Mates with Alpha Maddox

Jayda's POV

I just want to say one thing.

Ian is fucking awesome.

We had been walking for hours already, he wasn't even telling me about the territory we just talked about random things while walking aimlessly through the woods.

He had some pretty hilarious stories and he definitely got my mind off my problems.

He was now telling me about one of his many exes who had a cat and well if you didn't know us wolves hate cats, well they hate us and that makes us hate them.

"So then I was like either you get rid of the cat or we are over...and you know what she said?" Ian asks.

"She got rid of the cat?" I guess.

"No!" He with can-you-believe-it face then adds "She said that the cat just needed to get used to me"

"Did the cat get used to you?" I ask in distaste.

"Nah, I dumped her ass. She cared too much about the furry little fucker and I wasn't going to date someone who had a cat. They are disgusting and ugly" Ian says with a shudder.

I nod in agreement "Yeah, they are pretty disgusting"

dating Alexandra, she was super hot and really good in bed but she was psycho. She called me like 100 times a day and

thinking about how someone could

was awful"

she just wanted to

caught her following me with her friend, thats when I dumped

really bad luck

But you haven't heard the worst yet" he says

your ex girlfriend throwing dog poop at your car?"

went to her house because By that time I wasn't Alpha

been trying to seduce me all night so

the thing is that we had sex, and it was

it, we then heard her bedroom's door open and in came a girl who looked exactly like Gabriella, the only difference was that unlike Gabriella, the girl had

She was my mate and I was so happy, I had finally found my soul mate, I had even forgotten that my penis

was 'OMG Isabella! Knock next time, this is Ian by the way, he is an Alpha. Lucky me I found him last

named Isabella stood frozen

not what it looks like, I have been waiting for you. I can't believe I finally found you' was the first thing

a sob came out then another one, and another

what was wrong and I told her that Isabella was my mate.

looking at me in the eye that she rejected me and to get the fuck out of her house." He says, his gaze lost as if he was

she didn't want to see me again, that she couldn't believed she had saved herself for an asshole like me. I kept begging, I didn't want to lose her. She was made for me. She kept saying to stop crying because she wouldn't fall for my bullshit. And then she left. I was devastated, i spent the next 8 months after she left me moping around. Crying and sleeping. I was a total mess. Then one day I snapped i messed up my room I broke everything in my path. And that same night I left and found a girl to fuck. Like the bastard I am I started doing again the thing my mate rejected me for. The guilt kills me afterwards but I keep doing it because it gives me a reason

couldn't believe the fun, careless guy I had met a few hours ago had been through and was so full of