Lie To Me Alpha

I cry rubbing my arms not knowing where I am right now. I don't even know what is going to happen to me.

Everything in my life was a lie, his love was a lie, my life is nothing but a lie and I can't even breathe anymore.

Every steps I take suffocates me. I badly wanted to breathe but everything is taking all of my energy. I sat under a tree trying to warm myself with eyes darting around me for any light to guide or even a soul to help me.

Gradually piece by piece I am losing all of me. Actually no I am already lost and alone with no one to turn to not even my grandma.

No definitely not her as I just don't want to give her a heart attack now.

I hear leaves twixt and I turn to find Matteo and I shut my eyes refusing to look at him. I thought I already set things with him and others yet he still followed me.

"Addasah" I close my ears with my hands refusing to listen to his voice.

Shaking my head no I refuse to listen or see him as my tears drops from my eyes.

I felt hands on my hands holding me in place and I cry out loud like a child in front of him.

I fell into his chest sobbing out then pushing him away. I ended up punching him but he never fell down as his hold tighten around me.

The both of us now crying together in the middle of the woods. I didn't care what he thinks anymore but I just let every barriers and emotions I have been bottle up let go again.

He pull me back while I am still crying "shhhh" he tried to wipe them off but they just kept flowing from eyes nonstop.

"I" sob "love you" sob "that it's hurt so much" I sob between my words.2

Pushing away from him I stood up and shout at him with my tears never failing to stop

"Why? Why Matteo? Why not tell me now that all you do was for revenge and using me" I pointed to myself with anger.

if I tell

love was base on a lie... Maybe my dad has ask you to hid it from me but somehow you

means please I need to know, why did you hurt me like

part of it but let me tell you my side

his eyes "but after I tell mine please do what I tell you do because I know it's what you needed. But please remember that I have and will

before he shook his

"why?"

steps closer to me "I fell in love and was selfish to let you go." he began to explain

in love with Quinn and

the first time I said I love words to you at the park I meant but it just that I was afraid to admit it not until later on I realised

I just couldn't stop them as I listen in to

you. I truly meant it. Four years I did waited for you to come back but nothing goes in my way. You see

force to mate Quinn if not your parents died. So I did what I thought was right because I couldn't let you hate

sniffle turning to the other side "I became rogue afterwards and I came back to challenge my father only to find out Quinn is carrying my pup" he pause

unfortunately it was mine. I promise your parents we will tell you when you come back and I

play a perfect father since my family was all fuck up" he shook

everything went awry. I couldn't do it anymore, I can never be that guy. I didn't want to hurt you

of you being compel. I took it because I wanted to live

heart broke even more hearing his confession and I don't even know what to do

try to but we're always interrupted and today I was about

me he wasn't a good person to me before. He fell in love

says that everything is going to be okay, that I will always be there for him when

his entire fault some part was mine too. He did gave me hints and even told me some part of it but I too was selfish to be happy

the truth is out and I am more hurt than anyone because I

do know that loving you was not a lie. Every moment we spent together was never a