Love Aint Always Pretty

Appetency

- a strong desire

Origin: English

26

I stared at myself in front of the mirror wearing this white bikini with this red cover up. Tracy barged into the bathroom all of a sudden and I quickly covered my body with the cover up. She stares at me on the mirror and starts smiling.

"I have a big stomach from that cheesecake and a few barbecues." I joked.

Tracy laughs, "Are you kidding me? Look at mine as well."

She starts walking towards where I was standing and stands behind me. Tracy starts untanglng my braided hair. "Let your hair down. It'll make those boys drool. Well, except for my baby Clyde."

I smiled.

She puts some parts of my wavy hair over my chest and pulls me facing towards her.

"Penny is wearing this ugly bikini so strut your ass. Don't cover it." She tries to open the cover up and I let her see.

"Gosh Savannah your boobs are big! I mean it shows over your blouses but when it's bare like this, it's... Wow."

I blushed. "Okay. Okay. Don't go lesbo over my titties."

She laughs. "Now let's go. And stop covering it."

I just nod.

Both of us walked out of the bathroom and headed downstairs. Tracy said I was the only one who didn't go out to the lake yet. I was still doubting whether I should go out or not cos my stomach feels so full. When we headed out to the backyard, Tracy was holding my hand while the others were merrying around and dancing to the slutty club music. I quickly looked for Nick cos I haven't seen him after dinner. I see Aries and Alec making a bonfire then from out of nowhere I see Nick, topless, bringing a few logs alongside Romeo.

"Wow Savannah. You look so hot." Romeo acknowledging my arrival.

Nick quickly moved his head to me and it wasn't his first time to see me like this but I'm still getting a little bit shy. Aries and Alec were staring at me too. Usually my bikini is a one piece cos I'm not that confident about my body and my skin and I'm not used to wearing two pieces.

"She is, isn't she?" Tracy commented.

"You do look pretty damn fine." Alec said.

I blushed. "Yeah thanks."

"Ah there's my babe! Cmon Trace, let's go swimming! Wow! Looking amazing Savannah!" Clyde appears and walks closer to us.

"Thanks Clyde." I said.

"Wanna join us Savannah?" Tracy asked.

"Maybe a little later." I answered.

"Alright. Suit yourself." Trace says before hopping over Clyde's back.

"Savannah." Nick calls out to me.

I turned to him. "Yeah?"

I'm hoping he's going to compliment me like how they complimented me. Compliment what I'm wearing Nick. Come on. Please. I'm only having the courage to wear this cos of you, cos I want to tease you.

"Since you're the only one who's not doing anything right now, I need you to help me bring out more ice." Nick said strongly and sounded kissed.

"Nick." Tracy called out to him, telling him he's being rude again.

Is he mad? What did I do?

"It's okay." I snapped. "I'll just help."

Nick starts to walk and I was just following him. I was a few steps away from him and he didn't seem to wait for me. We reached the door and well he did open it for me and he leads the way to the kitchen. He walked around the bar and I was just silently following him.

with again? Ice right?" I

blue. I tried to catch my breathing. He bites his lower lip while he's looking

us away from them."

Oh god Nick.

we need to

were really

body couldn't make me

and kissed his lips briefly. It

look amazing tonight."

seen me naked or with my underwear on me. This is

He says before pressing his lips

my cheek is starting to tighten a little but it's not hurting me. He starts walking me closer and closer to the bar then pushes my back against it. His hand running over

"Oh my.." I moaned.

loud but I wouldn't want the others to know what we were doing here. My back was facing the kitchen door so he must be

a sudden he quickly pulled himself away and his fingers slipped out

"Oh shit." I cursed.

the three of us were quiet. Deafeningly quiet. Nick starts walking closer to

seen a bottle opener here?" Im glad it was

I exhaled.

one?" Nick asked while

Oh, there it

out as he head out of

breathe in fully then exhaled. Nick glared

me while we walked along the hallways of this house. Suddenly he rubs my arm with his free

almost got caught,

steals a kiss from my lips before opening the

walk out of the door. Both of us finally joined the others and I sat down with Aries on the bonfire while Nick was busy preparing the drinks with Alec but still gazing at us. Every time he looks at me being with Aries, I feel if like he's jealous. He

the bonfire with us and we made a little circle. Tracy sat right next to me and Nick was sitting right across of where I was right next to Alec. Romeo starts giving out beers to us and I don't think I'm drinking much tonight cos I wouldn't

Tracy." Romeo raised his

of us did

birthday." I whispered to

gave me a quick hug. "Thanks

were just laughing along then a few horror stories. Since no one from the circle knows how to play a guitar, they just turned the music a little louder. Penny was already grinding on

Penny

of us turned

bottle!" She chimed while pulling out an empty

as I want it to be. Me and Nick ended up fighting and I ended up crying. Everyone seemed so game with it and I personally think it's too childish for them to play. They moved away from the bonfire so it won't be in

playing angel?"

The first time I played this with them seemed a

to play again?" He

what they say, you wouldn't have fun

He chuckle. "Right."

playing this

want

not."

us

her join. She's already twenty. She's

the youngest here but she's

at me and paused

at him.

I met."

is it breaking my heart? I know we should stay as a secret and we talked about it

far. Savannah's my friend and you're being rude to her again. And I'm playing whether you like it

all joyous and were laughing by the ridiculous dates they're giving out. I was smiling ruefully and I always feel that Nick is looking at me, waiting for me

Savannah!!" Tracy

the one to give you your dare." Penny

had to be her who

or dare?" Penny arched

I said right

shock cos she turned to face me. Penny was smiling evilly,

I gulped.