"Keep love in your heart.A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead’
The walk home was long, the fact that Axel was following behind me in his car made it longer.
At first, he was trying to hide it but now he was just creeping right behind me.
Occasionally there was a frustrated honk from the people behind him but he would just honk right back, not giving a single care in the world.
It was frustrating, I wish he would just leave me alone.
I can't handle the constant change in behaviors and feelings, it was just too much.
If you like someone tell them, show them.
If you hate someone, push them off a really high cliff.
It's so simple.
But for Axel, he rather leave me hanging off the cliff, dangling helplessly.
But that doesn't matter because I'm done with him, utterly and unbelievably done with them.
If I ever saw him again it would be too soon, but unfortunately for me, I live right across the hall from him.
I tried to ignore him, totally block out his entire existence but every once in a while he would honk at me which would make me almost jump out of my skin and of course it was the funniest thing in the world to him.
After the third time of scaring me, I was furious.
I huffed out and turned around to face him.
He was laughing uncontrollably and I'm pretty sure his face was turning red.
"Axel!" I shouted when he rolled down the window.
"Mia." He chuckled.
"What's your problem?" I look at him bewildered.
"What do you mean." He gave me a look.
"I can't handle your identity crisis!"
I shouted, throwing my hands up in the air, I can't believe this kid.
"Look, I know I was jerk-"
"A jerk? Try a raging asshole." I spat.
"Just get in the car and let me take you home." He sighed.
"Kiss my ass!" I shouted at him.
"Excuse me?" Axel looked at me amused.
"Kiss.My.Ass." I repeat slowly.
"I mean if you insist"He laughed loudly.
"I can't stand you; I told him.
"Then sit."
He smiled cheekily, patting the passenger's seat.
"I'm done with this,’ I whispered more to myself than to him.
"You know you're kinda hot when you're mad." He smirked.
His words made me sick.
"What happened to being less than average?"
I repeated his words, I couldn't help the hurt that came out along with them.
"Angel I didn't mea-" He started.
"You know what? Just forget it.
I'm over it, I just want you to leave me alone.
That shouldn't bother you since you wish you never met me, right?"
I forced a laugh, trying not to let his words affect me.
I didn't bother waiting for a reply, I'm tired of feeling like this.
I began walking down the sidewalk trying to stop myself from kicking Axel's stupid expensive car which he probably got from the drugs he sold.
I was still following the GPS on my phone and as of right now it has me walking through downtown, I'm pretty sure I was a couple of blocks away from where I paint the portrait of my mom, a couple of blocks away from where I felt like I came alive again.
I couldn't help but think of what my mother would say about the choices I've made, would she be proud? I doubt it, I haven't done anything to make her proud.
Sometimes I wish I was the one that died, I would have gladly given my life for hers.
The last words my mom had said to me was I'm sorry.
She was laying in a hospital bed dying and she told me she was sorry.
Even to this day, that memory breaks my heart.
I should have been the one to say sorry, I couldn't save her or make her pain go away.
I could only watch as she suffered.
that day
me over her bed and
her many blessings I was her
in her eyes
angry that she left
cheeks made
shook my head and wiped
grip
shops I was
a "Work Wanted" sign
inside for a few moments, the faster I get a job the fast I
and saw he was on the phone with someone but his eyes were still trained
the piece of paper off
the front door and I
shop was called
places where people came to do work on computers or read books, it
immediately fell in love
front of the room where an auburn hair
green shirt and a white apron that said
towards her and offered a
pretty, she couldn't be older than
what can I
smiled, her voice was strong
talk to
I asked awkwardly.
hope the owner will
She grinned.
people to hire,’ I told her,
back up to me, her eyes
"What's your name?"
eyes landed on my
"Mia."
I cleared my throat.
you.’’ She
"Seventeen” I rushed out.
you have any experience
adjusted her apron that was
said looking down at my
embarrassed, I
you a fast
She questioned.
"Yes!"
head to look at
I'll train you on the cash register and show
told me, making a latte for a
must warn you though, there isn't a set
than 3 days a
is poetry slams and Saturdays are open mic nights, those are the busiest days so you'll more than likely be working those days; Samantha informed
register because it's just me and
gave me a pointed
"l understand”I told her.
wondered off to somewhere in the back and I took
open to continue my walk home which I needed
walked outside I was prepared to see Axel waiting for me, ready
"Over here!"
Someone called out.
"Rylan?"
him
hand waving frantically
couldn't help but smile at him,
you
him when I got into
a ride radar went off, it's like
He grinned at me.
you didn't
him on the phone before I
like a
staring at
he tell
I asked curiously.
an idiot so basically normal
the corner of his lips
but
get why I
I can see why Kina was
a thing for the malevolent
pulled the car over and turned sideways in
is different about
declared, narrowing his eyes
"What do you mean?"
I asked him.
"I don't know yet."
He stated.
laugh or smile but
He told me.
"And you kissed Axel."
looked at
me.’ I sighed thinking back
just can't put my finger on it yet I watched as he turned the right
me know
joked, nudging his shoulder with mine, I instantly wanted to
a good 10 minutes
Kina likes me.’’
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