Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what I'm experiencing

go

her for more she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have

after making that vow should mark each

last step would be mating which most female prefer heating time as those were

time. She did even

am totally against of and not willing to give everyone a free ticket for

is up for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone

arm pulling me back

ceremony?" I push his hand away "no

for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its what

ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our week went,

of my luna ceremony came Matteo ask me again and I told

reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be

also here and I swear there is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this is what

mark as his. I was nervous too but I

find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to hear me as his thoughts is somewhere

from behind in which he jump a little before his

I sniff in his scent and he turn back at me taking my face

to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked

again before we parted our ways and I went back to my

for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take

me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my

hair down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at me with tears

to have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit

before pulling away and

there in the pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still