Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

hated that my hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female

will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and I is being

further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond

mark each other

mating which most female prefer heating time as those were

even mention that when I decided to mate

not willing to give everyone a

know if Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure

hands on my arm pulling me back "you're mad"

this about your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not" I

pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its what I

and I ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep

of my luna ceremony came Matteo ask me again and I told him that I was alright

didn't want to but I told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be his

I swear there is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this

I couldn't wait anymore to be mark as his. I was nervous too

I took countless deep breath. I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to hear me as his thoughts

in which

sorry" I sniff in his scent and he turn

be the one to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I smile

I went back to my room to find Gia and

hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook her head no and

that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and

freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at

a lucky mother fucking bastard to have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her words around my

hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up and carry Wes in

I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this