Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

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"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

will never fail you." I say with a smile. "Thank you again. Thank you

jumped happily and I didn't care if people were looking at me. I

"Guess what?" I chimed.

found a

my eyes. "Better than that! Remember that publishing group

you're wasting time on that cheap ass

bottom. I don't like starting at the top right away. Maybe after internship I'll apply for

still happy for you. Shall we

call up Damon if he wants to come. He's leaving for Cali tomorrow

still need to

"Bye." I hang up.

engine of my car, my phone lights up as it sits on the passenger seat. I hurriedly gabbed it and my eyes

Guess what? I'm in NYC baby! Be

her number. "Trace!!"

I haven't seen you since you

Are

my hotel. I'll text you the name and room number. I need to unpack

be driving there

I hang up.

if she knows what happened to me and Nick but I didn't really care if he was with her here in New York cos I specifically told myself that I need to distance from him and our memories. I wonder where he went to after he left me at Las Vegas. He's always gone and he doesn't really tell

I reached the hotel, I quickly went up to her room and rang the doorbell. Tracy was the one who opened the

you!!!" She

missed you

me as I examine her really carefully. My brows creasing. "You're.." I

"Sexy." She chirped.

so thin." I

her

"Thinner." I corrected.

collar bone so much than the last time I saw her, that bony shoulder and smaller hips. God what happened to Tracy? She's super skinny, more like bony

at me like that."

What happened to

a

the sudden weight

aiming for

need

tour me around New

of a party

eyebrow shoot

Maybe a few drinks at the club. I just had my

gasped. "Oh my god no

again and then held my hand. "I'm so happy for you!" She

so unfair, you

shopping? I'm so bored now. Let's make most out of our

I giggled.

inside my car. I glanced at Tracy's super skinny thighs and her bones that are showing off of her knees. I started

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

at

him about you, I kept forcing him to go back to see you and to tell you how sorry he was. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't do

not your

fault. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't

it as tight as I could, "It's not your fault. You didn't

just crying. I held her thin body and rubbed my hand over her showy spine. I could feel her spinal chord over my palm but I ignored it. It even made

I'm doing fine."

Nick and it's not your fault. I didn't blame you. I can't blame you. You've been nice to me since the day I met you, Im

"I'm sorry."

enjoy New York shopping? I'm sure you'll

She nods and smiles.