Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

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"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

fail you." I say with a smile. "Thank you again. Thank you so

happily and I didn't care if people were looking at me. I quickly called up Kurt's phone and it was

"Guess what?" I chimed.

found

rolled my eyes. "Better than that! Remember that publishing group I was aiming

you you're wasting

at the bottom. I don't like starting at the top right away. Maybe after internship

for you. Shall we

I'll call up Damon if he wants to come. He's leaving for Cali tomorrow night. It's double

still need to get to my next

"Bye." I hang up.

As soon as I was about to turn on the engine of my car, my phone lights up

baby! Be my tour guide? Haha. I terribly terribly miss you!!

gasped and hurriedly dialed up her number. "Trace!!"

you since you left

you? Are you at

I'll text you the name and room number. I need to unpack my things here."

be driving there

I hang up.

to me and Nick but I didn't really care if he was with her here in New York cos I specifically told myself that I need to distance from him and our memories. I wonder where he went to after he left me at Las

the hotel, I quickly went up to her room and rang the doorbell. Tracy was the one who opened the door and she quickly threw herself to me. I was shock at

you!!!"

missed you

examine her really carefully. My brows

"Sexy." She chirped.

thin."

her

"Thinner." I corrected.

I could see her knuckles clearer. I could see her collar bone so much than the last time I saw her, that bony shoulder and

look at me like

What happened

took a long

the sudden weight loss?" I asked

aiming

lost too much. You need to gain a little bit." I

shush, you need to tour me around

of a party

shoot up.

drinks at the club. I just

my

my hand. "I'm so happy for you!" She

unfair, you didn't

at me ruefully. "Let's go shopping? I'm so bored now. Let's make most out of

I giggled.

super skinny thighs and her bones that are showing off of her knees. I started driving away from the hotel and as we got stuck on New York's traffic jam, Tracy

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

at

kept forcing him to go back to see you and to tell you how sorry he was. I'm

it's not your

my fault. It's all my fault. I'm sorry. I'm so

grabbed her hand and held it as tight as I could, "It's not your

in her eyes. She holds on to me tight and she was just crying. I held her thin body and rubbed my hand over

now. It's been a year. I'm doing fine." I

I can't blame you. You've been nice to me since the day I met you, Im not blaming you

"I'm sorry."

wiped her tears. "Let's just enjoy New York

She nods and smiles.