Love Aint Always Pretty

Quarry

- one that is sought or pursued

Origin: Middle English

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I quickly covered my mouth with my hand. Shit. Damn it. Why are you very goddamn careless Savannah? My heart just went wild on my chest as it beats faster but I try to calm myself down after realizing that Nick was the one who I called and not Aries. Goodness, Aries and Nick are totally different person Savannah. And letters A and N are far from the alphabet. How in hell did you end up calling Nick?

I take a deep breath in and closed my eyes. Relax. You'll find a way out to this. Just take it easy.

"Savannah.. Is there something wrong?" He asked whisperingly.

I hurriedly ended the call. I'm too ashamed to talk to him right now and I didn't want him to hear me crying. What if he's with Dakota right now that's why he's talking whisperingly?

I gazed at my watch, it's already eleven in the evening here in London. It's probably six in the evening there in New York. I wiped my tears away and walked to the bed. I sat down exhaling deeply with a pain in my slapped cheek as my tears fills my eyes again.

My phone vibrated on my hand as I take a longer look at it with Nick's name appearing on the screen. I had no choice but to cave in and finally answered his call. I pulled my phone near my ear and bite my lip hard so I won't cry again. I tried to tame myself down and breathe in deeply.

"Savannah... What's wrong? You're making me worry." Nicks says.

"I'm fine." I say weakly.

"You're not fine. What's wrong?"

I curled my fist into a ball as my tears build up against my eyes. "Nothing."

"Savannah don't tell me this is nothing. You're obviously crying. You sound like crying. Why? What happened to you? What did you want to talk about with Aries?" Nick asked.

I sigh heavily.

"You can tell me about it." He adds.

I shake my head. "I shouldn't have called you." I say.

"It was a mistake. I pressed a wrong name. It's really none of your business now Nick." I added.

"Damn it Savannah! You're still my business." He exclaims.

I shake my head sideways again.

"Please tell me what's wrong? Where are you exactly in England? Savannah I miss you." He adds.

I close my eyes as my tears rolled down my cheeks. I can't tell Nick that Damon slapped me. He'll be mad for sure. My cheeks are still hurting and I still hear Damon knocking on my door.

"Nick, it's pretty late now. I'm going to bed." I tell him.

"Sav--"

"Please." I cut him off.

He exhales heavily.

"Please don't you even try calling me again. Don't come look for me. Don't come and find me. Don't do anything at all to come and get me. Please Nick."

I hung up and turned off my phone. I laid down on my bed as I stare at the ceiling. I try to tell myself that Damon didn't mean to do it. He was just mad and I'm sure he won't do that again. He was just carried away. He won't hurt me. He couldn't. I wiped my tears right away as I feel it pouring down my cheek. I pulled up my blanket and covered myself with it, as I try to put myself to sleep.

The following morning, Damon left for work early and left me a breakfast meal he made himself, some freshly picked flowers from the garden and left me a letter. The maids said he woke up earlier than his usual time just to prepare these things for me. I love it but I'm still mad at him for slapping me last night. Now as my thoughts are gathered, I realized he shouldn't have done it no matter how mad he was.

I ate the meal he made, I read the letter he wrote and I placed the freshly picked white roses on the vase, but I didn't feel anything about what he did. Nick hasn't even slapped me, not even once and didn't even dared to and I'm so bad at that thought cos Damon did.

Hey Aries. Call me if you have time. -Savannah

I texted Aries two hours ago and he hasn't even texted me or tried to call me back. I wonder where he is.

I stayed at home all day after what happened to us last night. I tried reading some classical novels and listening to some piano pieces as well. I don't really do this before and I have been wanting to hear classical piano pieces since I got pregnant and it's like I'm craving to hear it all the time.

My phone finally vibrated on my hand and I quickly answered it once I saw Aries' name calling me.

soon as I landed. Something wrong angel?" He

Landed?

you?" I

right now. There was somebody important that I need to meet here for our expansion of business. Is there something wrong that has happened?" He

I thought you..."

night. Why? Has

us yesterday at

that? He

I went quiet.

with

I said weakly. "Last

Damon can be

know he has the right to be jealous cos he's your husband but he knows we're close friends."

you okay? He didn't hurt you, did he?"

couldn't. I'm scared of what will Aries do once he'll find out about it and I want to give

me and his

didn't."

lay even a finger on you, tell me right away. I'll

smiled. "Aries I'm fine. I'm sorry I got you

always fly to England for you angel." He says.

Aries. Really. Thank you. I'll hold

count on

hope you find some

if some women plans on something

"Same

life, I'm not dating five

I smirked.

I'm glad

you're the only woman

I smiled.

Aries." I tell

"For what?"

one of my closest friends even

know I'm always here. You know how much I love

I smiled sheepishly.

go angel, I still have a

could think of because I would rather do that than become busy as hell. But then we aren't teenagers anymore. We're busy people with busy lives. Sometimes I hate

know Nick is still mine because he still loves

•••••

NICK'S POV

Present Day...

someone

Were

She who was having her monthly check up on Dakota's stomach. It's so big that I think it's going to burst. Dakota had gotten

visited my first family

was the

so sorry." I

my head back to

was busy thinking and worrying about

while she was lying down on this bed before

your baby girl is absolutely fine. Her heart rate is normal and your wife's due

a grip on my hand a little tighter that made me move my head to her. "I'm so excited."

at her but I wasn't really looking forward to

around until we reached the car park. I was quiet because I don't want to talk to her and I was still thinking about Savannah. Both of us got inside the car and I

was saying. She had

and how she sounded weird the last time she mistakenly called me as Aries. I wonder

be? As much as I think deeper about the answers to my own question, I got nothing. Except the fact that I am sensing it's about her marriage with Damon. And I know as hell that she was crying

"Fuck! Nick!" Dakota exclaims.

take a grip on the stirring

me when I'm talking to you! It's a serious matter. This is for our

Dakota. That's not

you even listening to