Mated With Five Boys

"When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over." - Linda Poindexter

”Okay, here's your plane ticket.It's a one way, nonstop flight."

Cassy, my social worker, said handing me the ticket.

"Wait, I'm traveling by myself? Is that even legal?" l asked confused.

"You're 17 Mia, in a few months, you'll be 18.It's not illegal for you to ride ona plane by yourself"

She explained to me.

"Where am I going exactly?"

I asked her, looking down at the piece of paper.

I've been in and out fosters homes for the past ten years and never had I have to fly on a plane before.

"Colorado."She smiled lightly.

"COLORADO?"I practically yelled, shocked.

That's halfway across the country! "Why am I being shipped off to Colorado?"

I continue, looking up at Cassy.

Silently praying she'll reconsider.

"There are plenty of foster homes here, in Manhattan,’ I argued, not giving her a chance to speak.

"You'll be going to a great home Mia,’ She looked down at me sadly.

What am I? Some kind of homeless dog? I don't care about going to a "great home’ I just wanted to go somewhere I wouldn't get beat for breaking some impossible rule that a foster person had set.

"Yeah, that's what you said the day before you put me in the Rockwell's house."

I laughed sarcastically.

The sad expression on her face instantly made me regret what I said.

I might not be able to control how people treat me, but I could control the way I treat them.

And honestly, if I set out just to hurt others, how does that make me any better than the Rockwells' or any other crude person? "Look, Mia, I'm sorry.

I don't have very much say as to where you're placed, however, all things considered, the house you're going to is for kids your age.

The woman you're going to has never been in jail, nor have any of the kids been reported with cuts or bruises."

She said trying to convince me that this family would be different from all the rest.

"What's her name?"

I sighed in defeat.

at least knew some information about this lady

was going regardless

can't really blame

the past two years, she has

ones that actually listened when you tried to explain what was happening

purposefully try

dim-kee),

told me trying to hand

"Don't you need this?"

I watched her confused.

fine, we have copy's back at

file

if I do

knowing about the people I'm about to

for boarding in

to pick up from the airport, but Mrs.MacDymke insisted it be her that

was about to walk away and go stand in the line for the Colorado flight when Cassy

come back, I almost

Cassy rushed out.

and watched as she pulled out an old

my mom died, and I was

a way to cope I

of my deepest

anymore.But I

I forgot that Mrs.

me one night after she caught me

for it! I had just thought she had thrown

through the pages for the only thing that made

along the old, dirty pages I finally

Tears flooded my vision.

of my mother and

last thing I had

"Thank you."

Cassy,

"It's no problem, Mia."

smiled wholeheartedly

until gate A18 to

boomed through the airport

"I better get going,"

my voice cracked

care of yourself,

just nodded my head and

care of

plane I'm pleased to see I have the

York to Colorado takes about four and

are going to