Love Aint Always Pretty

Yuanfen

- a relationship by fate or destiny; the binding force between two people

Origin: Chinese

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I hear a knock by the door. "Savannah?"

I quickly slipped out of my bikini and covered my naked self with the towel. I rushed to the door and opened it, finding Nick leaning on the wall with nothing on but his white boxers and his body is always giving me a mini heart attack. I moved my head up to his face, "Yeah?"

God he's also checking me out.

He licked his lips. "Here's a shirt."

I reached for it but he quickly pulled it up, "I almost forgot. We were sleeping naked tonight, weren't we?"

Oh that smirk on his face is making me smile as well. "Then why did you have to knock and hand me a shirt?" I arched my eyebrow.

"Cos..."

"Cos?" I asked.

"Cos you were taking so long." he said quickly and in a second, he quickly threw me over his shoulder and I squealed but then covered my mouth right away so I won't wake the others. My towel is already coming off and I was holding onto it to cover my breasts.

He laid me on top of the bed and I was justy smiling at him while he was over me. "I have been waiting for this since that time you stepped out with bikini."

I bite my lip and his hand starts reaching for the hem of my towel. I slowly pulled my hand away from my breasts, letting him open the towel in half. He looks over my naked body lying down before him.

"I won't get tired looking at your body." He says whisperingly.

I smiled at him and then he reaches for my lips. We start to kiss as I let him pull the towel off the and he threw it to the floor. He manuevers himself on top of me and he starts kissing my neck.

I whimper as I feel his hand running over my inner thigh moving up and up and up until it reaches my sex. His big hand gently pressed against my nub and his lips starts moving down. I feel him kissing over my breasts and his lips brushing over my rib cage leaving featherlike kisses on my skin. His lips now on my hipbone and moves down in between my thighs.

I gasped the second he reached my entrance.

His tongue is amazing. His lips knows well what it's doing. I love the way he looks at me while he licks me. I love how he locks his arms around my thigh to keep me down. I love how he is so great in bed that I cant think of anyone else but him. I love having sex with Nick. I love how he makes me feel so good and so great about myself.

He ate me for twenty goddamn minutes and by the end of it I was shaking uncontrollably.

I watch him tearing the foil and putting the condom on his considerable erection then he slolwy goes inside me. His lips kissing me again and his tongue goes down into my mouth as he keeps thrusting me. He pulls his head away from me and holds my hands down on the bed, while he takes a look into my eyes. He's looking right at me and the way he looks makes me think he loves me. My body and my heart is battling.

"Argh..." I moaned, grasping his hand.

I couldn't explain how he makes my body feel so high. It's like I'm on drugs.

Every touch.

Every look.

Every kiss.

Every lick.

Every suck.

Every thrust.

Everything about Nick that he does to me is beyond the word fantastic.

He intoxicates me.

My heels digging into the bed as he gains speed. He pounds and he didn't even stop to rest. He just keeps going and going. He was now drenched with sweat and I wiped his forehead for him but to be honest it was hard to control myself from not yelling.

"Oh God.." there it goes, Im starting to loose it.

I am now clawing the bedsheets, biting my lip down and my body arching up. I whimper, almost a little cry escaping from my lips. Nick makes me feel alive. Nick makes me feel like a beautiful woman. Nick makes me feel like Im a Goddess and he's the only guy who makes me lose the ability to think straight. I cant think well. And whatever people will call me if they'll find out about this, it's okay. Sex with Nick is worth it. I love it. I love what we do. I love how he steals hugs and kisses from me. I love how he looks for an excuse for us to be alone together.

Whatever he wants to do, I oblige. It's when I say whatever I feel but damn the future consequences of what's gonna happen after this makes me sick to the bones, but I am really alive when we do this and it's okay. This is okay.

I should live the present of whatever this thing

I

wish

•••••

found myself waking up on top of someone while my cheek was pressed on a naked chest. I looked at myself and I was naked as well covered with this white blanket. I looked around and remembered that I was with Nick last night. I pulled my head up and he was still sleeping. His hand was wrapping around my waist as our legs were crossing over each

did

I love how calm his face is when he's asleep and not a frown or furrowing eyebrows are appearing. I love his lashes, they're thick and long. I love his beard, I could still feel it right now every time he's brushing it over

I just wish they're still asleep though. I reached for the shirt from the drawer right across me that he gave me last night. I moved myself up and pressed my breasts on his chest while

I said,

fluffy..." He

to wake up. He opens his half-closed eyes and his hand rubbing on my back

"Morning." I greeted.

He half-smiled. "Hey. Morning."

you up but I need to

pulled myself away from him and wore the shirt over me. I pulled my hair into a bun and I see him sitting down on the bed while he was rubbing his left eye. Suddenly

at turned to face

you even mean that?"

nods and rests his chin over my shoulder. "I

his lips quickly. "I need to

leave. And please be careful." He pulls himself away and laid back

I opened it slightly, popping my head out and once I see that the hallway was clear, I ran fast out of his room

shut the door behind me and

the moment we do it but once it ends, it's really the end of it. I know I shouldn't feel all of this cos I said I want this physical too, but why is it so goddamn hard not to get my hopes up when I'm with Nick? He just makes everything perfect around me. He makes me forget everyone else. He makes me forget that

•••••

that they had too much fun and too much drink. Penny kept asking for medicine and she's been moodier than ever. After we ate, I helped Megan and Tracy cleaning up the table. I see Aries getting himself a glass of water and he was just

are you?"

"Still having migraine."

oil or basil oil when I'm having headache. Or she massages my

think I really need that

I nod. "Sure."

lays down on the couch with his head on my lap. I started massaging from the center of his forehead down to his temple and all the

I hurting

shakes his head. "A

smile and continued massaging his head again. I see the others enjoying the pool before we'll be leaving later this afternoon. The backdoor swings open and it was Nick entering the house. He pauses and stares directly at

kiss last night, I

we are. We just did that anyways for the

He smiled.

I like that about you." He said

know I was cool. Thanks." I snorted and he

stared at Nick under my lashes and he was still standing close by but he was heading

I talk to you for a minute?"

"Sure!"

•••••

bags you guys have?" I

house and

Tracy calls out to

with Nick. Since Clyde is driving Aries' car and I'm going with them. We need

on the back seat of his car so I rushed to him. I opened the door and he moved his

alright?" I

am. They think it's safer if someone will drive for me. Sorry

it's alright. "It's okay Aries. It's better to

quick hug and he rubs my back. "Be safe and get

We followed the other cars ahead of us and we were the last car moving. Nick and I were quiet again and every time we are both

pretty damn close

him but his eyes were locked to the road. Why is he always asking about Aries? Is he mad that I'm friends with him? Is he mad cos we kissed? But why is it that his voice tells me he's.....

think." I

you two screwing up

really think I could be that kind

"I'm just asking."

unbelievable."

and all of a sudden stepped

forward then back and I looked back at him while his eyes were shot at me. "I didn't say you

me and Aries anyways? It doesn't concern you, does it?"