Lie To Me Alpha

Matt has gather everyone today, including Gia, who came back a day after I discover the truth.

Quinn, Lorents and Jay are also here.

He said a day ago he has something to tell me today. So here I am watching the people whom I thought were my rock and sanity making jokes around me.

I look at Matt who seems to be nervous of something but I just ignore it and whispered in a low voice asking them if it was fun seeing me like this.

None of them answers my question. It was all been ignore and they keep on smiling to one another.

My eyes now burn with tears as deep down inside of me I'm breaking limp by limp.

No one has ever told me the truth and I know it's been three days after but still I couldn't handle the hurt and pain I'm living through.

It was so stupid of me to think that after that night I could walk away but I couldn't so I stay and waited for anyone to tell me especially Matteo.

I have been giving him hint question yet he always brush it aside and today I ask them awhile and again they seems to ignore the question.

Closing my eyes I held my fist tighten 'I am sick of pretending' I whisper then I reopen them again.

"How can you all do it?" they were still laughing at Jay jokes. I raise my voice and try again "how do you all do it?"

Finally all their attention were on me now. Matteo seeing me in an emotional state tries to move but I raised my right hand to stop him.

"Is it fun watching me?" they seems to be confused my tears now burn within my eyes and slowly they drop down to my cheeks. "Was it fun watching me acting like a lost puppy?" I try not to take a breath at the same time.2

"It must have been fun, since you're all laughing right?" I try to wipe off my tears.1

about you huh Matt? that you never loved me, that you always belong with her. You being with me was because you could use me" he didn't move or say anything none of

in shock watching me drowning in my own misery. No one dare to comfort or even

deep down inside I was hurting, angry, upset, disappointed and worst I felt betray not only by

no one, not even one single soul

recover or you were never gonna let me know" I

shouldn't pretend to care or fake your love for me," looking at him "you out of all people

to reach

now, thank you and no

truly love you. It wasn't fake, please Addy believe me"

did you ever truly not lie or even sincerely love me. Because if you did I wouldn't be asking you right now for the truth and because if you did you wouldn't taken all of me and piece by piece

know how much I love you" he

and repeatedly say those words which made me sick "so now you love

fucking crazy in love with you" he

my head in disbelief "the man who use me then now loves me. The man who bit, humiliated me now

night loves me, the one whom I returned after four years and was with the girl he love along with a child now loves me" I shut

with her mate and you have no option

not true," he shouted out while

you way before the Ball night. I do love you and I meant every promises I made" he tries to convince but I just can't believe it anymore. In

heard, my heart no longer beats neither my eyes went up to look at

he probably doesn't regret meaning he didn't regret loving her and maybe he did

hand to my mouth suppressing my cry to

can you please take him outside with you" I heard her voice and

I wanted to reach out and kill her, or bitch slap her. Yet I know she's not worth any ounce of my strength and energy, even my

my tears looking up at Matteo "I bet you never know what it feels like to be in my situation," he shook his head