Mated With Five Boys

"The mind wears the colors of the soul, as a valet those of his master"- Sophie Swetchine

Sometimes I see people as colors.

For example, when I look at Wyatt I see stars, energy, I see happiness, I see yellow.

But when I look at Angelo, I see navy blue, maybe that's because he has such a calming effect on the people around him, but yet there is this dark depressed cloud that lingers over him.

When I first met Rylan at the airport the youthful and adventurous vibe that leaks out of him screamed orange, kind of like a sunset or a bonfire.

As I talked to Camila on my first day I moved in I decided she was red, but not any type of red, she was a fiery red.

The type of red that was filled with passion and excitement.

While Indy, on the other hand, was the complete opposite, she was simplistic, innocent, pure even.

She was white.

When I see Phoenix I think of brown, not a dirty brown but more of a warm, wholesome brown.

And with Kina I see a wine colored purple, the girl just looked like royalty ran in her veins.

But as I looked across the kitchen table at Axel, I didn't see just one color.

I saw them all.

I looked at him inquisitively, how is that even possible? I watched the colors fly around him, getting lost in them.

How could one person be more than one color? "Are you nervous for your first day?"

Rylan whispered next to me, he probably noticed my dazed state.

"No, not really’ I told him.

"I'm used to it by now."

I continued.

Which for the record, was a lie.

I was extremely nervous but I didn't want to worry him.

"Good, you shouldn't be."

He sent me a boyish smile that made me swoon a tiny bit on the inside.

Why am I like this? "I'm going to school, Axel grumbled, getting up from the table, and putting his bowl that he was just eating cereal out of into the sink and walked out the front door.

I still have yet to decide what color he was.

"We should probably be going too, we wouldn't our dear Mia being late her first day now would we?"

Wyatt said grabbing his backpack and slinging it over his shoulders.

"T'll take you to school"

his hand in the middle

nodded my head, I didn't really like his hand being on my back but I let

we all going to fit

looking up to

school before he

gently pushing

followed him outside to the driveway, the

on his

kind of car do

looking at the white

"It's a Mercedes Coupe"

opening the passenger side

cute self in the

He insisted.

made the car look even more boujee than it did

with the nicknames,

"I could."

He stated.

would be the fun

at me and started

"guess you're right"

I shrugged, playing along.

window the tall trees and grass were passing us in

knots in my stomach as

the last ten years I've been in and out countless amounts of schools, but it doesn't change the apprehension I feel

uhh

bringing me out of my

get lost in my own thoughts way

the grey sweater sleeve that was hiding bruises that were all

"Good and getting better"

looked over

focusing on the

pretend to be okay around me,

He started.

right

looked back over at me, his hazel eye

cuts and bruises will go away, but the scars

felt his hand came down over

but most importantly, they were more than

hand

just want I

like a small boy who had won a prize

used to say "Where you are wounded is

kind of

I told him.

snapped his

heard you talk about your

He pointed out.