Love Aint Always Pretty

Drunk In Love

- not intoxicated by liquor or any sort of spiked beverage; she is lit up with attraction, affinity and amor for her man. It might seem like she is saying that when she gets a little tipsy, her inhibitions fall away. But it's really her man who gets her hot, bothered and aroused.

69

"Work that thing baby cakes." Kurt encourages me.

I turned around to face Kurt again and even though it was evident on his face that he dislikes me dancing on him, I'm glad he's still helping me with this. I know it's lame for me to do this to make Nick feel jealous but when he said he still loves me, it made me want to do some revenge on him for leaving me out of the blue, for not being here for me, for taking the money and just left without letting me know why. I want him to see that I can flirt with any guy I want now that he's out of my life and he's not the only guy I can do things like the way we used to do.

Kurt and I finally sat back to our table and I was sweating. My heart is still beating fast, the alcohol is slowly fading away but I know it's still there. I ordered another glass and so did Kurt. Our table was a bit on the opposite to Nick's table, his hand was holding a glass of alcohol and all of a sudden that woman pulled Nick up from the couch. He stands voluntarily while he glances at me before she leads him to the dance floor. He's getting his revenge. He's doing this on purpose.

I hate you Nick.

I really fucking hate you.

"Savannah you don't want to see this." Kurt says to me.

"Oh I want to. I want to see it Kurt." I tell him.

"No. Lets go."

I shake my head. "No. I wanna prove to him that I've moved on. I want him to realize what he lost."

"Ugh, that bitch is so ugly. Look at that dress." Kurt commented.

I smiled.

The woman was dancing too close to Nick while his hands were clinging into her waist. They were face to face and their lips were too close to each other that they're almost about to kiss. Nick wasn't looking at us but his eyes were glued to that woman. She's smiling and he's smiling.

Who is she?

Why is Nick looking at her like that?

He used to look at me like that.

I sigh inwardly.

I bent my head down and wiped my tear. No. He can't see me like this. He can't see me crying.

"I have a plan." Kurt whispers to me.

I pulled my head up to him.

"Stop fucking crying girl." Kurt spit while he thumbs away my tears.

"What's your plan?" I asked.

He smirked. "It's so gonna work. But we'll just have to wait until they sit back down on the couch."

I nod.

"I'm so sure Nick will get fucking jealous." Kurt smirked.

"What is it?" I asked.

Kurt moved closer to me and whispered something to my ear. My eyes widened as soon as I heard what he was planning on doing and I quickly turned to face Kurt again.

"No way." I say.

He smirks. "Well we're already doing it, let's do it all."

I laughed.

"Are you sure you can do that?" I asked him.

I'll

on my seat when I saw Nick and that woman kissing on the dance floor. My tears quickly gathered behind my eyelids

Shit. Fuck that man. If he's not only handsome and hot I would've hit him

it hurts so much. Why does

behind

staring. He's doing this on purpose."

he's kissing me. Kurt's lips weren't even pressed against my

god I'll make him feel

and wiped my tears. "Let's play fire with

I smirked.

for your

I nod.

Now drink up. We need to be tipsy to do it to make it look like it's

grabbed it and drank it all in one shot together with Kurt then followed by the other shot that we both drank in unison again then the third one. I grimaced as

"Let's dance." I say.

bitch is still there. I chose the spot where Nick could see us. I faced Kurt and we were starting to dance like we were an actual couple.

"It's working." Kurt says.

alcohol is also

Kurt laughs.

tipsy. Even though my vision was blurry, I can still stand. Kurt held my hand and pulled me away from the

Shit, I didn't know such hallway exist in these kinds of bars. It's like a public make out session in the dark. Holy crap, one on the end of the hallway is giving head to a man. Kurt quickly pinned me against the wall while his hands were holding against the cold marble as he

with

smirked. "Yes. No.

Kurt laughs.

worry baby cakes, I'll make you feel good. A kiss won't kill you." Kurt

to my peripheral view and I see Nick slinking in the

you it'll

I smiled.

give him a good show." He blurted before landing

arms up above my head, holding my wrist against the wall as I feel Kurt's kiss getting deeper. His tongue now on my tongue. I know he's gay but I feel the burning sensation inside my body. Holy Christ, Kurt is so good at french kissing. Plus, I haven't had sex for almost a year now

I moaned on his

think the alcohol is getting to

too." I say in

I know I'm super gay but why are

he cut me off cos he kissed me again, wasting no seconds, and this time his hands were moving down to my body. Slowly running over my curves as he squeezed my hips. But then Kurt quickly pulled himself away and rested his forehead

that's enough. Is he still

can't find him. Ugh, I

take

You say you were eyeing on that guy from across our

"Savannah."

and I go back to the hotel together under this condition, we might end

but ew. Gross. I'm so much better on riding a

his cheek. "I'll go now. I

be careful on your way back home. Let me

I nod.

I couldn't see faces anymore and I feel like throwing up again but I don't want to. When Kurt finally walked me out of the bar,

Look at Savannah!" The blurry man speaks to Kurt with so much anger in

drunk."

you care?"

home." This blurry man

of me

yourself anymore. Look at you." The blurry man talks to

me take her home. It's the least thing I

"If she's not at the hotel room, you're going to

you." The blurry man

"You're welcome." I slurred.

good care of

until I feel myself being placed inside a car. I didn't want to talk anymore cos if I talk more, I'll probably vomit. I feel someone putting a seatbelt on me and the car starts moving. The vision outside the window is blurry too and it's more blurry cos of the car's movement. Finally, after a while I feel it