Mated With Five Boys

"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character.’ - Albert Einstein 

"Sorry to interrupt but we need to go.’ Rylan's voice sounded on edge.

"Why?"

I asked, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.

"Noah's here.’ He looked up at Axel, silently having a conversation with their eyes.

"Camila's boyfriend?"

Kina asked confused.

Nobody answered Kina's question but Rylan looked down at her before looking back to Axel.

"Come on, we need to go."

Axel's voice was now hard and unattached.

Since the kiss, Axel has yet to look at me and I get the feeling he regretted kissing me.

I Know I'm not the best kisser but I didn't think it went awful, in fact, I thought it was the opposite of awful his lips were so soft and strong and the way they felt against mine was unexplainable.

I'm not sure what possessed me into letting him kiss me.

I don't understand why my skin doesn't crawl or my stomach clench when he touches me.

I'm confused by the way he looks at me, I can't tell if he likes me or hates my guts.

One minute he has me in a chokehold and the next he's kissing me, one minute he's saving my life and the next we are running away from the police.

Everything about Axel Deacon confuses the living hell out of me and I'm not sure I can handle that.

We started making our way to the nearest exit of the mall when a deep voice from behind us made us all stop dead in our tracks.

"Leaving so soon?"

His voice was cocky and crude as I remember it to be.

My heart started thumping faster and the memories started flooding back.

Axel was the first one to turn around and face him, then Rylan, followed by Kina.

I didn't want to turn around, I didn't want to face him.

"Exactly, we are."

Axel's voice was low and intimidating.

"Not on my account, I hope."

I could hear the smirk that was painted onto Noah's face.

I finally turned around to face Noah and the longer I looked at him the angrier I got.

My blood was boiling, I want nothing more than to punch him square in the nose but that probably wasn't the best choice with his 3 bodyguards standing behind him.

That's when I realized this was the first time I've seen Noah since my first day of school.

I could tell his left eye was bruised but it was almost fully healed now and he had various cuts scattered around his less than perfect face, but other than that he looked like his usual rotten self.

Remembering how helpless I felt with his hands on my body made me shaking in anger.

It scared me how much rage I was carrying with me, despite everything I was never was a violent person even though I had plenty of reason to be.

I think I was too scared to stand up for myself.

I was too scared of making things worse, I guess deep down I thought they were right, I was nothing more than a waste of space that deserved everything I got.

But something has changed, something about me has changed.

I didn't feel scared anymore, it had been replaced with a new but familiar emotion: Rage.

left me, the same rage that left me screaming into a pillow for hours straight, the same rage

the best company.’ Rylan cut in,

slightly at Rylan, but they quickly

you too good friend.’ Noah

even close to friends.’ Rylan spat, practically heaving at

didn't know about that

I knew

Rylan and his

face

"Hello, Mia."

coming from his mouth made me want to get sick but

staring at him with all the hate

day, I would love to have a round

at me, licking

right there was enough to send me over the

fists and I probably would have decked him tight then and there if Axel hadn't had beat

fist connecting with Noah's cheek echoed

shock at the scene

ground from the blow he just took, his gang members stood there in shock for a few moments before looking

What cowards.

the floor from the collar of his jacket and brought his face right in front of Noah's now

you forgot who's in

Axel chuckled unamused.

want another black eye to match that pretty one, I

as talk too, touch, or even look at Mia again, I will make your life

going

laughed, blood escaping his

slut for

to wish I'd kill

even noticed the grin

your

letting go of Noah's collar which sent him

"Let's go."

snapped towards us as he walked out the sliding

Kina who

what I used to look like? Scared and clueless? I don't want to be

the mall, leaving Noah laying on the

in that moment as I watch Axel's shoulder muscle move as he walked I knew I saw another side of

from a month ago

the night at the warehouse, not after he helped me

stared at his back I couldn't help but to wonder what happened to Axel? What happened to him that

should live his life? To where being in the streets and getting into fights or threatening people is the only way to

gang leader thing was apart of him, but that wasn't all to

and rough shell of his, there is a decent

you regret kissing

at him as we

I just needed to

"Do you?"

looked over at me

him? "I asked

not knowing the

stared at Axel, practically on the edge of my seat waiting for his answer, it looked like he was

do I regret

spoke, not missing a

said that what he had said didn't affect

hurt, I

hurt? Or maybe the disgusted look in eyes? It shouldn't hurt, I shouldn't care what he thinks, but it did

"Why."

I pressed.

feel the knot in my throat forming but I refused to let it stop me

you are an insecure little girl,

are less than average and I can't believe

He snapped at me.

That one stung.

mean that,’

you mean? Of