Love Aint Always Pretty

Caim

- an invisible circle of protection that reminds you that you are safe and loved even in the darkest times; sanctuary

Origin: Scottish

32

I pulled myself up from the bed.

"Where are you going?" Nick asked.

"Shower. I need to take a shower before I sleep." I said while grabbing my towel.

He glances at his watch. "It's already eleven in the evening."

I nodded. "Yeah, what's wrong with that?"

He stares at me as I grab my mini basket that contains all the things I need for my shower --- shampoo, body wash, shaver, conditioner and some other extra stuff. I started slipping off from my clothes in front of him leaving me with nothing but my underwear on then I quickly wrapped my towel around my body. We just looked at each other for a few seconds and I was waiting for him to get up from the bed and tell me that he's going to join me in the shower.

Oh please join me in the shower, Nick.

"I'll just wait for you here, then." he says.

I sigh inwardly.

"Alright. Don't touch any of my stuff." I said as I march my way to the door and headed out of my room.

I walked my way to the shower and saw a few ladies heading out which leaves me alone. Great. If some serial killer is around the dorm, I'm the first one to die. I looked for a clean or slightly used shower room and hurriedly walked inside and pulled the shower curtains to cover me. I started taking off my bra then my underwear then turned on the shower, setting it warmer.

As the lukewarm water was running down my head and wetting my entire self, my mind was still thinking about Catherine. I wonder how she looks like. I wonder if she's insanely gorgeous. I wonder what's the color of her hair, or the color of her eyes, or how her voice is when she speaks. I wonder how she laughs. I wonder how tall she is. I wonder if she was Nick's first person to have sex with and Nick was her first. I wonder where she is. I wonder if they're still communicating each other.

I sigh.

"You shouldn't be thinking about it Savannah." I whispered to myself.

I started humming a few random songs while I was shampooing my hair. I'm a shower singer even if this is a community shower, I wouldn't really care and usually by this time no one is around here anymore so I think the shower room is all to myself. It's like my own little stage then I found myself singing to Ariana Grande's Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart.

I don't ever tell you how I really feel

Cause I can't find the words to say what I mean

And nothing's ever easy, that's what they say

I know I'm not your only

But I'll still be a fool

Cause I'm a fool for you

As the lyrics come out of my mouth, I was also thinking about Nick. I want just a little bit of his heart, not the whole of it but just a little bit but then tears filling my eyes again cos I know wont. I wiped it away. I'm so stupid. Im trying to tell myself I'm not in love with him but...

I am already in love with Nick.

The sound of the curtain as it opens caught me off guard and I quickly turned around. I jumped back. "Nick?" I said whisperingly.

I covered my private parts and popped my head out of the curtains, I looked around but I think no one is here with us. I stood right before him and he was only wearing Tracy's towel around his naked torso and his abs is always a great view.

you doing here?" I asked whisperingly, just to make sure no one could hear cos what if there are

a shower with you."

behind him

What's he thinking?

dimpled smile like that is contagious and I know he

if I haven't seen all of you." he

turn to take a

off his towel. Oh jeez, I think he's all naked too. His hand holding on my side while the other was turning the water a little bit colder. He slowly makes me turn to face him and Jesus Christ he is butt and front naked. His soft length was hanging but he slowly pulls my head up to him. I was smiling and he was smiling too. His hair is now wet as well, I love it when his hair is wet like that. The top part always covers his forehead and it makes him look a bit more... handsome. Now both of

Holy macaroons!

get expelled if we'll get caught

caught

"That would

it when you scream though. But let's play a little game." he

brows creasing. "What

little sound, the one who did will pay for our midnight snack later after

at him and

We were both quiet but it was still intense and thrilling. Slowly his hands holding on my legs and starts carrying me up on his arms. My legs opening wide against his body as I lock my feet together behind his back but our

myself away a little.

puts the condom on his length and

erotic. I hold on tighter on his neck, resting my cheek on his shoulder. I feel his tip hitting the end of me as it goes in and out. I was fighting back my moan to come out from my lips. Every time he pushes me down, little gasps escapes from my mouth. I closed my eyes, praying I won't moan and scream out loud. It's not that I'm troubled

yourself from moaning."

him.

smirks then kissing my lips

•••••

with his own towel. I grabbed my mini basket

the main door, another couple was also heading. Shit we weren't alone in here. I think they did it too. Duh, obviously. The girl jumped when she saw us and I saw her eyes dilating the moment she saw Nick. I froze. I literally froze. My head slowly moved to Nick then down to his hand where he's holding my red underwear. The four of

right?" I

couple nodded vigorously. They looked

easy hunting both of you

on my back,

think of what I have to speak. When we reached my room, both of us headed to my bed and he hang my

have to scare

came here. Good thing it fits him. I also let him borrow my spray deodorant and when we were done, we headed out of the dorm to grab some midnight snack. We hopped into his car and headed to the nearest diner. We ordered cheeseburger and fries and the other students who were there were looking over our table. We

you teach me to drive?"

already so good at

serious will you." I said

laughs deeply. "Alright, after

that, I found us on a

with that comforter

it from me for them to use this weekend to wherever they

I nod.

passenger seat while I was sitting down before the stirring wheel. He tells me instructions while he's jokingly acting nervous as hell. I was honestly scared as I start to turn on

go of the clutch and give it a little

what I

good. Now step on the clutch again and set to

did what I

we're going to survive after this." He joked while letting go

eyes at him and he just

of the clutch and put a little amount of gas. Just step on it

mean-ass

holy cow Im really driving! The car was moving slow but at least I was happy