Love Aint Always Pretty

Dream Catcher

- a circular thing that is used during sleeping to block bad dreams and to catch good ones

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NICK'S POV

Present Day...

England

I didn't really want to come here to party or to meet new investors for the company though it would be nice to be working with English men. I heard all of the elite families were invited to this party so I was hoping Damon and Savannah were here too.

Until I finally spotted her the second she entered the doors wearing a bright sparkly red dress with her huge stomach in front of her. Her hair was wavy and long. Her make up was just light but she's still beautiful. She grew fatter now but she's still goddamn gorgeous. I began following her every step around the ballroom hall but I was a few steps behind her.

I still followed her secretly as she sits down on a table with Damon. She eats peacefully while her husband talks to the other women next to him. She doesn't look happy being here with her husband. She looks sad and she looks like she doesn't want to be here right now. I know she wants to leave.

She forks her foods, moreover playing with it, she doesn't look interested on the people around here. I take a sip from my champagne until she stands from her chair. I stood up too. Damon grabs her wrist and pulled her down. They talked for a while. I think they're having a little fight but Savannah finally headed out of the room.

I take a long drink from my glass and followed her as she heads out of the door. We walked along the hallways but I was just following her and I think she doesn't know that I'm following her. She just keeps on walking and she would turn when there's a corner. I don't know where she is heading but I'm sure she doesn't know where to go too. I still followed her anyways.

Until she enters a room and as I read the sign from the outside, it reads as garden planetarium. She enters peacefully and I followed her in. She walks closer to the fountain and slowly moved her head up to the angels with trumpets. She moves her head back down to the fountain. I started walking closer to her sneakily.

"It's a wishing well." I called out.

She froze and turned around. Her eyes dilated when she saw me. Her fists curling into a ball and she looks at me impassively. I knew it, she won't be expecting me to be here. For some reason my heart is beating fast. It's been a while I haven't seen her.

"Hi." I greeted her with a smile.

Looking at her like this after all these years, makes me wish to turn back time to when she was still mine.

"Hi." She speaks.

I took a deep breath in. "How are you?"

She gazed at me and started walking while I started following her again. I gained a little speed to catch up with her and when I was close enough from behind her, I slower my pace. Every step she takes, I do with the same foot.

It felt like I was her shadow and everywhere she goes I follow.

"I'm doing good." She glanced at me over her shoulder. "How about you?"

Finally we stood next to each other and continued walking around this magnificent cultured garden.

"Missing you." I say.

She shyly looks away and smiled at herself. "I told you don't come and find me. But here you are."

"I was invited by Mr. Edwards."

Her face falls. "Oh." I think she was expecting that I came here for her.

She continued walking ahead and I pulled out my hand from my pocket. I want to hold her hand for a while and just feel her touch that I'm longing for. But I don't think she will like it.

"But when I heard it's here in England, I came as soon as possible." I said.

"You didn't want me to come and find you and this birthday party is my reason of coming here in England..." I trailed.

"But a huge part of it is mostly because of you." I added.

both of started smiling. My heart feels happy when I see her smiling at me. We continued walking and I feel my hand magnetizing towards her hand. I was still looking at her, I didn't look

more beautiful." I

up to me and sheepishly smiled. "I'm fat. Look at

always will be the most beautiful woman to me." I

she was going to say I can't hold her hand. Suddenly I feel her holding me back and my heart

that night when

cuts me off. "Let's not talk about it." She looks

though I wanted to know so badly what was the reason she accidentally called up my number and cried over the

voice called out from

the security guard base from that ear piece on him. But Savannah's hand never

get

was open." I

"Sorry to say this but we don't open on Saturdays

I see Savannah pouting.

you do something about it? We're not really english people and we would want to look around. We

quiet and I think he is

to take a quick tour

felt good

to the guard and my heart floated when

have this place exclusive

head and looked confused as hell. But then he started walking closer to me the second I handed him the money. He was doubtful of

wedding anniversary tomorrow that's why I'm asking you

doors locked, you can go out on that back door." He tells

nod. "Thank you

the second I moved my head to Savannah, she was looking at me

him."

when she said that because she made me realize that it was all a lie and that it can never

"We did." I answered.

appearing bright and then a big beautiful moon shows up. It felt real. It looked real. Now I get it why they

that."

is majestic."

She agrees and moved her head down to

hearts at peace. My heart is beating loud inside my chest and I wanted to kiss her lips so badly to feel her love for me. But the second I moved in closer to her, she looks

I think we just listened to the place's sound. The music that the security played were sounds of crickets and that eerie sound during a nighttime in a park. For a second, I forgot that I was in

How's work?"

Been quite busy lately but

like talking about her

"And Dakota?" She asked.

at Savannah. "She's doing

"Is she here tonight?"

want her to

I could

Damon?" I asked,

straight ahead.

head. "That's it? That's how you describe

me, "Well, describe

of stopped from walking. We were just staring at each other as if it was a staring contest but we were still holding each other's hands. I don't want to explain to her my life with Dakota because it's boring as hell.

She arched an

nothing compared to the life I had with

arms, she winced, and then I pulled her closer to me. She pushes my hand away from her and her face showing as if she's hurt. She keeps holding onto her right arm, near her right shoulder. I

it's all because of me. I

I promise to come to you again when