Life After the Storm

I am struggling to figure out what I need to do with my life now that the Alpha punished me by making me stay in the pack house. I have no privacy at all. I am not really sure why he would want me in the pack house especially with him being there he doesn't want anyone to know he found his mate. I try to stay away from everybody. I don't talk to anybody. I just don't feel comfortable. This is not my family. I don't belong. All I crave is to be alone. As I go up to my room I feel a sharp pain in my chest and am not really sure what is happening. Star says it's our mate he is with another woman. Not understanding why, but rage overcomes me. I follow his scent to his bedroom knowing that another woman is in his Room. I kicked the door open and they both jumped out of their skin. I grab the bitch by the hair and put her up against the wall. I then growled out “mine.”

“What the fuck are you doing, get the fuck out of my room.”

The rage that is overcoming my body feels amazing as the little she wolf  tries to defend herself. My father trained my brother and I as kids to defend ourselves very well if I may add. She has know chance of defeating me when she realizes she is defeated and runs over to him. 

“Ivan are you just going to let her do that to me.”

“What is it your just his little whore you could never give him the pleasure that I could give him.”

“That is enough get the fuck out of my room.”

“Fine you want to play that game, two can play this game let's play.”

I walk out of his room, I see Sam, I grab a hold of him and drag him behind me. We go into my room.

“What is going on are you okay.”

“Do you have a girlfriend?”

“No!”

My lips connect to his as my body starts burning up with lust, his touch feeling more amazing than I could ever imagine.

“What are you doing?”

the Alpha jealous he is fucking some bitch, so I'm going to fuck you is that

“So you're using me?”

my sentence before the Alpha storms

help you

the fuck out of her room you are not to come back

him, so it allows him to get up. I am not even sure why the Alpha is even pissed. I know he felt the same pain I felt. It's his fault I still hate him. I just want a taste. I can see the lust in his eyes, I know what is about to happen. I have never been with anyone, this will be my

you doing trying to

is my friend, we were

acting like this, I won't allow

don't want to be my mate, that is

my wolf does, he doesn't like it when you're getting pleasure from someone

close to him wanting to tease him craving his touch. My lips are right in front of his. I can feel his breath on my skin. It's exhilarating. All I want is him to pleasure me. I want to feel something. I don't want him to love me, I don't want him to be with me all I want is the

don't you give me the pleasure

in pleasure wanting more. He rips my shirt off and starts kissing down my chest as he crest my breast and sucks on my nipples. I moan out in pleasure, loving how good he is making me feel. He goes to pick me up as I wrap my legs around his body, he

like it, so I know how to pleasure

just do it anyway you want to do

matter you have had sex

looks at me, I don't know how to respond. I never had done anything with anyone. I wanted to save it for my mate.

I haven't what does it

I can't be the one that takes

me seriously get out of