Love Aint Always Pretty

Koi No Yokan

- the sense one can have upon first meeting another person that the two of them are going to fall in love: refers to the knowledge that a future love is inevitable; Premonition Of Love

Origin: Japanese

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"Be careful when you're with him..."

"Be careful when you're with him..."

"Be careful when you're with him...."

Why?

Why would I be careful when I'm with him? Why should I be careful around Nick? What's with Nick that I need to be careful for? He seems nice sometimes, sweet and thoughtful though he's lacking of kindness, sympathy and sensitivity.

My professor complimented me about my research. He said he was impressed by my work and I even went well on my oral exam too. I answered great. I was so glad about the result. The book? It was already passed on time. I owe Nick big time for his huge help. Well, I went gift shopping all by myself cos it would be awkward having two frat guys with me. Following me around and I'm sure as hell Nick and Aries aren't that close. They won't help me anyways with picking up what to buy for Tracy so I decided to go alone.

But I found the perfect gift for her.

Tracy and I were already preparing for what to wear tomorrow. She even bought me a pair of bikini since she knows I don't own one. I kept it, in case Penny will do something ridiculous to me. She was hell excited, I could see it on her eyes. I don't really know the exact things Nick and the others prepared for her but I'm sure it's gonna be huge. Of course, it's Nick's little sister. They need to throw her a party. Im excited as well, I wonder how we're going to spend the weekend.

"Trace?" I called out to her while she was folding a dress.

"Yeah?"

I walked closer to her bed and sat down right across her. I handed out my gift to her anyways, I wanted her to only see it and know that it came from me. Her mouth opens when she saw it and she quickly threw herself to me. I hugged her back.

"Savannah, you dont really have to buy me this." She says while pulling herself away from me.

I smiled. "When I saw it I knew it'll look good on you."

She accepts it then opens the box. She kept on smiling while looking at the Tiffany & Co. necklace.

"I don't know how to thank you. Savannah this is too much." she says.

"No. You were the first person I met here. Well aside from finding your drunk brother that night, but you were the nicest person I met her Tracy." I smiled at her.

"Thanks Savannah. I'm sure as hell we are going to enjoy tomorrow!" She chimes.

"Who's surely going tomorrow?"

"You, me, Clyde, Nick, Alec, Penny, Megan, Romeo and Aries." She says. "I told you, close friends."

I smiled at her.

•••••

I grabbed my bag with me and headed out of the dorm room with Tracy. She said she was going to ride with Nick alongside Clyde while I was going to ride with Aries cos I promised him and he offered me as well. When we arrived outside, Nick was the first man I saw, wearing a navy blue sleeveless with an imprinted Malibu on it, pair of white board shorts and slippers.

"Place your things at the back." He said.

Tracy went near Clyde as they head close to the trunk bed and placed the her bag down. Nick stared at me then stared at Tracy and Clyde who were getting busy at the truck bed.

"Good morning." He mouthed to me.

I smiled at him.

He gazed at them again making sure they weren't looking. "You look pretty." He mouthed to me once again.

I smiled and dropped my head down a little. I slightly pulled my head up and glanced at Nick who was smiling too.

"Aren't you going to put your bag at the back of the truck?" He asked.

taking me."

hell

got off. He looked like he just got off the shower, his hair was

"Morning angel." He says.

"Morning." I answered.

headed to his car. I'm not using Aries to make Nick jealous cos that's impossible, Im so sure he won't get jealous. I'm just being friendly with Aries and I'm not expecting this to lead to anything. I'm most definitely sure we're just friends. I

the way. Not really familiar with the

Nick answered right

the passenger door for me and I climbed inside. I watch all of them settling themselves inside the car and Aries hops in right

on the radio?"

He nods. "Sure."

the others?"

way to the rest house." He

starts turning on the radio and I just stared outside the window. "Is it going to be

Romeo said it's going to be a three hour drive so I prepared a few

I smiled at him. "Wow. Thanks boy

He laughs.

•••••

started driving around ten and exactly arrived lunch. I see Alec and Romeo's car already. All of us hopped off

on time for lunch. Let's go." He

was the second to the last

from behind and I know it's Nick. I turned to him and he pulled me back out of the house. He pinned me against the wall and my eyes

doing?" I asked

back his head to me. "Been wanting to taste you since

I smiled.

shared a gratifying stolen kiss. His tongue knows pretty well the directions inside my mouth and he always pretty knows damn

better go inside or else they'll

to keep it as a secret. This kind of thing isn't something to be proud of cos it's a little bit different from being lovers and from being in love. It's only in

giving gifts to Tracy, I think Alec was the only

•••••

5:37PM

busy making barbecues while Penny and Megan were still swimming at the lake. Romeo and

be alright for

if

wearing the sleeveless and shorts and you have a beautiful body. Why hide it?" She

really want me to wear clothes that shows

isn't here. Savannah, you need to let loose and

maybe I should. Just for tonight. Maybe I can step out of my

"Clyde's looking for you."

standing next to

for me?"

everyone so I need to keep my composure intact. I shouldn't smile as much and I shouldn't act the way

friend?" I asked with

see Nick gazing

when I'm with

He walks near me.

Damn it Nick.

know." He

he know?"

"Know what?"

"That we're... You know."

no. He doesn't."

a chill pill in here. They always look at us like that.

a lot tonight." He says to

My hand was already empty from the plates. He was also done putting all

trouble you in taking care of me cos I'm Tracy's roommate?" I

Nick.

care of you when you're drunk. I don't really mind taking

I'm blushing.