Life After the Storm

As I approached his door I go to knock. I became nervous. I was never nervous before. It's different now. I'm not afraid of Landon, it's just I'm hesitant because of what he has done to me. I should have stopped him, but I allowed it. I'm not sure if I am going to be able to just forget about it. I want to pretend that it never happened. 

As the door opens I see that it is Jayden, His eyes go bright once he realizes it's me. I will say I like the excitement that I see in him When I approach him. To see how my appearance just gives him such joy.

"Lilly, you're here I've been waiting for you all day it seemed like forever I was starting to worry that you might not come."

"Yes, it is really me it did seem like forever I missed you so much. I would never not show up for you."

As I scrunched down to his height I open my arms for a much-needed hug as he runs into my chest and my arms wrapped around him and I squeeze all I feel is comfort. Once our bodies connect, I feel more relaxed than I have in days. I have missed him so much, I'm grateful to finally see him.

I go to stand, and he grabs a hold of my hand, his little hand holds on to mine so tight like he is not allowing me to run away from him. Knowing I never would when I'm with him, it's also like I'm complete. As we run into the kitchen, I see Landon.

"Daddy she's here she finally got here."

"I see that buddy I told you that she would be here that you had nothing to worry about."

I try to stay calm, but his presence is making me feel uneasy. I'm not afraid of him, I think I'm more hurt. "So what are we having?" 

Trying so hard to be pleasant, not wanting to spoil this time I have to spend with Jayden. Worried that if I angered him that he might not allow me to spend time with Jayden again.

Jayden looks at me with a big smile on his face "it's only going to be you and me Lilly daddy's actually going to serve us."

"What are we having?"

thing that daddy knows how to

lets out a laugh and I smile well. "It's a

spaghetti is my favorite

why don't you take these plates into the

but Landon grabs my hand "Lily could I please talk to you

want to hear it. As angry as I am at

other day I'm sorry I took everything out on you, I was jealous of the relationship that you and Jaden had built. In just these couple months and finding out things about Jayden, I blamed you. I'm sorry. I hope that you can find a way to forgive me, I didn't want

it’s too soon, I don't want him to think

much time as you need Lilly , you better get in, their dinner

waiting patiently I'm surprised

I see him grab the chair, and he pulls it out for me to sit"ok Lilly

smile "well

"Your welcome Lilly."

then I begin eating. I look over to see Jayden have spaghetti all over his face. I wonder

been this quiet, I giggled. As I hear a sound, I look back into the kitchen, I see Landon eating. He looks up at me, I see the lust in

can't help but crave him, also. Uncertain what effect he has on me that he can hurt me, but I still want to taste him. I can feel the

reminded by Jayden yelling my name "Lilly Lilly Lilly hello why are you not

Jayden oh I'm sorry I spaced

ok, how