Love Aint Always Pretty

Appetency

- a strong desire

Origin: English

26

I stared at myself in front of the mirror wearing this white bikini with this red cover up. Tracy barged into the bathroom all of a sudden and I quickly covered my body with the cover up. She stares at me on the mirror and starts smiling.

"I have a big stomach from that cheesecake and a few barbecues." I joked.

Tracy laughs, "Are you kidding me? Look at mine as well."

She starts walking towards where I was standing and stands behind me. Tracy starts untanglng my braided hair. "Let your hair down. It'll make those boys drool. Well, except for my baby Clyde."

I smiled.

She puts some parts of my wavy hair over my chest and pulls me facing towards her.

"Penny is wearing this ugly bikini so strut your ass. Don't cover it." She tries to open the cover up and I let her see.

"Gosh Savannah your boobs are big! I mean it shows over your blouses but when it's bare like this, it's... Wow."

I blushed. "Okay. Okay. Don't go lesbo over my titties."

She laughs. "Now let's go. And stop covering it."

I just nod.

Both of us walked out of the bathroom and headed downstairs. Tracy said I was the only one who didn't go out to the lake yet. I was still doubting whether I should go out or not cos my stomach feels so full. When we headed out to the backyard, Tracy was holding my hand while the others were merrying around and dancing to the slutty club music. I quickly looked for Nick cos I haven't seen him after dinner. I see Aries and Alec making a bonfire then from out of nowhere I see Nick, topless, bringing a few logs alongside Romeo.

"Wow Savannah. You look so hot." Romeo acknowledging my arrival.

Nick quickly moved his head to me and it wasn't his first time to see me like this but I'm still getting a little bit shy. Aries and Alec were staring at me too. Usually my bikini is a one piece cos I'm not that confident about my body and my skin and I'm not used to wearing two pieces.

"She is, isn't she?" Tracy commented.

"You do look pretty damn fine." Alec said.

I blushed. "Yeah thanks."

"Ah there's my babe! Cmon Trace, let's go swimming! Wow! Looking amazing Savannah!" Clyde appears and walks closer to us.

"Thanks Clyde." I said.

"Wanna join us Savannah?" Tracy asked.

"Maybe a little later." I answered.

"Alright. Suit yourself." Trace says before hopping over Clyde's back.

"Savannah." Nick calls out to me.

I turned to him. "Yeah?"

I'm hoping he's going to compliment me like how they complimented me. Compliment what I'm wearing Nick. Come on. Please. I'm only having the courage to wear this cos of you, cos I want to tease you.

"Since you're the only one who's not doing anything right now, I need you to help me bring out more ice." Nick said strongly and sounded kissed.

"Nick." Tracy called out to him, telling him he's being rude again.

Is he mad? What did I do?

"It's okay." I snapped. "I'll just help."

Nick starts to walk and I was just following him. I was a few steps away from him and he didn't seem to wait for me. We reached the door and well he did open it for me and he leads the way to the kitchen. He walked around the bar and I was just silently following him.

can I help you with again? Ice right?"

blue. I tried to catch my breathing. He bites his lower lip while he's looking right at me.

get us away from

Oh god Nick.

need to

actor. I thought you were really mad at me cos I

"Your bodacious body couldn't make me mad

I tiptoed and kissed his lips briefly. It

look amazing tonight." He

smiled. "Nick you've already seen me naked or with my underwear

He says before pressing

walking me closer and closer to the bar then pushes my back against it. His hand running over my breast down to my stomach and then pulls my underwear to the

"Oh my.." I moaned.

in and out slowly and sensually. I wanted to moan loud but I wouldn't want the others to know what we were doing here. My back was facing the kitchen door so he must be fully aware of the people walking or entering the

a sudden he quickly pulled himself away and his fingers slipped out of me.

"Oh shit." I cursed.

the same time. He looked at us and the three of us were quiet. Deafeningly quiet. Nick starts walking closer to the refrigerator and looked for the ice that

a bottle opener here?" Im glad it was

I exhaled.

asked

there it is." Alec

with ice, bro." He called out as he head

in fully then exhaled. Nick glared at me.

the hallways of this house. Suddenly he rubs my arm with his free hand as we stood on is closed front door, "Relax. Don't forget to

almost got caught, Nick."

then steals a kiss from

the door. Both of us finally joined the others and I sat down with Aries on the bonfire while Nick was busy preparing the drinks with Alec but still gazing at us. Every time he looks at me being with Aries, I feel if like he's jealous. He makes me think that he doesn't want me around

sitting right across of where I was right next to Alec. Romeo starts giving out beers to us and

Romeo raised his

of us

birthday." I

smiles and gave me a quick hug. "Thanks

by Alec and all of us were just laughing along then a few horror stories. Since no one from the circle knows how to play a guitar, they just turned the music a little louder. Penny was already grinding on her seat and eyeing in Nick. She's such a bitch. She gets

Penny starts to

us

bottle!" She chimed while pulling

I want it to be. Me and Nick ended up fighting and I ended up crying. Everyone seemed so game with it and I personally think it's too childish for them to play.

playing angel?"

first time I played this with them

play again?" He

"Yeah. You know what they say, you wouldn't have fun if you won't try

He chuckle. "Right."

this

I want

not." Nick

us

already twenty. She's not a kid anymore."

the youngest here but she's

my sister but Savannah is just my..." He looked at me and paused with

back at him. His

someone I met." Nick

lip then dropped my head down as I was secretly pinching the skin in my wrist. It hurt me when he said that. It's really hurting me. What he said was true but why is it breaking my heart? I know we should stay as a secret and we talked about it to have it that way but why does it hurt? Why does it hurt being neglected right in front of your face? I couldn't look at Nick any longer cos I feel so

being rude to her again.

I wasn't even paying attention them, they were all joyous and were laughing by the ridiculous dates they're giving out. I was smiling ruefully and I always feel that Nick is looking at me, waiting for me to turn to him or glance a little bit at him

Savannah!!" Tracy

the one to give you your

it had to

or dare?" Penny arched

said

face me.

I gulped.