Love Aint Always Pretty

Appetency

- a strong desire

Origin: English

26

I stared at myself in front of the mirror wearing this white bikini with this red cover up. Tracy barged into the bathroom all of a sudden and I quickly covered my body with the cover up. She stares at me on the mirror and starts smiling.

"I have a big stomach from that cheesecake and a few barbecues." I joked.

Tracy laughs, "Are you kidding me? Look at mine as well."

She starts walking towards where I was standing and stands behind me. Tracy starts untanglng my braided hair. "Let your hair down. It'll make those boys drool. Well, except for my baby Clyde."

I smiled.

She puts some parts of my wavy hair over my chest and pulls me facing towards her.

"Penny is wearing this ugly bikini so strut your ass. Don't cover it." She tries to open the cover up and I let her see.

"Gosh Savannah your boobs are big! I mean it shows over your blouses but when it's bare like this, it's... Wow."

I blushed. "Okay. Okay. Don't go lesbo over my titties."

She laughs. "Now let's go. And stop covering it."

I just nod.

Both of us walked out of the bathroom and headed downstairs. Tracy said I was the only one who didn't go out to the lake yet. I was still doubting whether I should go out or not cos my stomach feels so full. When we headed out to the backyard, Tracy was holding my hand while the others were merrying around and dancing to the slutty club music. I quickly looked for Nick cos I haven't seen him after dinner. I see Aries and Alec making a bonfire then from out of nowhere I see Nick, topless, bringing a few logs alongside Romeo.

"Wow Savannah. You look so hot." Romeo acknowledging my arrival.

Nick quickly moved his head to me and it wasn't his first time to see me like this but I'm still getting a little bit shy. Aries and Alec were staring at me too. Usually my bikini is a one piece cos I'm not that confident about my body and my skin and I'm not used to wearing two pieces.

"She is, isn't she?" Tracy commented.

"You do look pretty damn fine." Alec said.

I blushed. "Yeah thanks."

"Ah there's my babe! Cmon Trace, let's go swimming! Wow! Looking amazing Savannah!" Clyde appears and walks closer to us.

"Thanks Clyde." I said.

"Wanna join us Savannah?" Tracy asked.

"Maybe a little later." I answered.

"Alright. Suit yourself." Trace says before hopping over Clyde's back.

"Savannah." Nick calls out to me.

I turned to him. "Yeah?"

I'm hoping he's going to compliment me like how they complimented me. Compliment what I'm wearing Nick. Come on. Please. I'm only having the courage to wear this cos of you, cos I want to tease you.

"Since you're the only one who's not doing anything right now, I need you to help me bring out more ice." Nick said strongly and sounded kissed.

"Nick." Tracy called out to him, telling him he's being rude again.

Is he mad? What did I do?

"It's okay." I snapped. "I'll just help."

Nick starts to walk and I was just following him. I was a few steps away from him and he didn't seem to wait for me. We reached the door and well he did open it for me and he leads the way to the kitchen. He walked around the bar and I was just silently following him.

I help you with again?

bites his lower lip while he's looking right at me. Damn. So he just did that a while ago to excuse us from

that to get us away from

Oh god Nick.

to be quick." Nick

thought you were really mad at me cos

bodacious body couldn't make me mad

tiptoed and kissed his lips briefly.

look amazing tonight."

naked or with my

He says before

not hurting me. He starts walking me closer and

"Oh my.." I moaned.

here. My back was facing the kitchen door so he must be fully aware of the people walking or entering the kitchen cos I couldn't seem to hear footsteps or other sounds at all. I was so focused on his kiss. It

and his

"Oh shit." I cursed.

same time. He looked at us and the three of

opener here?" Im glad it

I exhaled.

You guys need one?" Nick asked

there it

out as

fully then exhaled. Nick glared at me.

just right behind me while we walked along the hallways of this house. Suddenly he rubs my arm with his

almost got caught,

kiss

at me being with Aries, I feel if like he's jealous. He makes me think that he doesn't want me around Aries. His gazes feels like it's giving me a warning telling that me he owns me and I'm not allowed to flirt but he has no hold on me. He said no commitment but why do I feel

little circle. Tracy sat right next to me and Nick was sitting right across of where I was right next to Alec. Romeo starts giving out beers to us and I don't think I'm drinking much tonight cos I wouldn't

Tracy." Romeo raised his

of us did

birthday." I

me a quick hug. "Thanks

of us were just laughing along then a few horror stories. Since no one from the circle knows how to play a guitar, they just turned the music a little louder. Penny was already grinding on her seat and eyeing in Nick. She's such a bitch. She gets bitchier when alcohol's already inside her

about...." Penny

us turned to

chimed while

and Nick ended up fighting and I ended up crying. Everyone seemed so game with it and I personally think it's too childish for them to play. They moved away from the bonfire so it won't be in the middle of us. A half circle

playing angel?" Aries

played this with them seemed a bit outrageous

to play again?"

you wouldn't have fun if you won't try

He chuckle. "Right."

you playing this time

I want to." Tracy

You're not." Nick

us

her join. She's already twenty. She's not a

Savannah's the youngest here but she's playing anyways." Alex

He looked at me and paused with what he was going to say to

back at him. His sex

just someone I met." Nick

head down as I was secretly pinching the skin in my wrist. It hurt me when he said that. It's really hurting me. What he said was true but why is it breaking my heart? I know we should stay as a secret and we talked about it to have it that way but why does it hurt? Why

and you're being rude to her again.

started playing right away and I wasn't in the mood to play at all. I wasn't even paying attention them, they were all joyous and were laughing by the ridiculous dates they're giving out. I was smiling ruefully and I always feel

Savannah!!" Tracy

I'm the one to give you your

to

or dare?" Penny arched

I said

cos she turned to face me.

I gulped.