Lie To Me Alpha

I cry rubbing my arms not knowing where I am right now. I don't even know what is going to happen to me.

Everything in my life was a lie, his love was a lie, my life is nothing but a lie and I can't even breathe anymore.

Every steps I take suffocates me. I badly wanted to breathe but everything is taking all of my energy. I sat under a tree trying to warm myself with eyes darting around me for any light to guide or even a soul to help me.

Gradually piece by piece I am losing all of me. Actually no I am already lost and alone with no one to turn to not even my grandma.

No definitely not her as I just don't want to give her a heart attack now.

I hear leaves twixt and I turn to find Matteo and I shut my eyes refusing to look at him. I thought I already set things with him and others yet he still followed me.

"Addasah" I close my ears with my hands refusing to listen to his voice.

Shaking my head no I refuse to listen or see him as my tears drops from my eyes.

I felt hands on my hands holding me in place and I cry out loud like a child in front of him.

I fell into his chest sobbing out then pushing him away. I ended up punching him but he never fell down as his hold tighten around me.

The both of us now crying together in the middle of the woods. I didn't care what he thinks anymore but I just let every barriers and emotions I have been bottle up let go again.

He pull me back while I am still crying "shhhh" he tried to wipe them off but they just kept flowing from eyes nonstop.

"I" sob "love you" sob "that it's hurt so much" I sob between my words.2

Pushing away from him I stood up and shout at him with my tears never failing to stop

"Why? Why Matteo? Why not tell me now that all you do was for revenge and using me" I pointed to myself with anger.

if

been giving you hints to tell me the truth through the past days but you never did... You lie to me.. Our love was base on a lie... Maybe my dad has ask you to hid it from me but somehow you

please I need to know, why did

some part of it but let me

please do what I tell you do because I know it's what you needed. But please

saying anything before he shook his head and repeated

"why?"

love and was selfish to let you go." he began to explain everything

in love with Quinn and I did

I said I love words to you at the park I meant but it just that I was afraid to admit it not until later

I just couldn't stop them as

in my

not your parents died. So I did what I thought was right because I couldn't let you hate me forever

became rogue afterwards and I came back to challenge my father only to

it and how I wish it wasn't mine unfortunately it was mine. I promise your parents we

I wanted to play a perfect father since my family

you show up that night everything went awry. I couldn't do it anymore, I can never be that guy. I didn't want to hurt you which was

it because I wanted to live with you in those moments. I was selfish because I was fucking in love

more hearing his confession and I don't even know what to do anymore whether to

try to tell you. Can you recall any of the moments I try to but we're always interrupted and today I was about to confess everything that is why

times we were alone and the time he told me he wasn't a good person to me

and I was always the one who says that everything is going to

promises I made were nothing but just empty ones. Somehow this wasn't his entire fault some part was mine too. He did gave me hints and even told

am more hurt than anyone because

with my lies. I'm sorry for being chosen as your mate. I am really sorry for everything but do know that loving you was not a lie. Every moment we spent together was never a lie for me because