I continue to walk up to Jayden to talk to him about last night, "Hey buddy, I'm sorry for just taking off."
But when I speak, it's like I have no words. He acted like he didn't hear me and just walked to Landon. "Daddy, can we please go home now."?
I'm confused as to why he is treating me like this. I have done nothing but be nice to him, but instead he is now acting like I don't exist. I want to chase after him. But I will not beg to be loved. As I held my tears back, Dean approached me. "Lilly, is there something that you need?"
"Why are you not helping me with my abilities? You said that you would begin my training, but you have done nothing?"
"I was waiting for you to become a member of the pack, so you would have a bond with a pack."
"As you can tell, I'm not wanted here, to be honest, I'm not wanted anywhere."
"Lilly, I wouldn't be so sure that you are not wanted here. I know that you are, and that you are even loved here."
"Landon hates me and now Jayden."
does not hate you, he is a 5-year-old boy that is still grieving the loss of his mother. You come along and you're making him face it. He was able to be with her by hurting himself, but promising you
last night no matter what it was for it hurt him reminding how easy it is
him. "I'm sorry about yesterday,
holding on to me for dear life. So, I just hold him and allow him to decide when he is ready to let go. "Lilly, I know you didn't do anything
any way you could forgive
I'm sorry for being
forgiven, let's do something
you want to
don't
go back to my house and watch the movie
sounds wonderful, if it's OK with your
doesn't care, he's just angry, it's always my fault no matter what. "No, actually it
talking about? Why is it that no matter what I do, it's never good enough for you? You always have
push this back on me Lilly, it was
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