Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

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"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

you! I will never fail you." I say with a smile. "Thank you again. Thank

at me. I quickly called up

"Guess what?" I chimed.

finally found a

eyes. "Better than that! Remember that publishing group I was aiming for?

I told you you're wasting time on that

I don't like starting at the top right

still happy for you. Shall we celebrate to

if he wants to come. He's leaving for Cali tomorrow night. It's

need to get to

"Bye." I hang up.

my car. As soon as I was about to turn on the engine of my car, my phone lights up as it sits on the passenger seat. I hurriedly gabbed

in NYC baby! Be

and hurriedly dialed up her number. "Trace!!" I

you

you? Are

my hotel. I'll text you the name and room number. I need to

I'll be

I hang up.

texted me and since I haven't seen her for such a long time, I know I just had to see her. I don't know if she knows what happened to me and Nick but I didn't really care if he was with her here in New York cos I specifically told myself that I need to distance from him and our memories. I wonder where he went to after he left me at Las Vegas. He's always gone and he doesn't really tell me about it. He always leaves me.

to her room and rang the doorbell. Tracy was the one who

you!!!"

smiled. "I missed you too. So

herself away from me as I examine her

"Sexy." She chirped.

thin." I

examine her even

"Thinner." I corrected.

than the last time I saw her, that bony shoulder and smaller hips. God what happened to Tracy? She's super skinny, more like bony after a year of not seeing

at me like

happened to

a

weight loss?" I asked

"I'm aiming for a

much. You need to gain a little

you need to tour me

of a party tonight, you should

eyebrow shoot

the club.

gasped. "Oh my god no

me again and then held my hand.

so unfair, you didn't

I'm so bored now. Let's make

I giggled.

Tracy's super skinny thighs and her bones that are showing off of her knees. I started driving away from the hotel and as we got stuck on New York's traffic jam, Tracy said something to me out of the

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

at her. "Sorry

you, I kept forcing him to go back to see you and to tell you how sorry he was. I'm sorry.

not

my fault. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't know. I'm

grabbed her hand and held it as tight as I could, "It's not your

I held her thin body and rubbed my hand over her showy spine. I could feel her spinal chord over my palm but I ignored it.

been a year. I'm doing fine." I say as I pull myself from

didn't blame you. I can't blame you. You've been nice to me since the day I met you, Im not blaming you for

"I'm sorry."

New York shopping? I'm sure you'll love the designs in

She nods and smiles.