Mated With Five Boys

"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character.’ - Albert Einstein 

"Sorry to interrupt but we need to go.’ Rylan's voice sounded on edge.

"Why?"

I asked, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.

"Noah's here.’ He looked up at Axel, silently having a conversation with their eyes.

"Camila's boyfriend?"

Kina asked confused.

Nobody answered Kina's question but Rylan looked down at her before looking back to Axel.

"Come on, we need to go."

Axel's voice was now hard and unattached.

Since the kiss, Axel has yet to look at me and I get the feeling he regretted kissing me.

I Know I'm not the best kisser but I didn't think it went awful, in fact, I thought it was the opposite of awful his lips were so soft and strong and the way they felt against mine was unexplainable.

I'm not sure what possessed me into letting him kiss me.

I don't understand why my skin doesn't crawl or my stomach clench when he touches me.

I'm confused by the way he looks at me, I can't tell if he likes me or hates my guts.

One minute he has me in a chokehold and the next he's kissing me, one minute he's saving my life and the next we are running away from the police.

Everything about Axel Deacon confuses the living hell out of me and I'm not sure I can handle that.

We started making our way to the nearest exit of the mall when a deep voice from behind us made us all stop dead in our tracks.

"Leaving so soon?"

His voice was cocky and crude as I remember it to be.

My heart started thumping faster and the memories started flooding back.

Axel was the first one to turn around and face him, then Rylan, followed by Kina.

I didn't want to turn around, I didn't want to face him.

"Exactly, we are."

Axel's voice was low and intimidating.

"Not on my account, I hope."

I could hear the smirk that was painted onto Noah's face.

I finally turned around to face Noah and the longer I looked at him the angrier I got.

My blood was boiling, I want nothing more than to punch him square in the nose but that probably wasn't the best choice with his 3 bodyguards standing behind him.

That's when I realized this was the first time I've seen Noah since my first day of school.

I could tell his left eye was bruised but it was almost fully healed now and he had various cuts scattered around his less than perfect face, but other than that he looked like his usual rotten self.

Remembering how helpless I felt with his hands on my body made me shaking in anger.

It scared me how much rage I was carrying with me, despite everything I was never was a violent person even though I had plenty of reason to be.

I think I was too scared to stand up for myself.

I was too scared of making things worse, I guess deep down I thought they were right, I was nothing more than a waste of space that deserved everything I got.

But something has changed, something about me has changed.

I didn't feel scared anymore, it had been replaced with a new but familiar emotion: Rage.

me screaming into a pillow for hours straight, the same rage that plagued my heart with hate for

best company.’ Rylan

at Rylan, but they quickly

see you too good

not even close to friends.’ Rylan

something I didn't know about that

murderous looks in their eyes and I knew it couldn't

carelessly looked away from Rylan and

grimy face as his

"Hello, Mia."

my name coming from his mouth made me want to get sick but stood still, I

staring at him with all the hate I could

time the other day,

me, licking his

there was enough to send me over

fists and I probably would have decked him tight then and there if Axel

sound of Axel's fist connecting with Noah's cheek echoed in

at

took, his gang members stood there in shock for a few moments

What cowards.

jacket and brought his face right in front of Noah's now bleeding

think you forgot who's in

Axel chuckled unamused.

want another black eye to match that pretty one,

touch, or even look at Mia again, I will make your life

going to do?

laughed, blood escaping

want the slut for yourself.’

going to wish I'd kill

noticed the grin that started

is your

collar which sent him falling back to

"Let's go."

he walked out the sliding

over at Kina who

used to look like? Scared and clueless? I don't want to be like that anymore, I don't want to

Axel out the mall, leaving Noah

knew I

strange, the Mia from a month ago would

of Axel after the night

I couldn't help but to wonder what happened

live his life? To where being

the whole gang leader thing was apart of him, but

and rough shell of his, there is a decent person under

regret

at him as we got into

bugging me and I

"Do you?"

looked over

kissing him? "I asked you

resorted, not

his answer, it looked like he

I regret

not missing

I said that what he had said didn't affect me or didn't hurt,

I don't know why it

the rejection that hurt? Or maybe the disgusted look in eyes? It shouldn't

"Why."

I pressed.

in my throat forming but I refused to let it stop me

you are an insecure

are less than average and I can't believe I even kissed

He snapped at me.

That one stung.

know you don't mean

do you mean? Of course, I