Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I

only go into

more she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It is like the ones human made

that vow should mark

most female prefer heating time as those were the

crazy and I can't even make it by that time. She did even

and not willing to give everyone a free ticket for a

for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see

felt hands on my arm pulling me

your luna ceremony?" I push his

my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its

nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our week went,

the day of my luna ceremony came Matteo ask me again and I told him that I was alright only if he agrees to acknowledge our bond

a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that

here and I swear there is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this is what I want to be with my

anymore to be mark as his. I was nervous too but I knew him and I

to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call

him from behind in which

in his scent and he turn back at

one to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked

I went back to

crawling in his crib clapping his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook her head no and usher me

me out with my dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and fall two inches above my

hair down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at me with tears

lucky mother fucking bastard to have you" Gia says not even

before pulling away and

house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this