Love Aint Always Pretty

Appetency

- a strong desire

Origin: English

26

I stared at myself in front of the mirror wearing this white bikini with this red cover up. Tracy barged into the bathroom all of a sudden and I quickly covered my body with the cover up. She stares at me on the mirror and starts smiling.

"I have a big stomach from that cheesecake and a few barbecues." I joked.

Tracy laughs, "Are you kidding me? Look at mine as well."

She starts walking towards where I was standing and stands behind me. Tracy starts untanglng my braided hair. "Let your hair down. It'll make those boys drool. Well, except for my baby Clyde."

I smiled.

She puts some parts of my wavy hair over my chest and pulls me facing towards her.

"Penny is wearing this ugly bikini so strut your ass. Don't cover it." She tries to open the cover up and I let her see.

"Gosh Savannah your boobs are big! I mean it shows over your blouses but when it's bare like this, it's... Wow."

I blushed. "Okay. Okay. Don't go lesbo over my titties."

She laughs. "Now let's go. And stop covering it."

I just nod.

Both of us walked out of the bathroom and headed downstairs. Tracy said I was the only one who didn't go out to the lake yet. I was still doubting whether I should go out or not cos my stomach feels so full. When we headed out to the backyard, Tracy was holding my hand while the others were merrying around and dancing to the slutty club music. I quickly looked for Nick cos I haven't seen him after dinner. I see Aries and Alec making a bonfire then from out of nowhere I see Nick, topless, bringing a few logs alongside Romeo.

"Wow Savannah. You look so hot." Romeo acknowledging my arrival.

Nick quickly moved his head to me and it wasn't his first time to see me like this but I'm still getting a little bit shy. Aries and Alec were staring at me too. Usually my bikini is a one piece cos I'm not that confident about my body and my skin and I'm not used to wearing two pieces.

"She is, isn't she?" Tracy commented.

"You do look pretty damn fine." Alec said.

I blushed. "Yeah thanks."

"Ah there's my babe! Cmon Trace, let's go swimming! Wow! Looking amazing Savannah!" Clyde appears and walks closer to us.

"Thanks Clyde." I said.

"Wanna join us Savannah?" Tracy asked.

"Maybe a little later." I answered.

"Alright. Suit yourself." Trace says before hopping over Clyde's back.

"Savannah." Nick calls out to me.

I turned to him. "Yeah?"

I'm hoping he's going to compliment me like how they complimented me. Compliment what I'm wearing Nick. Come on. Please. I'm only having the courage to wear this cos of you, cos I want to tease you.

"Since you're the only one who's not doing anything right now, I need you to help me bring out more ice." Nick said strongly and sounded kissed.

"Nick." Tracy called out to him, telling him he's being rude again.

Is he mad? What did I do?

"It's okay." I snapped. "I'll just help."

Nick starts to walk and I was just following him. I was a few steps away from him and he didn't seem to wait for me. We reached the door and well he did open it for me and he leads the way to the kitchen. He walked around the bar and I was just silently following him.

I help you with again?

out of the blue. I tried to catch my breathing. He bites his lower lip while he's looking right at me. Damn. So he just did that a while ago to excuse us from them

to get us away

Oh god Nick.

we need to be

are one great actor. I thought you were really

bodacious body couldn't

his

look amazing

already seen me naked or with my underwear on me.

surprise me." He says before pressing

not hurting me. He starts walking me closer and closer to the bar then pushes my back against it. His hand running over my breast down to my stomach and then pulls my underwear to the side as he slides two fingers

"Oh my.." I moaned.

I wouldn't want the others to know what we were doing here. My back was facing the kitchen door so he must be fully

a sudden he quickly pulled himself away and his fingers slipped out of me. He fixed my underwear.

"Oh shit." I cursed.

at us and the three of us were quiet. Deafeningly quiet. Nick starts walking closer to the refrigerator and

seen a bottle opener here?" Im

I exhaled.

one?" Nick asked

there it

with ice, bro." He called out as

exhaled. Nick

to the door. He was just right behind me while we walked along the hallways of this house. Suddenly he rubs

caught, Nick." I

steals a kiss

still gazing at us. Every time he looks at me being with Aries, I feel if like he's jealous. He makes me think that he doesn't want me around Aries. His gazes feels like it's giving me a warning telling that me he owns me and I'm not allowed to flirt but he has no hold on me. He said no commitment but why do I feel like he's

made a little circle. Tracy sat right next to me and Nick was sitting right across of where I was right next to Alec. Romeo starts giving out beers

Romeo

us

birthday." I whispered to

and gave me a quick hug. "Thanks

circle knows how to play a guitar, they just turned the music a little louder. Penny was already grinding on her seat and eyeing in Nick. She's such a bitch. She gets bitchier

Penny starts to

of us

bottle!" She chimed while pulling out an

fighting and I ended up crying. Everyone seemed so game with it and I personally think it's too childish for them to play. They moved away from the bonfire so it won't be in the middle of us. A

playing angel?" Aries

first time I played this with them seemed a bit

going to play again?"

know what they say, you wouldn't have fun if

He chuckle. "Right."

you playing this time Tracy?"

I want to."

not."

us

already twenty. She's not

Savannah's the youngest here but she's playing anyways." Alex

me and paused with what he

at him.

someone I met."

my head down as I was secretly pinching the skin in my wrist. It hurt me when he said that. It's really hurting me. What he said was true but why is it breaking my heart? I know we should stay as a secret and we talked about it to have it that way but why does it hurt? Why does it hurt being neglected right in front of your face? I couldn't look at Nick any longer cos I feel so mad. But why am I

far. Savannah's my friend and you're being rude to her again. And I'm playing whether you like

them, they were all joyous and were laughing by the ridiculous dates they're giving out. I was smiling ruefully and I always feel that Nick is looking at me, waiting for me to turn to him or glance a little bit

Savannah!!" Tracy

to give you your

to be her who

Penny

said right

seemed shock cos she turned to face me. Penny was smiling

I gulped.