Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat

I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and I

both mates acknowledge their bond

mark each other in order to

mating which most female prefer heating time as those were the times

it by that time. She did even mention that

against of and not willing to give everyone a free

I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see me naked but

my arm pulling

ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not" I reply with

we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because

it?" he ask and I ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our week went,

came Matteo ask me again and I told him that I was

didn't want to but I told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way

me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this is what

as his. I was nervous too but I knew him and I aren't talking because of

his office and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem

up and hug him from behind in which he jump a little before

sorry" I sniff in his scent and he turn back

look at me in saddness then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I

I went back to

I kiss him on the forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook

which surprises me that she still has my mom's dress.

to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look

to have you" Gia says not even bothering

both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up and carry Wes in her

I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale decisions