Love Aint Always Pretty

Appetency

- a strong desire

Origin: English

26

I stared at myself in front of the mirror wearing this white bikini with this red cover up. Tracy barged into the bathroom all of a sudden and I quickly covered my body with the cover up. She stares at me on the mirror and starts smiling.

"I have a big stomach from that cheesecake and a few barbecues." I joked.

Tracy laughs, "Are you kidding me? Look at mine as well."

She starts walking towards where I was standing and stands behind me. Tracy starts untanglng my braided hair. "Let your hair down. It'll make those boys drool. Well, except for my baby Clyde."

I smiled.

She puts some parts of my wavy hair over my chest and pulls me facing towards her.

"Penny is wearing this ugly bikini so strut your ass. Don't cover it." She tries to open the cover up and I let her see.

"Gosh Savannah your boobs are big! I mean it shows over your blouses but when it's bare like this, it's... Wow."

I blushed. "Okay. Okay. Don't go lesbo over my titties."

She laughs. "Now let's go. And stop covering it."

I just nod.

Both of us walked out of the bathroom and headed downstairs. Tracy said I was the only one who didn't go out to the lake yet. I was still doubting whether I should go out or not cos my stomach feels so full. When we headed out to the backyard, Tracy was holding my hand while the others were merrying around and dancing to the slutty club music. I quickly looked for Nick cos I haven't seen him after dinner. I see Aries and Alec making a bonfire then from out of nowhere I see Nick, topless, bringing a few logs alongside Romeo.

"Wow Savannah. You look so hot." Romeo acknowledging my arrival.

Nick quickly moved his head to me and it wasn't his first time to see me like this but I'm still getting a little bit shy. Aries and Alec were staring at me too. Usually my bikini is a one piece cos I'm not that confident about my body and my skin and I'm not used to wearing two pieces.

"She is, isn't she?" Tracy commented.

"You do look pretty damn fine." Alec said.

I blushed. "Yeah thanks."

"Ah there's my babe! Cmon Trace, let's go swimming! Wow! Looking amazing Savannah!" Clyde appears and walks closer to us.

"Thanks Clyde." I said.

"Wanna join us Savannah?" Tracy asked.

"Maybe a little later." I answered.

"Alright. Suit yourself." Trace says before hopping over Clyde's back.

"Savannah." Nick calls out to me.

I turned to him. "Yeah?"

I'm hoping he's going to compliment me like how they complimented me. Compliment what I'm wearing Nick. Come on. Please. I'm only having the courage to wear this cos of you, cos I want to tease you.

"Since you're the only one who's not doing anything right now, I need you to help me bring out more ice." Nick said strongly and sounded kissed.

"Nick." Tracy called out to him, telling him he's being rude again.

Is he mad? What did I do?

"It's okay." I snapped. "I'll just help."

Nick starts to walk and I was just following him. I was a few steps away from him and he didn't seem to wait for me. We reached the door and well he did open it for me and he leads the way to the kitchen. He walked around the bar and I was just silently following him.

can I help you with again? Ice

that was so out of the blue. I tried to catch my breathing. He bites his lower lip while he's looking right at me. Damn. So he just did that a while ago to excuse us

that to get us away from them." He said

Oh god Nick.

we need to be quick."

really

smirked. "Your bodacious body couldn't make me mad

his lips briefly. It was a playful

look amazing tonight." He

seen me naked or with my underwear on

to surprise me." He

on my cheek is starting to tighten a little but it's not hurting me. He starts walking me closer and closer to the bar then pushes my back against it. His hand running

"Oh my.." I moaned.

to moan loud but I wouldn't want the others to know what we were doing here. My back was facing the kitchen door so he must

his fingers slipped out of me. He fixed my underwear. "Someone's

"Oh shit." I cursed.

swings open at the same time. He looked at us and the three of us were

a bottle opener here?"

I exhaled.

Nick asked while pulling out

there it is."

called out as he head

exhaled. Nick glared at me. "You

we walked along the hallways of this house. Suddenly he

almost got caught, Nick." I

says then steals a kiss from my lips before

if like he's jealous. He makes me think that he doesn't want me around Aries. His gazes feels like it's giving me a warning telling that me he owns me and I'm not allowed to flirt but he has no hold on me. He said no commitment but why do

right next to me and Nick was sitting right across of where I was right next to

Romeo raised his

of us

birthday." I whispered to

gave me a quick hug.

a few horror stories. Since no one from the circle knows how to play a guitar, they just turned the music a little louder. Penny

Penny starts to

of us turned to

bottle!" She chimed

I ended up crying. Everyone seemed so game with it and I personally think it's too childish

playing angel?" Aries

first time I played this with them seemed a bit outrageous

going to play

know what they say, you wouldn't

He chuckle. "Right."

you playing this time Tracy?"

want to."

not."

of us

let her join. She's already twenty. She's not

Savannah's the youngest here but she's playing anyways." Alex

looked at me and paused with what he was going to

back at him. His sex

just someone I met." Nick

why is it breaking my heart? I know we should stay as a secret and we talked about it to have it that way but why does it hurt? Why does it hurt being neglected right in front of your face? I couldn't look

go that far. Savannah's my friend and you're being rude

they were all joyous and were laughing by the ridiculous dates they're giving out. I was smiling ruefully and I always feel that Nick is looking at me, waiting for me

Savannah!!"

I'm the one to give you your

to be her who

Penny arched

I said right

seemed shock cos she turned to face me. Penny

I gulped.