Love Aint Always Pretty

Dream Catcher

- a circular thing that is used during sleeping to block bad dreams and to catch good ones

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NICK'S POV

Present Day...

England

I didn't really want to come here to party or to meet new investors for the company though it would be nice to be working with English men. I heard all of the elite families were invited to this party so I was hoping Damon and Savannah were here too.

Until I finally spotted her the second she entered the doors wearing a bright sparkly red dress with her huge stomach in front of her. Her hair was wavy and long. Her make up was just light but she's still beautiful. She grew fatter now but she's still goddamn gorgeous. I began following her every step around the ballroom hall but I was a few steps behind her.

I still followed her secretly as she sits down on a table with Damon. She eats peacefully while her husband talks to the other women next to him. She doesn't look happy being here with her husband. She looks sad and she looks like she doesn't want to be here right now. I know she wants to leave.

She forks her foods, moreover playing with it, she doesn't look interested on the people around here. I take a sip from my champagne until she stands from her chair. I stood up too. Damon grabs her wrist and pulled her down. They talked for a while. I think they're having a little fight but Savannah finally headed out of the room.

I take a long drink from my glass and followed her as she heads out of the door. We walked along the hallways but I was just following her and I think she doesn't know that I'm following her. She just keeps on walking and she would turn when there's a corner. I don't know where she is heading but I'm sure she doesn't know where to go too. I still followed her anyways.

Until she enters a room and as I read the sign from the outside, it reads as garden planetarium. She enters peacefully and I followed her in. She walks closer to the fountain and slowly moved her head up to the angels with trumpets. She moves her head back down to the fountain. I started walking closer to her sneakily.

"It's a wishing well." I called out.

She froze and turned around. Her eyes dilated when she saw me. Her fists curling into a ball and she looks at me impassively. I knew it, she won't be expecting me to be here. For some reason my heart is beating fast. It's been a while I haven't seen her.

"Hi." I greeted her with a smile.

Looking at her like this after all these years, makes me wish to turn back time to when she was still mine.

"Hi." She speaks.

I took a deep breath in. "How are you?"

She gazed at me and started walking while I started following her again. I gained a little speed to catch up with her and when I was close enough from behind her, I slower my pace. Every step she takes, I do with the same foot.

It felt like I was her shadow and everywhere she goes I follow.

"I'm doing good." She glanced at me over her shoulder. "How about you?"

Finally we stood next to each other and continued walking around this magnificent cultured garden.

"Missing you." I say.

She shyly looks away and smiled at herself. "I told you don't come and find me. But here you are."

"I was invited by Mr. Edwards."

Her face falls. "Oh." I think she was expecting that I came here for her.

She continued walking ahead and I pulled out my hand from my pocket. I want to hold her hand for a while and just feel her touch that I'm longing for. But I don't think she will like it.

"But when I heard it's here in England, I came as soon as possible." I said.

"You didn't want me to come and find you and this birthday party is my reason of coming here in England..." I trailed.

"But a huge part of it is mostly because of you." I added.

I see her smiling at me. We continued walking and I feel my hand magnetizing towards her hand. I was still looking at her, I didn't look at what was ahead of me or where I was heading to. I kept my eyes glued on her because I miss

gotten more beautiful."

to me and sheepishly smiled. "I'm fat. Look at

will be the most beautiful woman

in between hers. I couldn't take it anymore, I need to hold her hand. She was surprised by what I did but I didn't mind anymore if she was going to say I can't hold her hand. Suddenly I feel her holding me back and my heart felt at ease when I felt her squeezing my hand. We continued walking together silently as her wedding

night

She cuts me off. "Let's not talk about it." She

so badly what was the reason she accidentally called up my number and

me!" A male voice called out from

man who I assume that it was the security guard base from that ear piece on him. But Savannah's hand never left mine and I smiled on

you get in?" He

door was open."

"Sorry to say this but we don't open on

I see Savannah pouting.

something about it? We're not really english people and we would want to look around. We

I think he is thinking

to take a quick tour around

felt

my heart

you a hundred euros. Can we have this place exclusive

looked confused as hell. But then he started walking closer to me the second I handed him the money. He was doubtful

our wedding anniversary tomorrow that's why I'm asking you a huge favor." I

I'll leave the front doors locked, you can go out on that back

"Thank you

the second I moved my head to Savannah, she was looking at me

him."

made me realize that it was all a

"We did." I answered.

above us. The roof started appearing bright and then a big beautiful moon shows up. It felt real. It looked real. Now I get it why they called it a garden planetarium. Slowly, some stars started appearing and the moon starts to fade away. I was definitely

at that." She points

place is

is." She agrees and moved her head down to

and both of us grew even quieter. The silence of the place puts our solace hearts at peace. My heart is beating loud inside my chest and I wanted to kiss her lips so badly to feel her love for me. But the second I

crickets and that eerie sound during a nighttime in a park. For a second, I forgot that I

How's

the company. Been quite busy lately but all is

don't feel like talking about her

"And Dakota?" She asked.

glance at Savannah. "She's doing good.

"Is she here tonight?"

shake my head. "I didn't want

at me and from the look on her eyes she's giving me, I could tell she's jealous by

life with Damon?" I asked, turning the attention

straight ahead. "Fine."

"That's it? That's how you describe

face to me, "Well, describe to me your life with

stopped from walking. We were just staring at each other as if it was a staring contest but we were still holding each other's hands. I don't want to explain to her my life with Dakota because it's boring as hell. I don't want to tell

arched an eyebrow

to the life I had with you." I

winced, and then I pulled her closer to me. She pushes my hand away from her and her face showing as if she's hurt. She keeps holding onto her right arm, near her right shoulder. I look at her intently and I think something is wrong but

and it's all because of me. I know that."

I promise to come