Mated With Five Boys

"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character.’ - Albert Einstein 

"Sorry to interrupt but we need to go.’ Rylan's voice sounded on edge.

"Why?"

I asked, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.

"Noah's here.’ He looked up at Axel, silently having a conversation with their eyes.

"Camila's boyfriend?"

Kina asked confused.

Nobody answered Kina's question but Rylan looked down at her before looking back to Axel.

"Come on, we need to go."

Axel's voice was now hard and unattached.

Since the kiss, Axel has yet to look at me and I get the feeling he regretted kissing me.

I Know I'm not the best kisser but I didn't think it went awful, in fact, I thought it was the opposite of awful his lips were so soft and strong and the way they felt against mine was unexplainable.

I'm not sure what possessed me into letting him kiss me.

I don't understand why my skin doesn't crawl or my stomach clench when he touches me.

I'm confused by the way he looks at me, I can't tell if he likes me or hates my guts.

One minute he has me in a chokehold and the next he's kissing me, one minute he's saving my life and the next we are running away from the police.

Everything about Axel Deacon confuses the living hell out of me and I'm not sure I can handle that.

We started making our way to the nearest exit of the mall when a deep voice from behind us made us all stop dead in our tracks.

"Leaving so soon?"

His voice was cocky and crude as I remember it to be.

My heart started thumping faster and the memories started flooding back.

Axel was the first one to turn around and face him, then Rylan, followed by Kina.

I didn't want to turn around, I didn't want to face him.

"Exactly, we are."

Axel's voice was low and intimidating.

"Not on my account, I hope."

I could hear the smirk that was painted onto Noah's face.

I finally turned around to face Noah and the longer I looked at him the angrier I got.

My blood was boiling, I want nothing more than to punch him square in the nose but that probably wasn't the best choice with his 3 bodyguards standing behind him.

That's when I realized this was the first time I've seen Noah since my first day of school.

I could tell his left eye was bruised but it was almost fully healed now and he had various cuts scattered around his less than perfect face, but other than that he looked like his usual rotten self.

Remembering how helpless I felt with his hands on my body made me shaking in anger.

It scared me how much rage I was carrying with me, despite everything I was never was a violent person even though I had plenty of reason to be.

I think I was too scared to stand up for myself.

I was too scared of making things worse, I guess deep down I thought they were right, I was nothing more than a waste of space that deserved everything I got.

But something has changed, something about me has changed.

I didn't feel scared anymore, it had been replaced with a new but familiar emotion: Rage.

screaming into a

company.’ Rylan cut

eyes narrowed slightly at Rylan, but they quickly

to see you too good friend.’ Noah

friends.’ Rylan spat, practically

didn't know about that happened between

Axel both had murderous looks in their eyes and I

carelessly looked away from Rylan

face as his eyes

"Hello, Mia."

made me want to get sick but stood still, I

standing there staring at him with

the other day,

at me,

there was enough to

I probably would have decked him

cheek echoed in

at the scene in front of

stood there in shock for a few moments

What cowards.

the floor from the collar of his jacket and brought his face right in front of Noah's now bleeding

forgot

Axel chuckled unamused.

you don't want another black eye to match that pretty one, I suggest you make yourself invisible.’ Axel seethed

at Mia again, I will make your life a

going to do?

laughed, blood escaping his

want the slut for yourself.’

you're going to wish

even noticed the grin that started to

is your

Noah's collar which

"Let's go."

towards us as he walked out the sliding double doors that

at Kina who looked

like? Scared and clueless? I don't want to be like that anymore, I don't want to be the

Axel out the mall, leaving Noah laying on

watch Axel's shoulder muscle move as he walked I knew I saw

of him which was strange, the Mia from a month ago would

night at the warehouse, not after he

I stared at his back I couldn't help but to wonder what happened to Axel? What happened to him that made

where he thinks this how he should live his life? To where being in the streets and getting into fights or threatening people is

leader thing was apart of him, but that wasn't all

underneath that hard and rough shell of his, there is a

you regret

looking over at him as we got into

was bugging me and I just needed to know the

"Do you?"

over at me

kissing him?

resorted, not knowing the

seat waiting for his answer, it looked like he was waging

I regret

not

didn't affect me or

hurt, I don't know why it

just the rejection that hurt? Or maybe the disgusted look in eyes? It shouldn't hurt, I shouldn't care what he thinks, but it did and I

"Why."

I pressed.

forming but I refused

are not worth my time, you are an insecure

than average and I can't believe I even

He snapped at me.

That one stung.

know you don't mean that,’

do you mean? Of course,