Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

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"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

with a smile.

me. I quickly called up Kurt's phone and it

"Guess what?" I chimed.

finally found

than that! Remember that publishing group

you you're wasting time on that cheap

need to start at the bottom. I don't like starting at the top right away. Maybe after internship I'll

still happy for you. Shall we celebrate

he wants to come. He's

still need to

"Bye." I hang up.

engine of my car, my phone lights up as it sits on the passenger seat. I hurriedly

ex roommate! Guess what? I'm in NYC baby! Be my tour guide? Haha. I terribly terribly miss

and hurriedly dialed up her number. "Trace!!" I squealed

haven't seen you

are you? Are you at

in my hotel. I'll text you the name and room number. I need to

okay. I'll be driving there

I hang up.

to the hotel that Tracy texted me and since I haven't seen her for such a long time, I know I just had to see her. I don't know if she knows what happened to me and Nick but I didn't really care if he was with her here in New York

the doorbell. Tracy was the one who opened the door and she quickly threw herself to me. I was shock at first

you!!!" She

smiled. "I missed you

as I examine

"Sexy." She chirped.

so thin."

examine her

"Thinner." I corrected.

at me and just pulled me inside the room. Tracy's bony hands were holding me tight and I could see her knuckles clearer. I could see her collar bone so much than the last time

look at me like that."

What happened

took a

the sudden weight loss?" I asked

aiming for a

You need

tour

a little bit of

eyebrow shoot up.

the club.

gasped. "Oh my god

hugs me again and then held my hand. "I'm

You're so unfair, you didn't invite me to your

at me ruefully. "Let's go shopping? I'm so

I giggled.

Tracy's super skinny thighs and her bones that are showing off of her knees. I started driving away from the hotel and as we got stuck on New

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

gazed at her.

about you, I kept forcing him to go back to see you and to tell you how sorry he was. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I

not your

all my fault. I'm sorry. I'm so

and held it as tight as I could, "It's not your fault. You

just crying. I held her thin body and rubbed my hand over her showy spine. I could feel her spinal chord over my palm but I ignored it. It even made me think that

doing fine." I say as I pull

your fault. I didn't blame you. I can't blame you. You've been nice to me since the day I met you, Im not

"I'm sorry."

tears. "Let's just enjoy New York shopping? I'm sure you'll love

She nods and smiles.