Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 75: 75 Unrequited Love

Unrequited Love

- a love or feeling that is not reciprocated or returned back

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That night, I found myself sitting inside a bar all by myself with another glass of whisky on my hand, contemplating about how life has been really unfair to me. Totally ridiculously unfair to me.

I mean I tried to please my parents, all the freaking time. I tried to make them even more proud of me by accomplishing everything they wanted but I guess they're the ones ruining it. They're ruining the life I want to have so much. The kind of life that I see Nick in it. The life I only want Nick to be in it cos it's what I want. It's him who I want the most.

"Another glass please." I slurred my words as I said to the bartender.

"Coming right up." He says right away.

I stared at my empty glass and just want to throw it against the wall and just smash it as hard as I can. Sometimes I just wish my mom and dad weren't as huge as they are because of their fame and power gets out of control all he time. I need to pass all the high expectations they have in me and the people have in me. Sometimes I worry about my little sister cos she's just too young for all of this and I could feel the weight on her shoulder already. I was just like her when everything started.

"I knew I'd find you here."

I turned my head around and it was Damon. God knows how he found me. I smiled at him as I kiss his cheek briefly while he sits right next to me. The bartender handed me my drink and Damon ordered one for himself too. Now Damon wasn't really a bad boyfriend, he was amazing and fun and very loving. Of course I love him, I've learned to love him after a year of being together but it's not the same with Nick. I always end up comparing everything between the two of them. It's different with Damon. I love Damon but not fully.

"If your brother didn't tell me you were outraging today, I wouldn't know where to find you." He says while he wraps his arm around my waist.

"Am I bad person Damon?" I asked him.

He laughs softly and kissed my temple. "You're not babe. Who says you are?"

"Me. I think I am a bad person. Life is torturing me."

"You're not. You're just having a bad day that's all." He rubs my shoulder.

"I think you mean to say I'm having a bad life." I snorted.

"Oh babe."

I just hugged onto Damon and he holds me closer. "You want me to drive you home now? You smell too much liquor. Your eyes are sloppy." He says jokingly while he kissed my eyes.

I giggled.

The thing I loved about Damon is that even though he looks so mysteriously strict on the outside but he just can't fail to make me smile and make me happy. He always cheers me up and is always there when something is wrong. I've been holding onto him for quite a while now and still I couldn't kill the love I have for Nick. I know I sort of used Damon at the beginning but it's no use. Even though I found another love, Nick is still alive in my heart.

"I wanna sleep in your apartment." I say.

"You still have work tomorrow."

I smile. "I don't want to show up."

"Why?"

I sigh. "Can you take me somewhere else? I feel like I wanna have a vacation."

His brows creasing.

"Oh don't look at me like that." I run my finger on between his brows.

"Where?"

"You'll take a leave at work for me tomorrow?" I asked.

He nods. "Anything for you."

I smile. "I wanna go somewhere far away."

acting like

is confused about the facts that Nick's marriage to Dakota is fake and how he still wants me, how my dad treated him before and how am I gonna get away from this relationship I have

can always tell me Savannah. You know you can trust me." He

I sigh.

now Damon. We'll talk tomorrow." I

and I didn't know how drunk I was already if I didn't move

on for the vacation tomorrow?"

I wouldn't want you to get fired cos of me. Let me just sleep in your

•••••

and I was wearing his oversized jacket. His apartment was insanely huge, even though he keeps forcing me to move in with him, I know I wasn't ready for that just yet. It's too early for me and him. If we move in together then we'll have sex all the time then I'll get pregnant

everywhere around my face. I pulled myself up from the bed and watch as the clock says to me that it was already ten in the morning.

Dear,

work. Didn't want to wake you up. Please take these medicine and don't

thinking about that vacation you were talking about last night, we can book a flight

Take care.

Damon. x

fell in love with him? It's the little things he does that Nick never ever did these things for me before and I find it really cute every time Damon do stuff like

his kitchen and poured myself a glass of juice. He knows I don't know how to cook but he made sure he left the numbers of my favorite restaurants in New York on top

thinking again about how my life turned out when Nick left me. I lived and survived though I was terribly in battle

find a stable guy that loves me, is all coming true. But why am I still going back to him? Sometimes I blame myself for loving Nick

fifteen and we were just lounging on his

a long day

"Nine-hour meeting. Have

I smiled.

is lovely." I

pushes my hair behind my ear. "I've called the airport and they're just waiting for

looked at my boyfriend. He's

wanna go?"

you want to then let's

closer to kiss his lips

"Anything for you honey."

•••••

"Savannah!"

Damon while he was wearing a dark blue board shorts with his aviator sunglasses covering his eyes. I walked closer to my boyfriend who has been catching other women's

Stop looking so far

you Damon. Thank you for

to thank me

our hands were

very sexy with this bikini." He

please Damon. If you're only saying that to get laid tonight, it's not working." I

He arched an

started moving

"Come here." He demands.

ran away from Damon

if we were teens. We didn't really mind the other people who were looking at us. But all I'm thinking is

I was on his arms giggling. He turns me around to face him and both of us were smiling at each other. I placed my arms around his neck while my breasts were pressed against his chest. He kissed my

you." he says

I still love Nick.

love you."

in close. "I

to figure out what he's surprise is gonna be. "Let me guess, you're

"Maybe, but better."

than dinner

chuckles and just

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