Lie To Me Alpha

I cry rubbing my arms not knowing where I am right now. I don't even know what is going to happen to me.

Everything in my life was a lie, his love was a lie, my life is nothing but a lie and I can't even breathe anymore.

Every steps I take suffocates me. I badly wanted to breathe but everything is taking all of my energy. I sat under a tree trying to warm myself with eyes darting around me for any light to guide or even a soul to help me.

Gradually piece by piece I am losing all of me. Actually no I am already lost and alone with no one to turn to not even my grandma.

No definitely not her as I just don't want to give her a heart attack now.

I hear leaves twixt and I turn to find Matteo and I shut my eyes refusing to look at him. I thought I already set things with him and others yet he still followed me.

"Addasah" I close my ears with my hands refusing to listen to his voice.

Shaking my head no I refuse to listen or see him as my tears drops from my eyes.

I felt hands on my hands holding me in place and I cry out loud like a child in front of him.

I fell into his chest sobbing out then pushing him away. I ended up punching him but he never fell down as his hold tighten around me.

The both of us now crying together in the middle of the woods. I didn't care what he thinks anymore but I just let every barriers and emotions I have been bottle up let go again.

He pull me back while I am still crying "shhhh" he tried to wipe them off but they just kept flowing from eyes nonstop.

"I" sob "love you" sob "that it's hurt so much" I sob between my words.2

Pushing away from him I stood up and shout at him with my tears never failing to stop

"Why? Why Matteo? Why not tell me now that all you do was for revenge and using me" I pointed to myself with anger.

if

you hints to tell me the truth through the past days but you never did... You lie to me.. Our love was base on a lie... Maybe my dad has ask you to hid it from me but somehow you should have told me. I mean it's been months now and yet you

deep breaths and there was silence between the two of us "yet by all means please I

know you already know some part of it but let me

tell mine please do what I tell you do

minutes not saying anything before he shook his head and repeated

"why?"

to me "I fell in love and was selfish to let you

met I thought I was in love with Quinn and

at the park I meant but it just that I was afraid to admit it not until later on I

but I just couldn't stop them as I listen

it. Four years I did waited for you to come back but nothing goes in my way. You see my father doesn't

thought was right because I couldn't let you hate me forever

rogue afterwards and I came back to challenge my father only to find out Quinn is carrying my pup" he pause clenching his

wish it wasn't mine unfortunately it was mine. I promise your parents we will tell you when you come back

my mate. I guess I wanted to play a perfect father since my family was all fuck up" he shook

can never be that guy. I didn't want

wanted to live with you in those moments. I was selfish because I was fucking in love and I couldn't

confession and I don't even know what to do

interrupted and today I was about to confess everything that is why everyone was there but I guess I was too late

times we were alone and the time he told me he wasn't a good person to me before. He fell in

who says that everything is going to

mine too. He did gave me

more hurt than anyone because I did not

as your mate. I am really sorry for everything but do know that loving you was not a