Mated With Five Boys

"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character.’ - Albert Einstein 

"Sorry to interrupt but we need to go.’ Rylan's voice sounded on edge.

"Why?"

I asked, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.

"Noah's here.’ He looked up at Axel, silently having a conversation with their eyes.

"Camila's boyfriend?"

Kina asked confused.

Nobody answered Kina's question but Rylan looked down at her before looking back to Axel.

"Come on, we need to go."

Axel's voice was now hard and unattached.

Since the kiss, Axel has yet to look at me and I get the feeling he regretted kissing me.

I Know I'm not the best kisser but I didn't think it went awful, in fact, I thought it was the opposite of awful his lips were so soft and strong and the way they felt against mine was unexplainable.

I'm not sure what possessed me into letting him kiss me.

I don't understand why my skin doesn't crawl or my stomach clench when he touches me.

I'm confused by the way he looks at me, I can't tell if he likes me or hates my guts.

One minute he has me in a chokehold and the next he's kissing me, one minute he's saving my life and the next we are running away from the police.

Everything about Axel Deacon confuses the living hell out of me and I'm not sure I can handle that.

We started making our way to the nearest exit of the mall when a deep voice from behind us made us all stop dead in our tracks.

"Leaving so soon?"

His voice was cocky and crude as I remember it to be.

My heart started thumping faster and the memories started flooding back.

Axel was the first one to turn around and face him, then Rylan, followed by Kina.

I didn't want to turn around, I didn't want to face him.

"Exactly, we are."

Axel's voice was low and intimidating.

"Not on my account, I hope."

I could hear the smirk that was painted onto Noah's face.

I finally turned around to face Noah and the longer I looked at him the angrier I got.

My blood was boiling, I want nothing more than to punch him square in the nose but that probably wasn't the best choice with his 3 bodyguards standing behind him.

That's when I realized this was the first time I've seen Noah since my first day of school.

I could tell his left eye was bruised but it was almost fully healed now and he had various cuts scattered around his less than perfect face, but other than that he looked like his usual rotten self.

Remembering how helpless I felt with his hands on my body made me shaking in anger.

It scared me how much rage I was carrying with me, despite everything I was never was a violent person even though I had plenty of reason to be.

I think I was too scared to stand up for myself.

I was too scared of making things worse, I guess deep down I thought they were right, I was nothing more than a waste of space that deserved everything I got.

But something has changed, something about me has changed.

I didn't feel scared anymore, it had been replaced with a new but familiar emotion: Rage.

felt when my mom left me, the same rage that left me screaming into a

company.’ Rylan cut in, glaring

Rylan, but

too good friend.’ Noah grinned

are not even close to friends.’ Rylan spat, practically heaving

was definitely something I didn't know about that happened

eyes and I knew it couldn't be just because what Noah had done

from Rylan and his eyes landed on

spread across his grimy face as

"Hello, Mia."

of my name coming from his mouth made me want to get sick but stood still, I didn't flinch or

there staring at him with all the hate I

day, I would love to have a

me,

right there was enough

fists and I probably would have decked him tight then and there if Axel hadn't had

connecting with Noah's cheek echoed in the empty hallway of the

gasp in shock at the scene in

just took, his gang members stood there in shock for a few moments before looking back up

What cowards.

the collar of his jacket and brought his face right in front of Noah's now

forgot who's in

Axel chuckled unamused.

pretty one, I suggest you

touch, or even look at Mia again, I will make your life a living hell’

going to

laughed, blood escaping

the slut for yourself.’

going to wish

even noticed

is your

which sent him falling back to the hard tiled

"Let's go."

walked out the sliding double doors that

at Kina who looked

I used to look like? Scared and clueless? I

followed Axel out the mall, leaving Noah laying on

moment as I watch Axel's shoulder muscle move as he walked I knew I saw another side of him that I could have gone

a month

Axel after the night at the warehouse, not after he helped me be somewhat

his back I couldn't help but to wonder what happened

being in

leader thing was apart of him, but that wasn't all to

and rough shell of his, there is a decent person under

you regret

over at him as we got into the

was bugging me and I just needed to

"Do you?"

looked over

I regret kissing him? "I asked

resorted, not knowing

it looked like he was waging a battle

regret it, I hated

not

I said that what he had said didn't affect me or didn't hurt,

did hurt, I don't know why

Or maybe the disgusted look in eyes? It shouldn't hurt, I shouldn't care what he thinks, but it did and I

"Why."

I pressed.

in my throat forming but I refused to let it stop

worth my time, you are an insecure little girl, who has

and I

He snapped at me.

That one stung.

you don't mean that,’ I

mean?