Love Aint Always Pretty

Eternal

- having no beginning and no end in time; lasting forever; existing at all times; always true or valid; seeming to last forever

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NICK'S POV

When I think about the day that I married Savannah, I couldn't help but smile at every detail of it.

I would always and proudly say that it was indeed one of the greatest and most fulfilling days of my life.

One of the best days that I would say I'm proud of having been through.

I still remember how The Plaza looked that day with all the wedding decorations Savannah wanted, I let her choose all the things she wanted because it's her dream wedding, of course I helped around with the decision making too.

I still remember how her hair was done, how beautiful she was on her wedding dress and how amazing she was when she walked down the aisle.

God, I still remember how she was amazingly gorgeous that day. She was perfect. Everything was perfect that day.

Of course, Lissa and Dani looked pretty on their dress too since they were the ones who picked it.

I remember how nervous I was back then before the wedding started. I remember standing next to Cameron, Alec and Aries at the end of the aisle while they teased me on not forgetting to say my I Do.

I remember that we were waiting for her to walk through the doors when Cameron grabbed my shoulder and leaned over closer then whispered something to me.

He said, "I never liked you."

I chuckle to myself and noticed that Aries and Alec were laughing too.

I whispered back to his ear, "I know."

He grins at my answer, "I'm glad you're aware of that."

I bent my head down and smiled ruefully at myself. "Always has been."

"But then I realized how you love my sister so dearly." He whispers back and I know he was serious about it.

I nod.

"You're the only one who met my high standards for Savannah, Nick. I'm happy it's you." He adds.

"How about me?" Aries asked.

"Shut up Aries. You're such a freaking womanizer. I wouldn't want to worry about my sister." Cameron says.

All of us laughed.

But I was happy hearing that coming from Cameron, despite what happened to us in the past when we were both in college, even before I met Savannah, he still said those words to me even though he hated me and I know he means what he said because he's here beside me and I know he's not lying about it. Plus, it means a lot on my part hearing that coming from Cameron.

"I'm thankful you didn't let her go Nick. I'm thankful you stayed with her. I'm thankful you saved her." He adds.

"She's the one who saved me Cameron." I tell him.

"If you're worried about your past, I don't really care about it or what you did. You've got my vote now. Well, I guess five out of five. Ingrid told me about that before." He chuckles and I laugh softly with him.

"I love her Cameron." I say firmly.

"I know." He answered.

for so long. I've lost and left her

Cameron looks at me.

"Ever." I say firmly.

since then, I've somehow fallen in love with her a little bit more than usual because she always amaze me in everything she does. I thought it was unhealthy at first that I was falling in love with her but I realized that I was just depriving myself

and that she can be mine all eternity. My tears gathered in my eyes when

down the aisle with her father. That time to me, she looked like an angel on our wedding. She was too beautiful, too beautiful that I couldn't stop myself from looking at

Every step she takes closer to me,

time he knew he's sure that he made the right decision for Savannah and I made sure he did.

the priest had to say something.

kissed her temple, "You're beautiful. I love you." That's all

left us, I know she's watching us from above right now and I know she's

we found out that we were

Again.

work and we just have Lissa. Even though Lissa wants a baby sister or brother so bad, we just couldn't have one more yet. We weren't really trying not to have a baby.

did. She got

us found out, we were excited. We

asking Savannah every single day about when she's going to deliver it out. Every time she comes home after her class, she would hug Savannah right away and she would put her ear close to

I could say that I was excited as well, at the same time I was

different from Lissa's because that time, I didn't know she was mine and now that the doctor said it to my face that Savannah was conceiving a baby, I was scared of the fear that happened to me in the past with Catherine. I was scared of everything bad that could possibly happen to

to me as the

gender until she gives birth because she wanted to surprise us on the

A boy.

A baby boy.

just became a father

boy just like

looks up at

I thought to

Nick." She says while

her sweat on

Say something else Nick.

want to name our baby?" She asked

tired but she's still smiling

name him?" She asks me

at him while her eyes were

"Vance." I say.

at me "I was planning on naming him Stanley but Vance would be

my second name.

Vance?" She

your name Savannah. Vance. But not

and says, "Vance Stanley." She insist

And I love it.

have it any other way cos she

arms. She begins to cry out and I was

I know my second baby is a boy. I'm afraid he might experience what I've experienced in life. I don't want that to happen

any ability that I have to feel what

here." She says, wanting me move

next to her on the bed. She hands Vance next to me, and my hands are shaking as I extend them to her though I try to hide it. But I fully take him with my own will, and my hands were still shaking

this when I held

eyes for a while and release a slow breath before finding enough

touches gently