Lie To Me Alpha

I cry rubbing my arms not knowing where I am right now. I don't even know what is going to happen to me.

Everything in my life was a lie, his love was a lie, my life is nothing but a lie and I can't even breathe anymore.

Every steps I take suffocates me. I badly wanted to breathe but everything is taking all of my energy. I sat under a tree trying to warm myself with eyes darting around me for any light to guide or even a soul to help me.

Gradually piece by piece I am losing all of me. Actually no I am already lost and alone with no one to turn to not even my grandma.

No definitely not her as I just don't want to give her a heart attack now.

I hear leaves twixt and I turn to find Matteo and I shut my eyes refusing to look at him. I thought I already set things with him and others yet he still followed me.

"Addasah" I close my ears with my hands refusing to listen to his voice.

Shaking my head no I refuse to listen or see him as my tears drops from my eyes.

I felt hands on my hands holding me in place and I cry out loud like a child in front of him.

I fell into his chest sobbing out then pushing him away. I ended up punching him but he never fell down as his hold tighten around me.

The both of us now crying together in the middle of the woods. I didn't care what he thinks anymore but I just let every barriers and emotions I have been bottle up let go again.

He pull me back while I am still crying "shhhh" he tried to wipe them off but they just kept flowing from eyes nonstop.

"I" sob "love you" sob "that it's hurt so much" I sob between my words.2

Pushing away from him I stood up and shout at him with my tears never failing to stop

"Why? Why Matteo? Why not tell me now that all you do was for revenge and using me" I pointed to myself with anger.

you believe me if

giving you hints to tell me the truth through the past days but you never did... You lie to me.. Our love was base on a lie... Maybe my dad has ask you

there was silence between the two of us "yet by all means please I need to know, why did

some part of

tell you do because I know it's what you

before he shook

"why?"

to me "I fell in love and was selfish to

thought I was in love with Quinn and I did

to you at the park I meant but it just that I

try to control my tears but I just couldn't stop them

for you to come back but nothing goes in my way. You see my father doesn't want us together and he did

your parents died. So I did what I thought was right because I couldn't let you hate

to the other side "I became rogue afterwards and I came back to challenge

undo it and how I wish it wasn't mine unfortunately it was mine. I promise your parents we will tell you when you

I wanted to play a perfect father since

guy. I didn't want to hurt you which was pretty too late. As the damage was done and you were force

live with you in those moments. I was selfish because I was fucking in love and I

even know what to do

of the moments I try to but we're always interrupted and today I was about to confess everything that is why

told me he wasn't a good

it over and over again he is right and I was always the one who says that everything is going to be okay, that I

wasn't his entire fault some part was mine too. He did gave me hints and even told me some part of it but

more hurt than anyone because I did

know that loving you was not a lie. Every moment we spent together was never a lie for me because I