Lie To Me Alpha

I cry rubbing my arms not knowing where I am right now. I don't even know what is going to happen to me.

Everything in my life was a lie, his love was a lie, my life is nothing but a lie and I can't even breathe anymore.

Every steps I take suffocates me. I badly wanted to breathe but everything is taking all of my energy. I sat under a tree trying to warm myself with eyes darting around me for any light to guide or even a soul to help me.

Gradually piece by piece I am losing all of me. Actually no I am already lost and alone with no one to turn to not even my grandma.

No definitely not her as I just don't want to give her a heart attack now.

I hear leaves twixt and I turn to find Matteo and I shut my eyes refusing to look at him. I thought I already set things with him and others yet he still followed me.

"Addasah" I close my ears with my hands refusing to listen to his voice.

Shaking my head no I refuse to listen or see him as my tears drops from my eyes.

I felt hands on my hands holding me in place and I cry out loud like a child in front of him.

I fell into his chest sobbing out then pushing him away. I ended up punching him but he never fell down as his hold tighten around me.

The both of us now crying together in the middle of the woods. I didn't care what he thinks anymore but I just let every barriers and emotions I have been bottle up let go again.

He pull me back while I am still crying "shhhh" he tried to wipe them off but they just kept flowing from eyes nonstop.

"I" sob "love you" sob "that it's hurt so much" I sob between my words.2

Pushing away from him I stood up and shout at him with my tears never failing to stop

"Why? Why Matteo? Why not tell me now that all you do was for revenge and using me" I pointed to myself with anger.

me if I tell you

me the truth through the past days but you never did... You lie to me.. Our love was base on a lie... Maybe my dad has ask you

all means please I need to know, why did you hurt me like

know you already know some part of it but let

please do what I tell you do because I know it's what you needed. But please remember that I have and will always and achingly love

for minutes not saying anything before he shook

"why?"

love and was selfish to let you go."

we first met I thought I was in love with Quinn and I

park I meant but it just that I was afraid to admit it not until later on I realised that my words and

just couldn't

back but nothing goes in my way. You see

what I thought was right because I couldn't let you hate me forever if your parents died that

to challenge my father

it wasn't mine unfortunately it was mine. I promise your parents we will tell you when you come back and I thought you

to make her my mate. I guess I wanted to play a perfect father since my family was all fuck up" he

up that night everything went awry. I couldn't do it anymore, I can never be that guy. I didn't want to hurt you which was pretty too late. As the damage was done and you were force to lose

compel. I took it because I wanted to live with you in those moments. I was

heart broke even more hearing his confession and I don't even know what to do anymore whether

we're always interrupted and today I was about to confess everything that is why everyone was there but I guess I was too late for that

me he wasn't

right and I was always the one who says that everything is going to be okay,

part was mine too. He did gave me hints and even told me some part

the truth is out and I am more hurt

sorry Addasah you have to live with my lies. I'm sorry for being chosen as your mate. I am really sorry for everything but do know that loving you was not a lie.