Mates with Alpha Maddox

Jayda's POV

I just want to say one thing.

Ian is fucking awesome.

We had been walking for hours already, he wasn't even telling me about the territory we just talked about random things while walking aimlessly through the woods.

He had some pretty hilarious stories and he definitely got my mind off my problems.

He was now telling me about one of his many exes who had a cat and well if you didn't know us wolves hate cats, well they hate us and that makes us hate them.

"So then I was like either you get rid of the cat or we are over...and you know what she said?" Ian asks.

"She got rid of the cat?" I guess.

"No!" He with can-you-believe-it face then adds "She said that the cat just needed to get used to me"

"Did the cat get used to you?" I ask in distaste.

"Nah, I dumped her ass. She cared too much about the furry little fucker and I wasn't going to date someone who had a cat. They are disgusting and ugly" Ian says with a shudder.

I nod in agreement "Yeah, they are pretty disgusting"

she was psycho. She

thinking about how someone could text someone so

was

that bad, she just wanted to talk" I say trying

thats when I dumped

had really bad luck with woman"

haven't heard the worst yet" he says and

worse than your ex girlfriend throwing dog poop at your car?" I

to a club and like every time I go to the club I found a girl to spend the night with. We went to her house because By that time I wasn't Alpha and my dad would've thrown a fit if I brought

found was a real hot she-wolf. She had been trying to seduce me all

thing is that

into it, we then heard her bedroom's door open and in came a girl who looked exactly like Gabriella, the only difference was that unlike Gabriella, the girl had

She was my mate and I was so happy, I had finally found my soul mate, I had even forgotten that my penis was still inside my mate's sister." He

is Ian by the way, he is an Alpha. Lucky me I found him last night'

My mate who I now knew was named Isabella stood frozen looking at me.

this is not what it looks like, I have been waiting for you.

talk and a sob came out then

I told her that

then stopped crying and looked at me with so much hate I flinched. She told me while looking at me in the eye that she

she didn't want to see me again, that she couldn't believed she had saved herself for an asshole like me. I kept begging, I didn't want to lose her. She was made for me. She kept saying to stop crying because she wouldn't fall for my bullshit. And then she left. I was devastated, i spent the next 8 months after she left me moping around. Crying and sleeping. I was a total mess. Then one day I snapped i messed up my room I broke everything in my path. And that same night I left and found a girl to fuck. Like the bastard I am I started doing again the thing my mate rejected me for. The guilt kills me afterwards but I keep doing it because it gives me a reason not to go to Isabella and ask for forgiveness because I know I

couldn't believe the fun, careless guy I had met a few