Love Aint Always Pretty

Caim

- an invisible circle of protection that reminds you that you are safe and loved even in the darkest times; sanctuary

Origin: Scottish

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I pulled myself up from the bed.

"Where are you going?" Nick asked.

"Shower. I need to take a shower before I sleep." I said while grabbing my towel.

He glances at his watch. "It's already eleven in the evening."

I nodded. "Yeah, what's wrong with that?"

He stares at me as I grab my mini basket that contains all the things I need for my shower --- shampoo, body wash, shaver, conditioner and some other extra stuff. I started slipping off from my clothes in front of him leaving me with nothing but my underwear on then I quickly wrapped my towel around my body. We just looked at each other for a few seconds and I was waiting for him to get up from the bed and tell me that he's going to join me in the shower.

Oh please join me in the shower, Nick.

"I'll just wait for you here, then." he says.

I sigh inwardly.

"Alright. Don't touch any of my stuff." I said as I march my way to the door and headed out of my room.

I walked my way to the shower and saw a few ladies heading out which leaves me alone. Great. If some serial killer is around the dorm, I'm the first one to die. I looked for a clean or slightly used shower room and hurriedly walked inside and pulled the shower curtains to cover me. I started taking off my bra then my underwear then turned on the shower, setting it warmer.

As the lukewarm water was running down my head and wetting my entire self, my mind was still thinking about Catherine. I wonder how she looks like. I wonder if she's insanely gorgeous. I wonder what's the color of her hair, or the color of her eyes, or how her voice is when she speaks. I wonder how she laughs. I wonder how tall she is. I wonder if she was Nick's first person to have sex with and Nick was her first. I wonder where she is. I wonder if they're still communicating each other.

I sigh.

"You shouldn't be thinking about it Savannah." I whispered to myself.

I started humming a few random songs while I was shampooing my hair. I'm a shower singer even if this is a community shower, I wouldn't really care and usually by this time no one is around here anymore so I think the shower room is all to myself. It's like my own little stage then I found myself singing to Ariana Grande's Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart.

I don't ever tell you how I really feel

Cause I can't find the words to say what I mean

And nothing's ever easy, that's what they say

I know I'm not your only

But I'll still be a fool

Cause I'm a fool for you

As the lyrics come out of my mouth, I was also thinking about Nick. I want just a little bit of his heart, not the whole of it but just a little bit but then tears filling my eyes again cos I know wont. I wiped it away. I'm so stupid. Im trying to tell myself I'm not in love with him but...

I am already in love with Nick.

The sound of the curtain as it opens caught me off guard and I quickly turned around. I jumped back. "Nick?" I said whisperingly.

I covered my private parts and popped my head out of the curtains, I looked around but I think no one is here with us. I stood right before him and he was only wearing Tracy's towel around his naked torso and his abs is always a great view.

you doing here?" I asked whisperingly, just to make sure no one could hear cos what if

with you." He says and pushes

the curtains behind him and his

What's he thinking?

dimpled smile like that is contagious and I know he is thinking of

in hell are you covering that? As if

playfully hit him. "It's my turn to take a

off his towel. Oh jeez, I think he's all naked too. His hand holding on my side while the other was turning the water a little bit colder. He slowly makes me turn to face him and Jesus Christ he is butt and front naked. His soft length

Holy macaroons!

if we'll get caught right?" I asked

caught

smiled. "That would

like it when you scream though. But let's play a

brows creasing.

little sound, the one who did will pay for our midnight snack later

smiled at him and nodded.

hand was busy stroking him to make him hard. We were both quiet but it was still intense and thrilling. Slowly his hands holding on my legs and starts carrying me up on his arms. My legs opening wide against his body as I lock

pulled myself away

I was hanging on to his body like a koala. He puts the condom on

out. I was fighting back my moan to come out from my lips. Every time he pushes me down, little gasps escapes from my mouth. I closed my eyes, praying I won't moan and scream out loud.

from moaning." He

at him.

kissing

•••••

I grabbed my mini basket

and as we headed to the main door, another couple was also heading. Shit we weren't alone in here. I think they did it too. Duh, obviously. The girl jumped when she saw us and I saw her eyes dilating the moment she saw Nick. I froze. I literally froze. My head slowly moved to Nick then down to his hand where he's holding my red underwear. The four of us

I

They

be easy hunting both of you down." Nick

feel his hand on

room and both of us headed out first. I lost the ability to speak and to think of what I have to speak. When we reached my

really have to scare them." I said to

were done, we headed out of the dorm to grab some

me

good at it." He

"Not that kind of drive. Be serious will you." I

laughs deeply. "Alright,

found us on

with that comforter on the

me for them to use this weekend to wherever they were going but

I nod.

seat while I was sitting down before the stirring wheel. He tells me instructions while he's jokingly acting nervous as hell. I was honestly scared as

clutch and give it

did what I

step on the clutch again

did what I was told

think we're going to survive after this." He joked while letting go

at him and he

go of the clutch and put a little amount of gas. Just step on it lightly if you

mean-ass teacher."

we finally started moving. I was smiling, holy cow Im really driving! The car was