Life After the Storm

As I approached his door I go to knock. I became nervous. I was never nervous before. It's different now. I'm not afraid of Landon, it's just I'm hesitant because of what he has done to me. I should have stopped him, but I allowed it. I'm not sure if I am going to be able to just forget about it. I want to pretend that it never happened. 

As the door opens I see that it is Jayden, His eyes go bright once he realizes it's me. I will say I like the excitement that I see in him When I approach him. To see how my appearance just gives him such joy.

"Lilly, you're here I've been waiting for you all day it seemed like forever I was starting to worry that you might not come."

"Yes, it is really me it did seem like forever I missed you so much. I would never not show up for you."

As I scrunched down to his height I open my arms for a much-needed hug as he runs into my chest and my arms wrapped around him and I squeeze all I feel is comfort. Once our bodies connect, I feel more relaxed than I have in days. I have missed him so much, I'm grateful to finally see him.

I go to stand, and he grabs a hold of my hand, his little hand holds on to mine so tight like he is not allowing me to run away from him. Knowing I never would when I'm with him, it's also like I'm complete. As we run into the kitchen, I see Landon.

"Daddy she's here she finally got here."

"I see that buddy I told you that she would be here that you had nothing to worry about."

I try to stay calm, but his presence is making me feel uneasy. I'm not afraid of him, I think I'm more hurt. "So what are we having?" 

Trying so hard to be pleasant, not wanting to spoil this time I have to spend with Jayden. Worried that if I angered him that he might not allow me to spend time with Jayden again.

Jayden looks at me with a big smile on his face "it's only going to be you and me Lilly daddy's actually going to serve us."

"What are we having?"

that daddy knows

laugh and I smile well. "It's a good thing that

is my favorite

don't you take these plates into the dining room and go set the table

my hand "Lily could I please talk to you

has something to say, and I want to hear it. As angry as I am at him or hurt, Not really sure which one

day I'm sorry I took everything out on you, I was jealous of the relationship that you and Jaden had built. In just these couple months and finding out things about Jayden, I blamed you. I'm sorry. I hope that you can find a way to forgive me, I didn't want to

he is truly sorry. I want to forgive him. I'm just not so sure if it’s too soon, I don't want him to think that he is allowed to take advantage of me.

, you better get in, their

hoping that I can get over what has happened. When I see Jayden waiting patiently I'm surprised I have never seen him so still. I go to sit down, Jayden jumps up and runs over

tracks as he rushes over to me, I see him grab the chair, and he pulls it out for me to

smile "well thank you

"Your welcome Lilly."

eating. I look over to see Jayden have spaghetti all over his face. I wonder what Landon is doing, even though I shouldn't care. I feel

is so quiet because of Jayden's mouth being so full of spaghetti. I don't think that he has ever been this quiet, I giggled. As I hear a sound, I look back into the kitchen, I see Landon eating. He looks up

on me that he can hurt me, but I still want to taste him. I can feel the room become warm imagining him touching me all over as I begin to get wet. I try to not lose

by Jayden yelling my name "Lilly Lilly Lilly hello why are you not

over Jayden oh I'm sorry I spaced out I didn't

how is