Love Aint Always Pretty

Appetency

- a strong desire

Origin: English

26

I stared at myself in front of the mirror wearing this white bikini with this red cover up. Tracy barged into the bathroom all of a sudden and I quickly covered my body with the cover up. She stares at me on the mirror and starts smiling.

"I have a big stomach from that cheesecake and a few barbecues." I joked.

Tracy laughs, "Are you kidding me? Look at mine as well."

She starts walking towards where I was standing and stands behind me. Tracy starts untanglng my braided hair. "Let your hair down. It'll make those boys drool. Well, except for my baby Clyde."

I smiled.

She puts some parts of my wavy hair over my chest and pulls me facing towards her.

"Penny is wearing this ugly bikini so strut your ass. Don't cover it." She tries to open the cover up and I let her see.

"Gosh Savannah your boobs are big! I mean it shows over your blouses but when it's bare like this, it's... Wow."

I blushed. "Okay. Okay. Don't go lesbo over my titties."

She laughs. "Now let's go. And stop covering it."

I just nod.

Both of us walked out of the bathroom and headed downstairs. Tracy said I was the only one who didn't go out to the lake yet. I was still doubting whether I should go out or not cos my stomach feels so full. When we headed out to the backyard, Tracy was holding my hand while the others were merrying around and dancing to the slutty club music. I quickly looked for Nick cos I haven't seen him after dinner. I see Aries and Alec making a bonfire then from out of nowhere I see Nick, topless, bringing a few logs alongside Romeo.

"Wow Savannah. You look so hot." Romeo acknowledging my arrival.

Nick quickly moved his head to me and it wasn't his first time to see me like this but I'm still getting a little bit shy. Aries and Alec were staring at me too. Usually my bikini is a one piece cos I'm not that confident about my body and my skin and I'm not used to wearing two pieces.

"She is, isn't she?" Tracy commented.

"You do look pretty damn fine." Alec said.

I blushed. "Yeah thanks."

"Ah there's my babe! Cmon Trace, let's go swimming! Wow! Looking amazing Savannah!" Clyde appears and walks closer to us.

"Thanks Clyde." I said.

"Wanna join us Savannah?" Tracy asked.

"Maybe a little later." I answered.

"Alright. Suit yourself." Trace says before hopping over Clyde's back.

"Savannah." Nick calls out to me.

I turned to him. "Yeah?"

I'm hoping he's going to compliment me like how they complimented me. Compliment what I'm wearing Nick. Come on. Please. I'm only having the courage to wear this cos of you, cos I want to tease you.

"Since you're the only one who's not doing anything right now, I need you to help me bring out more ice." Nick said strongly and sounded kissed.

"Nick." Tracy called out to him, telling him he's being rude again.

Is he mad? What did I do?

"It's okay." I snapped. "I'll just help."

Nick starts to walk and I was just following him. I was a few steps away from him and he didn't seem to wait for me. We reached the door and well he did open it for me and he leads the way to the kitchen. He walked around the bar and I was just silently following him.

you with again? Ice right?"

to him that was so out of the blue. I tried to catch my breathing. He bites his lower lip

just really did that to get us away

Oh god Nick.

we need to be quick." Nick

great actor. I thought you were really mad at me cos I

body couldn't make me mad

his lips briefly. It was a

look amazing tonight."

me naked or with my underwear on me. This is nothing new

surprise me." He says before

me while his grip on my cheek is starting to tighten a little but it's not hurting me. He starts walking me closer and closer to the bar then pushes my back against it. His hand running over my breast down to

"Oh my.." I moaned.

in and out slowly and sensually. I wanted to moan loud but I wouldn't want the others to know what we were doing here. My back was facing the kitchen door so he must be fully aware of the people walking or entering the kitchen cos I couldn't seem to hear footsteps or other sounds at all. I was so focused on his kiss. It felt like when

himself away and his fingers slipped out of me.

"Oh shit." I cursed.

the three of us were quiet. Deafeningly quiet. Nick starts walking closer to the refrigerator and

seen a bottle opener here?" Im glad it was

I exhaled.

need one?" Nick asked

Oh, there it is." Alec

out as he head

fully then exhaled.

of this house. Suddenly he rubs

almost got caught,

a kiss from

us. Every time he looks at me being with Aries, I feel if like he's jealous. He makes me think that he doesn't want me around Aries. His gazes feels like it's giving me a warning telling that me he owns me and I'm not allowed to flirt but he has no hold on me. He said no commitment but why do I feel like he's jealous? Or is

sat right next to me and Nick was sitting right across of where I was right next to Alec. Romeo starts giving out beers to us and I don't think I'm drinking much tonight cos I wouldn't wanna end up that night I was insanely

Tracy." Romeo raised

of us

I

smiles and gave me

started by Alec and all of us were just laughing along then a few horror stories. Since no one from the circle knows how to play a guitar, they just turned the music a little louder. Penny was already grinding on her seat and eyeing in Nick. She's such a bitch. She

Penny starts to

us turned

chimed while pulling

Me and Nick ended up fighting and I ended up crying. Everyone seemed so game with it and I personally think it's too childish for them to play. They moved away from the bonfire

playing angel?" Aries

first time I played this with them seemed a bit outrageous for

you're going to play

nod. "Yeah. You know what they say, you wouldn't

He chuckle. "Right."

you playing this

want to." Tracy

not."

of us

let her join. She's already twenty. She's not

Savannah's the youngest here but she's playing

my..." He looked at me and paused with what he was

at him. His

I met." Nick

the skin in my wrist. It hurt me when he said that. It's really hurting me. What he said was true but why is it breaking my heart? I know we should stay as a secret and we talked about it to have it that way but why does it hurt? Why does it hurt being neglected right in front of your face? I couldn't look at Nick any longer cos I feel so mad. But why am I

go that far. Savannah's my friend and you're being rude to her again. And I'm

right away and I wasn't in the mood to play at all. I wasn't even paying attention them, they were all joyous and were laughing by the ridiculous dates they're giving out. I was smiling ruefully and I always feel that Nick is looking

turn Savannah!!"

the one to give you

does it had to

Penny arched an

I said

face me. Penny was smiling evilly, "Great

I gulped.