Mated With Five Boys

Chapter 6: Evil Teenage Boy.

"Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time.We are the ones we've been waiting for.We are the change that we seek."- Barack Obama

I laid in bed late that night thinking about Rose's words, about opening myself to people.

I don’t understand why I have such trouble letting people in.

I guess that's partly the reason I started writing in my journal because I didn’t trust anyone with my secrets.

And maybe that's because I don't want someone seeing me that vulnerable.

Maybe it's because I'm scared if I start Pouring myself out, I won't know how to stop.

Or maybe it's because I know everyone in my life is temporary, foster parents, friends, teachers, neighbors, and even family.

I remember going to school after my mother died, I was in the second grade, I told my best friend at the time about what had happened.

I still remember the tears that formed in her young eyes as she repeatedly told how sorry she was.

And even with me being that young, I decided then and there I wasn't going to tell anyone about my life, and so I didn't.

I didn't need people's apologies.

I didn't need people feeling sorry for me.

What I needed was my mom back.

The only person I ever told my thoughts to is long gone, and not coming back.

And I'm okay with that.

At least, that's what I had thought before now.

I closed my eyes, trying to force myself to sleep, but it felt like my brain was going 100 mph.

One sheep, two sheep, three shee- who the hell am I kidding? That's never going to work.

Groaning loudly, I grabbed the pillow that was resting next to me and covered my face with it.

Go to freaking sleep Mia.

I stared blankly up at my dark ceiling, my mind racing with thoughts.

My internal clock completely and totally screwed.

Especially since Colorado is two hours behind from New York, where I previously lived.

I closed my eyes for the nine hundred and ninety-ninth time, finally feeling the drowsiness seep into my body when suddenly my walls started shaking.

Living on a Prayer by Bon Jovi started ringing in my ears from the room across from mine.

Axel's room.

Oh, C’mon! I sighed irritated.

Who plays music this late? I'll tell you who, evil teenage boys that's who.

Doesn't he understand how disrespectful that is? How would he like it if I blasted my music this late? I jumped out of my bed, whipping the covers off me in the process.

I marched over to my door, flinging it open.

this point, I was completely

does he think he is! Has he no respect? I stomped right to

I have a

so loud that my pounding went

fingers around the cold I doorknob and twisted

the door slowly, peeking through

I just had before

to wage war with Axel? No Mia, you can do

agreeing with myself, It's time to take some initiative and stand up to

Axel Deacon was

attractive

to give Axel a piece of my mind but

"WOOAAAHH WE'RE HALFWAY THERE!"

his hand balled into a fist, acting like he was singing

ON A

uncoiled his fist and started playing

grey basketball shorts? My eyes widen in shock, I couldn't help the

like a completely different

the fuck are

voice asked me, turning

hard, the smile

time he sees

haven't done

Mia here's your

he doesn't

"I-I just"

my words, he was just

You've done blown it.

does he have to look at me with those eyes? What's he supposed to do?

"Just forget it, leave."

turning his

was something in his voice

what I had to say was unimportant, as if I was troubling him

to tell you

stood up straight, mustering up

"Oh really?"

full pink lips formed into

"Really."

head, feeling

"No."

simply, turning on his blaring music dance

What do

walking over to his stereo and turning the volume

"I mean no."

said in

"It's too loud,"

I stated.

play Living on a

dark brown

for one,

his bare,

Jovi over here

skillfully grabbed my hand that I had poked him with and gripped my wrist

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