Lie To Me Alpha

Matt has gather everyone today, including Gia, who came back a day after I discover the truth.

Quinn, Lorents and Jay are also here.

He said a day ago he has something to tell me today. So here I am watching the people whom I thought were my rock and sanity making jokes around me.

I look at Matt who seems to be nervous of something but I just ignore it and whispered in a low voice asking them if it was fun seeing me like this.

None of them answers my question. It was all been ignore and they keep on smiling to one another.

My eyes now burn with tears as deep down inside of me I'm breaking limp by limp.

No one has ever told me the truth and I know it's been three days after but still I couldn't handle the hurt and pain I'm living through.

It was so stupid of me to think that after that night I could walk away but I couldn't so I stay and waited for anyone to tell me especially Matteo.

I have been giving him hint question yet he always brush it aside and today I ask them awhile and again they seems to ignore the question.

Closing my eyes I held my fist tighten 'I am sick of pretending' I whisper then I reopen them again.

"How can you all do it?" they were still laughing at Jay jokes. I raise my voice and try again "how do you all do it?"

Finally all their attention were on me now. Matteo seeing me in an emotional state tries to move but I raised my right hand to stop him.

"Is it fun watching me?" they seems to be confused my tears now burn within my eyes and slowly they drop down to my cheeks. "Was it fun watching me acting like a lost puppy?" I try not to take a breath at the same time.2

"It must have been fun, since you're all laughing right?" I try to wipe off my tears.1

Gia!? I thought we're best friends. What about you huh Matt? that you never loved me, that you always belong with her. You

shock watching me drowning in

disappointed and worst I felt betray not only by him but everyone that I thought were

to tell me?" again no one, not even one single soul answer "when? huh" I

it before my memories recover or you were never gonna let me know" I

pretend to care or fake your love for me," looking at him "you out of all people

he tries to reach our for me but I

slightly "now everything makes sense now, thank you and no

wasn't fake, please Addy believe me" he raises his voice more like shouting at

truly not lie or even sincerely love me. Because if you did I wouldn't be asking you right now for the truth and because if

with frustration "you don't know how much I love you" he

love me?" I cry out loud and repeatedly say those words which made me sick "so

he shouted pleading to me with

head in disbelief "the man who use me then now loves me. The man who bit, humiliated me now loves me" I wipe off my

me after that night loves me, the one whom I returned after four years and was

she's with her mate and you have no option as I'm the only one available" I kept

he shouted

you way before the Ball night. I do love you and I meant every promises I made" he tries to convince but I just can't believe it anymore. In my head us is far from

neither my eyes went up to look at the child, that I grown to attached to. The one who was

doesn't regret meaning he didn't regret loving her

suppressing my cry to be heard,

Rue can you please take him outside with you"

that makes me sick and hated the most. I wanted to reach out and kill her, or bitch slap her. Yet I know she's not worth any ounce of my strength and energy, even

know what it feels like to be in my situation," he shook his head no at me while in tears but