Love Aint Always Pretty

Caim

- an invisible circle of protection that reminds you that you are safe and loved even in the darkest times; sanctuary

Origin: Scottish

32

I pulled myself up from the bed.

"Where are you going?" Nick asked.

"Shower. I need to take a shower before I sleep." I said while grabbing my towel.

He glances at his watch. "It's already eleven in the evening."

I nodded. "Yeah, what's wrong with that?"

He stares at me as I grab my mini basket that contains all the things I need for my shower --- shampoo, body wash, shaver, conditioner and some other extra stuff. I started slipping off from my clothes in front of him leaving me with nothing but my underwear on then I quickly wrapped my towel around my body. We just looked at each other for a few seconds and I was waiting for him to get up from the bed and tell me that he's going to join me in the shower.

Oh please join me in the shower, Nick.

"I'll just wait for you here, then." he says.

I sigh inwardly.

"Alright. Don't touch any of my stuff." I said as I march my way to the door and headed out of my room.

I walked my way to the shower and saw a few ladies heading out which leaves me alone. Great. If some serial killer is around the dorm, I'm the first one to die. I looked for a clean or slightly used shower room and hurriedly walked inside and pulled the shower curtains to cover me. I started taking off my bra then my underwear then turned on the shower, setting it warmer.

As the lukewarm water was running down my head and wetting my entire self, my mind was still thinking about Catherine. I wonder how she looks like. I wonder if she's insanely gorgeous. I wonder what's the color of her hair, or the color of her eyes, or how her voice is when she speaks. I wonder how she laughs. I wonder how tall she is. I wonder if she was Nick's first person to have sex with and Nick was her first. I wonder where she is. I wonder if they're still communicating each other.

I sigh.

"You shouldn't be thinking about it Savannah." I whispered to myself.

I started humming a few random songs while I was shampooing my hair. I'm a shower singer even if this is a community shower, I wouldn't really care and usually by this time no one is around here anymore so I think the shower room is all to myself. It's like my own little stage then I found myself singing to Ariana Grande's Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart.

I don't ever tell you how I really feel

Cause I can't find the words to say what I mean

And nothing's ever easy, that's what they say

I know I'm not your only

But I'll still be a fool

Cause I'm a fool for you

As the lyrics come out of my mouth, I was also thinking about Nick. I want just a little bit of his heart, not the whole of it but just a little bit but then tears filling my eyes again cos I know wont. I wiped it away. I'm so stupid. Im trying to tell myself I'm not in love with him but...

I am already in love with Nick.

The sound of the curtain as it opens caught me off guard and I quickly turned around. I jumped back. "Nick?" I said whisperingly.

I covered my private parts and popped my head out of the curtains, I looked around but I think no one is here with us. I stood right before him and he was only wearing Tracy's towel around his naked torso and his abs is always a great view.

hear cos what if there are other people on

going to take a shower with you." He says and pushes me

him and

What's he thinking?

dimpled smile like that is contagious and I know he is thinking

you covering that? As if I haven't seen all of you."

him. "It's my turn to take a shower. Wait for your

colder. He slowly makes me turn to face him and Jesus Christ he is butt and front naked. His soft length was hanging but he slowly pulls my head up to him. I was smiling and he was smiling too. His hair is now wet as well, I love it when his hair is wet like that. The top part always covers his forehead and it makes him look a bit more... handsome. Now both of his hands

Holy macaroons!

get expelled if we'll get caught right?" I asked in

caught

smiled. "That would be hard

like it when you scream though. But let's play

brows creasing. "What

who did will

him and

and kissed my lips as the water keeps running down over our bodies. The water is getting colder as it hits my body which is feeling warmer and warmer with every kiss Nick plants on my lips and glorious God his tongue is the best. My hand was busy stroking him to make him hard. We were both quiet but it was still intense and thrilling. Slowly his hands holding on my legs and starts carrying me up on his arms. My legs opening

myself away a

smirking and reaches over the small counter where I placed my little basket down. He grabbed the foil while I was hanging on to his body like a koala. He puts the condom on his length and kisses me back. Little by little, I already feel his tip entering me, I grasp onto his shoulder then he starts to hold me, pushing me up

tighter on his neck, resting my cheek on his shoulder. I feel his tip hitting the end of me as it goes in and out. I was fighting back my moan to come out from my lips. Every time he pushes me down, little gasps escapes from my mouth. I closed my eyes, praying I won't moan and scream out loud. It's not that I'm troubled about me paying for our midnight snack later, I'm more worried about getting caught having sex in

yourself from moaning." He

him. "I'm

then kissing my lips

•••••

I grabbed my mini basket and he was the one who was holding my washed underwear and bra

saw us and I saw her eyes dilating the moment she saw Nick. I froze. I literally froze. My head slowly moved to Nick then down to his hand where he's holding my

anyone right?" I hear Nick

nodded vigorously. They looked so

hunting both of

his hand on my back,

room and both of us headed out first. I lost the ability to speak and to think of what

didn't really have to scare them." I said

him the shirt that Cameron gave me as a remembrance before I came here. Good thing it fits him. I also let him borrow my spray deodorant and when we were done, we headed out

me to

good at

kind of drive. Be serious will you." I said

laughs deeply.

I found us on a

what's with that comforter on the backseat?" I

it, "Tracy was about to borrow it from me for them to use this weekend to wherever they were going

I nod.

I was sitting down before the stirring wheel. He tells me instructions while he's jokingly acting nervous as hell. I was honestly scared as

Now let go of the clutch and give it a little gas." he

did what

very good. Now step on the clutch again and set to first

I

survive after this."

at him and he just

clutch and put a little amount of gas. Just step on it lightly

such a mean-ass teacher."

we finally started moving. I was smiling, holy cow Im really driving! The car was moving slow but at least