Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

hated that my hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female

will only go into heat when the bond

I ask her for more she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow

that vow should mark each other

would be mating which most female prefer heating time as those were

and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo we both need to mate in front

am totally against of and not willing to give everyone a free ticket

for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone

felt hands on my arm pulling me back "you're mad"

this about your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not" I reply with

ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its what I

him nothing. Yep

told him that I was alright only if he agrees to acknowledge

see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be his

has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to

anymore to be mark as his. I was nervous too but

office and find him standing there by the

and hug him from behind in

sorry" I sniff in his scent and he turn back

he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I smile replying to him with

and I went back to my

for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook her

dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress.

freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix

you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her words

they both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up and carry Wes in

pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted