Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into

visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat

she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have

vow should mark each other in order to

most female prefer heating time

did even mention that when I decided to

am totally against of and not willing to give everyone

up for it as I am pretty sure he

felt hands on my arm pulling me

his hand away

luna ceremony. It was not his decision but

up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our week went, me

told him that I was alright only if

I told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be

asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this is what I want

as his. I was nervous too but

him standing there by

went up and hug him from behind in which he jump a little before his body

in his scent and he turn back at me

to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I smile replying to

again before we parted our ways and I went

on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook her head no and usher

surprises me that she still has my mom's dress. It wasn't long

hair letting my hair down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at

have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her

in tears and they both hug me tightly before pulling away and

in the pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether