Lie To Me Alpha

I cry rubbing my arms not knowing where I am right now. I don't even know what is going to happen to me.

Everything in my life was a lie, his love was a lie, my life is nothing but a lie and I can't even breathe anymore.

Every steps I take suffocates me. I badly wanted to breathe but everything is taking all of my energy. I sat under a tree trying to warm myself with eyes darting around me for any light to guide or even a soul to help me.

Gradually piece by piece I am losing all of me. Actually no I am already lost and alone with no one to turn to not even my grandma.

No definitely not her as I just don't want to give her a heart attack now.

I hear leaves twixt and I turn to find Matteo and I shut my eyes refusing to look at him. I thought I already set things with him and others yet he still followed me.

"Addasah" I close my ears with my hands refusing to listen to his voice.

Shaking my head no I refuse to listen or see him as my tears drops from my eyes.

I felt hands on my hands holding me in place and I cry out loud like a child in front of him.

I fell into his chest sobbing out then pushing him away. I ended up punching him but he never fell down as his hold tighten around me.

The both of us now crying together in the middle of the woods. I didn't care what he thinks anymore but I just let every barriers and emotions I have been bottle up let go again.

He pull me back while I am still crying "shhhh" he tried to wipe them off but they just kept flowing from eyes nonstop.

"I" sob "love you" sob "that it's hurt so much" I sob between my words.2

Pushing away from him I stood up and shout at him with my tears never failing to stop

"Why? Why Matteo? Why not tell me now that all you do was for revenge and using me" I pointed to myself with anger.

if I tell you

tell me the truth through the past days but you never did... You lie to me.. Our love was base on a lie... Maybe my dad has ask you to hid it from me but somehow you should have told me. I mean

deep breaths and there was silence between the two of us "yet by all means please I need to

know you already know some part of it but let

what I tell you do because I know it's what you needed. But please remember that I have and will always

stood there for minutes not saying anything before he shook his

"why?"

in love and was selfish to

was in love with Quinn and I did selfish choices that even now I'm not so proud

it just that I was afraid to admit it not until later on I realised that

but I just couldn't stop them as I

it. Four years I did waited for you to come back but nothing goes in my way. You see my father doesn't want us together and he did everything in his power to keep us

what I thought was right because I couldn't let you hate me forever if your parents died that

challenge my father only to find out Quinn is carrying my

undo it and how I wish it wasn't mine unfortunately it was mine. I promise your parents we will

to make her my mate. I guess I wanted to play a perfect father since my family was all

I couldn't do it anymore, I can never be that guy. I didn't want

I wanted to live with you in those moments. I

and I don't even know what to do anymore whether to stay or

to know I did try to tell you. Can you recall any of the moments I try to but we're always interrupted and today I was about to confess everything that is why everyone was there but

me he wasn't a good person

right and I was always the one who says that everything is going to be okay, that I will always be

just empty ones. Somehow this wasn't his entire fault some part was mine too. He did gave me hints and even told me some part of it but I

and I am more hurt than anyone because

I'm sorry for being chosen as your mate. I am really sorry for everything but do know that loving you was not a