Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what I'm experiencing is not even close

visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat

bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It

vow should mark each other

mating which most female prefer heating time as those

and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo we both need to mate in

of and not willing to give everyone a

up for it as I am pretty

pulling me back "you're

this about your luna ceremony?" I push his

we are still pushing for my luna ceremony.

he ask and I ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of

ask me again and I told

didn't want to but I told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to

she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to

as his. I was nervous too but I knew

I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he

up and hug him from behind in which he jump a little

sniff in his scent and he turn back at me taking

smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I

we parted our ways and I went back to my room to find Gia and

kiss him on the forehead about to

which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and fall two inches

freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both

a lucky mother fucking bastard to have you" Gia says

before pulling away and Gia went up and carry Wes in

nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions