Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what I'm experiencing

only go into heat when the

that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It is

making that vow should mark each

would be mating which most female prefer heating time as those were the times the males

did even

am totally against of and not willing to give everyone a free ticket

even know if Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure he won't

pulling

luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its

that is another thing we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its what

what is it?" he ask and I ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our

again and I told him that I

doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my

I swear there is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this

anymore to be mark as his. I was nervous too but I

took countless deep breath. I went to his office and find him standing there by the

behind in which he jump a little

I sniff in his scent and he turn back at me

the one to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you

again before we parted our ways and I went

I kiss him on the forehead about to take him

my dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't

down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at me with tears in

bastard to have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her

in tears and they both hug me tightly before pulling

I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted later it's going to be still the