Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what I'm experiencing is not even close

go into heat

her for more she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It is

that vow should mark each other in order to seal

which most female prefer heating

crazy and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to

am totally against of and not willing to give everyone a free ticket for a free

don't even know if Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see me

hands on my arm pulling me

this about your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not" I reply

are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its what I

up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's

Matteo ask me again and I told him that I was alright only if he agrees to acknowledge

to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to

also here and I swear there is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this

his. I was nervous too but I knew him and I

his office and find him standing there by the window. I call

behind in which

sorry" I sniff in his scent and he turn back at me taking

to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I smile replying

I went back to my room to find Gia

crib clapping his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook

dress, which surprises me that she still has my

before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at me with tears

have you" Gia says not even bothering

tears and they both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up and carry Wes in

the pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted