Mated With Five Boys

"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character.’ - Albert Einstein 

"Sorry to interrupt but we need to go.’ Rylan's voice sounded on edge.

"Why?"

I asked, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.

"Noah's here.’ He looked up at Axel, silently having a conversation with their eyes.

"Camila's boyfriend?"

Kina asked confused.

Nobody answered Kina's question but Rylan looked down at her before looking back to Axel.

"Come on, we need to go."

Axel's voice was now hard and unattached.

Since the kiss, Axel has yet to look at me and I get the feeling he regretted kissing me.

I Know I'm not the best kisser but I didn't think it went awful, in fact, I thought it was the opposite of awful his lips were so soft and strong and the way they felt against mine was unexplainable.

I'm not sure what possessed me into letting him kiss me.

I don't understand why my skin doesn't crawl or my stomach clench when he touches me.

I'm confused by the way he looks at me, I can't tell if he likes me or hates my guts.

One minute he has me in a chokehold and the next he's kissing me, one minute he's saving my life and the next we are running away from the police.

Everything about Axel Deacon confuses the living hell out of me and I'm not sure I can handle that.

We started making our way to the nearest exit of the mall when a deep voice from behind us made us all stop dead in our tracks.

"Leaving so soon?"

His voice was cocky and crude as I remember it to be.

My heart started thumping faster and the memories started flooding back.

Axel was the first one to turn around and face him, then Rylan, followed by Kina.

I didn't want to turn around, I didn't want to face him.

"Exactly, we are."

Axel's voice was low and intimidating.

"Not on my account, I hope."

I could hear the smirk that was painted onto Noah's face.

I finally turned around to face Noah and the longer I looked at him the angrier I got.

My blood was boiling, I want nothing more than to punch him square in the nose but that probably wasn't the best choice with his 3 bodyguards standing behind him.

That's when I realized this was the first time I've seen Noah since my first day of school.

I could tell his left eye was bruised but it was almost fully healed now and he had various cuts scattered around his less than perfect face, but other than that he looked like his usual rotten self.

Remembering how helpless I felt with his hands on my body made me shaking in anger.

It scared me how much rage I was carrying with me, despite everything I was never was a violent person even though I had plenty of reason to be.

I think I was too scared to stand up for myself.

I was too scared of making things worse, I guess deep down I thought they were right, I was nothing more than a waste of space that deserved everything I got.

But something has changed, something about me has changed.

I didn't feel scared anymore, it had been replaced with a new but familiar emotion: Rage.

rage I felt when my mom left me, the same rage that left me screaming into a pillow for hours straight, the

company.’ Rylan cut in, glaring hard at

eyes narrowed slightly at Rylan, but they quickly filled

to see you too

to friends.’ Rylan

I didn't know about that happened between

in their eyes and I knew it couldn't be just because

looked away from Rylan and his eyes landed on

his grimy face as his eyes looked me

"Hello, Mia."

want to get sick

staring at him with all the hate

time the other day,

smirked at me, licking

right there was enough to send

and I probably would have decked him tight then and there if Axel hadn't had beat me to

Axel's fist connecting with Noah's cheek echoed in the empty hallway

gasp in shock at the

from the blow he just took, his gang members stood there in shock for a few moments before looking back up at Axel in

What cowards.

jacket

think you forgot who's

Axel chuckled unamused.

eye to match that pretty one,

so much as talk too, touch, or even look at Mia again, I will make your life a living hell’ He threatened Noah, his brown eyes

you going to do? Kill

laughed, blood escaping his

the slut for

going to wish I'd

calm and steady, I even noticed the

is your

said before letting go of Noah's collar which sent him

"Let's go."

snapped towards us as he walked out the sliding double doors that led

looked over at Kina who

I used to look like? Scared and clueless? I

Axel out the mall, leaving Noah

move as he walked I knew I saw another

month ago would have probably started crying is she saw what just

afraid of Axel after the night at the warehouse, not after he helped me be somewhat

stared at his back I couldn't help but to wonder what happened to Axel? What

him enough to where he thinks this how he should live his life? To where being in the streets

whole gang leader thing was apart of

shell of

regret

looking over at him as

bugging me and I just needed

"Do you?"

looked over at me

regret kissing him? "I asked

resorted, not

looked like he was waging a battle with himself and when his face went blank, I knew which side

do I regret

not missing a

he had said didn't affect me or didn't hurt, I'd be

it did hurt, I don't

Or maybe the disgusted look in eyes? It shouldn't hurt, I

"Why."

I pressed.

throat forming but I refused to

you are not worth my time, you are an insecure little girl, who has

are less than average and I can't believe

He snapped at me.

That one stung.

you don't mean

mean? Of course, I