Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 75: 75 Unrequited Love

Unrequited Love

- a love or feeling that is not reciprocated or returned back

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That night, I found myself sitting inside a bar all by myself with another glass of whisky on my hand, contemplating about how life has been really unfair to me. Totally ridiculously unfair to me.

I mean I tried to please my parents, all the freaking time. I tried to make them even more proud of me by accomplishing everything they wanted but I guess they're the ones ruining it. They're ruining the life I want to have so much. The kind of life that I see Nick in it. The life I only want Nick to be in it cos it's what I want. It's him who I want the most.

"Another glass please." I slurred my words as I said to the bartender.

"Coming right up." He says right away.

I stared at my empty glass and just want to throw it against the wall and just smash it as hard as I can. Sometimes I just wish my mom and dad weren't as huge as they are because of their fame and power gets out of control all he time. I need to pass all the high expectations they have in me and the people have in me. Sometimes I worry about my little sister cos she's just too young for all of this and I could feel the weight on her shoulder already. I was just like her when everything started.

"I knew I'd find you here."

I turned my head around and it was Damon. God knows how he found me. I smiled at him as I kiss his cheek briefly while he sits right next to me. The bartender handed me my drink and Damon ordered one for himself too. Now Damon wasn't really a bad boyfriend, he was amazing and fun and very loving. Of course I love him, I've learned to love him after a year of being together but it's not the same with Nick. I always end up comparing everything between the two of them. It's different with Damon. I love Damon but not fully.

"If your brother didn't tell me you were outraging today, I wouldn't know where to find you." He says while he wraps his arm around my waist.

"Am I bad person Damon?" I asked him.

He laughs softly and kissed my temple. "You're not babe. Who says you are?"

"Me. I think I am a bad person. Life is torturing me."

"You're not. You're just having a bad day that's all." He rubs my shoulder.

"I think you mean to say I'm having a bad life." I snorted.

"Oh babe."

I just hugged onto Damon and he holds me closer. "You want me to drive you home now? You smell too much liquor. Your eyes are sloppy." He says jokingly while he kissed my eyes.

I giggled.

The thing I loved about Damon is that even though he looks so mysteriously strict on the outside but he just can't fail to make me smile and make me happy. He always cheers me up and is always there when something is wrong. I've been holding onto him for quite a while now and still I couldn't kill the love I have for Nick. I know I sort of used Damon at the beginning but it's no use. Even though I found another love, Nick is still alive in my heart.

"I wanna sleep in your apartment." I say.

"You still have work tomorrow."

I smile. "I don't want to show up."

"Why?"

I sigh. "Can you take me somewhere else? I feel like I wanna have a vacation."

His brows creasing.

"Oh don't look at me like that." I run my finger on between his brows.

"Where?"

"You'll take a leave at work for me tomorrow?" I asked.

He nods. "Anything for you."

I smile. "I wanna go somewhere far away."

tell me why you're acting like this? Is there something

with me. My mind is confused about the facts that Nick's marriage to Dakota is fake and how he still wants me, how my dad treated him before and how am I gonna get away from this relationship I have with this amazing guy called Damon because I still want to

tell me Savannah. You know you can trust me."

I sigh.

just wanna go home now Damon. We'll talk tomorrow." I tell

in standing and I didn't know how drunk I was already if I didn't move from where I was sitting down. My

on for the vacation tomorrow?" He

get fired cos of me. Let

•••••

though he keeps forcing me to move in with him, I know I wasn't ready for that just yet. It's too early for me and him. If we move in together then we'll have sex all the time then I'll

was bombarded by pangs of pain and my hair was just everywhere around my face. I pulled myself up from the bed and watch as the clock says to me that it was already ten in the morning.

Dear,

I left early for work. Didn't want to wake you up. Please take these medicine and don't forget

about last night, we can

Take care.

Damon. x

simply thoughtful thing that he just did. See why I fell in love with him? It's the little things he does that Nick never ever

glass of juice. He knows I don't know how to cook but he made sure he left the

my chair and while I was eating, I was thinking again about how my life turned out when Nick left me. I lived and survived though I

loves me, is all coming true. But why am I still going back to him? Sometimes I blame myself for loving Nick too much, it's always

arrived back to his pad around five fifteen and we were just lounging on his couch. Damon was lying his head down on my lap while I

long day

Have you thought about the

I smiled.

is lovely." I

my hair behind my ear. "I've called the airport and they're just waiting for me

looked at my boyfriend. He's handsome

wanna go?" I

to then let's

closer to

"Anything for you honey."

•••••

"Savannah!"

my head to face Damon while he was wearing a dark blue board shorts with his aviator sunglasses covering his eyes. I walked closer to my

looking so far ahead." He pushes my

you Damon. Thank you for bringing me

to thank

releases me but our hands were still holding onto each

look very sexy with this bikini." He grins

you're only saying that to get

He arched

started moving

"Come here." He demands.

ran away from

really mind the other people who were looking at us. But all I'm thinking

kissing my neck and I was on his arms giggling. He turns me around to face him and both of us were smiling at each other. I placed my arms around his neck while my breasts were pressed against his

love you." he

I still love Nick.

you." I tell

close. "I have a surprise for you

what he's surprise is gonna be. "Let me guess, you're going to be taking me to

"Maybe, but better."

something than dinner

and just

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