Mates with Alpha Maddox

Jayda's POV

I just want to say one thing.

Ian is fucking awesome.

We had been walking for hours already, he wasn't even telling me about the territory we just talked about random things while walking aimlessly through the woods.

He had some pretty hilarious stories and he definitely got my mind off my problems.

He was now telling me about one of his many exes who had a cat and well if you didn't know us wolves hate cats, well they hate us and that makes us hate them.

"So then I was like either you get rid of the cat or we are over...and you know what she said?" Ian asks.

"She got rid of the cat?" I guess.

"No!" He with can-you-believe-it face then adds "She said that the cat just needed to get used to me"

"Did the cat get used to you?" I ask in distaste.

"Nah, I dumped her ass. She cared too much about the furry little fucker and I wasn't going to date someone who had a cat. They are disgusting and ugly" Ian says with a shudder.

I nod in agreement "Yeah, they are pretty disgusting"

dating Alexandra, she was super hot and really good in bed but she was psycho. She called me like 100 times a day and texted every 5 minutes" he says with a

she was....dedicated" I say thinking about how someone could text

it was awful"

wanted to talk" I say trying

I caught her following me with her friend, thats when I dumped her" he says kicking a small

bad

the worst yet" he says and I can

your ex girlfriend throwing dog poop at

We went to her house because By that time I wasn't Alpha and my dad would've thrown a fit if I brought a girl home because he wanted me to

was a real hot she-wolf. She had been trying to seduce

and shit. Anyways the thing is that we had sex, and it was good so when we woke up we went at it again, we made sure

in came a girl who looked exactly like Gabriella, the only difference was that unlike Gabriella, the girl

of Gabriella's shirt or something like that. As soon as I saw her, I knew who she was. She was my mate and I was so happy, I had finally found my soul mate, I had

Knock next time, this is Ian by the way, he is an Alpha. Lucky me I found him last night' that snapped me out of

was named Isabella stood frozen looking at me. Her bright

is not what it looks like, I have been waiting for you. I can't believe I finally found you' was

and a sob came out then

kept asking what was wrong and I told her that Isabella was my mate. She then started crying too.

and looked at me with so much hate I flinched. She told me while looking at me in the eye that she rejected me and to get the fuck out of her house." He says, his gaze lost as if he was

She kept saying to stop crying because she wouldn't fall for my bullshit. And then she left. I was devastated, i spent the next 8 months after she left me moping around. Crying and sleeping. I was a total mess. Then one day I snapped i messed up my room I broke everything in my path. And that same night I left and found a girl to fuck. Like the bastard I am I started doing again the thing my mate rejected me for. The guilt kills me afterwards but I keep doing it because it gives me a reason not to go to Isabella and ask for forgiveness because I know I don't

fun, careless guy I had