Mated With Five Boys

"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character.’ - Albert Einstein 

"Sorry to interrupt but we need to go.’ Rylan's voice sounded on edge.

"Why?"

I asked, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.

"Noah's here.’ He looked up at Axel, silently having a conversation with their eyes.

"Camila's boyfriend?"

Kina asked confused.

Nobody answered Kina's question but Rylan looked down at her before looking back to Axel.

"Come on, we need to go."

Axel's voice was now hard and unattached.

Since the kiss, Axel has yet to look at me and I get the feeling he regretted kissing me.

I Know I'm not the best kisser but I didn't think it went awful, in fact, I thought it was the opposite of awful his lips were so soft and strong and the way they felt against mine was unexplainable.

I'm not sure what possessed me into letting him kiss me.

I don't understand why my skin doesn't crawl or my stomach clench when he touches me.

I'm confused by the way he looks at me, I can't tell if he likes me or hates my guts.

One minute he has me in a chokehold and the next he's kissing me, one minute he's saving my life and the next we are running away from the police.

Everything about Axel Deacon confuses the living hell out of me and I'm not sure I can handle that.

We started making our way to the nearest exit of the mall when a deep voice from behind us made us all stop dead in our tracks.

"Leaving so soon?"

His voice was cocky and crude as I remember it to be.

My heart started thumping faster and the memories started flooding back.

Axel was the first one to turn around and face him, then Rylan, followed by Kina.

I didn't want to turn around, I didn't want to face him.

"Exactly, we are."

Axel's voice was low and intimidating.

"Not on my account, I hope."

I could hear the smirk that was painted onto Noah's face.

I finally turned around to face Noah and the longer I looked at him the angrier I got.

My blood was boiling, I want nothing more than to punch him square in the nose but that probably wasn't the best choice with his 3 bodyguards standing behind him.

That's when I realized this was the first time I've seen Noah since my first day of school.

I could tell his left eye was bruised but it was almost fully healed now and he had various cuts scattered around his less than perfect face, but other than that he looked like his usual rotten self.

Remembering how helpless I felt with his hands on my body made me shaking in anger.

It scared me how much rage I was carrying with me, despite everything I was never was a violent person even though I had plenty of reason to be.

I think I was too scared to stand up for myself.

I was too scared of making things worse, I guess deep down I thought they were right, I was nothing more than a waste of space that deserved everything I got.

But something has changed, something about me has changed.

I didn't feel scared anymore, it had been replaced with a new but familiar emotion: Rage.

same rage I felt when my mom left me, the same rage that left me screaming into a pillow for hours straight, the same rage that plagued my heart

Rylan cut in,

at Rylan, but they quickly

see you too good friend.’

not even close to friends.’ Rylan spat,

didn't know about that happened

their eyes and I

Rylan and his

smile spread across his grimy face

"Hello, Mia."

my name coming from his mouth made me want to get sick but stood still, I didn't flinch

at him with all the hate

the other day, I would

at me,

right there was enough to send me

hands balled into fists and I probably would have decked him

of Axel's fist connecting with Noah's cheek echoed in the

Kina gasp in shock at the

fell to the ground from the blow he just took, his gang members stood there in

What cowards.

jerked Noah off the floor from the collar of his jacket and brought his face right in front of Noah's

you forgot who's

Axel chuckled unamused.

another black eye to match that pretty one, I

as talk too, touch, or even look at Mia again, I will make your life a living hell’ He

you going

laughed, blood escaping

the slut for

you're going to wish I'd

was calm and steady, I even noticed

is your

of Noah's collar which

"Let's go."

out the sliding double

Kina

Scared and clueless? I don't want to be like

the mall,

he walked I knew I

from a month ago would have probably started crying is

it sounds I couldn't be afraid of Axel after the night at the warehouse, not after he helped me be somewhat okay with my

but to wonder what happened to

him enough to where he thinks this how he should live his life? To where being in the streets and getting into fights or threatening people is the only way to get

thing was apart of him, but that

before, underneath that hard and rough shell of his, there is a decent person under

you regret

him as we got into the

I just needed to

"Do you?"

looked over at me

regret kissing him? "I asked you

not knowing

seat waiting for his answer, it looked like he was waging a battle with

regret it,

not missing

didn't affect me

it did hurt, I don't know

rejection that hurt? Or maybe the disgusted look in eyes?

"Why."

I pressed.

the knot in my throat forming but I refused to let it stop me

are an insecure little girl, who has mommy

than average and I can't believe I even kissed

He snapped at me.

That one stung.

mean that,’ I

do you mean? Of course, I