Life After the Storm

I am struggling to figure out what I need to do with my life now that the Alpha punished me by making me stay in the pack house. I have no privacy at all. I am not really sure why he would want me in the pack house especially with him being there he doesn't want anyone to know he found his mate. I try to stay away from everybody. I don't talk to anybody. I just don't feel comfortable. This is not my family. I don't belong. All I crave is to be alone. As I go up to my room I feel a sharp pain in my chest and am not really sure what is happening. Star says it's our mate he is with another woman. Not understanding why, but rage overcomes me. I follow his scent to his bedroom knowing that another woman is in his Room. I kicked the door open and they both jumped out of their skin. I grab the bitch by the hair and put her up against the wall. I then growled out “mine.”

“What the fuck are you doing, get the fuck out of my room.”

The rage that is overcoming my body feels amazing as the little she wolf  tries to defend herself. My father trained my brother and I as kids to defend ourselves very well if I may add. She has know chance of defeating me when she realizes she is defeated and runs over to him. 

“Ivan are you just going to let her do that to me.”

“What is it your just his little whore you could never give him the pleasure that I could give him.”

“That is enough get the fuck out of my room.”

“Fine you want to play that game, two can play this game let's play.”

I walk out of his room, I see Sam, I grab a hold of him and drag him behind me. We go into my room.

“What is going on are you okay.”

“Do you have a girlfriend?”

“No!”

My lips connect to his as my body starts burning up with lust, his touch feeling more amazing than I could ever imagine.

“What are you doing?”

making the Alpha jealous he is fucking some bitch, so I'm going to fuck you

“So you're using me?”

finish my sentence before the Alpha storms in. I'm half

help you with

of her room you are not to come

am not even sure why the Alpha is even pissed. I know he felt the same pain I felt. It's his fault I still hate him. I just want a taste. I can see the lust in his eyes, I know what is about to happen. I have

trying to fuck

is my friend, we were just

can't be acting like this, I

to be my mate, that is fine, but you don't

does, he doesn't like it when you're getting pleasure from someone

is him to pleasure me. I want to feel something. I don't want him to love me, I don't want him to be with me all I want is

don't you give me the pleasure that I crave?'' I whisper into his

kissing down my chest as he crest my breast and sucks on my nipples. I moan out in pleasure, loving how good he is making me feel. He goes to pick me up as I wrap my legs around his body, he carries

it, so I know how

just do it anyway you want to do

mean it doesn't matter you have

had done anything with anyone. I wanted to save it for my mate. I never

if I haven't what

I can't be the one that takes

seriously get out of