Mated With Five Boys

"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character.’ - Albert Einstein 

"Sorry to interrupt but we need to go.’ Rylan's voice sounded on edge.

"Why?"

I asked, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.

"Noah's here.’ He looked up at Axel, silently having a conversation with their eyes.

"Camila's boyfriend?"

Kina asked confused.

Nobody answered Kina's question but Rylan looked down at her before looking back to Axel.

"Come on, we need to go."

Axel's voice was now hard and unattached.

Since the kiss, Axel has yet to look at me and I get the feeling he regretted kissing me.

I Know I'm not the best kisser but I didn't think it went awful, in fact, I thought it was the opposite of awful his lips were so soft and strong and the way they felt against mine was unexplainable.

I'm not sure what possessed me into letting him kiss me.

I don't understand why my skin doesn't crawl or my stomach clench when he touches me.

I'm confused by the way he looks at me, I can't tell if he likes me or hates my guts.

One minute he has me in a chokehold and the next he's kissing me, one minute he's saving my life and the next we are running away from the police.

Everything about Axel Deacon confuses the living hell out of me and I'm not sure I can handle that.

We started making our way to the nearest exit of the mall when a deep voice from behind us made us all stop dead in our tracks.

"Leaving so soon?"

His voice was cocky and crude as I remember it to be.

My heart started thumping faster and the memories started flooding back.

Axel was the first one to turn around and face him, then Rylan, followed by Kina.

I didn't want to turn around, I didn't want to face him.

"Exactly, we are."

Axel's voice was low and intimidating.

"Not on my account, I hope."

I could hear the smirk that was painted onto Noah's face.

I finally turned around to face Noah and the longer I looked at him the angrier I got.

My blood was boiling, I want nothing more than to punch him square in the nose but that probably wasn't the best choice with his 3 bodyguards standing behind him.

That's when I realized this was the first time I've seen Noah since my first day of school.

I could tell his left eye was bruised but it was almost fully healed now and he had various cuts scattered around his less than perfect face, but other than that he looked like his usual rotten self.

Remembering how helpless I felt with his hands on my body made me shaking in anger.

It scared me how much rage I was carrying with me, despite everything I was never was a violent person even though I had plenty of reason to be.

I think I was too scared to stand up for myself.

I was too scared of making things worse, I guess deep down I thought they were right, I was nothing more than a waste of space that deserved everything I got.

But something has changed, something about me has changed.

I didn't feel scared anymore, it had been replaced with a new but familiar emotion: Rage.

rage I felt when my mom left me, the same rage that left me screaming into a pillow for hours straight, the same rage that plagued my heart with hate for so

best company.’ Rylan

eyes narrowed slightly at Rylan, but they quickly

to see you too good

not even close to friends.’ Rylan spat, practically

didn't know

and Axel both had murderous looks in their eyes and I knew it couldn't be just because what Noah had done to

carelessly looked away from Rylan

wicked smile spread across his grimy face as his eyes looked me over

"Hello, Mia."

of my name coming from his mouth made me want to get sick but

staring at him with all the hate I

other day, I would

smirked at me,

that right there was enough to

him tight

Noah's cheek echoed in the empty

in shock at the

gang members stood

What cowards.

collar of his jacket and brought his

think you forgot who's

Axel chuckled unamused.

eye to match that pretty one,

at Mia again, I will make your life a living

you going to do?

laughed, blood

for yourself.’ He

going to wish

steady, I even noticed the grin that started to form on his

is your last

letting go of Noah's collar which sent him falling back to the

"Let's go."

out the sliding double doors

looked over at Kina who looked absolutely

look like? Scared and clueless? I don't want to be like

the mall, leaving Noah laying on

I watch Axel's shoulder muscle move as he walked I knew I saw another side of him that I

which was strange, the Mia from a month ago would have probably

Axel after the night at the warehouse, not

help but to wonder what happened to Axel? What happened to him that made

enough to where he thinks this how he should live his life? To where being in the streets and getting into fights or threatening people is the only way to

knew that the whole gang leader thing was apart of him, but that

that hard and rough shell

you regret

looking over at him

me and I just needed

"Do you?"

over at me

kissing him? "I asked

resorted, not

like he was waging a

regret

spoke, not missing

he had said didn't affect me or didn't hurt, I'd be

did hurt, I don't know why

disgusted look in eyes? It shouldn't hurt, I shouldn't care what he thinks,

"Why."

I pressed.

in my throat forming but I refused to let it stop me

time, you are

I can't believe

He snapped at me.

That one stung.

know you don't mean that,’

mean?