Mated With Five Boys

"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character.’ - Albert Einstein 

"Sorry to interrupt but we need to go.’ Rylan's voice sounded on edge.

"Why?"

I asked, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.

"Noah's here.’ He looked up at Axel, silently having a conversation with their eyes.

"Camila's boyfriend?"

Kina asked confused.

Nobody answered Kina's question but Rylan looked down at her before looking back to Axel.

"Come on, we need to go."

Axel's voice was now hard and unattached.

Since the kiss, Axel has yet to look at me and I get the feeling he regretted kissing me.

I Know I'm not the best kisser but I didn't think it went awful, in fact, I thought it was the opposite of awful his lips were so soft and strong and the way they felt against mine was unexplainable.

I'm not sure what possessed me into letting him kiss me.

I don't understand why my skin doesn't crawl or my stomach clench when he touches me.

I'm confused by the way he looks at me, I can't tell if he likes me or hates my guts.

One minute he has me in a chokehold and the next he's kissing me, one minute he's saving my life and the next we are running away from the police.

Everything about Axel Deacon confuses the living hell out of me and I'm not sure I can handle that.

We started making our way to the nearest exit of the mall when a deep voice from behind us made us all stop dead in our tracks.

"Leaving so soon?"

His voice was cocky and crude as I remember it to be.

My heart started thumping faster and the memories started flooding back.

Axel was the first one to turn around and face him, then Rylan, followed by Kina.

I didn't want to turn around, I didn't want to face him.

"Exactly, we are."

Axel's voice was low and intimidating.

"Not on my account, I hope."

I could hear the smirk that was painted onto Noah's face.

I finally turned around to face Noah and the longer I looked at him the angrier I got.

My blood was boiling, I want nothing more than to punch him square in the nose but that probably wasn't the best choice with his 3 bodyguards standing behind him.

That's when I realized this was the first time I've seen Noah since my first day of school.

I could tell his left eye was bruised but it was almost fully healed now and he had various cuts scattered around his less than perfect face, but other than that he looked like his usual rotten self.

Remembering how helpless I felt with his hands on my body made me shaking in anger.

It scared me how much rage I was carrying with me, despite everything I was never was a violent person even though I had plenty of reason to be.

I think I was too scared to stand up for myself.

I was too scared of making things worse, I guess deep down I thought they were right, I was nothing more than a waste of space that deserved everything I got.

But something has changed, something about me has changed.

I didn't feel scared anymore, it had been replaced with a new but familiar emotion: Rage.

when my mom left me, the same rage that left me screaming into a pillow for hours straight, the same rage that plagued my heart with hate

not the best company.’ Rylan cut in, glaring hard

narrowed slightly at Rylan, but

you too good

even close to friends.’

didn't know about that happened between

murderous looks in their eyes and I knew it couldn't be just because what Noah had

away from Rylan and his eyes landed on

his grimy face as his eyes looked me over

"Hello, Mia."

my name coming from his mouth made me want to

there staring at him

other day, I would love to have a

at me, licking his

there was enough to send me

I probably would have decked him tight then and there if Axel hadn't had beat

sound of Axel's fist connecting with Noah's cheek echoed in the empty hallway of the

at the scene in front

the blow he just took, his gang members stood there in shock for a few moments before looking back

What cowards.

from the collar of his jacket and brought his face right

forgot who's

Axel chuckled unamused.

black eye to match that pretty one, I suggest

or even look at Mia again, I will make your life

are you going to

blood

want the slut for

to wish I'd kill

voice was calm and steady, I even noticed the grin that started to form on his

is your

which sent him falling back to the

"Let's go."

as he walked out the sliding double

looked over at Kina who

but wonder: is that what I used to look like? Scared and clueless? I don't want to be like that anymore, I don't

mall, leaving

I knew I saw another side of him that I could have gone

scared of him which was strange, the Mia from a month ago would have probably started crying is she saw what just

afraid of Axel after the night at

help but to wonder what happened to Axel? What happened to him that made

to where he thinks this how he should live his life? To where being in the streets and getting into fights or threatening

gang leader thing was apart of

hard and rough shell of his, there is a decent

you regret kissing

asked looking over at him as we got into

I just needed to know the

"Do you?"

over at

regret kissing him? "I

resorted, not knowing the

it looked like he was waging a battle with himself and when his face went blank, I knew

do I regret it, I hated

spoke, not missing a

said that what he had said didn't affect me or didn't hurt, I'd be

I don't know why it

just the rejection that hurt? Or maybe the disgusted look in eyes? It shouldn't hurt, I shouldn't care what he thinks, but it did and I

"Why."

I pressed.

forming but I refused to let it stop me this

my time, you are an

I can't believe I even

He snapped at me.

That one stung.

you don't mean that,’ I

mean? Of course, I