Love Aint Always Pretty

Escapism

- escaping from reality

Origin: English

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NICK'S POV

EIGHT YEARS AGO

"Nick are you sure about this? Her folks might send us to jail dude." I hear Alec.

"Just wait, alright? She'll be out."

I gaze at my watch and it was already one in the morning. Alec and I were waiting for Catherine to come out of their mansion. We weren't planning on eloping or running away, but we just wanted to go out. We wanted to see each other after what happened when her father found us. I know it's gonna be harder to sneak her out and her bodyguards will be following her everywhere she'll go but I will do want whatever I can just to see my girlfriend.

"Nick. Shit Nick her bodyguards." Alec pulled my arm.

"Fuck. Hide." I spit.

Both of us hid behind the bushes and just hoped we won't get caught. When it was clear, one fifteen in the morning, I'm almost freezing from these bushes and Alec has been whining about leaving already, that's when I saw Catherine carefully sneaking out.

"Catherine." I called out softly.

Thank god she saw me. She quickly ran towards where we were and threw herself at me. I hugged her tight. I missed Catherine so much. I missed holding her, kissing her, telling her I love her. I missed her too much that I don't want to end this night.

"Why are you bringing your bag?" I asked.

She smiles. "I'm going to run away with you, Nick."

I gaped and Alec was shocked too.

"What?" I asked surprisingly.

"I wanna be with you. Let's run away. Let's go somewhere far from here. Just you and me. Let's think that we're doing it ahead of time before college. Nick I love you." She kissed my lips.

"Catherine... I love you too and you know that I love you too much. But..."

"Don't say no. Please. Take me anywhere with you and I'll go. I won't complain about what we're gonna eat or where you'll take me. I wanna be with you Nick. I wanna be with you so bad. I don't wanna be locked up in that house not seeing you." She cries.

I pulled her close to my body and I just hugged her, rubbing the back of her head and kissed her temple. I moved my eyes to Alec and he was moving his head sideways. He doesn't like this at all but I love Catherine and I wanna be with Catherine too.

"What the fuck." Alec mouthes to me.

I rolled my eyes at him and Catherine pulled herself away from me. I smiled, assuring her that I was okay with this, that everything was gonna be okay though I know it'll just make things even harder. But I need to try, for us. I thumb her tears away that were rolling over her cheeks.

"I won't know what will happen in every tomorrows we're gonna be facing but I won't let go of you Catherine." I kissed her hand.

She smiled at me.

"We gotta go." Alec says.

•••••

"Nick?"

blanket was the only thing covering our naked selves. I push her hair off her face

here forever." She

I smiled.

and as long as we want to if we haven't found a place to stay in yet. I can't go back home now and she can't as well. People close to is might be looking for us tomorrow but as long

"We can't." I said.

Her face fell.

I will sacrifice everything I can just to be with you." I pulled her hand up and kissed

I love seeing that smile on her face. I don't know what's gonna happen but this happiness is only temporary. I know. Once her father will find out about this, I'm sure he'll take Catherine away from me. I'm scared of that day to happen. I'm scared that I might not see her anymore. This is the chance that I can be with her but I was hoping this will work out. I was hoping that the people around us, judging us being

me, we can find a small apartment somewhere far."

far?

be with me?" She

That's why I'm with you right now. But all I'm saying is that we

that I wanted to runaway with you. I

don't really

and kissed her back. She slowly climbs on top of me, stroking my length. I was smiling in between our kiss and

do know morning sex is the best sex

I chuckled.

we find

lips down to her chin then on her neck as she pulls her head up, facing the ceiling. She tugs my hair gently

love to another woman the way I make love to her. It's gonna be different if

slid myself inside of her and she moans with her lips pressing together as her eyes were shut close. I start to move, and every move I make, I fall in love with her even more. Every kiss I give her, assures me that I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with Catherine.

Catherine is the only woman that my heart will love for a lifetime and if it's not her, I won't be able to love anybody else anymore. I wouldn't want to

heart is

Only for Catherine.

•••••

I should be telling you the pros and cons of

am aware

"You don't. You obviously don't. Your mom and Tracy

I sigh.

nuts right now looking for his sixteen year old daughter." Alec nags again at

you for buying supplies for us

joking here." Alec said

I looked at him.

happy for you and Catherine but this is wrong. You can't just hide here forever. You'll eventually get caught. Then what? What

what. He was there for me when my parents got divorced. He has always

file a case against you? You could be put in jail for kidnapping and I'm sure as fuck

I exhale.

I don't care about what's gonna happen

foods for the next two days

"Catherine and I got

you've got yourself

And I really appreciate the help, man. You're the

entering the kitchen. She just got off the shower, since her hair was damp and she had no stain of make up on her face. She walks closer to me and Alec while her eyes looked at

You bought these Alec?" Catherine

sternly, telling him

I could

waist while

"No need. All for my

giggles. I kissed the top of

done too much to help me and Nick." She

half smile at Catherine. "I best be off now. Call