Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

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"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

you! I will never fail you." I say with a

looking at me. I quickly called up Kurt's phone and it

"Guess what?" I chimed.

finally found

rolled my eyes. "Better than that! Remember that publishing group I was aiming

I told you you're wasting time on that cheap ass publishing

I don't like starting at the top right away. Maybe after internship I'll apply for Devaloines Group." I

for you. Shall we celebrate to that

call up Damon if he wants to come. He's leaving

still need to get to my next

"Bye." I hang up.

Publishing House and quickly got into my car. As soon as I was about to turn on the engine of my car, my phone lights up as it sits on the passenger seat. I hurriedly gabbed

ex roommate! Guess what? I'm in NYC baby! Be my tour guide?

gasped and hurriedly dialed up her number.

you since you left

Are you

text you the name and room number. I need to

okay. I'll be driving there

I hang up.

if he was with her here in New York cos I specifically told myself that I need to distance

the hotel, I quickly went up to her room and rang the doorbell. Tracy was the one who opened the door and she quickly threw herself to me. I was shock at first

you!!!"

"I missed you too.

I examine her really carefully.

"Sexy." She chirped.

so thin." I tell

her even

"Thinner." I corrected.

so much than the last time I saw her, that bony shoulder and smaller hips. God what happened to Tracy? She's super skinny, more like bony after a year of not

look at me like

What happened to

a

weight loss?" I asked

"I'm aiming for a

much. You need to gain a little

you need to tour me around

bit of a party tonight, you should

eyebrow shoot

Maybe a few drinks at the club. I just had my

my god no

again and then held my hand. "I'm so happy

unfair, you didn't invite me to your

at me ruefully. "Let's go shopping? I'm so bored now. Let's

I giggled.

of us headed out of her room and got inside my car. I glanced at Tracy's super skinny thighs and her bones that are showing off of her knees. I started driving away from the hotel and as we got stuck on New York's traffic jam,

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

at her.

tell you how sorry he was. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't do anything to patch you back together. You always seemed to help me with Clyde.

it's not

fault. I'm sorry. I'm

tight as I could,

just crying. I held her thin body and rubbed my hand over her showy spine. I could feel her spinal chord over my palm but I ignored it. It even made me

now. It's been a year. I'm doing fine." I say as

you. I can't blame you. You've been nice to me since

"I'm sorry."

New York shopping? I'm sure you'll love the designs

She nods and smiles.