Mated With Five Boys

"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart."- Helen Keller 

A couple of days had passed since the day at the warehouse, and I've been avoiding Axel like the black plague hence.

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't constantly on edge everywhere I went.

I've been waking up with nightmares the past four nights over the past events.

And to top it off I'm practically walking on eggshells around Rylan.

I want to tell him everything that happened, but Axel said to keep my mouth shut.

Axel as continuously tried to talk to me but I somehow always find a way to evade him.

I could tell he was growing annoyed with my constant diversions because he's always sending glares at my direction whenever do we manage to be in the same room, or knocking on my door, that I now kept locked.

And don't get me started on the text messages.

He also refuses to teach me how to fight until and I quote "love myself."

Which is oddly poetic for someone like Axel, who is a freaking gang leader and all.

I still can't believe it, but at the same time, I can.

I knew when I first saw Axel he was nothing but trouble, I just didn't know it would be this much trouble.

Camila has made herself extremely scarce for the last week, I haven't seen her around the house much, I talked to Angelo about it and he said she's been stay with her friend.

Something about that didn't settle right with me, but I didn't say anything.

I wonder what Angelo would say if he knew who his sister's boyfriend really was? Camila had been in school but you'd never noticed, the girl that was once a fiery red girl was now a deeper, darker, a sadder shade of red.

I remember the beginning of the week she was furious at me, sending death stares from across the gym floor but as the week progressed she only looked at me with dull eyes.

I got up from my bed and walked over to the mirror that hung on the sliding doors of the closet.

Axel's words kept haunting me, I couldn't help but think maybe he was right, even though I would never admit it out loud.

For the last four days, I've been standing in front of my mirror topless, staring out myself.

And when I could finally look at myself without tears threatening to spill out my eyes I was only left feeling anger and frustration.

I definitely didn't love myself, I'm not sure if I ever fully could, however, I wasn't as repulsed with my body as I was before.

My fingertips grazed the smooth scar that runs up the side of my stomach, it was at least three inches long.

I winced and pushed the memories out of my head.

I hated the hold my past had on me, letting me know it wasn't dead every chance it got.

"Mia, are you in there?" Rylan’s voice asked.

"We need to talk." He said sternly, knocking on the door.

I quickly put my hoodie back over my body and unlocked my door, opening it to come face to face with Rylan.

He was standing in front of me with determination written on his face.

I watched as walked into my room, not once taking his eyes off me.

"You need to tell me what's going on" He said sharply.

"Camila hasn't been home in days, and when she is here it's only for a few hours until she's gone again.

You've locked yourself in this room, not bothering to come out unless it's for school.

And Axel has been antsy and I've never seen Axel antsy.’ I've never seen this side of Rylan, he was usually so carefree, comedic and relaxed but you would have never guessed looking at him now.

"I can't! I whispered, looking at the wooden floor.

"Mia please, I'm begging you cupcake; Rylan spoke softly.

It was that moment I felt myself give in, I was going to have Rylan what happened eventually anyway.

"You can't tell any one; I stated to him.

"I won't.’ He nodded his head.

"I'm serious Rylan I'm trusting you, don't make me regret it."

I gave him a pointed look.

"I promise, I won't say a word"

I sat down on my bed and patted the spot next to me, Rylan took the hint and pulped down beside me.

I took one last deep breath before letting the cat out the bag.

I told him everything, from what happened the first day of school to the day at the warehouse.

Truth be told it felt good telling someone, a small weight was lifted.

I was still nervous that Rylan wouldn't believe what I was saying was the truth but I tried not thinking about that.

"I'm sorry I lied to you, I didn't know what to do,’ I muttered, fidgeting with my fingers.

"I'm not mad at you."

He told me, catching me off guard.

"Really?"

My head snapped up to his.

The determination that was once on his face was now replaced with sadness and remorse but his eyes held nothing but the fire of seven suns.

Rylan was pretty much vibrating rage, but I could see he was trying to control it.

Suddenly Rylan sprung off my bed and marched across the hall to Axel's room, I quickly followed after him.

When I got to him he was already pounding on Axel's door.

"Ry no!"

I shouted at him, he promised not to say anything.

I was silently praying Axel wasn't home, that he would be out wandering the streets or something but of course he wasn't.

Rylan got impatient cause he roughly

Rylan snapped at Axel.

look rather annoyed that he came barging into his

shirt with black sweats that hung loosely on his waist, not that I

in something other than his leather

were most definitely

"You told him?"

eyes snapped

not her’ Rylan spoke before

back over Rylan narrowing his eyes

to be a bloodbath right here in the hallway but instead, Axel just rolled his dark

"You."

as calm as he was

"We need to talk."

said gritting

"Alone"

his eyes snapping back to

a

I blurted out.

someone goes out of there way to avoid someone that probably means they

don't care what you

eyes at me, I could tell

alone,’ Rylan said deadly,

last time you

to Rylan, rage obvious

If I stayed away from Axel there shouldn't be a

what the hell happened last time? So many questions were running

"Do what he says."

his words brought me out of my

"What? No way!"

stubbornly watching the two boys glared at

to say something but was cut off

our heads turned to see who it

all of us

making us have a family game night; Kina muttered

wants us all downstairs

continued, giving us all a weird

nodded our heads in unison letting her know

Rylan, giving him one last look before

caught what she

a few moments,

happens to her it's on you.’ He smoldered before walking down the

to me? What am I missing here? I was about

"Mia"

out,

repeated now

"This isn't over Angel."

boring

your breath; I said a lot

when I heard him shut his bedroom door before following me down the

kitchen, saying that Wyatt is going to have

saw Kina, Phoenix,

seat next Rylan and of course, Axel grabbed the empty chair by Phoenix and sat it down next to me,

scoot closer to Rylan because Axel was

closeness, it was making me squirmy and I knew he noticed

small gasp as my shoulder accidentally bumped into his, sending little sparks down to

what felt like an eternity Wyatt came

game onto the kitchen table, dust

Rylan told

away embarrassed, her cheeks

guys

Wyatt cockily asked everyone.

their heads or in

box, throwing it over

spoke with a wicked grin on his face Jntbloloidaiciciaidaiok "You dirty

on her property for the third

going to cost you

evilly

flipped the bored of the table, sending the little

"Fuck Monopoly!"

walking out

stopped having family

laughed, shaking

"What a diva"

Indy smiled.

should go

signed getting up and

with him

really fun and

was on fire, I quickly looked down and saw Axel had put his hand on mine underneath the

looking at it, my hand was tingling

on my face, Axel noticed me staring and sent

his but his grip would tighten not allowing

stands up and starts heading towards the

nearly fell out of my

the table their confused faces matched

"What are you doing?"

hissed as he toed me up

told you it

hear the

scene like that? Everyone was watching.’

"I don't care."

his hand still

I do,' I

like your

He snapped.

at his words, I tried to remove my hand from him again but he still wouldn't let

I told him

me amused, humor shining

he pick an emotion and stick with it?

He taunted me.

about him made my blood boil like he knew all

"Fine.

if he wants me to make him,

at me, not expecting me to have that