more she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It is like the ones human made yet it's

that vow should mark each

mating which most female prefer heating time as those

make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo

totally against of and not willing to give everyone a free ticket for a free

know if Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see

on my arm pulling

push his hand away "no its not" I reply with

my luna ceremony.

what is it?" he ask and I ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our week went, me

I told him that I was

him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it

here and I swear there is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really

is settled and I couldn't wait anymore to be mark as his. I was nervous too but I knew him and

and I took countless deep breath. I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to hear me as his thoughts

and hug him from behind in which he

his scent and he turn back at me taking my

smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I smile replying

and I went back to

out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma

Gia helps me out with my dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It

my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they

Gia says not even bothering to limit her words around

in tears and they both hug me tightly before pulling away

myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still