Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

I am around him. I know that female wolf goes

says yesterday when I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and I is

more she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It is like the ones

vow should mark each other in

last step would be mating which most female prefer heating time as those were the

and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention

I am totally against of and not willing to give everyone a

if Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure

felt hands on my arm pulling me back "you're mad"

I push his hand away "no its not" I reply with

that is another thing we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision

it?" he ask and I ended up shouting at him nothing.

of my luna ceremony came Matteo ask me again and I told him

don't see a reason for me to be

something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this

I was nervous too but

I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to

and hug him from behind in which

his scent and he turn back at me taking my face

me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I smile replying to him with a

kiss once again before we parted our ways and I went back to my room to find Gia

me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma

and Gia helps me out with my dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't

letting my hair down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my

mother fucking bastard to have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her

before pulling away and Gia went up and carry

now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted