Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what

visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond

both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It is like the ones

making that vow should mark each

which most female prefer heating

She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo we both need to mate

and not willing to give everyone

don't even know if Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure he won't

on my arm pulling me

I push his hand away "no its not"

another thing we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision

ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our week went,

of my luna ceremony came Matteo ask me again and I told him that

told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it

if this is what I really want. I

anymore to be mark as his. I was nervous too but I knew him and I aren't talking

went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't

hug him from behind in which he jump a

he turn back at me taking my face

look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this,

again before we parted our ways and I went

kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when

my dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline

hair letting my hair down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at me with tears in their

says not even

before pulling away and Gia went up and carry

there in the pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted later it's going