Lie To Me Alpha

I cry rubbing my arms not knowing where I am right now. I don't even know what is going to happen to me.

Everything in my life was a lie, his love was a lie, my life is nothing but a lie and I can't even breathe anymore.

Every steps I take suffocates me. I badly wanted to breathe but everything is taking all of my energy. I sat under a tree trying to warm myself with eyes darting around me for any light to guide or even a soul to help me.

Gradually piece by piece I am losing all of me. Actually no I am already lost and alone with no one to turn to not even my grandma.

No definitely not her as I just don't want to give her a heart attack now.

I hear leaves twixt and I turn to find Matteo and I shut my eyes refusing to look at him. I thought I already set things with him and others yet he still followed me.

"Addasah" I close my ears with my hands refusing to listen to his voice.

Shaking my head no I refuse to listen or see him as my tears drops from my eyes.

I felt hands on my hands holding me in place and I cry out loud like a child in front of him.

I fell into his chest sobbing out then pushing him away. I ended up punching him but he never fell down as his hold tighten around me.

The both of us now crying together in the middle of the woods. I didn't care what he thinks anymore but I just let every barriers and emotions I have been bottle up let go again.

He pull me back while I am still crying "shhhh" he tried to wipe them off but they just kept flowing from eyes nonstop.

"I" sob "love you" sob "that it's hurt so much" I sob between my words.2

Pushing away from him I stood up and shout at him with my tears never failing to stop

"Why? Why Matteo? Why not tell me now that all you do was for revenge and using me" I pointed to myself with anger.

you believe me if

have been giving you hints to tell me the truth through the past days but you never did... You lie to me.. Our love was base on a lie...

between the two of us "yet by all means please I need

already know some part of it but let me tell

pain through his eyes "but after I tell mine please do what I tell you do because I know it's what you needed. But please remember that I have and

for minutes not saying anything before he shook his head and repeated my

"why?"

fell in love and was selfish to let you go."

with Quinn and I did selfish choices

said I love words to you at the park I meant but it just that I was afraid to admit it

control my tears but I just couldn't

did waited for you to come back but nothing goes in my way. You see my father

I thought

"I became rogue afterwards and I came back to challenge my father only to find

mine. I promise your parents we will tell you when you come back and I thought you wouldn't be there that

mate. I guess I wanted to play a perfect father since

that guy. I didn't want to hurt you

father offer to keep the secret of you being compel. I took it because I wanted to live with you in those moments. I was selfish because I was fucking in

more hearing his confession and I don't even know what to do anymore whether to stay or

today I was about to confess everything that is why everyone was there but I guess I

back to all the times we were alone and the time he told me he wasn't a good person to me before. He

and over again he is right and I was always the one who says that everything is going to be okay, that I will always be there for him when

the promises I made were nothing but just empty ones. Somehow this wasn't his entire fault some part was mine too. He did gave me hints and even told me some part

is out and I am more

have to live with my lies. I'm sorry for being chosen as your mate. I am really sorry for everything but do know that loving you was not a lie. Every moment we spent together was never a lie for me because I did truly love you with all of