Mates with Alpha Maddox

Jayda's POV

I just want to say one thing.

Ian is fucking awesome.

We had been walking for hours already, he wasn't even telling me about the territory we just talked about random things while walking aimlessly through the woods.

He had some pretty hilarious stories and he definitely got my mind off my problems.

He was now telling me about one of his many exes who had a cat and well if you didn't know us wolves hate cats, well they hate us and that makes us hate them.

"So then I was like either you get rid of the cat or we are over...and you know what she said?" Ian asks.

"She got rid of the cat?" I guess.

"No!" He with can-you-believe-it face then adds "She said that the cat just needed to get used to me"

"Did the cat get used to you?" I ask in distaste.

"Nah, I dumped her ass. She cared too much about the furry little fucker and I wasn't going to date someone who had a cat. They are disgusting and ugly" Ian says with a shudder.

I nod in agreement "Yeah, they are pretty disgusting"

in bed but she was psycho. She called me like 100 times a day and texted every 5 minutes"

was....dedicated" I say thinking about how someone

it was awful"

she just wanted to talk" I say

I caught her following me with her friend, thats when I dumped her"

had really bad luck with woman"

he says and I can hear a little sadness

ex girlfriend throwing dog

takes a deep breath "Well, I went to a club and like every time I go to the club I found a girl to spend the night with. We went to her house because By that time I wasn't Alpha and my dad would've

I found was a real hot she-wolf. She had been trying to

was really passionate. While I drove to her house she kept kissing me and shit. Anyways the thing is that we had sex, and it was good so when we woke up we went at it again, we made sure to

door open and in came a girl who looked

who she was. She was my mate and I

is Ian by the way, he is an Alpha. Lucky

knew was named Isabella stood frozen looking at

what it looks like, I have been waiting for you.

opened her mouth to talk and a sob came out then another one, and

and I told her that Isabella was my

me with so much hate I flinched. She told me while looking at me in the eye that she rejected me and

my bullshit. And then she left. I was devastated, i spent the next 8 months after she left me moping around. Crying and sleeping. I was a total mess. Then one day I snapped i messed up my room I broke everything in my path. And that same night I left and found a girl to fuck. Like the bastard I am I started doing again the thing my mate rejected me for. The guilt kills me afterwards but I keep doing it because it gives me a reason not to go to Isabella and ask for forgiveness

is done talking I have tears running down my face. I couldn't believe the fun, careless guy I had met a few hours ago had been through and was so full of