Mated With Five Boys

"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character.’ - Albert Einstein 

"Sorry to interrupt but we need to go.’ Rylan's voice sounded on edge.

"Why?"

I asked, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.

"Noah's here.’ He looked up at Axel, silently having a conversation with their eyes.

"Camila's boyfriend?"

Kina asked confused.

Nobody answered Kina's question but Rylan looked down at her before looking back to Axel.

"Come on, we need to go."

Axel's voice was now hard and unattached.

Since the kiss, Axel has yet to look at me and I get the feeling he regretted kissing me.

I Know I'm not the best kisser but I didn't think it went awful, in fact, I thought it was the opposite of awful his lips were so soft and strong and the way they felt against mine was unexplainable.

I'm not sure what possessed me into letting him kiss me.

I don't understand why my skin doesn't crawl or my stomach clench when he touches me.

I'm confused by the way he looks at me, I can't tell if he likes me or hates my guts.

One minute he has me in a chokehold and the next he's kissing me, one minute he's saving my life and the next we are running away from the police.

Everything about Axel Deacon confuses the living hell out of me and I'm not sure I can handle that.

We started making our way to the nearest exit of the mall when a deep voice from behind us made us all stop dead in our tracks.

"Leaving so soon?"

His voice was cocky and crude as I remember it to be.

My heart started thumping faster and the memories started flooding back.

Axel was the first one to turn around and face him, then Rylan, followed by Kina.

I didn't want to turn around, I didn't want to face him.

"Exactly, we are."

Axel's voice was low and intimidating.

"Not on my account, I hope."

I could hear the smirk that was painted onto Noah's face.

I finally turned around to face Noah and the longer I looked at him the angrier I got.

My blood was boiling, I want nothing more than to punch him square in the nose but that probably wasn't the best choice with his 3 bodyguards standing behind him.

That's when I realized this was the first time I've seen Noah since my first day of school.

I could tell his left eye was bruised but it was almost fully healed now and he had various cuts scattered around his less than perfect face, but other than that he looked like his usual rotten self.

Remembering how helpless I felt with his hands on my body made me shaking in anger.

It scared me how much rage I was carrying with me, despite everything I was never was a violent person even though I had plenty of reason to be.

I think I was too scared to stand up for myself.

I was too scared of making things worse, I guess deep down I thought they were right, I was nothing more than a waste of space that deserved everything I got.

But something has changed, something about me has changed.

I didn't feel scared anymore, it had been replaced with a new but familiar emotion: Rage.

when my mom left me, the same rage that left me screaming into a pillow for

not the best company.’ Rylan cut in, glaring hard

slightly at Rylan, but they quickly

to see you too

even close to friends.’ Rylan spat,

something I didn't know about that happened between

and Axel both had murderous looks in their eyes and I knew it couldn't be just because what Noah

from Rylan and his eyes landed

grimy face as

"Hello, Mia."

want to

standing there staring at him with all the hate I

great time the other day, I would love to have

at me, licking

enough to

him tight then and there if Axel hadn't had beat me to

with Noah's cheek

gasp in shock at the scene in

from the blow he just took, his gang members stood there in

What cowards.

his jacket and brought

think you forgot who's

Axel chuckled unamused.

match that pretty one, I suggest

Mia again, I will make your

you going to do?

laughed, blood escaping

just want the slut for

you're going to

was calm and steady, I even noticed the grin that started to

your

collar which sent him falling back

"Let's go."

us as he walked out the sliding

Kina who looked absolutely

used to look like? Scared and clueless? I don't want to be like that

mall, leaving Noah laying on the

that moment as I watch Axel's shoulder muscle move as he walked I knew I

from a month ago would have probably started

night at the

but to wonder what

to where he thinks this how he should live his life? To where being

was apart of

seen it before, underneath that hard and rough shell of his, there is a decent person

you regret

him as we got

I just needed to know the

"Do you?"

over

him? "I asked

not knowing

his answer, it looked like he was waging a battle with himself and

only do I regret it,

not

said that what he had said didn't affect me or didn't

did hurt, I don't

the rejection that hurt? Or maybe the disgusted look in eyes? It shouldn't

"Why."

I pressed.

throat forming but I refused to let it

time, you are an insecure little girl, who has mommy

I can't

He snapped at me.

That one stung.

know you don't mean that,’

mean? Of course, I