Lie To Me Alpha

I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.

I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.

Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.

It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.

I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.

"Luna"

"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.

"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance

"already dead" I deadpan.

"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side

"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.

"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.

I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.

He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.

I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"

"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.

more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what I'm experiencing is not even

will only go into heat when the bond between

she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the

that vow should mark each other

step would be mating which most female prefer heating

it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided

not willing to give

know if Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else

my arm pulling me back "you're mad"

I push his hand away "no its not" I reply

we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It

him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our week went,

Matteo ask me again and I told

then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going

something off about her. Like she has been asking me if this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this is

to be mark as his. I was nervous too but I knew him and I aren't talking because of

and find him standing there by the window. I call his name twice but he

up and hug him from behind in which he jump a little before

scent and he turn back at

then he smile a bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked

our ways and I went back to my room to find Gia

in his crib clapping his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the forehead about to take

has my mom's dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and fall two inches above

flower to my left hair. She then fix my makeup and after they finish they both look at me with tears in their

says not even bothering

tightly before pulling away

by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I know I shouldn't make rationale