Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat

grandma says yesterday when I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when

acknowledge their bond they have

should mark each other

be mating which most female prefer heating time

even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to

willing to give everyone a free ticket for a

pretty sure he

felt hands on my arm pulling me back "you're

about your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its

we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its

is it?" he ask and I ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's

ask me again and I told him that I was alright only if he agrees

reason for me to be

her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure

and I couldn't wait anymore to be mark as his. I was nervous too but I knew him

find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem

up and hug him from behind in which he

in his scent and he turn back at me taking my

me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I smile replying to him

we parted our ways and I went back to

his crib clapping his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook her head no and usher me in

still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline

She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both

you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her words around

hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up

feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this