Mates with Alpha Maddox

Jayda's POV

I just want to say one thing.

Ian is fucking awesome.

We had been walking for hours already, he wasn't even telling me about the territory we just talked about random things while walking aimlessly through the woods.

He had some pretty hilarious stories and he definitely got my mind off my problems.

He was now telling me about one of his many exes who had a cat and well if you didn't know us wolves hate cats, well they hate us and that makes us hate them.

"So then I was like either you get rid of the cat or we are over...and you know what she said?" Ian asks.

"She got rid of the cat?" I guess.

"No!" He with can-you-believe-it face then adds "She said that the cat just needed to get used to me"

"Did the cat get used to you?" I ask in distaste.

"Nah, I dumped her ass. She cared too much about the furry little fucker and I wasn't going to date someone who had a cat. They are disgusting and ugly" Ian says with a shudder.

I nod in agreement "Yeah, they are pretty disgusting"

super hot and really good in bed but she was psycho. She called me like 100 times a day and texted every 5 minutes" he says

say thinking about how someone could text someone

was

bad, she just wanted to talk" I say

psycho. I caught her following me with her friend, thats when I dumped

you have had really bad luck with woman" I

But you haven't heard the worst yet" he says and I

girlfriend throwing

every time I go to the club I found a girl to spend the night with. We went to her house because By that time I

found was a real hot she-wolf. She had been trying to seduce me all

her house she kept kissing me and shit. Anyways the thing is that we had sex, and it was good so

came a girl who looked exactly like Gabriella, the only difference was that unlike Gabriella,

was. She was my mate and I was so happy, I had finally found my soul

is an Alpha. Lucky me I found him last night' that snapped me out of my trance

knew was named Isabella stood frozen looking at me. Her bright green eyes glistened with

have been waiting for you. I can't believe I finally found you'

and a sob came out then another one,

kept asking what was wrong and I told her that Isabella was my mate. She then

stopped crying and looked at me with so much hate I flinched. She told me while looking at me in the eye that she rejected me and to get the

to do this. That we could get through this. I kissed her feet while crying, sobbing and asking for forgiveness but she just looked at me with those blazing green eyes and told me she didn't want to see me again, that she couldn't believed she had saved herself for an asshole like me. I kept begging, I didn't want to lose her. She was made for me. She kept saying to stop crying because she wouldn't fall for my bullshit. And then she left. I was devastated, i spent the next 8 months after she left me moping around. Crying and sleeping. I was a total mess. Then one day I snapped i messed up my room I broke everything in my path. And that same night I left and found a girl to fuck. Like the bastard I am I started doing again the thing my mate rejected me for. The guilt kills me afterwards but I keep doing it because it gives me a reason not to

the fun, careless guy I had met a few hours ago had been