Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

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"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

you! I will never fail you." I say with a smile. "Thank you again. Thank you

were looking at me. I quickly called up

"Guess what?" I chimed.

found

that! Remember that publishing

wasting time on that

need to start at the bottom. I don't like starting at the top right away. Maybe

still happy for you.

I'll call up Damon if he wants to come. He's leaving for Cali tomorrow night. It's double

go, still need to get to my next

"Bye." I hang up.

I was about to turn on the engine of my car, my phone lights up as it sits on the

Be my tour guide? Haha. I terribly

her number. "Trace!!" I squealed

seen you

are you? Are you at the

the name and room number. I

be driving

I hang up.

since I haven't seen her for such a long time, I know I just had to see her. I don't know if she knows what happened to me and Nick but I didn't really care if he was with her here in New York cos I specifically told myself that I need to distance from him and our memories. I wonder

went up to her room and rang the doorbell. Tracy was the one who opened the door and she quickly threw herself to me. I

you!!!"

smiled. "I missed you too. So

from me as I examine her really carefully. My

"Sexy." She chirped.

thin." I

her even

"Thinner." I corrected.

the last time I saw her, that

at me like that."

What happened to

a long

sudden weight loss?"

"I'm aiming

much. You need to gain a little

shush, you need to tour me around New York."

I'm having a little bit of a party tonight, you

shoot up.

the club. I just had

gasped. "Oh my god no

held my

you! You're so unfair, you didn't invite me

I'm so bored

I giggled.

of us headed out of her room and got inside my car. I glanced at Tracy's super skinny thighs and her bones that are showing off of her knees. I started driving away from the hotel and as we got stuck on New York's traffic jam, Tracy said something

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

at her.

talked to him about you, I kept forcing him to go back to see you and to tell you how sorry he was. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't

it's not your

It's all my fault. I'm sorry.

hand and held it as tight as I could, "It's not your fault.

sudden hugs me and I saw tears forming in her eyes. She holds on to me tight and she was just crying. I held her thin body and rubbed my hand over her showy spine. I could feel her

It's been a year. I'm doing fine." I say as I pull myself

your fault. I didn't blame you. I can't blame you. You've been nice

"I'm sorry."

just enjoy New York shopping? I'm sure you'll

She nods and smiles.