Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 75: 75 Unrequited Love

Unrequited Love

- a love or feeling that is not reciprocated or returned back

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That night, I found myself sitting inside a bar all by myself with another glass of whisky on my hand, contemplating about how life has been really unfair to me. Totally ridiculously unfair to me.

I mean I tried to please my parents, all the freaking time. I tried to make them even more proud of me by accomplishing everything they wanted but I guess they're the ones ruining it. They're ruining the life I want to have so much. The kind of life that I see Nick in it. The life I only want Nick to be in it cos it's what I want. It's him who I want the most.

"Another glass please." I slurred my words as I said to the bartender.

"Coming right up." He says right away.

I stared at my empty glass and just want to throw it against the wall and just smash it as hard as I can. Sometimes I just wish my mom and dad weren't as huge as they are because of their fame and power gets out of control all he time. I need to pass all the high expectations they have in me and the people have in me. Sometimes I worry about my little sister cos she's just too young for all of this and I could feel the weight on her shoulder already. I was just like her when everything started.

"I knew I'd find you here."

I turned my head around and it was Damon. God knows how he found me. I smiled at him as I kiss his cheek briefly while he sits right next to me. The bartender handed me my drink and Damon ordered one for himself too. Now Damon wasn't really a bad boyfriend, he was amazing and fun and very loving. Of course I love him, I've learned to love him after a year of being together but it's not the same with Nick. I always end up comparing everything between the two of them. It's different with Damon. I love Damon but not fully.

"If your brother didn't tell me you were outraging today, I wouldn't know where to find you." He says while he wraps his arm around my waist.

"Am I bad person Damon?" I asked him.

He laughs softly and kissed my temple. "You're not babe. Who says you are?"

"Me. I think I am a bad person. Life is torturing me."

"You're not. You're just having a bad day that's all." He rubs my shoulder.

"I think you mean to say I'm having a bad life." I snorted.

"Oh babe."

I just hugged onto Damon and he holds me closer. "You want me to drive you home now? You smell too much liquor. Your eyes are sloppy." He says jokingly while he kissed my eyes.

I giggled.

The thing I loved about Damon is that even though he looks so mysteriously strict on the outside but he just can't fail to make me smile and make me happy. He always cheers me up and is always there when something is wrong. I've been holding onto him for quite a while now and still I couldn't kill the love I have for Nick. I know I sort of used Damon at the beginning but it's no use. Even though I found another love, Nick is still alive in my heart.

"I wanna sleep in your apartment." I say.

"You still have work tomorrow."

I smile. "I don't want to show up."

"Why?"

I sigh. "Can you take me somewhere else? I feel like I wanna have a vacation."

His brows creasing.

"Oh don't look at me like that." I run my finger on between his brows.

"Where?"

"You'll take a leave at work for me tomorrow?" I asked.

He nods. "Anything for you."

I smile. "I wanna go somewhere far away."

tell me why you're acting like this? Is there something

what is going on with me. My mind is confused about the facts that Nick's marriage to Dakota is fake and how he still wants me, how my dad treated him before and how am I gonna get away from this relationship I

You

I sigh.

go home now Damon.

I didn't know how drunk I was already if I didn't move from where I was sitting down. My eyesight is

we still on for the vacation

cos of me.

•••••

I woke up with a massive headache. I found myself on top of Damon's bed and I was wearing his oversized jacket. His apartment was insanely huge, even though he keeps forcing me to move in with him, I know I wasn't ready for that just yet. It's too early

watch as the clock says to me that it was already ten in the morning. I grabbed the small piece of note that Damon left on the side

Dear,

up. Please take these medicine and don't

you were talking about last night, we can book

Take care.

Damon. x

and simply thoughtful thing that he just did. See why I fell in love with him? It's the little things he does that Nick never ever did these things for

bed and walked around Damon's penthouse. I headed to his kitchen and poured myself a glass of juice. He knows I don't

my chair and while I was eating, I was thinking again about how my life turned out when Nick left me. I lived and survived though I was terribly in battle of missing him and not missing him cos I was

a stable guy that loves me, is all coming true. But why am I still going back to him? Sometimes I blame myself for loving Nick too much, it's always complicated when it's with

his pad around five fifteen and we were just lounging on his couch. Damon was lying his head down on my lap

a long day at

nods. "Nine-hour meeting. Have you thought about the

I smiled.

lovely." I

at me while he pushes my hair behind my ear. "I've called the airport and they're just waiting for me to

looked at my boyfriend. He's handsome but

go?" I

you want to

smiled at him and moved closer to kiss his lips briefly.

"Anything for you honey."

•••••

"Savannah!"

dark blue board shorts with his aviator sunglasses covering his eyes. I walked closer to my boyfriend who has been catching other women's attention. I wrapped my arms around his waist while he

far ahead." He pushes my hair off my

Damon. Thank you for bringing

don't need to thank me

releases me but our hands were still holding

look very sexy with this bikini." He grins

saying that to get laid tonight, it's

arched an eyebrow

serious." I started moving away from

"Come here." He demands.

ran away from Damon and he

people who were looking at us. But all I'm thinking is that I'm having a good time with Damon

my waist and pulled me in close to him. He kept kissing my neck and I was on his arms giggling. He turns me around to face him and both of us were smiling at each other. I placed my arms

he says to

I still love Nick.

you." I tell

pulls me in close. "I

"Let me guess, you're

"Maybe, but better."

than dinner and

chuckles and just

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