Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

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"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

fail you." I say with a smile. "Thank you again. Thank you so

the office, I jumped happily and I didn't care if people were looking at me. I quickly called up Kurt's phone and it was just ringing

"Guess what?" I chimed.

found

eyes. "Better than that! Remember that publishing

wasting time

don't like starting at the top right away. Maybe after internship I'll apply for

for you. Shall we celebrate to that

I'll call up Damon if he wants to come. He's leaving for Cali tomorrow night. It's double

need to get to

"Bye." I hang up.

I was about to turn on the engine of my car, my phone lights up as it sits

baby! Be my tour guide? Haha. I terribly terribly miss

number. "Trace!!" I squealed when she

you since you

are you? Are you at the

and room number. I need to unpack my things here."

I'll be

I hang up.

Tracy texted me and since I haven't seen her for such a long time, I know I just had to see her. I don't know if she knows what happened to me and Nick but I didn't really care if he was with her here in New York cos I specifically told myself that

one who opened the door and she quickly threw herself to me. I was shock

you!!!" She

smiled. "I missed you too. So

examine her really carefully. My brows creasing. "You're.."

"Sexy." She chirped.

thin." I tell

examine her

"Thinner." I corrected.

could see her collar bone so much than the last time I

look at me

What happened

took a

weight

smiled. "I'm aiming

too much. You need to gain a little

you need to tour me around New York." She

of

eyebrow shoot up.

a few drinks at the club.

"Oh my

hugs me again and then held my hand. "I'm so happy for you!" She

you didn't invite

go shopping? I'm so bored now. Let's make

I giggled.

and got inside my car. I glanced at Tracy's super skinny thighs and her bones that are showing off of her knees.

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

gazed at her.

about you, I kept forcing him to go back to see you and to tell you how sorry he was. I'm sorry. I'm

not your

fault. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't know. I'm

her hand and held it as tight as I could, "It's not your fault. You didn't

all of a sudden hugs me and I saw tears forming in her eyes. She holds on to me tight and she was just crying. I held her thin body and rubbed my

I'm okay now. It's been a year. I'm doing fine." I say as I pull

fault. I didn't blame you. I can't blame you. You've been nice to me since the day I met you, Im not blaming you for this. I blame

"I'm sorry."

York shopping? I'm sure you'll

She nods and smiles.