Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

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"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

fail you." I say with a

of the office, I jumped happily and I didn't care if people were looking at me. I quickly called up Kurt's phone and it was

"Guess what?" I chimed.

finally found a new

Remember that publishing group

you're wasting time on that cheap ass publishing

don't like starting at the top right away. Maybe after internship I'll apply for

I'm still happy for you.

wants to come. He's leaving for

still need to get to

"Bye." I hang up.

FMA Publishing House and quickly got into my car. As soon as I was about to turn on the engine of my car, my phone lights up as it sits on the passenger seat. I hurriedly gabbed

ex roommate! Guess what? I'm in NYC baby! Be

hurriedly dialed up her number. "Trace!!" I squealed when she

haven't seen you since you left

are you? Are you at the

I'm in my hotel. I'll text you the name and room number. I

okay. I'll be driving

I hang up.

didn't really care if he was with her here in New York cos I specifically told myself that I need to distance from him and our memories. I wonder where he went to after he left me at Las Vegas.

was the one who opened the door and she quickly threw herself to me.

you!!!" She

smiled. "I missed you too. So

examine her really carefully. My brows creasing.

"Sexy." She chirped.

thin." I tell

examine her

"Thinner." I corrected.

clearer. I could see her collar bone so much than the last time I saw her, that bony shoulder and smaller hips. God what happened to Tracy? She's super skinny, more like bony after a year of not seeing each

at me like

What happened to

a

with the sudden weight loss?" I asked

aiming

too much. You need to gain

to tour

having a little bit of a party tonight, you

shoot up.

drinks at the club.

gasped. "Oh my

me again and then held my

you didn't invite me

I'm so bored now.

I giggled.

her room and got inside my car. I glanced at Tracy's super skinny thighs and her bones that are showing off of her knees. I started driving away from the hotel and as we got stuck on New York's traffic jam, Tracy said something to me out of

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

at

Nick and what he did to you. I'm sorry. I talked to him about you, I kept forcing him to go back to see you and to tell you how sorry he was. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't do anything to patch you back

not

fault. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't

grabbed her hand and held it as tight as I could, "It's not your fault. You didn't want this

I held her thin body and rubbed my hand over her showy spine. I could feel her spinal chord over my

now. It's been a year. I'm doing fine."

smiled. "I'll be over Nick and it's not your fault. I didn't blame you. I can't blame you. You've been nice to me since the day I met

"I'm sorry."

New York shopping? I'm sure you'll love the designs

She nods and smiles.