Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 52: 52 Gemes

Gemes

- the anger one feels inside but cannot find a way to express it.

Origin: Javanese

52

That Saturday afternoon, we went to a nearby small grocery store and bought a few foods until tomorrow. Nick was the one picking what he needs since he's the one who'll do all the cooking. I was the one pushing the cart for us though I bought a few foods too like junk foods, some chips, chocolate cookies, gummy worms, popcorn, and some other stuff that is to my own liking.

Nick was busy picking some perfect sauce for the pasta he'll be making tonight while I searched for a milk for me to drink. It may sound crazy but I usually choose the most beautiful milk container and that's how I choose milk aside from it being low fat. I head back to where the gummies were and every single thing was just deliciously tempting to buy.

"Hi. Excuse me dear." An old woman who wore a red trench coat approached me.

I smiled. "Hi ma'm. Can I be of any help?"

I sounded like a saleslady.

"Oh don't worry about me. I am more worried about you." She holds my arm.

I paused. "Me?"

She nods and looks over at Nick. "Why are you with that man?"

I looked over at Nick and he watches me talking to this old woman. I stared back at her and she looked so serious. "You should be careful around him." She says.

"I should be careful? With Nick?"

She nods again. "Yes dear."

She's the third person to tell me to be careful around Nick. Why? What's with Nick that I should really be careful about? What's Nick hiding from me?

"W-why?" I asked.

"Cos he's a--"

"Something going on here?"

She was cut off of what she was going to tell me by Nick. How'd he came here so fast? Nick stands right next to me and stares at the old woman then at me.

I shake my head. "No. She was just asking for directions where the fruits are."

Nick stares at the old woman intently and she looks back at him with fear in her eyes. He starts telling her where the fruits were placed and she hurriedly walks away but her eyes were glued to me.

"Do you know her?" I asked him.

"Yeah. She's Mrs. Tonkin. Her husband died cos of a stray bullet in New Year's."

He turned to me. "Done picking your gummies?"

I smiled. "Almost. Just a second."

Late that afternoon, while Nick was busy preparing for our dinner, I headed out of my room to help him and then I stared at his bedroom door. I looked at the stairs if he would come up but he wasn't. I slowly marched my way near his door and slowly opened it. I wanted to see how his room looks like. I wanted to compare his old room grin the one has at the frat house.

there were no curtains and the bedsheets were dark blue. I see a few picture frames all

looks like. She's so beautiful it hurts me cos I look nothing like her. They look so perfect for each other. Nick was smiling on the first picture, and I've never seen that smile before. I've never seen him smile like that at me before. The second picture,

They were posing some wacky faces. Nick seemed so happy with her. The last frame was a solo picture of Catherine. I grabbed it as my tears were filling

you're Catherine..." I

the door and tears were falling down on my face. He's still in love with

myself what could've that old woman was about to say. I would want to ask

like that cos he's used to the both of us getting quiet all of a sudden. Dinner was lovely as always and we had

The movie was very touching that made me tear up like a baby. Nick, who was sitting down right next to

when it comes to movies."

and don't you dare fight with me about it." I pointed my finger out to him

didn't finish it cos I was crying too much so I wanted to finish this one this time." I

even finished the popcorn

took some from it

me to grab some drinks for you?" I asked him while I was standing by

"Anything." He says.

juice." I snapped and he was smiling at

beers so I pulled out a pack then headed out of he kitchen as I pulled out the pack

"Beer?" I smiled.

sighs. "Where did

means she wants to be drank." I say as

had a

back down on the couch right next to him and placed the pack of beers

don't

all? We're just going to take a few

I could face him. "You

I smile. "Peer pressure."

"I feel bad cos you're learning to drink up like this and you wear showy clothes more often now cos of the people around you and

no lecture, daddy." I teased him while I'm biting my

grins. "You got

too

least I'm experienced."

covered my face with my hands. He pulls my hands away from my face and kissed

I..." He trails off while brushing my fingers against

Oh god.

spank you cos you've been a very

That's sexy.

scary. It's like Christian

him and kissed my temple. "I'm just joking. Do you really want

my knees together. Another movie was on and I have no idea what it was. I watched it anyways cos Nick seems to be interested on it. It could buy me time from thinking

should I be careful around Nick? That question is once again stuck in

laugh under his throat when something funny would come up. I look back

"What's wrong?" He asked.

smiled at

you sure?"

at him as I placed my head on his shoulder. "Let's

and stood right before me as I crossed my legs over the table. The living room was dim and the only light around us was coming from the patio outside on the front porch. I

carriage?" I

arms to his side.

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