Life After the Storm

As soon as I get out the door, I shift into my Wolf. As I hear Star howl I am so relieved she's happy. She takes off and we run as fast as we can loving the chilly breeze going through our Fur. I can tell that she enjoys it just as much as I do.

I'm sorry Lily with everything that has happened I had to regain control. Finding out we are pregnant and everything that has happened with our mate. Especially the fact that we are about to be parents. I'm freaking out. I needed time to absorb all of it. I'm sorry I'd never left you. I was always there, just silent.

It's OK Star. I'm just happy that you're back. We all need time to adjust to our new life that we are given. We are going to be parents and I know I am scared, and I guarantee that you are too. Everything has changed so fast but one thing that has not changed is we have each other forever.

Lilly, I want us to find out what we are. I know that Dean was supposed to start training but why hasn't he.

I don't know I forgot everything that has happened with Jayden, I forgot I don't know why he hasn't even approached me about it.

We need to find out what our abilities are, so we can protect our pup from whatever is to come. If we have each other, there is no questioning our safety, we will protect each other at all costs. We need to join a pack Lilly. I want to stay here. I want to be a part of this pack.

Oh, star I don't know if it's the right choice to be a part of the pack. Landon is great sometimes when he wants to be, anyway. He has so many different mood swings he's so hard to follow.

Lilly, you and I both know that we are where we are supposed to be. That there is nowhere else more than we belong to. I know that we have our issues here, but this is our pack. I think that we really should make it official. Especially before our pup is born she will need a place to belong.

to be rejected again. It was

take a break, finding out I'm having a girl. I'm excited. I 've been trying to forget that I was even pregnant but finding out I'm having a girl has made it real. A feeling coming over me, needing to protect her. Not wanting her

Ivan he will be able to sense what I have done. As I'm feeling like I'm being watched I stare up to the top of wicked falls, a smell overcomes me. It's the most amazing smell that I have

I know who it is, but I'm frozen. "Lilly, is

Ivan. I'm not scared, just turned on by his scent. I can't control myself. My body doesn't listen to my mind as I shift and stand there naked I hear him let out a growl knowing my body is exposed for

As I push him down to the ground, he falls back easily and allows me to do as I please. I get on top of him waiting to be satisfied loving being in control. It's time for me to take what I want from him. As I

feeling it throbbing in my hand. I bit my lip full of excitement Once I get his feel length inside I began to fuck him.

move. Loving the way it feels and my body wanting more of him. I can't stop even though I don't want

me through. As I go to get up, he puts his arms around me gently with barely

for what I have done

eyes, "I'm not going back with you, I

he is angry. "You belong with me,