Love Aint Always Pretty

New Beginnings

- the point or time at which something new begins

70

"What?!" I exclaimed loud.

Kurt laughs. "If your lips were sealed last night, you couldn't told him the truth."

I hit him. "You let Nick drive me back to the hotel last night?! Talk about being best friends."

"Savannah I could see the jealousy in his eyes and I wouldn't want him to hit me."

I sigh.

"And you were the one who told him I was gay." He laughs.

"Oh shut up." I spit.

"I guess our drama last night didn't pay off. I was even making out with you which was super gross." He blurted.

I sigh heavily. "Super gross? Wow. You even said I got you horny."

He rolled his eyes at me.

"I was so drunk last night that I couldn't remember a thing. I didn't even know it was Nick who drove me here. Ugh! I hate you!" I raged.

Kurt hugs me. "As much as you want to vent your anger at me, let's pack up our stuff then grab our breakfast."

"My head is killing me." I threw myself back to the bed.

"Get up! Our flight's in two hours."

"Ughhhh why did you have to pick such an early flight!" I complained.

"Savannah it's already five in the afternoon. Get the fuck up and shower."

The minute we got to the airport and sat down inside the plane, I stared right outside my window while Kurt was busy taking a piss. As soon as the plane was moving, Kurt came back to the seat beside me. He held my knee.

"Hey, remember that bitch at the pub last night?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"But I really don't want to know more about her. She's seriously gonna make my hungover worst." I tell him as I was massaging my temples.

"Her name's Dakota." Kurt snapped.

I moved my head to him.

"I hate you." I spit.

He grins. "Baby cakes you can't hate me."

I playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't wanna know anything about her. I hate her. Now get over it and shut up."

He laughs. "Cheer up baby cakes. It's gonna be a long flight back to New York."

I rolled my eyes at him. "Oh whatever."

•••••

Two weeks passed after that wedding in Las Vegas, I was already busy hunting down other companies for my internship. A year to go and I'm gonna graduate soon. I didn't apply for my internship in the Devaloines Group because I know I couldn't qualify to their high standards. I was scared to try something as big as Devaloines Group for my internship. I'll apply to their company when I'm ready.

I say with a smile. "Thank you

and I didn't care if people were looking at me.

"Guess what?" I chimed.

finally found a

"Better than that! Remember that publishing group I

wasting time on that cheap ass publishing

like starting at the top right away. Maybe after internship

for you.

to come. He's leaving for Cali tomorrow night. It's double

still need to get to

"Bye." I hang up.

of FMA Publishing House and quickly got into my car. As soon as I was about to turn on the engine of my car, my phone lights up as it sits on the passenger

Guess what? I'm in NYC baby! Be my

and hurriedly dialed up her number. "Trace!!" I squealed when

seen you

Are you at the

I'll text you the name and room number. I need to unpack my things here." She

okay. I'll be driving

I hang up.

hotel that Tracy texted me and since I haven't seen her for such a long time, I know I just had to see her. I don't know if she knows what happened to me and Nick but I didn't really care if he was with her here in New York cos I specifically told myself that I need to distance from him and our memories. I wonder where he went to after he left me at Las Vegas. He's always gone and he

doorbell. Tracy was the one who opened the

missed you!!!"

missed you

me as I examine her really carefully. My brows creasing.

"Sexy." She chirped.

thin." I tell

examine her even

"Thinner." I corrected.

holding me tight and I could see her knuckles clearer. I could see her collar bone so much than the last time

at me like that." She

happened to

a long

with the sudden weight

"I'm aiming for

lost too much. You need to

need to tour

having a little bit of

eyebrow shoot up.

drinks at the club. I

my god no

again and then held my hand. "I'm so happy

unfair, you didn't

"Let's go shopping? I'm so bored now. Let's make most out of

I giggled.

car. I glanced at Tracy's super skinny thighs and her bones that are showing off of her knees. I started driving away from the

"Savannah? I'm sorry."

gazed at her.

tell you how sorry he was. I'm sorry. I'm sorry

not

It's all my fault. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I

as I could, "It's not your fault. You

a sudden hugs me and I saw tears forming in her eyes. She holds on to me tight and she was just crying. I held her thin body and rubbed my hand over her showy spine. I could feel her spinal chord over my palm but I ignored it. It even made me

year. I'm doing fine."

"I'll be over Nick and it's not your fault. I didn't blame you. I can't blame you. You've been nice to me since the day I met you, Im not blaming you

"I'm sorry."

"Let's just enjoy New York shopping? I'm

She nods and smiles.