Not Your Mate Anymore

It's inevitable but there's also more to this.

I stormed out of the office in pursuit of Hunter. He is sort of the king of this realm and he had to know if this was one of my capabilities.

I find my family sitting in the garden. They all had sour looks on their faces and I mentally groaned. Evan was right, they were definitely arguing about the Jose issue.

"Hunter, may I speak with you? In private." I say before turning around and making my way back to my office.

Hunter follows me and closes the door once inside of my office.

"I found a book. The book is about my powers and what I can do with them. I came across a power, not exactly a gift but because I'm the moon goddess, the god of werewolves, I get to choose between life and death. Do you know of this?" I ask and Hunter let's out a loud long sigh.

"Yes. We are not sure it is an ability you have as my mother struggled with it. She could not do it while she was alive and I need you to not get your hopes up." He says as he makes his way closer to me.

"She's the one that saved me after Ethia killed me. I was dead and she said she would not allow it." I say folding my arms for that added effect.

"Oh?" Hunter says, shocked.

"Yeah. I met her and we had a chat. She saved me so clearly she finally figured out how to use it." I say and Hunter nods in agreement.

"You are thinking of bringing Clayton and Chase back, aren't ya?" Hunter asks me and I could not find the words so I nod my head yes.

"Well I won't stop you there. I don't know how it works but I know where it is done. Come with me.” Hunter says and walks past me, opening one of the many doors in the office. We walk into the room, revealing a small pond. I don't even know if that's what they call it.

Glowing fish swam in the pond. It was actually very quiet and tranquil in this room.

"This is the room my mother used to talk to the spirits. To spend time with them and gain some insights on their wisdom and time on earth.

Like me, she was from this realm so she could not really connect properly with the earthlings or understand anything they went through and this was her way of connecting with the earth so she can better help the ones still alive on earth.” Hunter tells me and I go down on my knees, palms resting on the ground and looking into the pond.

"Sabrina, you need to know that sometimes you can't bring people back. Not everyone will be in this pond or needing a save. Sometimes you also have to deny the ones that did terrible things the chance at life again, you can't save everyone. You are the god here and even family members need to stay dead for life to run its course. Understand?" Hunter says to me and I nod my head yes.

"What do they call the fish?" I ask and Hunter chuckles.

"I don't see fish but that's because I'm not the goddess. The fish you see are lost souls, souls that have not passed on completely and ones that need your help to move on. There will be some that need you to deliver a message or help with something.” Hunter tells me.

I touch the water and immediately I'm pulled in. I feel like I'm floating, I could not open my eyes as the light was too blinding.

I took a minute to get used to the light and I was surrounded by it. Different light sources surrounded me and I reached out for one.

When I touched it, it turned into a human. An old woman, who looked stressed and worried.

As soon as she noticed that I could see her, she looked relieved.

was killed by rogues, leaving behind a three year old boy on his own. His parents abandoned him and I am all he has, I can't leave him. Not yet." She says to me. I

woods. He could not find the courage to get out even though it has been a few hours since

could smell his fear and if the rogues were still around, they would have caught his scent but then again, sometimes rogues take in children to raise. They turn them into

old woman's body. A bright

thank you before there was nothing left of her. She was gone and then

able to care for her adopted son once again and I was able to do

either Clayton or Chase and I was losing it. I start to feel

Did they truly believe that they had lived an eventful

couldn't accept that. They were young and had so much more to live for! Josey needs them, her wolf

can't end like

I gave up. What was the point? I thought they would be here but to my disappointment, they weren't here. They had passed on

felt defeated, lost. I had lost this fight and my job as moon goddess hasn't even started yet. I wasn't initiated

hoping to get out of here and figure out a way to pull my sister's wolf back and something touched my leg. I looked down and I touched the

I felt my insides cheer

I ask and he just smiles at

again and a light shines in front of

so glad to see you." Chase says

but she must know we will watch over her and

one better. I can bring you back! Josey's wolf is in distress and now her vampire has taken control, making hasty decisions that change everything. You both need to come back!" I say grabbing

will have us. If she agrees to being with us then we will come back with

was I going to convince a vampire Josey that I could bring her mates back from the dead? Would her wolf be able to

don't have enough time! I can't go up and down between you guys and Josey trying to play cupid here. My sister's wolf is dying and only you two can bring her back. There's no time to ask Josey to choose between you both or the vampire king. There isn't time for

disappeared from me and I was alone again. A hand made it's way inside the pond and I was pulled out

down, tears falling. How would I convince... how was I supposed

I say through sobs as Hunter comforts me. I was a wet crying

and I remembered you are immortal." He says and I let out

them to. How will I... how will the new Josey react to this? I don't see a happy ending with this one."

and try to connect with her wolf, if anyone can do it, it's you.” Hunter says to me

out, I stop at the door to look back at Hunter who

you, dad.” I say before walking out. I leave him to his thoughts

still

say and she looks up at me but quickly looks down