Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat

yesterday when I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and I is

went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It is like the ones human

that vow should mark each other in order to

prefer heating time as those were the times

even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo

not willing to give everyone a

am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see me naked but me

hands on my arm pulling me back "you're mad" Matteo

your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not" I

pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its what I

at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of

told him that I was

told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be his

is also here and I swear there is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is

anymore to be mark as his. I was nervous too but I knew

find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to hear me as his thoughts

behind in which he jump a little before his body

scent and he turn back at me

the one to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do

again before we parted our ways and I went back to my room to find Gia

clapping his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my

still has my

She then fix my makeup and after they finish they

says not even

in tears and they both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up and carry Wes

That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still