Mates with Alpha Maddox

Jayda's POV

I woke up to a knock on the door. I hear the shower running so Maddox is in there.

"Who is it?" I called out.

"Its us" Nikki and Ellie's voice says from behind the door.

"Oh okay, well guys I need to get ready and stuff so I'll meet you two downstairs, love you" I say and pull the covers off of me.

"Kay bye, love you too" Nikki says then They leave.

Maddox comes out of the bathroom shirtless water still dripping down his chest and his hair damp. He is only wearing dark jeans.

He looks fuckable.

So, so fuckable.

Every time I see him I feel a Hunger or something. I have no idea how to explain it but my body heats up and I just want to have my way with him. Normal werewolf couples would have made love by now but I think we came to a silent agreement that it wasn't time. So many things have been happening lately not only with Maddox but with everything else.

"You are awake" Maddox deep deep voice points out.

"No duh" I say with a laugh, walking towards him. Wrapping my hands around his torso tightly "Morning Maddox" I say, my cheek against his bare chest.

Maddox wraps his arms around my waist and kissed the top of my head. "Good morning Jayda"

We stay there, hugging each other for I don't know how long until Maddox clears his throat and unwraps his arms from around me, I do the same.

"I have to go to a meeting with Ian, It might take a while so just go out with Ellie and Nicole to the mall or something. Or if you want you can come to the meeting with me" Maddox says while putting on a shirt.

"Will Anna be there?" I ask faking disinterest.

"Nope, she can't. Only Alphas and Lunas can attend"

go. Knowing she isn't allowed to go somewhere I can gives me satisfaction, no idea

would surely murder me if I leave them alone when I was the one that invited them." I

convince us to painlessly kill rogues and shit. Don't they know that if I want to kill someone I want them to suffer?! If I am killing them its for a reason"

you should listen to them" I say with a

am killing them then they did something bad. So they deserve to suffer" Maddox replies while putting his shoes on.

not having this conversation with you again, we are definitely not going to agree with each other so why bother" I mutter and Maddox rolls his

big deal" he

people

He shrugs "Not really."

give you mercy or at least a painless death?" I ask, my chest tightens almost painfully at the thought of someone hurting

bad things in my life so I would deserve what I

Well damn.

me. Would you want me to be tortured or would you want me to be

allow it. If anyone dares to touch a hair on your head They will regret being born. How I torture rogues will be a childs play compared to what I

That escalated quickly.

know you wont let anything happen to

play with things like that"

this conversation here"

"Yeah lets" he replies.

other, neither of

to be the mate you deserve, I want to be understanding. But feelings come hard to me. The way I am with you, I-I- I really doubt I will ever treat other people like that. I just don't give a fuck about them. Sure I love my siblings and my pack but not to the extent I love you. With that said. If you know I find it hard to express my feelings to my sister and my pack. don't expect me to show compassion to rogues who I simply don't care about." He blurts out, then says, "I will see you later" he gives

seconds then with a big sigh I walk to

my body. Brush my teeth and go back to the

hair and

finally ready I

run down the stairs two at a time, someone on the last 4 steps I end up

rubbing my butt and walking

Nikki were