Love Aint Always Pretty

Caim

- an invisible circle of protection that reminds you that you are safe and loved even in the darkest times; sanctuary

Origin: Scottish

32

I pulled myself up from the bed.

"Where are you going?" Nick asked.

"Shower. I need to take a shower before I sleep." I said while grabbing my towel.

He glances at his watch. "It's already eleven in the evening."

I nodded. "Yeah, what's wrong with that?"

He stares at me as I grab my mini basket that contains all the things I need for my shower --- shampoo, body wash, shaver, conditioner and some other extra stuff. I started slipping off from my clothes in front of him leaving me with nothing but my underwear on then I quickly wrapped my towel around my body. We just looked at each other for a few seconds and I was waiting for him to get up from the bed and tell me that he's going to join me in the shower.

Oh please join me in the shower, Nick.

"I'll just wait for you here, then." he says.

I sigh inwardly.

"Alright. Don't touch any of my stuff." I said as I march my way to the door and headed out of my room.

I walked my way to the shower and saw a few ladies heading out which leaves me alone. Great. If some serial killer is around the dorm, I'm the first one to die. I looked for a clean or slightly used shower room and hurriedly walked inside and pulled the shower curtains to cover me. I started taking off my bra then my underwear then turned on the shower, setting it warmer.

As the lukewarm water was running down my head and wetting my entire self, my mind was still thinking about Catherine. I wonder how she looks like. I wonder if she's insanely gorgeous. I wonder what's the color of her hair, or the color of her eyes, or how her voice is when she speaks. I wonder how she laughs. I wonder how tall she is. I wonder if she was Nick's first person to have sex with and Nick was her first. I wonder where she is. I wonder if they're still communicating each other.

I sigh.

"You shouldn't be thinking about it Savannah." I whispered to myself.

I started humming a few random songs while I was shampooing my hair. I'm a shower singer even if this is a community shower, I wouldn't really care and usually by this time no one is around here anymore so I think the shower room is all to myself. It's like my own little stage then I found myself singing to Ariana Grande's Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart.

I don't ever tell you how I really feel

Cause I can't find the words to say what I mean

And nothing's ever easy, that's what they say

I know I'm not your only

But I'll still be a fool

Cause I'm a fool for you

As the lyrics come out of my mouth, I was also thinking about Nick. I want just a little bit of his heart, not the whole of it but just a little bit but then tears filling my eyes again cos I know wont. I wiped it away. I'm so stupid. Im trying to tell myself I'm not in love with him but...

I am already in love with Nick.

The sound of the curtain as it opens caught me off guard and I quickly turned around. I jumped back. "Nick?" I said whisperingly.

I covered my private parts and popped my head out of the curtains, I looked around but I think no one is here with us. I stood right before him and he was only wearing Tracy's towel around his naked torso and his abs is always a great view.

are you doing here?" I asked whisperingly, just to make sure no one could hear cos what if there are other

take a shower with you." He says and pushes me

closed the curtains behind him

What's he thinking?

that is contagious and

you covering that? As if I haven't seen all

him. "It's my turn to

hand holding on my side while the other was turning the water a little bit colder. He slowly makes me turn to face him and Jesus Christ he is butt and front naked. His soft length was hanging but he slowly pulls my head up to him. I was smiling and he was smiling too. His hair is now wet

Holy macaroons!

do know we'll get expelled if we'll get caught right?" I asked

get caught

would be hard

back at me. "I like it when you scream though. But let's play a little game." he said while pushing my hair

creasing. "What

little sound, the one who did

smiled at him

as it hits my body which is feeling warmer and warmer with every kiss Nick plants on my lips and glorious God his tongue is the best. My hand was busy stroking him to make him hard. We were both quiet but it was still intense and

away

I placed my little basket down. He grabbed the foil while I was hanging on to his body like a koala. He puts the condom on his length and kisses me back. Little by little, I already feel his tip entering me, I grasp onto his shoulder then he starts to hold me,

end of me as it goes in and out. I was fighting back my moan to come out from my lips. Every time he pushes me down, little gasps escapes from my mouth. I closed my

yourself from moaning." He teases

smiled at him. "I'm

smirks then kissing

•••••

also wrapping his torso with his own towel. I grabbed my mini basket and he was the one who was holding my washed underwear and

girl jumped when she saw us and

anyone right?" I hear Nick speaking to

nodded vigorously. They looked so

it'll be easy hunting both of you down."

on

both of us headed out first. I lost the ability to speak and to think of what I have to speak. When we reached my room, both of us

really have to scare

kissed my temple. We changed to our dry clothes and I lent him the shirt that Cameron gave me as a remembrance before I came here. Good thing it fits him. I also let him borrow my spray deodorant and when we were done, we headed out of the dorm to grab some midnight snack. We hopped into his car and headed to

me to

so good at it."

"Not that kind of drive. Be serious will you." I

laughs deeply.

us

comforter

it from me for them to use

I nod.

before the stirring wheel. He tells me instructions while he's jokingly

good. Now let go of the clutch and give it a little gas."

what

step on the clutch again

what I was

after this."

at him and

go of the clutch and put a little amount of gas. Just step on it lightly if you still want to

a mean-ass teacher." I

laughs again and we finally started moving. I was smiling, holy cow Im really driving! The car was moving slow but at least I was happy