My Hockey Alpha

Nina

The morning after my motorcycle ride with Enzo, I woke up to dozens of Twitter notifications. Still blinking the sleep out of my eyes, I scrunched up my eyebrows as I opened my phone and started to read all of the notifications.

“Wowwww @ninaharpı, alone time with Enzo, huh?”

“Enzo must be joking if he’s hanging around with that ugly nerd @ ninaharpı!!”

“What a slut, messing around with two boys from the hockey team at once. Save some for the rest of us @ ninaharpı!”

I sat up in bed, my eyes glued to the phone as I opened Twitter and realized that someone snuck pictures of Enzo and I last night. There were pictures of me talking to Justin in the parking lot, a picture of me as I shoved Justin to the ground, Enzo wiping the tears from my cheek, and getting on his motorcycle together.

I knew I shouldn’t have trusted him. This was just another step in the game he was playing with me!

As I looked at the time, I realized that I had class in twenty minutes. I jumped out of bed and threw on some jeans and a t-shirt, quickly braided my hair and brushed my teeth, and ran out of my room.

Jessica was standing in the kitchen when I came out of my room. She looked up from making her coffee briefly, then looked back down. Even in that brief moment, I could see tears in her eyes.

“It was really nothing,” I said, assuming that she already saw the photos. “Justin was harassing me and Enzo just happened to show up. He drove me home.”

“Enzo seems to just magically appear around 1 you a lot lately,” she grumbled as she poured her coffee.

I sighed and adjusted my bag on my shoulder. “It was just a coincidence,” I said.

Jessica suddenly slammed the coffee pot down, sloshing coffee on the counter. “Bullshit,” she said, glaring at me as tears streamed down her cheeks. “What is your relationship with him, really?”

I looked down at the floor and bit my lip. “I’m just the team doctor,” I replied. “But not for long. I’m gonna talk to the dean today and get reassigned.”

I’ve seen the way he looks at

between you before, and I had a hard time believing it then. Now I know something is going on without a doubt.

to be honest with Jessica about everything,

I said, “I’ll tell you everything later. But I’m gonna be late

a paper towel to start cleaning up the coffee she spilled. Without another word,

already exhausted from all of the dirty looks and whispering from other girls. I kept my head down and sat in the back of the lecture hall; the girls who I sat next to got up

to me. I looked up to see Lisa sitting

said, rummaging

told you to stay away from both of

all of this is out of my control. I didn’t ask to be the

you made to be the team doctor?” she said, raising her voice. “For all I know, you probably slept with someone to get that position just

themselves. Lisa, pleased with herself, stomped off to sit back with her gaggle of bitchy

room

who seemed to be the only person at this stupid school

said, rushing toward her and walking with her. “I can’t take this anymore. I feel like I’ve got a bullseye on

“Well, not a bullseye exactly,” she said, pulling a piece of paper off of my back. “Just

the paper and winced.

I whirled around to see a group of

said, waving

arm around my shoulders and guided me away. “Ignore them,” she said, grabbing the paper from my hands and crumpling

involved with Justin or Enzo,” I said, fighting back tears as Lori

you,” she replied. “That whole team is a bunch of

be able to hide in my room and not have to deal with any of the bullying.