Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what I'm experiencing is

Wes that I will only go into heat when

fact when I ask her for more she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It

after making that vow should mark each

most female prefer heating time as those were the times the

mine is getting crazy and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention

not willing to give everyone a free ticket for

it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see

arm pulling me back "you're mad"

push his hand away "no

for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its what

I ended up shouting at him nothing.

the day of my luna ceremony came Matteo ask me again and I told him that I was alright only if he agrees to acknowledge our bond

if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna.

is also here and I swear there is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I

be mark as his. I was nervous too but I knew him

I took countless deep breath. I went to his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to hear me

behind in which he jump a little before

and he turn back at me

saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I smile

our ways and I went back to my room to find Gia and grandma

reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook her head no

still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and fall two

letting my hair down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then

Gia says not even bothering to limit her words around

they both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up

all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted later it's