Mates with Alpha Maddox

Jayda's POV

I woke up to a knock on the door. I hear the shower running so Maddox is in there.

"Who is it?" I called out.

"Its us" Nikki and Ellie's voice says from behind the door.

"Oh okay, well guys I need to get ready and stuff so I'll meet you two downstairs, love you" I say and pull the covers off of me.

"Kay bye, love you too" Nikki says then They leave.

Maddox comes out of the bathroom shirtless water still dripping down his chest and his hair damp. He is only wearing dark jeans.

He looks fuckable.

So, so fuckable.

Every time I see him I feel a Hunger or something. I have no idea how to explain it but my body heats up and I just want to have my way with him. Normal werewolf couples would have made love by now but I think we came to a silent agreement that it wasn't time. So many things have been happening lately not only with Maddox but with everything else.

"You are awake" Maddox deep deep voice points out.

"No duh" I say with a laugh, walking towards him. Wrapping my hands around his torso tightly "Morning Maddox" I say, my cheek against his bare chest.

Maddox wraps his arms around my waist and kissed the top of my head. "Good morning Jayda"

We stay there, hugging each other for I don't know how long until Maddox clears his throat and unwraps his arms from around me, I do the same.

"I have to go to a meeting with Ian, It might take a while so just go out with Ellie and Nicole to the mall or something. Or if you want you can come to the meeting with me" Maddox says while putting on a shirt.

"Will Anna be there?" I ask faking disinterest.

"Nope, she can't. Only Alphas and Lunas can attend"

Knowing she isn't allowed to go

surely murder me if I leave them alone when I was the one that invited

don't mind. These meetings are pretty damn boring. They try to reason with us Alphas and convince us to painlessly kill rogues and shit. Don't they know that if I want to kill someone I want them to suffer?! If I am killing them its for

should listen to

killing them then they did something bad. So they deserve to suffer" Maddox

to agree with each other

a big deal"

"killing people is not

He shrugs "Not really."

you want people to give you mercy or at least a painless death?"

deserve what I get" Maddox says calmly, as

Well damn.

tortured or would you want me to be killed painfully" I say and Maddox eyes darken while he

I will never allow it. If anyone dares to touch a hair on your head They will regret being born. How I

That escalated quickly.

I know you wont let anything

with things like that" he says

just end this conversation here" I

"Yeah lets" he replies.

other, neither of use

I am trying to be the mate you deserve, I want to be understanding. But feelings come hard to me. The way I am with you, I-I- I really doubt I will ever treat other people like that. I just don't give a fuck about them. Sure I love my siblings and my pack but not to the extent I love you. With that said. If you know I find it hard to

for a few seconds then with a

wrap a towel around my

hair

am finally ready I

down the stairs two at a time, someone on the last 4 steps I end up tripping

Mumble rubbing my butt and walking towards

Ellie and Nikki were