Mated With Five Boys

"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character.’ - Albert Einstein 

"Sorry to interrupt but we need to go.’ Rylan's voice sounded on edge.

"Why?"

I asked, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.

"Noah's here.’ He looked up at Axel, silently having a conversation with their eyes.

"Camila's boyfriend?"

Kina asked confused.

Nobody answered Kina's question but Rylan looked down at her before looking back to Axel.

"Come on, we need to go."

Axel's voice was now hard and unattached.

Since the kiss, Axel has yet to look at me and I get the feeling he regretted kissing me.

I Know I'm not the best kisser but I didn't think it went awful, in fact, I thought it was the opposite of awful his lips were so soft and strong and the way they felt against mine was unexplainable.

I'm not sure what possessed me into letting him kiss me.

I don't understand why my skin doesn't crawl or my stomach clench when he touches me.

I'm confused by the way he looks at me, I can't tell if he likes me or hates my guts.

One minute he has me in a chokehold and the next he's kissing me, one minute he's saving my life and the next we are running away from the police.

Everything about Axel Deacon confuses the living hell out of me and I'm not sure I can handle that.

We started making our way to the nearest exit of the mall when a deep voice from behind us made us all stop dead in our tracks.

"Leaving so soon?"

His voice was cocky and crude as I remember it to be.

My heart started thumping faster and the memories started flooding back.

Axel was the first one to turn around and face him, then Rylan, followed by Kina.

I didn't want to turn around, I didn't want to face him.

"Exactly, we are."

Axel's voice was low and intimidating.

"Not on my account, I hope."

I could hear the smirk that was painted onto Noah's face.

I finally turned around to face Noah and the longer I looked at him the angrier I got.

My blood was boiling, I want nothing more than to punch him square in the nose but that probably wasn't the best choice with his 3 bodyguards standing behind him.

That's when I realized this was the first time I've seen Noah since my first day of school.

I could tell his left eye was bruised but it was almost fully healed now and he had various cuts scattered around his less than perfect face, but other than that he looked like his usual rotten self.

Remembering how helpless I felt with his hands on my body made me shaking in anger.

It scared me how much rage I was carrying with me, despite everything I was never was a violent person even though I had plenty of reason to be.

I think I was too scared to stand up for myself.

I was too scared of making things worse, I guess deep down I thought they were right, I was nothing more than a waste of space that deserved everything I got.

But something has changed, something about me has changed.

I didn't feel scared anymore, it had been replaced with a new but familiar emotion: Rage.

left me, the same rage that left me screaming into

Rylan

Rylan,

see you too good

are not even close to friends.’ Rylan spat, practically heaving at

was definitely something I didn't know about

I

looked away from Rylan and

face as his

"Hello, Mia."

sound of my name coming from his mouth made me want to get sick but stood

staring at him with all

other day, I would love to have

at me, licking

there was enough to send me over

hands balled into fists and I probably would have decked him tight then and there if

connecting with Noah's cheek echoed in

heard Kina gasp in shock at the scene in front

fell to the ground from the blow he just took, his gang members stood there in shock for a few moments before

What cowards.

jacket

think you forgot

Axel chuckled unamused.

pretty one,

again, I will make your life a living

going to

laughed, blood escaping

want the slut for

you're going to

noticed the grin that started to form on

is your

letting go of Noah's collar which sent him falling back to

"Let's go."

walked out the sliding double doors that led

looked over at Kina who

clueless? I don't want to be like that anymore, I don't want to be the

Axel out the mall, leaving

Axel's shoulder muscle move as he walked I knew I saw another side of him that I

strange, the Mia from a month ago

of Axel after the night at the

stared at his back I couldn't help but to wonder what happened to Axel? What happened to him that

his life? To where being in the streets and getting into fights or threatening people is

knew that the whole gang leader thing was apart of him, but that wasn't all to

that hard and rough shell of his, there is a

regret kissing

him as we got

me and I

"Do you?"

looked over at

him? "I

resorted, not

it looked like he was waging a battle with himself and when

do I regret it,

spoke, not

had said didn't affect me or

did hurt, I don't know why

Or maybe the disgusted look in eyes? It shouldn't hurt, I shouldn't care what he thinks, but

"Why."

I pressed.

but I refused to let it stop me

you are an insecure little girl,

and I can't believe I even

He snapped at me.

That one stung.

mean that,’ I said

you mean?