"Keep love in your heart.A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead’
The walk home was long, the fact that Axel was following behind me in his car made it longer.
At first, he was trying to hide it but now he was just creeping right behind me.
Occasionally there was a frustrated honk from the people behind him but he would just honk right back, not giving a single care in the world.
It was frustrating, I wish he would just leave me alone.
I can't handle the constant change in behaviors and feelings, it was just too much.
If you like someone tell them, show them.
If you hate someone, push them off a really high cliff.
It's so simple.
But for Axel, he rather leave me hanging off the cliff, dangling helplessly.
But that doesn't matter because I'm done with him, utterly and unbelievably done with them.
If I ever saw him again it would be too soon, but unfortunately for me, I live right across the hall from him.
I tried to ignore him, totally block out his entire existence but every once in a while he would honk at me which would make me almost jump out of my skin and of course it was the funniest thing in the world to him.
After the third time of scaring me, I was furious.
I huffed out and turned around to face him.
He was laughing uncontrollably and I'm pretty sure his face was turning red.
"Axel!" I shouted when he rolled down the window.
"Mia." He chuckled.
"What's your problem?" I look at him bewildered.
"What do you mean." He gave me a look.
"I can't handle your identity crisis!"
I shouted, throwing my hands up in the air, I can't believe this kid.
"Look, I know I was jerk-"
"A jerk? Try a raging asshole." I spat.
"Just get in the car and let me take you home." He sighed.
"Kiss my ass!" I shouted at him.
"Excuse me?" Axel looked at me amused.
"Kiss.My.Ass." I repeat slowly.
"I mean if you insist"He laughed loudly.
"I can't stand you; I told him.
"Then sit."
He smiled cheekily, patting the passenger's seat.
"I'm done with this,’ I whispered more to myself than to him.
"You know you're kinda hot when you're mad." He smirked.
His words made me sick.
"What happened to being less than average?"
I repeated his words, I couldn't help the hurt that came out along with them.
"Angel I didn't mea-" He started.
"You know what? Just forget it.
I'm over it, I just want you to leave me alone.
That shouldn't bother you since you wish you never met me, right?"
I forced a laugh, trying not to let his words affect me.
I didn't bother waiting for a reply, I'm tired of feeling like this.
I began walking down the sidewalk trying to stop myself from kicking Axel's stupid expensive car which he probably got from the drugs he sold.
I was still following the GPS on my phone and as of right now it has me walking through downtown, I'm pretty sure I was a couple of blocks away from where I paint the portrait of my mom, a couple of blocks away from where I felt like I came alive again.
I couldn't help but think of what my mother would say about the choices I've made, would she be proud? I doubt it, I haven't done anything to make her proud.
Sometimes I wish I was the one that died, I would have gladly given my life for hers.
The last words my mom had said to me was I'm sorry.
She was laying in a hospital bed dying and she told me she was sorry.
Even to this day, that memory breaks my heart.
I should have been the one to say sorry, I couldn't save her or make her pain go away.
I could only watch as she suffered.
remember that day like
her bed
out of all her
look in her eyes when she told me she loved
being so angry that she left
breeze hitting my wet cheeks made me realize
head
a grip on
of the various shops I was walking past, trying to clear my
when I read a "Work Wanted" sign on
I get a job the
and saw he was on the phone with someone but his eyes were still trained on
paper off the glass and walked into the medium-sized
a ding of a bell when I open the front door and I was hit with the smell of coffee beans
was called
people came to do work on computers
in
the bar in front of the
white apron that said Betty's Cafe, her name tag
towards her and
pretty, she couldn't be older
can
voice
I talk to your
I asked awkwardly.
the owner will
She grinned.
still looking for people to hire,’ I
then back up to me, her
"What's your name?"
landed
"Mia."
I cleared my throat.
you.’’ She asked
"Seventeen” I rushed out.
you have any experience
her apron that
I said looking down at my
feel embarrassed,
a fast
She questioned.
"Yes!"
lifted my head to
train you
latte for a customer that came
must warn you though, there isn't a
could work less than
and Saturdays are open mic nights, those
cash from the register because
gave me
"l understand”I told her.
the back and
door open to continue my walk home which I needed to hurry because it was starting
for me,
"Over here!"
Someone called out.
"Rylan?"
gave him
sitting in his car with his hand waving frantically out the window trying to get my
help but smile at him, he was
you doing
laughed at him when I got
a ride radar went off, it's like
He grinned at me.
called you
seeing him on the phone before I went into
like a book
staring at the
did he tell
I asked curiously.
about him being an idiot so basically
of his lips turn
help but laugh
Rylan, I don't get why I couldn't be
attractive, I can see why
have to have a thing for the malevolent one?
over and turned sideways in his seat
is different about you
his eyes
"What do you mean?"
I asked him.
"I don't know yet."
He stated.
a forced laugh or smile but
He told me.
"And you kissed Axel."
looked at him
I sighed thinking back to
yet I watched as
know
with mine, I instantly
a good 10 minutes
likes
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