Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

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"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

you." I say with a smile. "Thank you again. Thank you so

if people were looking at me. I quickly called up Kurt's phone and it was just ringing for a few seconds and then he

"Guess what?" I chimed.

found

than that! Remember that

you you're wasting time

I don't like starting at the top right away. Maybe after internship I'll apply for Devaloines Group."

I'm still happy for you. Shall we

if he wants to come. He's leaving for Cali tomorrow night. It's double

need to get

"Bye." I hang up.

got into my car. As soon as I was about to turn on the engine of my car, my phone lights up as it sits on the passenger seat. I

in NYC baby! Be my tour

her number. "Trace!!" I squealed when

seen you since

you? Are you

and room number.

okay. I'll be driving there

I hang up.

I just had to see her. I don't know if she knows what happened to me and Nick but I didn't really care if he was with her here in New York cos I specifically told myself that I need to distance from him and our memories. I wonder where he went to after he left me at Las Vegas. He's

rang the doorbell. Tracy was the one who opened the door and she quickly threw herself to me. I was

missed you!!!" She

missed you too. So so

me as I examine

"Sexy." She chirped.

so thin." I

her

"Thinner." I corrected.

the room. Tracy's bony hands were holding me tight and I could see her knuckles clearer. I could see her collar bone so much than the last time I saw her, that bony shoulder and smaller hips. God what happened to Tracy? She's super skinny, more

me like that."

What happened

a long

weight

"I'm aiming for a

lost too much. You need to gain a little bit."

tour me around New York." She

I'm having a little bit of a party tonight,

shoot

drinks at the club. I just had my

gasped. "Oh my god

again and then held my hand. "I'm so happy

you! You're so unfair, you didn't invite

me ruefully. "Let's go shopping? I'm so bored now. Let's make

I giggled.

out of her room and got inside my car. I glanced at Tracy's super skinny thighs and her bones that are showing off of her knees. I started driving away from the hotel and as we got stuck on New

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

at her.

him to go back to see you and to tell

it's not your

sorry. I'm

tight as I could, "It's not your fault. You didn't want

tight and she was just crying. I held her thin body and rubbed my hand over her showy spine. I could feel her spinal chord over my palm but I ignored it.

been a year. I'm doing fine."

I can't blame you. You've been nice to me since the day I met you, Im not blaming

"I'm sorry."

tears. "Let's just enjoy New York shopping? I'm

She nods and smiles.