Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 75: 75 Unrequited Love

Unrequited Love

- a love or feeling that is not reciprocated or returned back

75

That night, I found myself sitting inside a bar all by myself with another glass of whisky on my hand, contemplating about how life has been really unfair to me. Totally ridiculously unfair to me.

I mean I tried to please my parents, all the freaking time. I tried to make them even more proud of me by accomplishing everything they wanted but I guess they're the ones ruining it. They're ruining the life I want to have so much. The kind of life that I see Nick in it. The life I only want Nick to be in it cos it's what I want. It's him who I want the most.

"Another glass please." I slurred my words as I said to the bartender.

"Coming right up." He says right away.

I stared at my empty glass and just want to throw it against the wall and just smash it as hard as I can. Sometimes I just wish my mom and dad weren't as huge as they are because of their fame and power gets out of control all he time. I need to pass all the high expectations they have in me and the people have in me. Sometimes I worry about my little sister cos she's just too young for all of this and I could feel the weight on her shoulder already. I was just like her when everything started.

"I knew I'd find you here."

I turned my head around and it was Damon. God knows how he found me. I smiled at him as I kiss his cheek briefly while he sits right next to me. The bartender handed me my drink and Damon ordered one for himself too. Now Damon wasn't really a bad boyfriend, he was amazing and fun and very loving. Of course I love him, I've learned to love him after a year of being together but it's not the same with Nick. I always end up comparing everything between the two of them. It's different with Damon. I love Damon but not fully.

"If your brother didn't tell me you were outraging today, I wouldn't know where to find you." He says while he wraps his arm around my waist.

"Am I bad person Damon?" I asked him.

He laughs softly and kissed my temple. "You're not babe. Who says you are?"

"Me. I think I am a bad person. Life is torturing me."

"You're not. You're just having a bad day that's all." He rubs my shoulder.

"I think you mean to say I'm having a bad life." I snorted.

"Oh babe."

I just hugged onto Damon and he holds me closer. "You want me to drive you home now? You smell too much liquor. Your eyes are sloppy." He says jokingly while he kissed my eyes.

I giggled.

The thing I loved about Damon is that even though he looks so mysteriously strict on the outside but he just can't fail to make me smile and make me happy. He always cheers me up and is always there when something is wrong. I've been holding onto him for quite a while now and still I couldn't kill the love I have for Nick. I know I sort of used Damon at the beginning but it's no use. Even though I found another love, Nick is still alive in my heart.

"I wanna sleep in your apartment." I say.

"You still have work tomorrow."

I smile. "I don't want to show up."

"Why?"

I sigh. "Can you take me somewhere else? I feel like I wanna have a vacation."

His brows creasing.

"Oh don't look at me like that." I run my finger on between his brows.

"Where?"

"You'll take a leave at work for me tomorrow?" I asked.

He nods. "Anything for you."

I smile. "I wanna go somewhere far away."

tell me why you're acting like this? Is there something

what is going on with me. My mind is confused about the facts that Nick's marriage to Dakota is fake and how he still wants me, how my dad treated him before and how am I gonna get away from this relationship I have with this amazing guy called Damon because I still want to be with Nick. He's too nice and I don't

You know you

I sigh.

wanna go home now Damon. We'll talk tomorrow." I

drunk I was already if I

for the

cos

•••••

he keeps forcing me to move in with him, I know I wasn't ready for that just yet. It's too

pangs of pain and my hair was just everywhere around my face. I pulled myself up from the bed and watch as the clock says to me that it was already ten in the morning. I grabbed the small piece of note that Damon left

Dear,

morning! I left early for work. Didn't want to wake you up. Please take these medicine and don't forget to eat.

about last

Take care.

Damon. x

in love with him? It's the little things he does that Nick never ever did these things for

I slipped myself out from the bed and walked around Damon's penthouse. I headed to his kitchen and poured myself a glass of juice. He knows

I was thinking again about how my life turned out when Nick left me. I lived and survived though I was terribly in battle of missing him and not missing him cos I was mad that he left me

that loves me, is all coming true. But why am I still going back to him? Sometimes I blame myself for loving Nick too much,

arrived back to his pad around five fifteen and we were just lounging on his couch. Damon was lying his head down on my lap

day at work?"

meeting. Have you thought about

I smiled.

is lovely."

pulled himself up and looked at me while he pushes my hair behind my ear. "I've called the airport and they're just

looked at my boyfriend. He's handsome

go?"

you want to

him and moved closer to kiss

"Anything for you honey."

•••••

"Savannah!"

his aviator sunglasses covering his eyes. I walked closer to my boyfriend who has been

to relax. Stop looking so far

you for bringing me

to thank me

releases me but our hands were still holding onto each

with this bikini." He grins while

you're only saying that to get laid tonight,

He arched an

started moving away

"Come here." He demands.

from Damon and

mind the other people who were looking at us. But all I'm thinking is that I'm having a good time with Damon and at least Im not thinking about Nick or what my father has

to him. He kept kissing my neck and I was on his arms giggling. He turns me around to face him and both of us were smiling at each other. I placed my

he says to

I still love Nick.

love you." I

in close. "I have a surprise for

"Let me guess, you're going to be taking

"Maybe, but better."

something than dinner and

and

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