Mates with Alpha Maddox

Jayda's POV

I just want to say one thing.

Ian is fucking awesome.

We had been walking for hours already, he wasn't even telling me about the territory we just talked about random things while walking aimlessly through the woods.

He had some pretty hilarious stories and he definitely got my mind off my problems.

He was now telling me about one of his many exes who had a cat and well if you didn't know us wolves hate cats, well they hate us and that makes us hate them.

"So then I was like either you get rid of the cat or we are over...and you know what she said?" Ian asks.

"She got rid of the cat?" I guess.

"No!" He with can-you-believe-it face then adds "She said that the cat just needed to get used to me"

"Did the cat get used to you?" I ask in distaste.

"Nah, I dumped her ass. She cared too much about the furry little fucker and I wasn't going to date someone who had a cat. They are disgusting and ugly" Ian says with a shudder.

I nod in agreement "Yeah, they are pretty disgusting"

and really good in bed but she was psycho. She called

was....dedicated" I say thinking about how someone could text someone

it was awful"

not that bad, she just wanted to talk"

thats when I dumped her" he says kicking a

you have had really bad luck

the worst yet" he says and I can hear a little sadness in his

be worse than your ex girlfriend

spend the night with. We went to her house because By that time I wasn't Alpha and my dad would've

been trying to seduce me all

to her house she kept kissing me and shit. Anyways the thing is that we had sex, and it was good so when

then heard her bedroom's door open and in came a girl who looked exactly like Gabriella, the only difference was that unlike Gabriella, the girl had long curly

as I saw her, I knew who she was. She was my mate and I

an Alpha. Lucky me I found

stood frozen looking at me. Her bright

not what it looks like, I have been waiting for you. I

and a sob came out then another

asking what was wrong and I told her that Isabella was my

while looking at me in the eye that she rejected me and to get

waist and went on my hands and knees begging her not to do this. That we could get through this. I kissed her feet while crying, sobbing and asking for forgiveness but she just looked at me with those blazing green eyes and told me she didn't want to see me again, that she couldn't believed she had saved herself for an asshole like me. I kept begging, I didn't want to lose her. She was made for me. She kept saying to stop crying because she wouldn't fall for my bullshit. And then she left. I was devastated, i spent the next 8 months after she left me moping around. Crying and sleeping. I was a total mess. Then one day I snapped i messed up my room I broke everything in my path. And that same night I left and found a girl to fuck. Like the bastard I am I started doing again the thing my mate rejected me for. The guilt kills me afterwards but I keep doing it because it gives me a reason not

couldn't believe the fun, careless guy I had met