Life After the Storm

As I approached his door I go to knock. I became nervous. I was never nervous before. It's different now. I'm not afraid of Landon, it's just I'm hesitant because of what he has done to me. I should have stopped him, but I allowed it. I'm not sure if I am going to be able to just forget about it. I want to pretend that it never happened. 

As the door opens I see that it is Jayden, His eyes go bright once he realizes it's me. I will say I like the excitement that I see in him When I approach him. To see how my appearance just gives him such joy.

"Lilly, you're here I've been waiting for you all day it seemed like forever I was starting to worry that you might not come."

"Yes, it is really me it did seem like forever I missed you so much. I would never not show up for you."

As I scrunched down to his height I open my arms for a much-needed hug as he runs into my chest and my arms wrapped around him and I squeeze all I feel is comfort. Once our bodies connect, I feel more relaxed than I have in days. I have missed him so much, I'm grateful to finally see him.

I go to stand, and he grabs a hold of my hand, his little hand holds on to mine so tight like he is not allowing me to run away from him. Knowing I never would when I'm with him, it's also like I'm complete. As we run into the kitchen, I see Landon.

"Daddy she's here she finally got here."

"I see that buddy I told you that she would be here that you had nothing to worry about."

I try to stay calm, but his presence is making me feel uneasy. I'm not afraid of him, I think I'm more hurt. "So what are we having?" 

Trying so hard to be pleasant, not wanting to spoil this time I have to spend with Jayden. Worried that if I angered him that he might not allow me to spend time with Jayden again.

Jayden looks at me with a big smile on his face "it's only going to be you and me Lilly daddy's actually going to serve us."

"What are we having?"

daddy knows how to make

well. "It's

spaghetti is my

buddy why don't you take these plates into

help him but Landon grabs my hand "Lily could I please talk to

something to say, and I want to hear it. As angry as I am at him or hurt, Not really sure which one it is yet. I want to hear what

couple months and finding out things about Jayden, I blamed you. I'm sorry. I hope that you

see the sorrow in his eyes, I can tell that he is truly sorry. I want to forgive him. I'm just not so sure if it’s too soon, I don't want him to think that he is allowed to take advantage of me. "Landon, you hurt me. I want to forgive you, but please just give me some

, you better get in, their dinner will

walk away from him hoping that I can get over what has happened. When I see Jayden waiting patiently I'm surprised I have never seen him so still. I go to

as he rushes over to me, I see him grab the chair, and

"well thank

"Your welcome Lilly."

have some then I begin eating. I look over to see Jayden have spaghetti all over his face. I wonder what

quiet because of Jayden's mouth being so full of spaghetti. I don't think that he has ever been this quiet, I giggled. As I hear a sound, I look back into the kitchen, I see Landon eating. He looks up at

but I still want to taste him. I can feel the room become warm imagining him touching me all over as I begin to

Jayden yelling my name "Lilly Lilly Lilly

I'm sorry I spaced out

how