Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

I am around him.

and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and I is being sealed

mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack.

making that vow should mark each other in order to seal

prefer heating time as those were the times the

crazy and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo

I am totally against of and not willing to give everyone a free ticket for a

up for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone

pulling

luna ceremony?" I push his hand

luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its what

ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our week went, me

day of my luna ceremony came Matteo ask me again and I told him that I was alright only if he agrees to acknowledge our bond

see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be

her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this is what

mark as his. I was nervous too but I knew him and I

office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to hear

and hug him from behind in which he jump a little before his

his scent and he turn back at me taking my

should be the one to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you

we parted our ways and I went back to my room to

reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when

dress, which surprises me that she still has my

hair. She then fix my makeup and after they

says not even bothering to limit her words

tears and they both hug me tightly before pulling

all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this