Love Aint Always Pretty
Chapter 31: 31 Forelsket
Forelsket
- the euphoria you experience when you are first falling in love
Origin: Norwegian
31
Both of us headed up to my room and as soon as we got inside, he walked to the bed and placed the box on top. I locked the door and just watched Nick. It felt like a déjà vu, like it was the first night we spent together.
"Aren't you gonna join me here?" He asked.
I smiled and started walking closer to him. I sat down on the bed right across him and he gave me a slice. We just ate peacefully and he opened a can of soda for me too.
"I think you still need curtains." I say.
"No curtains."
I smiled. "Why? Do you have some fear of curtains?"
He shakes his head. "Nope. I just don't like curtains."
"Why?" I asked again before taking a drink from my cola.
"Cos it'll just add dust to my room and I'm too lazy to wash it time to time."
I nod. "Reasonable."
He pulled out a ply of tissue and wiped my cheek, "You're such a messy eater."
I giggled.
"I'm just really hungry." I said smiling.
He smiled. "Thanks for coming with me today. I really appreciate it."
I smiled back at him.
"No problem. It's really not a big deal and thanks for choosing a blouse for me." I say before taking a bite.
The whole dinner, I just kept asking about how he should put more decors in his room. I told him to rather put some fruit basket, or maybe a painting or two or maybe some colorful vase. But he said he didn't want to put much cos he's a lazy cleaner.
When we were done eating, we cleaned our mess and I thought he was going to leave but instead he is still here. I don't want him to leave too but it's Friday. Fridays are party days.
"Can I lie down on your bed?" He asked.
I nod. "Sure."
He lays down on my bed with his head right behind me. I looked at him over my shoulder as he place my pillow beneath his head. "Aren't you going yet?"
"You want me to leave already?" He asked back.
I slightly bite my lower lip, "No..."
"Then I'm staying for tonight." He says.
I chuckled and faced him. "Nick you have a party to attend to. It's Friday, remember?"
He groans and placed his arm on top of my lap but I'm still looking right at him.
"I'd rather be here and spend my Friday night with you." He says while looking at me.
Jesus Nick you're really going to give me a heart attack.
I smiled. "Tracy will find you in the morning. What am I gonna say?"
"Nope. She's not. Tracy's going out of town with Clyde the entire weekend. It's their first anniversary together." He said.
My heart is melting.
I'm jealous. I'm not jealous over Clyde. I'm happy for them. But all I'm getting jealous about is their relationship. I'm jealous about how they can be free in front of the public. I'm jealous about how they can kiss and say their I love you's in front of their friends because everyone knows they are dating. I'm jealous because they own each other. Im jealous because they have the right to be jealous over the other one. I'm jealous cos they don't have to be a secret.
Unlike me and Nick.
"You okay? What's wrong?" He asks.
okay anymore. I can't
fine. Nothing's wrong." I
fingers moves through mine, spreading them apart. My fingers like his fingers until
what I said
creasing as
are you talking
his
He confirms it.
falling. Every time I tell myself not to fall for his sugar-coated words, I still end up falling. Oh my god Nick, why are you doing this to me? Why is it hard to just keep it physical between you and I? Oh gosh I wanna scream so loud right now. I wanna throw myself at him and hug him and tell him I missed
he pulls himself
and his lips just an inch away. He smells mint from that
I.
Give.
In.
"Miss me?" He continues.
Nick I'm falling...
slowly parts. "I.. I
feel like I'm turning into a liquid. I'm liquefying and I'm turning myself into water-form now with one touch and one kiss from him. He rests
having tons of exams this week so
breathing is now heavier than before and we've
wins a huge
was torture to me. Not seeing you or kissing this delicious lips." He
Im smiling wider.
And wider.
"I think you need to go. Your
party. Let's stay in bed
Oh god.
to you Nick? I can't seem to
I nod.
watch a movie?" I suggested
you have?"
the bed. He was looking through the movies I have on my laptop but I was busy looking at him. I love how his eyebrows are creasing to the center. I love how he looks at something so
about this one?" He turned
at the screen. "I fell asleep one time when I watched that. How about..." I started
"This one." I snapped.
looks at it. "The Best
nod and looked
seen it?" I
a romantic flick."
watch it?" I asked
looked at
watched it yet as
exhaled. "Okay. Let's watch
I smiled happily.
I haven't had time to watch movies on my laptop anymore cos I've been so busy with school. As the movie goes on, it's now on this scene where the young Amanda and young Dawson
is seriously hot." I
kissing under the rain on top of a rooftop. It was really intense. God it was steamy. I wish Nick and I could kiss under the rain. I wish he could feel what I feel when
head up a little from the pillow beneath
watching..... You." He says
gently and I have to press my lips together so I could stop myself from smiling like a complete retard. My heart is going nuts again but I just continued watching and rested my head on his shoulder. Now the scene is where the young couples were making
for the first time while we're on top of this bed where we had sexy for the first time is making
it and he doesn't want me to miss a single part. The movie talked about how it started as a young love and how the girl's father were against her relationship with this hot guy named Dawson Cole cos he was just a poor man and twenty years passed they saw each other again and they realized that their love for each other didn't die at all. They realized it was just there all
my head out of the
in love with eight years ago? What if he's still in love with her until now? What if they're still together? What if she'll come back all of a sudden and they'll see each other again? What
me hard, there's no
trying not to let my tears fall but it's still falling. It's hurting me cos I'm imagining him and a blurred face Catherine getting back together after a few years. I know if that will happen someday, if Catherine will come back, Nick will surely choose her instead of me. I mean, I'm just his sex buddy. I'm just a hole where
He asks while
my head. I'm crying because I'm falling for you Nick and I'm scared about what will happen to us in
my eyes. I see Nick stopping the movie
He asked
shake my head
we're not watching
I just nodded.
He instructs and hugs me all
My poor poor heart.
his back while I was lying on top of his chest. His arms were still
make you attach to the other person even if you both planned
heart from getting hurt. I sat down on the bed right next to him while he was rubbing my thigh with one hand then he sits
Read Love Aint Always Pretty Chapter 31: 31 Forelsket TODAY
The novel Love Aint Always Pretty has been updated Chapter 31: 31 Forelsket with many unexpected details, removing many love knots for the male and female lead. In addition, the author Ellyreiv is very talented in making the situation extremely different. Let's follow the Chapter 31: 31 Forelsket of the Love Aint Always Pretty HERE.
Keywords are searched:
Novel Love Aint Always Pretty Chapter 31: 31 Forelsket
Novel Love Aint Always Pretty by Ellyreiv