Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

my hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what I'm experiencing is

will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and I is

fact when I ask her for more she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make

that vow should mark each other

last step would be mating which most female prefer heating time as

sorry but mine is getting crazy and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate

am totally against of and not willing to give everyone

for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see me naked but

hands on my arm pulling me back "you're mad" Matteo

his hand away "no its not" I

and that is another thing we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his

up shouting at him nothing.

again and I told him that I was alright

told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be his Luna and he

she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this is what I want to be with my

anymore to be mark as his. I was nervous too but I knew him and I aren't talking because of

I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice

from behind in which he

scent and he turn back at

be the one to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this,

parted our ways and I went back to my room to find Gia and grandma

in his crib clapping his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook her head no and usher me in the

me out with my dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and

my hair letting my hair down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at me with tears in

fucking bastard to have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her

in tears and they both hug me tightly before pulling away

the pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know