"Keep love in your heart.A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead’
The walk home was long, the fact that Axel was following behind me in his car made it longer.
At first, he was trying to hide it but now he was just creeping right behind me.
Occasionally there was a frustrated honk from the people behind him but he would just honk right back, not giving a single care in the world.
It was frustrating, I wish he would just leave me alone.
I can't handle the constant change in behaviors and feelings, it was just too much.
If you like someone tell them, show them.
If you hate someone, push them off a really high cliff.
It's so simple.
But for Axel, he rather leave me hanging off the cliff, dangling helplessly.
But that doesn't matter because I'm done with him, utterly and unbelievably done with them.
If I ever saw him again it would be too soon, but unfortunately for me, I live right across the hall from him.
I tried to ignore him, totally block out his entire existence but every once in a while he would honk at me which would make me almost jump out of my skin and of course it was the funniest thing in the world to him.
After the third time of scaring me, I was furious.
I huffed out and turned around to face him.
He was laughing uncontrollably and I'm pretty sure his face was turning red.
"Axel!" I shouted when he rolled down the window.
"Mia." He chuckled.
"What's your problem?" I look at him bewildered.
"What do you mean." He gave me a look.
"I can't handle your identity crisis!"
I shouted, throwing my hands up in the air, I can't believe this kid.
"Look, I know I was jerk-"
"A jerk? Try a raging asshole." I spat.
"Just get in the car and let me take you home." He sighed.
"Kiss my ass!" I shouted at him.
"Excuse me?" Axel looked at me amused.
"Kiss.My.Ass." I repeat slowly.
"I mean if you insist"He laughed loudly.
"I can't stand you; I told him.
"Then sit."
He smiled cheekily, patting the passenger's seat.
"I'm done with this,’ I whispered more to myself than to him.
"You know you're kinda hot when you're mad." He smirked.
His words made me sick.
"What happened to being less than average?"
I repeated his words, I couldn't help the hurt that came out along with them.
"Angel I didn't mea-" He started.
"You know what? Just forget it.
I'm over it, I just want you to leave me alone.
That shouldn't bother you since you wish you never met me, right?"
I forced a laugh, trying not to let his words affect me.
I didn't bother waiting for a reply, I'm tired of feeling like this.
I began walking down the sidewalk trying to stop myself from kicking Axel's stupid expensive car which he probably got from the drugs he sold.
I was still following the GPS on my phone and as of right now it has me walking through downtown, I'm pretty sure I was a couple of blocks away from where I paint the portrait of my mom, a couple of blocks away from where I felt like I came alive again.
I couldn't help but think of what my mother would say about the choices I've made, would she be proud? I doubt it, I haven't done anything to make her proud.
Sometimes I wish I was the one that died, I would have gladly given my life for hers.
The last words my mom had said to me was I'm sorry.
She was laying in a hospital bed dying and she told me she was sorry.
Even to this day, that memory breaks my heart.
I should have been the one to say sorry, I couldn't save her or make her pain go away.
I could only watch as she suffered.
remember that day like it
called me over her bed and weakly grabbed my
all her many blessings
look in her eyes when she
angry that
my wet cheeks made me realize I
quickly shook my head
grip on
into the windows of the various shops I was
came to a halt when I read a "Work Wanted" sign on the window
a few moments, the faster I get a
was on the phone with someone but his eyes
of paper
of a bell when I open the front door and
shop was
coffee places where people came to do work on computers or read
in love
in front of the room where
a white apron
towards her and offered a
she couldn't be
what can
her voice was strong and
to your manager
I asked awkwardly.
the owner
She grinned.
"I was hoping you were still looking for people to hire,’
then back up
"What's your name?"
landed on my
"Mia."
I cleared my throat.
She asked after some
"Seventeen” I rushed out.
any experience in
apron that was
said looking down
feel embarrassed,
a
She questioned.
"Yes!"
lifted my head
Mia, come in on Sunday and I'll train you on the cash register and
a latte
though,
could work less than
and Saturdays are open mic nights, those are the busiest days so you'll more than likely be working
about taking cash from the register because it's just me and now
gave me a
"l understand”I told her.
and I
walk home which I needed to hurry because it was
prepared to see Axel waiting for me, ready to follow me home but he was nowhere in
"Over here!"
Someone called out.
"Rylan?"
gave him a
hand waving
couldn't help but smile at him, he was just
you doing
when I got into his
needs a ride radar went off, it's like a
He grinned at me.
called you didn't
seeing him on the phone before I
me like
joked, staring at the
he tell
I asked curiously.
being an idiot so basically normal
of
help but
don't get why I couldn't
undeniably attractive, I can
for the malevolent one? Rylan looked at
was confused when he pulled the car over
about you
narrowing his eyes at
"What do you mean?"
I asked him.
"I don't know yet."
He stated.
forced laugh or smile but it's
He told me.
"And you kissed Axel."
at
remind me.’ I sighed thinking back to the
yet I watched as he turned the
know when
shoulder with mine, I instantly wanted
silence for a good 10
think Kina likes
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