Not Your Mate Anymore

Chapter 28 Think Again


 

Max was here. I could smell him. I could smell him from miles away and he was in this very pack house, on the floor above me. 

He was on the alpha floor.

I wanted so bad to barge in there and slap him senseless for coming here and not for his child. He doesn't have to come here for me but his son. He has a son for goddess sake! 

He had it so bad with uncle Deacon that he promised to be a better father. He wasn't better, he was absent. Zero effort. 


 

Not a call. Not a text. How was his wolf ok with this? Not seeing his own pup? 

Xander barged in to my apartment, startling Dorothy and I.  Adrastos was sleeping soundly in his bassinet, the only thing that would wake him up was hunger. He could even sleep through a dirty diaper. Luckily, we had strong senses so we knew immediately when he did the number 2. 

"Sabrina, come with me." Xander says. Turning around and leaving no room to ask questions. I immediately shot up and ran after him. We walked in to his apartment and the first thing I noticed was the broken coffee table and Jill holding an angry Elliot back who was growling and shooting daggers and Maximus. 

As soon as I walked in, Max turned his eyes to me and it dawned on me why he was here. He wanted an alpha Luna and Xander's sister was perfect. A lycan female with alpha blood. How bloody perfect. 

He was ready to start making babies and forget about Adrastos. 

Well, not on my watch. 

A girl looking to be around my age was seated on the two seater couch with a tear stained face. 

"Max here wants to take my sister as his chosen mate. My father over there wants to kill Max because he went about it the wrong way but I want to kill him for even thinking he can come to my pack and ask this of me." Xander says. He was fuming. 

"Then my sister over there, is crying because she doesn't want to go. Max says he will take it as an act of cancelling our allegiance." Xander said. 

My eyes were focused solely on Xander's sister. At her age, all she wanted to do is meet her mate. Not to be forced to mate with someone that isn't hers. 

"Many years ago, my father and uncle Deacon's fathers came together to form an allegiance. To bring them together, my mother, Deacon's little sister, was promised to my father but they soon realized they were mates so it worked out well for them. In this case, my sister is not Max's mate but he wants to reenact the same practice." Xander said and I looked at Max who was also looking at me. 

"I don't see why she has to be here. Her family wasn't involved before, why involve her now?" Max asks in a bored tone. 

He was doing anything and everything to hurt me. It was clear as day. 

"She's here because she was invited here. You on the other hand, arrived unannounced." Xander said. 

"Fine." Max said. 

"I told you at the council meeting that you won't ever father any more children. You think I was lying or speaking out of anger?"I Asked him. He didn't answer me. 

"The moon goddess came to me and comforted me. She vowed to never let you father another child after abandoning your first. Rejecting a gift from her." I say to him. 

"Every wolf serves a purpose in our world and by you rejecting our son, you're changing the course of his life. You were supposed to help raise him and show him the things I as a mother could not." I say to him. He looks at me, to see if I'm lying but I wasn't. 

"You not being able to father more children is your punishment. That was a promise the moon made to me." I said to him. Jill looked at me. 

"How did you communicate with the moon goddess?" She asked. 

 

My nana is her sister. My family and i each carry gifts bestowed upon us by the moon goddess including my son. This makes me half a celestial being and half of this world." I say to her

was looking at me differently. Like I

her and she appears?" Jill asks me

Like when Max abandoned us, she made me that promise." I said to Jill but looking at Max.

Max, you can go pack to pack trying to find the new mother of your children but that won't bring children in to this world. It will not only emasculate you, but the entire pack. An alpha that can't produce an heir? You'll be challenged day by day."

the decision to shack up with Xander here and

The moon goddess must chop off his manhood because he stepped up where you couldn't? Wow!"

answer. Thank you for abandoning your Luna. Another packs loss is another's treasure."

from limb and

out then and back to apartment. I felt Max following me so when I walked through

in after me and

to break my door?"

your heart could be mended, so could this door."

Forrest, so what is it now?" I ask him.

change that last name." Max said and I

a Forrest after you." I

people that! I don't know if what you're saying is true or not but I will not have you tarnish my name like

but I'm supposed to be

in it!" I say walking to my door.  I opened the

his eyes on his

here, good. It's time for a little chat." Uncle Deacon says. Its going to be a long day.

on one couch and motioned for Max and I to sit down too. We sat

pulled away from Sabrina. So you start first. Tell her why you left her and be completely

no beating around the

man is. No asking for a little strong something for this conversation.

to

We are over. There's no going back."

 

stunt you pulled with the new law but that kid still belongs to the both of you and I did not raise you to be

you Max when it is Sabrina's turn, you keep your mouth

Max, waiting for him to lay it on me

of those gifts. She was born with them. Everyone has problems and hers might seem bigger but that's because they are hers. Some of us have to work even harder for everything that we have. You run away from problems instead of facing them head on and I understand being young plays a part in that kind of decision making but that can't be your way of life for every failed relationship. I get it, I took on another woman but you had every right to make her

let out

raised the lycan way. My father slept with different women every other day. That was my point of reference but I tried to stay true to you. Until your family hurt my pack. You don't want to take responsibility for any of that. While you were away to who knows where, my warriors were falling one by one. When you had the power to end all of those men, you could've done that from the start. None of my pack members needed to die because your uncle had a vendetta against your family."

been given everything in your life. You turn a certain age and surprise, white wolf with magical powers and crazy strength. Your mother can come back to the living if she wants. Some of us don't have that luxury. It is war after war because of you! You're the bringer of death more than anything and I helped you to make more of you. There's a mini you that's even stronger because he's a lycan, who will bring even more death. Why would I want to be part of that? I've played along long enough. I will not let you or that baby anywhere near

It is

truth is really not nice to hear. It

Max. Sabrina?" Uncle Deacon said and I could feel their stares. I looked up and looked

never take care of myself. I didn't want you to feel that way. I had no idea but had you voiced your feelings, I would've known. As

the hurt

you couldn't handle me, then you could never wield such power. You are incapable of controlling it. When you spent the whole day planning the war, I went to the moon and spent 10 years in training. I was tested emotionally and physically. If

crazy strength. It is either intimidating or empowering and I never know how people truly feel until it's too late. I'm disappointed you're one of them because you've known me all my life. I felt safe with you. I let you in

 

you that stopped me from giving myself away to the people coming to fight our pack?! You told me the pack had my back! And when

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