Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 53: 53 Obscurité

Obscurité

Translation: darkness

Origin: French

53

NICK'S POV

SEVEN YEARS AGO

It's been almost a year since my mother died. It's been almost a year since my mother's case was closed. It's been almost a year that I've been fighting for justice of my mother's death. Hans was the one who killed my mom. He intentionally killed my mother but he didn't get to be put in prison cos they paid the entire police station. They paid the witness and they left town right away after that day they killed my mother.

Yes, they. Hans and Mr. Forster.

It has been almost a year too since I lived alone in the house with Tracy. It's been almost a year I've been wanting to get my revenge on them. And it's been almost a year since Catherine left me.

Catherine found out on that same day who killed my mom and she couldn't stand being around me cos she felt guilty of what happened. When I got back home that day, I couldn't find her clothes on our dresser and I found a note on the kitchen table. That's all she left me, a note.

She said how sorry she was and how guilty she was of what happened. She said she didn't want this to happen. She blamed herself that my mom died. She said she didn't expect her father could go this far. She said she's going back to her father. She left me just like that. She left me so easily as if what we had was nothing important.

Catherine left me alone.

"Congratulations Nick." Tracy hugs me.

"Thanks Trace." I hugged her back and kissed her forehead.

"Bro, we're graduates! Wuhooo!" Alec fist bumped with me.

I smiled at him and he hooks his arm around my neck. "Dude, stop with that remorseful look. I'm sure your mom is proud of you right now."

"I just wish she could've seen me right now. She'd be so proud of me. She'd tell me for sure that she didn't expect I'd pass high school." I laugh humorlessly.

I looked up at the sky. "This is for you mom."

"How about we go to Tuck's party tonight? They said it's going to be epic! It's the last party we could attend to as high school. What do you say?" Alec offered.

"I can't leave Tracy alone." I say.

"Mom will guard her for us. She could sleep in my place." Alec blurted.

"I'll be fine Nick. Just go and have fun." Tracy says.

•••••

Later that afternoon after attending my high school graduation, I waited for my shift in this mechanic shop to end. I tried to do little fixes in the engine of this car that needs to be picked up any minute now. It's an old classic car and it's a pretty damn beautiful ride. Mrs. Tonkin, the wife of this shop's original owner, said that a beautiful man and a pretty lady owns this ride and she also said it's a pretty damn special car for them cos they'll be using it when they get married.

I stared at the engine as Alec starts trying it back again. He starts the engine and thank goodness it starts working. Alec steps out of the driver's seat.

"It worked bro!" Alec chimed.

I smile and closed the trunk. "That's really brilliant. I'm sure the owner of this car will extremely be happy."

"Damn this baby is a 1959 classic."

I smiled.

"Boys! The owners of that car are here." I hear Mrs. Tonkin call out to us.

Alec and I hurriedly turned around to see who it was. To my surprise, I dropped the tool from my hand and I stood there, frozen. My eyes grew bigger every time they walked near us and my heart was pumping really fast. I feel so surprised and happy but furiously angry.

Catherine is with Hans!

I know Catherine was also shocked to see me too and Alec even stared at me the moment he knew it was her and this douche bag. Her eyes looked like she's about to cry but she's holding it back.

I wanted to hold her. I wanted to ask her where she was for almost a year of leaving me. I wanted to ask her how she was. I wanted to ask her why she left me so easily. I wanted to do so many things and ask her so many things but I stare at Catherine, she looks

Happy with Hans.

was wearing a loose black dress and a pair of golden flats. She's so pretty.

to us, I knew something was not right here. I glared at Hans and he was so calm. He planned this. He knew I worked here that's why he brought this stupid car here. I know he planned this cos he's

is Hans Fitzgerald." Mrs. Tonkin said to us while

Fiancée.

who killed my mother. Catherine stands right before me. She gained weight. Her cheeks are a little bit chubby. I looked down on her

My eyes dilated.

She's pregnant!

Catherine is pregnant.

that's why he's marrying her. It's really lovely. They're such a

isn't even doing anything. She just kept looking at me. Not a word said. Not a how are you from her. Not even an I miss you Nick came from her mouth. I grabbed the car

her and she's looking at me. "I fixed it." I

looked back at her as I exhaled

Hans soon? Catherine is so unfair. I waited for her to come back. I held on to that promise that her and I made. I held on tight to it even though she left me cos I know

wait up!" Alec chased

pants as he taps my

wanna hear it Alec." I

you beat him up there?

my head.

my fingers through my

him Alec. Not in front of Catherine and

fucking pregnant with Hans'

it was a short period of time, it was very memorable to me. This place was where Catherine and I filled our dreams together. This house was where we planned

at the lot. I hurriedly grabbed my gun and inserted it inside my jeans then covered it over with my shirt. I had this gun ever since my mom died. Dad came here last year and left it

here, instead of me. I hear footsteps coming down the stairs. Catherine's image appeared on top of the staircase. She paused and looked shocked to find me here. Slowly, she starts coming

What a surprise." She

are you still doing here?"

exhales. "Visiting." She says while

months?" I asked as I

gazes at

sit down on the couch. The couch where we'd used to cuddle or make out with when we watch a movie she loves. "Sit with me."

neither did she. We stared at the tv right

we'd run around this living room chasing each

I nod.

ate together, we washed dishes together. I learned how to do chores cos you taught

We. Not you and Hans but we. You and I." I cut

me then bends her head

to us? What did I do wrong? Why did you leave me just like that? Why didn't you come back to me? Everyday I'd wait outside that doorstep hoping

I grew

father told me was true. He was right about everything he pointed out to me. You can't

were okay

and careless Nick. Sixteen year olds

away with me and being with me was

what we had was forever but then I realized that I need to live my dreams and not to be stuck inside this old

as I got hurt by her answer. Her words were

me

us looking at each other and she's doubtful of what to say to

you so much. I

used to

I hold onto it, for the first time after a year.

eagerly and I was doing

hopes that you'll come back."

sad and slightly looked

you go..." I

kiss you." I

I started moving closer and closer to her until both of closed our eyes, until my lips were on her lips and until

love you Catherine.." I say as I pull myself

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