Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

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"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

you." I say with a

second I stepped out of the office, I jumped happily and I didn't care if people were looking at me. I quickly called up Kurt's phone and it was just ringing for a few

"Guess what?" I chimed.

found a new

"Better than that! Remember that publishing group I

wasting time on that

like starting at the top right away. Maybe after internship I'll apply

you.

he wants to come. He's leaving for Cali tomorrow

Gotta go, still need to

"Bye." I hang up.

turn on the engine of my car, my phone lights up as it sits on the passenger seat. I hurriedly gabbed it and my

in NYC baby! Be my tour

number. "Trace!!" I squealed when she answered her

I haven't seen you since you

Are you at

name and room number. I need to unpack

I'll be driving there

I hang up.

hotel that Tracy texted me and since I haven't seen her for such a long time, I know I just had to see her. I don't know if she knows what happened to me and Nick but I didn't really care if he was with her here in New York cos I specifically told myself that I need to distance from him and our memories. I wonder where he went to after he

who opened the door and she quickly threw herself to me. I was shock at first cos she was

you!!!" She

"I missed you too. So so

me as I examine her really carefully. My brows

"Sexy." She chirped.

so thin." I

examine her even

"Thinner." I corrected.

were holding me tight and I could see her knuckles clearer. I could see her collar bone so much than the last time I

at me like that."

happened

a long

the sudden weight loss?" I

smiled. "I'm aiming for

need to gain a little bit." I

to tour me

I'm having a little bit of a party tonight,

shoot

at the club. I

"Oh my god no

hugs me again and then held my

You're so unfair, you

so bored

I giggled.

out of her room and got inside my car. I glanced at Tracy's super skinny thighs and her bones that are showing off of her

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

at her.

him about you, I kept forcing him to go back to see you and to tell you how sorry he was. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't do

it's not

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't

I could, "It's not your

she was just crying. I held her thin body and rubbed my hand over her showy spine. I could feel her spinal chord over my palm but I ignored it. It even made me think that

It's been a year. I'm doing fine." I say

I can't blame you. You've been nice to me since the day

"I'm sorry."

tears. "Let's just enjoy New York shopping? I'm sure you'll love the designs in

She nods and smiles.