Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

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"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

you! I will never fail you." I say with a smile. "Thank you again. Thank you so

people were looking at me. I quickly called up Kurt's phone and it was just ringing for

"Guess what?" I chimed.

finally found a new

eyes. "Better than that! Remember that publishing group I was aiming

you're wasting time on that

I don't like starting at the top right away. Maybe after internship I'll apply

I'm still happy for you. Shall we

if he wants to come. He's leaving for Cali

still need to get to my next

"Bye." I hang up.

into my car. As soon as I was about to turn on the engine of my car, my phone lights up as it sits on the passenger

NYC baby! Be my tour guide? Haha. I terribly terribly

hurriedly dialed up her number. "Trace!!" I squealed when she answered her

seen you since you

you? Are

name and room number.

okay. I'll be driving there

I hang up.

I haven't seen her for such a long time, I know I just had to see her. I don't know if she knows what happened to me and Nick but I didn't really care if he was with her here in New York cos I specifically told myself

I quickly went up to her room and rang the doorbell. Tracy was the one who opened the door and she quickly threw herself to me. I was shock at first

you!!!"

missed you too. So so

as I examine her

"Sexy." She chirped.

thin." I tell

her even

"Thinner." I corrected.

me inside the room. Tracy's bony hands were holding me tight and I could see her knuckles clearer. I could see her collar bone so much than the

at me like

happened to

took a long

weight loss?" I

smiled. "I'm aiming for a

too much. You need to gain a little

to tour me around New York." She

little bit of a party tonight,

eyebrow shoot

at the club. I just had my

gasped. "Oh my

and then held my hand. "I'm so happy for you!"

You're so unfair, you didn't invite

go shopping? I'm so bored now. Let's make most out of

I giggled.

are showing off of her knees. I started driving away from the hotel and as we got stuck on New York's traffic jam, Tracy said something to me out of

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

at her.

he did to you. I'm sorry. I talked to him about you, I kept forcing him to go back to see you and to tell you

not

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I

tight as I

holds on to me tight and she was just crying. I held her thin body and rubbed my hand over

I'm doing fine." I say as

You've been nice to me since the day I met you, Im not blaming you for this.

"I'm sorry."

her tears. "Let's just enjoy New York shopping? I'm sure

She nods and smiles.