Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

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"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

I will never fail you." I say with a

out of the office, I jumped happily and I didn't care if people were looking at me. I quickly called up Kurt's phone and it was just ringing for

"Guess what?" I chimed.

found a new

rolled my eyes. "Better than that! Remember that publishing group I was aiming

I told you you're wasting time

I need to start at the bottom. I don't like starting at the top

for you. Shall

Damon if he wants to come. He's

go, still need to get to

"Bye." I hang up.

to turn on the engine of my car, my phone lights up

I'm in NYC baby! Be

number. "Trace!!" I squealed when she

seen you

are you? Are you

hotel. I'll text you the name and room

okay. I'll be driving

I hang up.

since I haven't seen her for such a long time, I know I just had to see her. I don't know if she knows what happened to me and Nick but I didn't really care if he was with her here in New York cos I specifically told myself that I need to distance from him and our memories. I wonder where he went to after he left me at Las Vegas. He's always gone and he doesn't really tell

went up to her room and rang the doorbell. Tracy was the one who opened the door and she quickly threw herself to me. I was shock at first cos she was

missed you!!!"

missed you too. So

away from me as I examine her really carefully.

"Sexy." She chirped.

thin." I

examine her

"Thinner." I corrected.

holding me tight and I could see her knuckles clearer. I could see her collar bone so much than the last time I saw her, that

me like

What happened to

took a

with the sudden weight loss?"

smiled. "I'm aiming for

you lost too much. You need

to tour me around

bit of a

eyebrow shoot up.

at the club. I just had my

gasped. "Oh my god

my hand. "I'm so happy

You're so unfair, you didn't invite me to your

I'm so bored now.

I giggled.

out of her room and got inside my car. I glanced at Tracy's super skinny thighs and her bones that are showing off of her knees. I started driving away

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

gazed at

what he did to you. I'm sorry. I talked to him about you, I kept forcing him to go back to see you and to tell you how sorry he was. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't do anything to patch you back together. You always seemed to help me with

it's not

It's all my fault. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't know.

hand and held it as tight as I could, "It's not your fault.

eyes. She holds on to me tight and she was just crying. I held her thin body and rubbed my hand over her showy spine. I could feel her spinal chord over my palm but I ignored it. It even made me

doing fine." I say as I pull myself

and it's not your fault. I didn't blame you. I can't blame you. You've been nice to me since the day I met you, Im not

"I'm sorry."

wiped her tears. "Let's just enjoy New York shopping? I'm

She nods and smiles.