Mates with Alpha Maddox

"She is better off without me" he says numbly, its as if he drilled that sentence into his brain.

"No she is not you fool! You are not only hurting yourself but your mate too. I am not saying that when you go to her she will run into your open arms because she is hurt. You hurt her and you will have to work for her forgiveness but it will be totally worth it at the end" I say looking at him in the eye.

He was about to say something but I feel someone trying to mind link me so I held my index finger up to him and took down the barrier I had put when we left because I didn't want to be bothered.

As soon as I dropped the barrier I felt Maddox anger through the mate bond.

'Yes?' I ask happily through the mind link.

'Where the fuck are you Jayda? I just got out of the meeting, hoping to see my mate then I find out that she has been out all day with another guy" he growls out making me roll my eyes.

'I am actually hanging out with Ian. I'll be back in a bit. Take care babe' I chirp and before he can reply, out my barriers up.

I hated mind link. It gave me a headache afterwards because I wasn't used to it.

I turn to Ian. "It was Maddox" I state.

"I kind of figured when you rolled your eyes" he says with a laugh.

"Yeah well, he isn't very happy at the moment" I say with a small laugh. I could feel Maddox trying to break the barrier but I ignored it.

"Yeah, I also figured he would be really pissed when he found out you were with me" Ian says.

I might tell Maddox that I will stay a few more days here if you don't mind but thats only if it takes longer. Now we should go back" I say and stand up from the log, I

whole day talking, I was so happy I decided to join Ian in this 'tour' because if I hadn't then I wouldn't have met Ian the way I know him now. And also because if I hadn't gone with Ian I would probably be obsessing over Anna

I will try to work things with Isabella"

doing this Jayda, Maddox is fucking lucky to have you"

for getting my mind off of things" I say with a small smile

grins "What

silently side by side,

were consumed by Maddox. I loved him so much and he could be the sweetest guy ever but he

and then we come here and I find a girl who has been in love with him her whole life.

I get

I think I at least deserve to be happy.

I having mate problems but

half an hour we reach the Ian's

the living room and see that Maddox is on the sofa with an aggravated face while Anna is talking animately to

soon as Maddox sees me he asks

look at Anna and she looks happy

I speed walk towards him and push his chest lightly so he falls back on the sofa. Then I climb onto his lap and kiss him. Not just a small peck, but a full blown french kiss. Maddox kisses me back immediately.

pull away slowly while biting Maddox

lap, "Sorry, didn't see you there" I say with

wall, his arms crossed. He looks at me with amusement in his eyes, he then looks at

make out on someone else's couch."Anna hisses. I was about to snap at her when Ian says "Actually I don't mind,