Lie To Me Alpha

I cry rubbing my arms not knowing where I am right now. I don't even know what is going to happen to me.

Everything in my life was a lie, his love was a lie, my life is nothing but a lie and I can't even breathe anymore.

Every steps I take suffocates me. I badly wanted to breathe but everything is taking all of my energy. I sat under a tree trying to warm myself with eyes darting around me for any light to guide or even a soul to help me.

Gradually piece by piece I am losing all of me. Actually no I am already lost and alone with no one to turn to not even my grandma.

No definitely not her as I just don't want to give her a heart attack now.

I hear leaves twixt and I turn to find Matteo and I shut my eyes refusing to look at him. I thought I already set things with him and others yet he still followed me.

"Addasah" I close my ears with my hands refusing to listen to his voice.

Shaking my head no I refuse to listen or see him as my tears drops from my eyes.

I felt hands on my hands holding me in place and I cry out loud like a child in front of him.

I fell into his chest sobbing out then pushing him away. I ended up punching him but he never fell down as his hold tighten around me.

The both of us now crying together in the middle of the woods. I didn't care what he thinks anymore but I just let every barriers and emotions I have been bottle up let go again.

He pull me back while I am still crying "shhhh" he tried to wipe them off but they just kept flowing from eyes nonstop.

"I" sob "love you" sob "that it's hurt so much" I sob between my words.2

Pushing away from him I stood up and shout at him with my tears never failing to stop

"Why? Why Matteo? Why not tell me now that all you do was for revenge and using me" I pointed to myself with anger.

believe me if

to tell me the truth through the past days but you never did... You lie to me.. Our love was base on a lie... Maybe my dad has ask you to hid it from me but somehow you should have

please I need to know, why did you hurt me like this?" I beg

know you already know some part of it but let me

pain through his eyes "but after I tell mine please do what I tell you do because I know it's what you needed. But please remember that I have

anything before he shook his head and

"why?"

"I fell in love and was

was in love with Quinn and I did selfish choices

meant but it just that I was afraid to admit it not

control my tears but I just couldn't stop

Four years I did waited for you to come back but nothing goes in my way. You see my father doesn't

died. So I did what I thought

came back to challenge my father only to find out Quinn is

promise your parents we will tell you when you come back and I thought

I decide to make her my mate. I guess I wanted to play a perfect father since my family

it anymore, I can never be that guy. I didn't want to hurt

you being compel. I took it because I wanted to live

confession and I don't even know what to do anymore whether to

try to tell you. Can you recall any of the moments I try to but we're always interrupted and today I was about to

back to all the times we were alone and the time he told me he wasn't a good

one who says that everything is going to be okay, that I

some part was mine too. He did gave me hints and even told

and I am more hurt than anyone because I did not

that loving you was not