Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

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"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

you! I will never fail you." I say with a smile. "Thank you again. Thank you so

care if people were looking at me. I quickly called up Kurt's phone and it was just ringing for a few seconds and then he finally

"Guess what?" I chimed.

finally found

rolled my eyes. "Better than that! Remember that publishing

told you you're wasting time

bottom. I don't like starting at the top right away. Maybe after internship I'll apply for Devaloines

happy for you. Shall we celebrate to that

call up Damon if he wants to come. He's leaving for Cali tomorrow

need to get to

"Bye." I hang up.

of my car, my phone lights up as it sits on the passenger seat. I hurriedly gabbed it and my

baby! Be my tour guide? Haha.

number. "Trace!!" I squealed when

seen you

you? Are you

text you the name and room number.

be driving

I hang up.

I don't know if she knows what happened to me and Nick but I didn't really care if he was with her here in New York cos I specifically told myself that I need to distance from

the one who opened the door and she quickly threw herself to me.

you!!!" She

you too. So

me as I examine her really carefully. My

"Sexy." She chirped.

so thin."

her even

"Thinner." I corrected.

her knuckles clearer. I could see her collar bone so much than the last time I

at me like that."

What happened to

took a long

with the sudden weight loss?"

"I'm aiming for

much. You need

you need to tour me

I'm having a little bit of a party tonight,

eyebrow shoot

a few drinks at the club. I just

gasped. "Oh my god no

hugs me again and then held my hand. "I'm so happy for

you! You're so unfair, you didn't invite me

me ruefully. "Let's go shopping? I'm so bored

I giggled.

off of her knees. I started driving away from the hotel and as we got stuck on New York's traffic jam, Tracy said something to me

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

at her. "Sorry

to see you and to tell you how sorry he was. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't do anything to patch you back together. You always seemed to help

it's not your

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

as I could, "It's not your fault. You

sudden hugs me and I saw tears forming in her eyes. She holds on to me tight and she was just crying. I held her thin body and rubbed my hand over her showy spine. I could feel her spinal chord over my palm

doing fine." I say as I pull myself

not your fault. I didn't blame you. I can't blame you. You've been nice to me

"I'm sorry."

York shopping? I'm sure you'll

She nods and smiles.