Lie To Me Alpha

I cry rubbing my arms not knowing where I am right now. I don't even know what is going to happen to me.

Everything in my life was a lie, his love was a lie, my life is nothing but a lie and I can't even breathe anymore.

Every steps I take suffocates me. I badly wanted to breathe but everything is taking all of my energy. I sat under a tree trying to warm myself with eyes darting around me for any light to guide or even a soul to help me.

Gradually piece by piece I am losing all of me. Actually no I am already lost and alone with no one to turn to not even my grandma.

No definitely not her as I just don't want to give her a heart attack now.

I hear leaves twixt and I turn to find Matteo and I shut my eyes refusing to look at him. I thought I already set things with him and others yet he still followed me.

"Addasah" I close my ears with my hands refusing to listen to his voice.

Shaking my head no I refuse to listen or see him as my tears drops from my eyes.

I felt hands on my hands holding me in place and I cry out loud like a child in front of him.

I fell into his chest sobbing out then pushing him away. I ended up punching him but he never fell down as his hold tighten around me.

The both of us now crying together in the middle of the woods. I didn't care what he thinks anymore but I just let every barriers and emotions I have been bottle up let go again.

He pull me back while I am still crying "shhhh" he tried to wipe them off but they just kept flowing from eyes nonstop.

"I" sob "love you" sob "that it's hurt so much" I sob between my words.2

Pushing away from him I stood up and shout at him with my tears never failing to stop

"Why? Why Matteo? Why not tell me now that all you do was for revenge and using me" I pointed to myself with anger.

you believe me if I tell you

don't know Matteo, I have been giving you hints to tell me the truth through the past days but you never did... You lie to me.. Our love was base on a lie... Maybe my dad has ask you to hid it from me but somehow you should have

took deep breaths and there was silence between the two of us "yet by all means please I need to know,

you and I know you already know some part of it but

I tell mine please do what I tell you do because I know it's what you needed. But please remember that

before he shook his head

"why?"

"I fell in love and was selfish to let you go." he began to explain

was in love with Quinn and I did selfish choices that even

at the park I meant but it just that I was afraid to admit it not until later on I

to control my tears but I just

Four years I did waited for you to come back but nothing goes in my way. You see my father doesn't want us together and he did everything

I did what I thought was right because I couldn't let you hate me

afterwards and I came back to challenge my father only

I wish it wasn't mine unfortunately it was mine. I promise your parents we will tell you

make her my mate. I guess I wanted to play a

that night everything went awry. I couldn't do it anymore, I can never be that guy. I didn't want to hurt you which was pretty too late. As the damage was done and you

I took it because I wanted to live with

broke even more hearing his confession and I don't even know what to do anymore whether to stay or

I try to but we're always interrupted and today I was about to confess everything that is why everyone was there

to all the times we were alone and the time he told me he wasn't

is right and I was always the one who says that everything is going to be okay, that I will always be there for him when the times

were nothing but just empty ones. Somehow this wasn't his entire fault some part was mine too. He did gave me hints and even told me some part of it but I too was selfish to be happy that I didn't even

out and I am more hurt than

sorry Addasah you have to live with my lies. I'm sorry for being chosen as your mate. I am really sorry for everything but do know that